Clear Feather of the Ring

"Yes, I received the notice a few days ago. That's XX University, the university that Americans themselves yearn for..." Lao Jiang didn't notice the abnormality on Long Tianyu's face, immersed in his admiration for XX University .

XX University, one of the top ten universities in the United States, is where many great literati and politicians in history came from.Long Tianyu didn't remember how he got out of Lao Jiang's office, his mind became a mess and he couldn't organize his thoughts at all.When did Yiqing apply?Why not tell yourself?Why didn't you tell yourself that you were admitted?What should I do?Is it too late to apply now? ...

Long Tianyu wanted to go back to Yi Qing immediately, throwing all the questions to him, and asked him to give himself an explanation.But he was suddenly afraid of facing Yi Qing again, he was afraid of facing the facts, and the future about himself and Yi Qing after the facts.After coming out of Lao Jiang's office, Long Tianyu didn't go back to the classroom immediately, but ran to a corner of the football field and sat there smoking a half pack of cigarettes.He took out his mobile phone and involuntarily entered Yi Qing's space.Yi Qing hasn't updated for a long time, Long Tianyu entered the message board, and saw the top one read: I also passed.The date displayed is last week.Looking at the name, Long Tianyu felt his eyes sting. Isn't this name Lu Ming's QQ number?What does this message mean?

As soon as that idea popped up in his mind, Long Tianyu was worried for a moment. He took out another cigarette and smoked it hard. After taking a few deep breaths, he finally calmed down, and finally got through with Lu Ming. phone.

"Lu Ming, I am Long Tianyu."

"Oh." Lu Ming seemed to have expected that Long Tianyu would make such a phone call to him, and his tone was quite calm.

"Are you going to America to study?" Long Tianyu didn't dare to ask him directly if he was with Yi Qing, even if he connected them verbally, Long Tianyu couldn't stand it.

"Yes, XX University. How did you know? Did Yi Qing tell you?" Lu Ming's tone was quite smug.

When Long Tianyu heard the words XX University, his heart skipped a beat, as if he had been shocked by an electric shock.

As if he wanted to tell Long Tianyu on purpose, Lu Ming didn't wait for Long Tianyu's response, and said to himself: "I heard from Yi Qing that you are going to be admitted to S University? That's pretty good, I wish you the title on the gold list."

Long Tianyu felt that he was a defeated dog. He was bitten all over his body by his opponent, and when he was looking for a place to lick the wound, he was chased all the way to sprinkle salt on the wound. He was embarrassed, humiliated, and painful. He didn't say anything, and just hung up. Telephone.I didn't expect that I would have today, and I lost completely.Originally, I thought that what I held in my hands and embraced in my arms was real, but in the end it was just a vain.The happiness that I originally thought was false in the end.From the beginning to the end, he was nothing to Yi Qing, and Yi Qing still only had Lu Ming in his heart.

Hehe, the two of them had planned very carefully. Once they graduated, they went abroad to live together and live together like a couple.Although it was the warmer weather in April, Long Tianyu felt a biting cold air from the soles of his feet to the top of his head.Long Tianyu sat there for a while, until the phone in his hand rang, and it was Yang Yi who called, "Brother Yu, where have you been? Waiting for you to have dinner together?"

Only then did Long Tianyu realize that he had been outside for more than three hours, "I'll wait for you downstairs. Is Yi Qing here?"

"Brother Qing was called to participate in some debate in the morning, and he hasn't come back yet."

"understood."

Yang Yi and the others walked down and went to the cafeteria to eat with Long Tianyu.During the meal, everyone didn't talk much at first, Long Tianyu had a gloomy face, and didn't touch the food in the bowl.Han Xing looked at Long Tianyu's face, and said cautiously: "Tianyu, do you know that Yi Qing is going to study in the United States?"

"Ah."

"Brother Qing is too embarrassing, you have kept such a big matter from us. That's XX University, brother Qing is really awesome." Yang Yi didn't see Long Tianyu's tense face, and said to himself Talk to yourself.Someone kicked her little foot hard, and Yang Yi grinned with pain in his teeth, "Eat as soon as you eat, why talk so much?" Han Xing glared at her.

Yang Yi wanted to talk back, but he saw Han Xing pouted in the direction of Long Tianyu, and then saw Long Tianyu's gloomy face, and only then did he realize what he had just said.The rest of the meal time was silent throughout, and no one said a word.Long Tianyu returned to the classroom and saw Yi Qing sitting on the seat eating a sandwich.Didn't you have lunch?Long Tianyu thought in his heart, and suddenly remembered that it was at this time, and he was still worried about whether he had lunch or not, he was really hopelessly ill.

"Did you talk about the last test paper in the geography class in the morning?" Yi Qing took out the test paper to read while eating.

"I don't know." Long Tianyu replied coldly.

"You didn't attend class?" Yi Qing turned to look at Long Tianyu.

"Lao Jiang said that you were admitted to XX University. Is this true?" Long Tianyu also turned his head and met Yi Qing's eyes. For a moment, he had a hope in his heart, hoping that Yi Qing would follow Said it was fake.

"Yes, the notice was sent just a few days ago." Yi Qing didn't know that everyone knew about his admission so quickly, and a slight look of surprise appeared on his face.Since receiving the notice, Yi Qing has been thinking about how to tell Long Tianyu about this matter, but it seems that the time is too late, and she did not expect to let him know in this way.

Long Tianyu sneered, and Yi Qing's yes sounded like a death sentence, shattering his last illusion.The two of them didn't speak for a while, Yi Qing didn't know what to say, Long Tianyu refrained from speaking, he was afraid that if he said it, he couldn't help but do it.

The two of them seemed to have a tacit understanding and didn't say a word to each other all afternoon. After school, Long Tianyu went back to the dormitory without saying hello to Yang Yi and the others, and he didn't show up until last night's self-study.

Yi Qing went to the dormitory to look for Long Tianyu when he didn't see Long Tianyu in the evening self-study.Long Tianyu was sitting in front of the computer desk playing games, and when Yi Qing came in, he didn't turn his head back, just staring at the screen. "Yang Yi said you didn't go to class all morning." Yi Qing stood next to Long Tianyu.

Long Tianyu didn't speak, but he didn't stop playing the game.

"Can we talk?"

"What are you talking about? Are you talking about how you and Lu Ming are planning to go to America?"

Yi Qing didn't expect Long Tianyu to know that Lu Ming was admitted to the same university as him, and asked in surprise, "How do you know that Lu Ming was also admitted?"

"Why, do you still want to hide it from me?" Long Tianyu slammed the mouse to the ground, and the mouse broke into several petals in an instant.

"What am I hiding from you?"

"Hehe, I know it in my heart."

"I admit that I did not tell you about applying for XX University. This university has always been my dream, and I have been preparing for it since last year."

"It turns out that I have been preparing for so long, and I am still aiming at S University like a fucking idiot. Yi Qing, are you interested?"

"Going to XX University is my wish, but that doesn't mean it will be your favorite."

"So you're not going to tell me?" Long Tianyu raised his head and looked at Yi Qing. The face he had seen countless times, the face that could be recognized by touch even with his eyes closed, Long Tianyu Tian Yu wanted to find even the slightest hint of hesitation from this face, but Yi Qing's face had nothing but the usual indifference. "Yi Qing, am I never in your future plans?"

Yi Qing stood there without speaking.

"Did you forgive Lu Ming?"

"I don't know about Lu Ming's application there. I haven't told him about it."

"It doesn't matter if you say it, am I fucking qualified to take care of it?" Long Tianyu stood up irritably, "Do you have anything to say? If not, just leave."

"When I applied there, I wasn't sure if I would get in. I just had the mentality of giving it a try."

"Now that you have passed the exam, what should you do? Are you going?"

"It will only be four years, and I will come back during the winter and summer vacations."

"It means to go?" Long Tianyu felt that he was living in hell all day long, and his body and mind were completely abused.Four years, whether it is long or short in a lifetime, but the world is constantly changing, who can guarantee that during these four years, he will not change his mind or empathize?I still can't catch myself staying next to Yi Qing tomorrow, let alone being separated by two places in the future?

What Long Tianyu wants is not that illusory promise, what he wants is real love that can be touched with his hands and seen when he turns his head.Yi Qing gave it before, but it's not that he won't give it in the future, but he can't.

"I want the two of us to be together, every day. Four years, I can't afford to wait, not even a day." Long Tianyu's voice trembled, as if the parting was tomorrow, and the pain of wanting to see but not seeing came to his heart.

"How do you know if you haven't tried it?" Yi Qing's voice also lost its usual stability, mixed with a little hoarseness.

"Is that what you think?" Long Tianyu asked back.

"Otherwise what can we do?" Yi Qing said slowly.

Yes, what else?Does Yi Qing have to give up the school she has always dreamed of?Long Tianyu couldn't say it out loud, but speaking from his heart, from Yi Qing's standpoint, it would be too expensive to trade his future for a rough love.Are you going to break up?Long Tianyu couldn't do it even more.In his own heart, Long Tianyu had already counted Yi Qing in his 20, 30, 40 years old, until his death life, and every part of his future life would not be complete without Yi Qing.

In such a dilemma and at a loss as to what to do, Long Tianyu was suffocating in his heart, unable to dispel it, clenched his fists with both hands until his knuckles turned white. "Yi Qing..." Long Tianyu called out softly, and hugged Yi Qing with all his strength, holding him with all his strength, longing in his heart: don't go, don't go, don't go.

Yi Qing stood there, Ren Long Tianyu was about to squeeze out the air in his chest without moving, his eyes looked over Long Tianyu's shoulder, looking at the self-portrait of himself on the wall, and kept looking at it.That day, until Yi Qing went back, the two of them didn't say anything more, and not mentioning this matter suddenly became a tacit agreement between the two.It's not that I don't want to mention it, but I don't dare to mention it anymore. Once I mention it, I enter a dead end and can't find a way out.