Clear Feather of the Ring

The two of them stayed in bed all night, around six o'clock in the morning, before dawn, Yi Qing asked Long Tianyu to take him home.

"I'd better go in with you, I don't worry about you alone." Long Tianyu parked the car at the gate of Yi's house, and promised to be good before going out, but then he took Yi Qing's hand again and regretted it.

When he thought that if Yi Zifeng used the moves he used against him last night on Yi Qing, even if he just touched a finger or a strand of Yi Qing's hair, he couldn't stand it and wanted to be in a hurry.

"Just go back and deal with the company's affairs. My family will bring you here when they are almost accepted. If there is anything else, I will call you later."

Long Tianyu thought for a while, then nodded, took off the seat belt on his body, leaned over and hugged Yi Qing, "I'll come pick you up at noon, if you don't come out, I'll come in and grab you."

Yi Qing let him hug her for a while before pushing him away, and said with a smile: "Don't come here, I'll just ask the driver to take me there. As soon as you come, invite a large number of reporters to block the door and let the family When people see it, they will definitely feel troubled.”

"Cough," Long Tianyu sighed, and looked out of the car again. It was dim outside, and there was no one. He was still quite unwilling to drive back by himself.

Before Yi Qing could reach the iron gate, he himself got out of the car and ran over, put Yi Qing's arm around his neck with one hand, and held Yi Qing's waist with the other, supporting Yi Qing.

Without waiting for Yi Qing to speak, he said to himself, "I'll take you to the living room and come out."

Yi Qing also let him go, and leaned towards him naturally, and walked in slowly with the help of Long Tianyu's men.The doorman who came out to open the door was so stunned that he didn't even know how to say hello.

Long Tianyu helped Yi Qing into the living room. Apart from the servants who had already got up to prepare breakfast and clean up, Qing's father and Qing's mother were still sleeping.

Yi Qing sat on the sofa, and didn't ask the nanny to inform her parents about her return, but asked someone to bring out some dishes earlier, sat with Long Tianyu and finished eating, and then drove Long Tianyu away.

As soon as Long Tianyu left, he was the only one left in the living room. Yi Qing sat on the sofa again, listening to the sound of his father coughing and his mother calling the servant to bring in the ironed clothes from the bedroom. , then stood up and went into the study.

He served hot tea and placed it in front of the portraits of his grandparents placed in the middle of the bookshelf, and lit incense again. Every time he bowed, he silently said "I'm sorry" in his heart, bowed three times in a row, and then took the incense in his hand. □In the incense burner, facing the faces of the two old men in the photo, I was silent.

Qing's father and Qing's mother were not informed by the servants that Yi Qing had returned until after breakfast.

As soon as Qing's mother heard that Yi Qing was back, she hurried to the study to have a look. When she saw Yi Qing's bandaged hands, she immediately shouted: "What's wrong with your hands?"

Qing's father was still thinking about what happened last night, so he sat in the living room without moving, only drinking tea and reading the morning newspaper, waiting for Yi Qing to come out and talk to him on his own initiative.

At this moment, when he heard Qing's mother yelling in the study, he couldn't sit still. After reading a few lines of news, he squeezed the newspaper in his hand, and entered the study with a purple sand teapot pretending to be nonchalant.

Yi Qing had already comforted her mother in the room, and when her father came in, she respectfully called out to Qing's father, "Dad."

Qing's father didn't make a sound, glanced at the wound on Yi Qing's hand out of the corner of his eye, and still pretended to be ignorant, and sat down on the chair beside the desk.

"Dad, I'll come back and talk to you and Mom." Yi Qing didn't care about his father's ignorance of him, and continued.

Qing's father shook the newspaper in his hand, and did not respond for a long time.

In the end, Qing's mother couldn't stand it anymore, walked over and grabbed the newspaper in his hand and threw it on the table, "I care about the major affairs of this country and that country all day long, why don't I worry about my son's affairs. Yi Qing last night Where did you go, what did you do with your hands, even a father just asks?"

Only then did Qing's father raise his head, glanced at Yi Qing, and said in a muffled voice, "Tell me, what's the matter, I'll listen."

"I decided to be with Long Tianyu."

"Have you figured it out?"

"Think clearly."

After Qing's father asked this sentence, he didn't speak any more, but started to drink tea slowly.

Yi Qing also stood there patiently and waited until the pot of tea was gone, Qing's father said again: "I want to say that I don't agree with you two being together?"

"Old Yi, what are you..." Qing's mother became anxious when she heard what Qing's father said, and she was afraid that he was thinking of some way to make things difficult for her son, and because she was worried about Yi Qing last night. I didn't have a good rest that night, and I was a little out of breath after talking halfway through.

Yi Qing hurried forward to support her mother, persuaded her to leave the study, and let the servant accompany her into the bedroom to rest.

"Even if you don't agree, I still want to be with him." He turned and closed the door, leaving only his father and himself in the room.

"Then what are you going to say to me?"

"Parents' kindness, no matter how much you object to me and him, I want my son to tell him himself, instead of letting the family always learn about it from other newspapers." After standing in the room for so long, I have been using my left foot to exert strength, and now it has begun to feel a little numb, so I had to walk to the table and rest on the table with my hands, "I came to tell you today, and I also want to tell you, Even if you don't agree and don't recognize me as a son, you are still my father to me. Whenever I have time, I will often come back to see you and mom, and when you two are old, I will take care of you."

After hearing what he said, Dad Qing stared at the messy newspapers on the table for a while, and wanted to sigh, but he just opened his mouth, and felt that he didn't even have the intention to sigh.

He simply threw the unsightly newspaper on the table into the trash can, pointed to the opposite chair and said to Yi Qing, "Sit down and talk."

Yi Qing also sat down.

Qing's father bent his knuckles and tapped on the table, looking at Yi Qing opposite, wanted to get angry but couldn't find anything to scold.

This child has grown so big, except for Long Tianyu, he is particularly satisfied in every aspect.Qing's father also hopes that Yi Qing can take a different path from himself and his brother, stay away from official disputes, only do what he likes, and live a life he likes.This is his preference for his youngest son as a father, and Yi Qing has indeed been indifferent to fame and wealth as he expected. He is introverted and low-key, and his life... Before Long Tianyu got involved, his life can be regarded as stable and comfortable.

"You have to know that when we are with him in the future, your brother and I can't send people to protect you from reporters and paparazzi every day. It won't be as easy for you to live with him as you think."

"I know, I'm mentally prepared. Dad and brother have special positions here. For the sake of influence, you don't need to help me with Long Tianyu's affairs in the future, just avoid it."

"It seems that you have thought about it a long time ago." Father Qing sighed.

"No, it's all last night's decision." Yi Qing poured a cup of the brewed tea that the servant had just brought in and put it in front of Qing's father, "If it's possible, I'd like to find someone whose parents are happy, so I won't let you Worry about it for me. But after so many years, I still feel that I want to be with him the most."

"It must be him?"

"Yes, it must be him."

Qing's father turned around and stared at the photos of his parents on the bookshelf. Yi Qing's incense was still burning in the incense burner, and the smoke shrouded the small space thinly.He was holding the hot tea in his hand, the cup wall was like a red-hot iron, and the callus on his palm was so hot that it hurt, but he was still reluctant to let go, and only took a sip slowly, the hot tea went smoothly Going down the throat, the internal organs seemed to be rolled in hot water, uncomfortable and worrying.

He no longer understands young people's love.He looked at his parents in the photo and remembered when he got married, but after hearing a few words from the matchmaker, his parents nodded, and then married the girl he met a few times and started a family.Later Yi Zifeng got married, but according to his arrangement, he married a woman who would help Yi Zifeng's future career.

In this way, love is just a tool for him to start a family and start a business. If there is too much love, he will not find it troublesome, but if it is too little, it will not make life difficult.

Therefore, what Yi Qing said must be him, he could not understand, nor could he understand.

I don't know if my dead parents would be able to experience a thing or two if they were still alive.

Qing's father drank all the tea in the cup, put the cup on the table, stood up, and said to Yi Qing, "You knelt in front of grandparents and made an oath, but now you've repented, and the same with the old man." There needs to be an explanation."

He turned towards Yi Qing, pointed to the portraits of his parents and said, "Kneel down, kowtow to your grandparents, and explain your affairs to the old people clearly, and explain how you will do and live in the future, and let your grandpa and grandma let you go." Don't worry. I won't make things difficult for you and Long Tianyu in the future."

After he finished speaking, he sighed a few times in his heart, closed the door and went out without looking at Yi Qing again.

Even if he can't understand it, he still has to try to accept it for the sake of the child. This is the greatest tolerance and concession he has given Yi Qing as a father.

Yi Qing sat there silently, and when his father walked past him, he seemed to hear the helpless sigh in his heart.This is your family, no matter what you do is right or wrong, even if you scolded and beat you in the beginning, but in the end, the one who scolded the most and hit the hardest is often the one who will stand behind you The person who accompanies you to block a bullet with a knife.

For them like this, he always felt sorry in his heart, because he couldn't be perfect to satisfy everyone in the family.Born to be the same is not what he wished, falling in love with Long Tianyu is just following his heart, never thought of hurting his dearest family members because of himself, it is best for parents and brothers to understand the relationship between him and Long Tianyu, it is incomprehensible , He also wants to let them try to understand and accept through his own communication and future actions.

Yi Qing also understands that he will never be able to achieve consummation in the matter between him and Long Tianyu, but he also hopes that at least everyone will suffer less harm, whether it is his family members because of himself and Long Tianyu. He was disturbed by the outside world because of his affairs, or Long Tianyu was rejected by his family.

He sat on the chair for a while, and waited until the burning incense in the censer was exhausted. Then he got up from the chair, and knelt straight down facing the portraits of the two old people.

Yi Qing knelt down, and respectfully kowtowed three times, his forehead touched the cold and hard floor, each time, there was a dull sound, like knocking in his heart.

In this life, he is destined to lose many people, but the one he least wants to lose is Long Tianyu.

For others, if you lose, you will lose, and you just want to do your best to have a clear conscience.

When he came out of the house, his mother had already taken medicine and fell asleep, and his father also went to work after talking with him.Yi Qing only went upstairs to pick up the suitcase he brought back from Paris and came down. At this moment, he stood alone in the yard and looked back at the house he had lived in for so many years. Parting sorrow, I just feel that when I walk out of this gate this time, it is really a farewell to my past and the past.

He was standing in the yard, waiting for the driver to drive up from the garage, thinking about these things for a while, and at some point, Long Tianyu was already standing beside him, and took the box in his hand , held his slightly cold hand, and said warmly: "Go, let's go home."

Yi Qing turned his head and saw Long Tianyu looking at him with a reassuring smile in the warm winter.

Long Tianyu put his hand on his face, then took it off and held it carefully and put it in his coat pocket, "I asked the nanny to make soup, it's ready to drink when I go back, I'll give you some supplements. "

"Okay." Yi Qing responded, and the hand that was put into the pocket moved, holding Long Tianyu's hand.

The two turned around and walked side by side to the car parked outside the gate.

The noon sun in winter shone warmly on the faces of the two of them. Behind them was their past, and in front of them was their future.

He can finally have a home with the person he likes, when he is not old and can still enjoy all the good things. Year...full of anticipation.

Yi Qing held Long Tianyu's hand, even though he couldn't feel the warmth of Long Tianyu's hand through the thick bandage, but at this moment, with him by his side, his heart felt warm and at ease.

Yes, go home, his and Long Tianyu's home.

The author has something to say: On the afternoon of October 10th, in the code words, when it was written that Brother Yu came to pick up Brother Qing to go home, at that moment, a thought suddenly popped into my mind, um, this is here, Just stop here.

Yi Qing let go of all the burdens in her heart, ended the emotional and moral kidnapping of her family for many years, walked out of the house with her luggage, stood in the yard, and turned her back together with Long Tianyu who came to pick her up. , bid farewell to the past, and walk towards the future that belongs to them together.

When I wrote that paragraph, I felt very warm in my heart, and then I suddenly felt, it’s ok, Qing Yu will stop here.

As for Qing Yu's love, the daily life after the reconciliation that is not mentioned in the main text, I think everyone can imagine it.Long Tianyu will always give Yi Qing a share of liveliness and joy, and Yi Qing will also give Long Tianyu a share of tranquility and comfort.

All Qing Dang and Yu Dang can also at this moment, like Brother Qing and Brother Yu, let go of everything in the past and return to Qing Yu Dang.

After all, Qing Yu's love, although from the beginning, Brother Yu was the first to fall in love with each other, so he fell in love with Yi Qing in a humbler position than Yi Qing, but after the two fell in love, Qing Yu There is no question of who loves more and who loves less.What they have is just a way of expressing love differently.

Brother Yu dotes on Brother Qing, and in the same way, Brother Qing also dotes on Brother Yu. The two of them can be regarded as doting on each other. From Eleven's point of view, this is the best expression of a relationship.In love, Eleven likes Shu Ting's "To the Oak Tree". Whether it's heterosexual or homosexual love, you can't just feel that you should be pampered and hurt just because one party is a subject or a woman.Feelings should be mutual, no matter which party is in trouble, the other can stand behind him strong enough to shield him from the wind and rain, and have the same blessings and share the same difficulties. Brother Yu can do this, Qing Brother did the same.

Well, there are actually many things I want to say about the two of them, but what needs to be said has already been written in the story, and the other things that have not been said, I will leave it to the veterans.

Although there are still many questions that have not been explained, such as who leaked the photos, what happened to the characters such as Yao Yao, Qiu Guoguo, and Lu Ming, what is the relationship between Yiyi and Xiaoxue, the next two cute creatures? What's the use, these, can't be explained clearly in the main text here, and I will give everyone a satisfactory answer in the episode.

This is the end, all the way down, thank you very much for your company, encouragement and support. From the very beginning, Qingyu was just at home on November [-]st, and after watching all the interesting gay movies and TV shows, he started again. I looked for Tanmei novels to read, and after reading a few, I felt that I didn’t hit my point, and the literature was scarce, so I decided to write it for myself.

Well, that's how Qing Yu's story started, with a senior rotten girl who was a writer.

Writing it down all the way, from the very few viewers to the present, Eleven never expected to accompany the two sons for such a long and long journey from the beginning. It has been nearly a year since January last year.

Gradually, I feel that the two of them have become a part of my life, maybe I have lived in their world.I am more like a bystander, silently watching everything they have experienced over the years, happy, silent, desperate, angry... all the joys, sorrows and joys, they laughed, Shi Shi also laughed Yes, they cried, so did Eleven.

Because I have personally experienced many things, so I feel a little empathetic, including Han Xing's secret love, Qingyu's separation for several years, the death of relatives, parents' incomprehension... these, because I have experienced them one by one in the process of growing up, so I always feel that while writing about them, I am also writing about myself. I am writing about many of you who have experienced the same experience as myself...

My youth was not perfect, and I left a lot of regrets, but fortunately, with a heart full of expectations, I persisted and worked hard to go on. There are always more laughs than tears, and happiness is better than sadness. There are more, so looking back, I feel that although it is not the best and most exciting, it is not too bad, and it is enough to satisfy my heart.

This novel can also be regarded as commemorating the youth of the next eleventh year, the ignorant throbbing, the secret love that ended without a problem, the impulsive and reckless confession...

It’s always too sad to say these things, so let’s adjust my mood and say something that other veterans are more concerned about:

1. Where can I watch the episode?

[The extra episode will be included in the upcoming blog and will not be published on the Internet]

2. What is the content of the episode?

[The reason for Haoliang's marriage, Qing Yu's daily life after being together, Yao Yao's ending, Lu Ming and Qiu Guoguo's fate.These ramblings are expected to have 5 to 10 words. After all, veterans know that Eleven is quite talkative, and for Qing Yu’s daily life, Eleven does have a lot to say about them. stories to tell. 】

3. Where can I buy Gezhi?

[The pre-sale link will be posted on the Post Bar, and there will be notifications on Weibo and Qingyu Reading Group on Eleven]

4. Eleven’s Weibo account?

【ferlicity11】

5. What is Qing Yu's reading group number?

[Because it is a reading group, in order to prevent unknown passers-by from entering the group, there will be an assessment before entering the group, and the content is relatively easy, just ask if you have read this novel, assessment group number: 576134982]

6. Will there be any follow-up after Qing Yu ends?

[In addition to the current zine, Eleven is also striving to make a radio drama, so although Qing Yu is finished, he will meet you in other ways in the future]

7. Will you write other novels after November?

[I still know how to write, but I can't be sure when the next book will start. After all, Eleven is not a full-time writer, but just a personal interest.There are still many interesting things worth trying in life. Writing novels is one of the things I am interested in. After trying it, maybe I will want to do other things in the future.So, everything is tentative. 】

8. If a new pit is opened, where will it be released?

[I'm not sure yet, if you are interested, you can follow Eleven's Weibo, because if there is a new article at that time, it will be notified on Weibo as soon as possible]

9. Can the text be copied or adapted?

[All forms of adaptation are prohibited in this article.If you want to move the text, the current post is the first draft, and there are still typos and some chapters that need to be improved. After the eleventh, a revised version will be released in txt format. Those who want to move the text can only obtain the consent of the eleventh. move text]

10 This article is so cruel, are you a real mother on [-]th, do you love Qing Yu?

[I love, I love my two sons more than any of you.So, when you are talking about being tortured and crying, maybe on the other side of the screen that you can't see, there is another Eleven who cries harder and harder than you. 】

That's all I can think of at the moment, if there are other veterans who want to ask, but I can't answer them here, you can ask them in the post.

Qingyu doesn't say goodbye, because we will always meet you all at a certain time, a certain place, and in another unexpected way.

In the end, I wish all your loves can be like Qing Yu, and the feathers pass through the sky, and they will be true to each other, and the white heads will never be separated.

PS: This article is officially renamed "Mount Ring: Qing Yu"