Clear Feather of the Ring

Long Tianyu turned his head and glanced at him, Yi Qing's face was hidden in the darkness, leaving only a half-lit profile in the dim light.Long Tianyu followed his gaze and looked at the other side, but his thoughts returned to a long, long time ago: "You used to..."

"Huh?" Yi Qing didn't continue after listening to the first half of the sentence. After waiting for a while, she tilted her head and looked at Long Tianyu: "What happened to me before?"

Long Tianyu threw the cigarette in his mouth to the ground and crushed it, then lowered his head: "When I wasn't around you before, you were not allowed to drink. You don't like smoking either, and when you saw me smoking, you would say..."

"Really? I forgot." Yi Qing stretched his hand into his pocket to touch the cigarette case, but he couldn't find it for a long time. Then he realized that it was Long Tianyu's clothes, so he had to give up.

"I haven't forgotten." Long Tianyu tightened his clothes tightly to prevent the cold wind from seeping in: "I still remember that we went to eat hot pot with Liangzi and the others on Christmas in the second year of high school, and then I got drunk and went to you. My family, that was the first Christmas I spent with you. When I was in the third year of high school, you said 'Merry Christmas' to me in English on the crowded stairs and bit me..."

Long Tianyu turned his head to look at Yi Qing, and touched his earlobe with his left hand, as if he wanted to point to Yi Qing: "It's here, you run away after biting..."

Yi Qing didn't turn his head to look at the place Long Tianyu pointed out to him, but smiled on his face, "How long ago was that?"

He turned his face away, turned his back to Long Tianyu, and pressed his face against the cold statue, his voice was particularly bleak in the cold wind: "It feels like it's already happened in a previous life."

"En." Long Tianyu nodded, his voice was dull: "It's been a long time."

It's been too long to mention it again, and it's been so long that I began to question those memories, questioning whether such a beautiful thing really happened.

Both of them were silent and did not speak again.

Long Tianyu started smoking again, while Yi Qing leaned against the statue with his back facing him, leaving only a back view for Long Tianyu.

When one mentions the past, whether it is a good or bad memory, one's heart will freeze, and all kinds of sourness will come up, blocking one's throat and eyes.

After a long time, Long Tianyu patted Yi Qing's shoulder, and leaned over with his mobile phone: "Han Xing and Yang Zi's child, boy, a nickname. I'm his godfather."

Yi Qing turned around, took the mobile phone he handed over, and smiled at the chubby child on the screen: "It's so ugly, it doesn't look like Yang Yi at all."

"Hey, how can you say that my son is ugly? Look at his eyes, eyebrows, and dimples, where can he find such a good-looking baby?" Long Tianyu competed with him, pointing his hands at the big fat boy in the photo on the screen Poke here and there.

"Stupid. To praise a child is to be ironic. I didn't say he was really ugly."

"How can you boast so much, Yang Zi will definitely be in a hurry with you if he hears it." Long Tianyu flicked on the phone screen, put his head next to Yi Qing's, and pointed at the photos one by one: "This is We took pictures together when we held the full moon wine."

"It's Liangzi's birthday, and everyone threw him a surprise party. Did you see the person at the end with black mud all over his face? That's Li Jinghao, who was screwed by us..."

"This is a photo of everyone going to a barbecue in the wild..."

"..."

"..."

While watching, Yi Qing listened to Long Tianyu whispering in his ear. He turned his head slightly, carefully looked at Long Tianyu's face beside him, saw his smile gradually blooming under the light of the mobile phone, and the corners of his lips curled up.

The wine I drank was like cups of bitter brew, rushing to my forehead with full stamina of drunkenness and sourness.He looked at the smiling face in the photo, jealous and envious, jealous that he had missed so many good things in Long Tianyu's life, missed so many wonderful things.He should have stood in the photo with these people, laughing and making noise together, but at this moment he could only be a silent bystander through the warm screen.

He threw the phone back on Long Tianyu, stood up shaking with his hands on the statue: "I'm going back."

Long Tianyu didn't know what was wrong with him. He was just smiling while looking at the photo, but suddenly he stood up and shouted to go back. He hurriedly stood up and chased after him. He took his arm and walked out of the square: "Then let's take a taxi back."

"I'm walking." Yi Qing shook his hands, crossed the crowded square, and walked to the side alley.

Long Tianyu was afraid that he would fall, so he had to chase him and walk beside him. When he saw someone walking towards him, he took Yi Qing to him: "Stand still, I'll call a car to go back. How about walking?" have to go back."

"It's not far, just a few streets away." Yi Qing didn't stop and walked forward.

The concert on the square was drawing to a close, and more and more people were leaving, crowding and spreading out.Long Tianyu was afraid that Yi Qing would be hit by pedestrians, so he grabbed his hand and coaxed him: "How can you walk when you are so drunk, stop making trouble, wait for me to call a car."

Yi Qing didn't make a sound, and staggered forward without his hand.

The crowd pushed and shoved each other, and Yi Qing gradually disappeared. Long Tianyu only turned his head back to look for a taxi for a few seconds, and then he couldn't see Yi Qing again.

"Yi Qing?" He called out to the crowd in front of him, and his voice was immediately covered by deafening cheers.

He stared at the direction where Yi Qing disappeared, and at that moment, the dream that had been haunting his heart many years ago flashed in his mind, the dream that he and Yi Qing got separated on the street under heavy rain.

"Yi Qing?" Long Tianyu hurriedly yelled loudly towards the front again.Everyone around looked at him with surprise on their faces.

Long Tianyu didn't care about anything, he pushed through the crowd and rushed forward.When he thought of that dream, he suddenly panicked, very afraid, very afraid of being separated from Yi Qing again, very afraid that it would be so many years after separation.

He roughly pushed and shoved the crowded crowd, his eyes eagerly searched the crowd, and he had the urge to tear apart everything that stood in front of him.

The pedestrians who were bumped into cast him dissatisfied and reproachful eyes, but Long Tianyu didn't care at all until he finally squeezed through the bustling crowd and saw Yi Qing sitting on the steps by the side of the square from a distance.

His heart fell to the ground suddenly, and his body, which was tense from his toes to his hair, suddenly relaxed. At that moment, he almost collapsed on the ground.

He couldn't afford to lose this person again, and he never dared to let him out of his sight.

"Why did you come here all of a sudden? I haven't found you for a long time, and I'm dying of anxiety." Long Tianyu walked to Yi Qing's side, and his voice could not conceal the fear of not being able to find Yi Qing.

"Yeah." Yi Qing looked up at him.

For some reason, Long Tianyu seemed to see stars twinkling in his eyes the moment he raised his eyes.

"Don't want to take the car?" Long Tianyu asked.

"Ah."

"Okay, then let's walk back slowly." Long Tianyu turned on the map navigation on his mobile phone and searched. It is indeed only a few streets away from where Yi Qing lives. If he walks, he will be there in half an hour.

He stretched out his hand to grab Yi Qing and pulled him up from the steps.

Yi Qing gathered the coat that Long Tianyu had draped over him, and walked beside Long Tianyu silently.

Long Tianyu turned on his mobile phone while staring at the route instructions and road signs. After walking for a short distance, he realized that something was wrong with Yi Qing's walking.

Yi Qing walked beside her, occasionally lagging behind her by a step or two, leaning slightly to the left when walking.

"Did you hurt your foot just now?" Long Tianyu stopped, pulled Yi Qing and asked.

"No." As soon as Long Tianyu stopped, Yi Qing also stood still.

"Then you go ahead of me."

Yi Qing looked at Long Tianyu, but still didn't move.

Long Tianyu squatted down, rolled up the trousers of Yi Qing's right leg, and looked carefully at the ankle with the light of the mobile phone, and saw a piece of skin on the inside.He lightly touched the edge of the broken skin with his hand: "Did you fall down just now? Besides here, did you hit it somewhere else?"

His hands were sweating, just touching the edge of Yi Qing's broken skin, the remaining sweat on his fingers seeped into the wound, biting Yi Qing uncontrollably moved his legs back.

"I'm fine." Yi Qing left Long Tianyu behind and walked forward step by step.

At that time, he broke away from Long Tianyu's hand, and rushed into the crowd by himself. In the crowd, all the figures that flashed past his eyes turned into himself, Long Tianyu, Zhang Liang, Yang Yi, and Han Xing in his memory. ...

They were all wearing the loose school uniforms of S Middle School, with faces unique to youth, smiling and making noise at him, and running on every trail on the campus.

He saw Long Tianyu holding his hand and running wildly on the snowy street, seeing Yang Yi and Zhang Liang running and throwing himself and Long Tianyu on the street...

That was his youth, the youth that he, Long Tianyu, and the gangsters walked together, short but bright.

He walked over, facing the smiling faces of young people in his memory, he suddenly heard someone calling his name loudly from behind.He wanted to turn his head to look, but before he could turn around, someone hit his shoulder heavily, lost his balance instantly, and fell to the ground.

Those hallucinations finally disappeared, and he fell on the concrete floor, surrounded by the legs of pedestrians who kept walking.He fell to the ground and looked up at the dark sky, Long Tianyu's words "Yi Qing, follow me back" echoed in his ears again.

Yi Qing, so many years have passed, why do you go back?

He stood up, staggered to the side of the square, sat on the steps, thinking about the sentence: Why do you go back?

When Long Tianyu saw him, he had been sitting there thinking for a while.

His foot hit a small pillar when he fell, and his elbow was probably scratched, but as long as he didn't make any major movements, he didn't feel much pain.

Yi Qing limped and walked in front. Long Tianyu ran to the front and knelt down in front of him before he walked too far: "I'll carry you on my back."

"No need." Yi Qing walked around him and walked slowly.

Long Tianyu grabbed his hand from behind, rushed in front of him, grabbed his legs and brought them to himself: "Yi Qing, don't fight against me, okay?"

Yi Qing lay on his back, heard what he said, and didn't resist anymore, honestly, Ren Long Tianyu carried herself on her back steadily.

His head rested on Long Tianyu's shoulder, and with the undulations of his steps while walking, the brain resting on his shoulder also shook, and the tip of his nose rubbed against Long Tianyu's neck from time to time.

"I've had a good time here these years," he murmured, "The classmates in my class are very nice, and they often meet up for dinner after graduation. I also have a few good friends, the kind that I can ask out to play golf and have dinner with." .The colleagues here are also very nice, never caring about my sexual orientation..."

He muttered in Long Tianyu's ear, repeating over and over again, "I'm fine here, fine..."

With his back on his back, Long Tianyu listened to his incoherent speech, at first he coaxed him patiently and softly: "Yes, very good, you are doing well..."

Gradually, he stopped talking.

He suddenly understood that Yi Qing might not be drunk at all, and the nonsense he heard just now might be what he wanted to tell him all the time but didn't say it.

He kept asking Yi Qing why he refused to go back with him, but he couldn't get an answer.Maybe tonight, Yi Qing has already given his answer.

He is very good here, has friends, colleagues, work, and his own circle of life and entertainment.This is all that he has worked so hard to build over the years, a world without Long Tianyu, a world without the past.

He had a good time here, even though he was missing himself, what was also missing was all kinds of unhappiness like in the past.

Yi Qing's murmured words were still ringing in Long Tianyu's ears, and he felt that the weight on his back was getting heavier and heavier, making it difficult for him to breathe and walk.

If Yi Qing really liked this place, what right did she have to force him to leave so selfishly?

The author has something to say: Everyone calls me Shishi, and you can also call me Shishi here in the future.Let me talk about it here today. Qingyu is expected to end this month, and I will prepare a blog at that time. If you are interested, you can follow Eleven’s Weibo: ferlicity11. At that time, the pre-sale of the blog will be updated on Weibo. Thank you for your continued support. Thank you for your support and likes