Clear Feather of the Ring

When Long Tianyu was pushed out of the emergency room by the nurse again, Long Ma was already lying on the hospital bed and couldn't get up. The long-term worry and excessive sadness made her unable to eat and sleep, and her body had already been broken. , the only thing that kept her going was the son who hadn't woken up on the hospital bed.But until now, she couldn't stand anymore. When she heard the sharp sound of the equipment in the ward, and saw the electrocardiogram on the equipment that was tending to a straight line, she couldn't stand anymore.

Son, if you go, Mom will accompany you.

"Ma'am, the young master has been rescued, and he's all right." Uncle Zhang stood beside Long Ma's hospital bed: "Do you want me...to help you see the young master?"

Long Ma shook her head weakly: "Old Zhang, go and ask Zhang Liang to come in, I have something to ask him."

"it is good."

At this moment, Zhang Liang was still sitting in Long Tianyu's ward, undecided, and the piercing sound of "Didi" was still lingering in his mind.After being called three or four times by Uncle Zhang, he came back to his senses dully, and then followed Uncle Zhang into Longma's ward like a wandering soul.

"Auntie, are you calling me?"

"Xiao Liang, tell Auntie, what did you... say in it?" What is it that makes Tian Yu react so strongly?

"Auntie, this..." Zhang Liang hesitated, wondering if he should tell Long Ma about it.

"Xiao Liang, Auntie please."

"Auntie, Brother Yu is waiting for Yi Qing."

After listening to Zhang Liang's words, Long Ma's face was ashen. She closed her eyes in pain, and beat her chest several times with both hands.She could no longer shed tears, as if all the tears in her life had been shed in these days.She could only beat her heart hard, one after another, her heart ached, it hurt so much that she wanted to take her heart out.

My son, this life will be ruined by Yi Qing.

Why Yi Qing, why, Yi Qing?

God, what crime did our Long family do to torture our mother and daughter like this?

After a long time, Long Ma said softly to Zhang Liang: "I see, you can go out."

After the door was closed, Long Ma gave orders to Uncle Zhang weakly: "Send someone to find Yi Qing. Even if you tie him up, tie him up."

"Madam, do you want to..."

"Tian Yu is waiting for him." Long Ma murmured.His son was waiting for him. He had been in a coma for four months and walked through the gate of hell several times. When he woke up, his son who didn't say anything was waiting for him.As Long Tianyu's mother, as a mother who has experienced life and death with her son, what is more important than satisfying her son's wish?

So what if you like a man?What about homosexuality?Compared with the health and happiness of the son, what are the gossips of others?As for the confession to the ancestors of the Long family, let me go to hell after death, let the fire be scalded with oil, and let me bear all the sins for him.

"Go to Yi Qing. Tell him, I will never stop him and Tianyu. If you want to be together, let's be together."

Let me bear all the sins alone.

Long Ma closed her eyes and couldn't say a word anymore.

Uncle Zhang stayed in the room in silence for a while, then went out quietly, and called the nurse to accompany Long Ma, while he walked out of the hospital with heavy steps.

It had been a week since Long Tianyu woke up from the coma again, but the second time he woke up was not much better than the first time.He is still silent all day long, and every time he stares at a certain place, he can stare at it for a long time without moving.He ignored all the inquiries from doctors and nurses, and only took medicine when it was time to take medicine, infused fluids when infusions, and cooperated with inspections during examinations.I just want to know more about his feelings, but I can't ask anyway, which makes it extremely difficult for Long Tianyu's physical recovery in the future.

"Son, can you talk to Mom?" Long Ma stretched out her hand and touched Long Tianyu's cold face. The bruises on the back of her hand from frequent infusions were shocking.

Long Tianyu turned his head, looked at Long Ma for a few times, then turned his gaze out of the window again, without saying a word.

"Tianyu, are you still blaming mom for not allowing you to associate with Yi Qing? Are you still angry with mom because of this? Mom is wrong, and mom will never embarrass you again, okay? You can talk to mom , Mom please."

Long Tianyu, who had been staring out the window in a daze, slowly turned his head, as if staring at a stranger, and looked at Long Ma for a long time. "mom……"

The long-lost, precious "Mom", Long Ma didn't have time to agree, tears flashed in her smiling eyes: "Hey."

"Mom...can you help me find Yi Qing?" On the lifeless face, only a little vitality could be discerned from the expectant eyes.

Long Ma nodded, and the moment she lowered her head, tears dripped from her eyes. She quickly turned her face away, wiped it off quickly with her hands, and turned to Long Tianyu with a forced smile: "Mom has called Zhang Shupai People have searched for it. They will definitely find it, you can trust Mom."

"Well, I'll wait."

"Then you also promise mom to cooperate with the doctor's treatment, okay?"

Long Tianyu didn't answer.

"Tianyu?"

"Wait until I see Yi Qing." When I see Yi Qing, when I really see him standing in front of me with my own eyes, I will do whatever you want me to do.Only now, I can't.

Long Ma felt sad for a while: "Tianyu, don't you still believe Mom? Mom really..."

"Wait until I see Yi Qing." After Long Tianyu finished speaking, he rang the nurse's bell.Immediately, a nurse came in and put him on a ventilator. Long Tianyu closed his eyes and fell asleep quietly.

Long Ma walked out of the ward lightly, looked in through the door glass for a while, and then dragged her tired body away.

The Long family is using all kinds of manpower to find out Yi Qing's whereabouts, while the Yi family has already exploded a month ago.Because they discovered that Yi Qing, who was far away in the United States, suddenly disappeared from the world.

Because they were afraid of any accidents, the Yi family specially sent someone to follow Yi Qing, fearing that he would regret it and run back.That person stayed with Yi Qing in the United States for a month, eating, drinking, living and staying behind Yi Qing, and reported the day's itinerary to Yi Zifeng every day.

During this month, everything was normal for Yi Qing, traveling around, attending a training group at XX University, going through admission procedures... Everything that should be done seems to have been implemented.

Yi Zifeng was worried that Yi Qing would be affected by Long Tianyu's affairs, but after observing for a while, he confirmed that Yi Qing really wanted to settle down in the United States, so he called back the accompanying people.

Unexpectedly, after another month of unimpeded contact with Yi Qing, suddenly one day, the phone call could no longer be reached.He asked someone to check Yi Qing's residence, only to find that the building was empty.A week after losing contact with Yi Qing, when the whole Yi family was in a hurry to find someone to report missing persons in Yi Qing's city, Qing's father received an email signed by Yi Qing.

The content of the email was very simple. Yi Qing once again admitted that he was gay, and stated that he was an adult, and wanted to live alone in the future, and asked his father and brother not to disturb.

The whole family read the concise letter, and all the people were silent to varying degrees for a whole week.It took a lot of effort to separate the two people, but in the end, it turned out to be like this.Two young people who were originally fine, one is now lying in the hospital with unknown life and death, and the other is missing.Faced with such a result, Qing's father felt that he had simply failed in handling this matter.

"Dad, what should we do now? Do you want to send someone to America?" Yi Zifeng asked Dad.

"How do I find it? Report it? Post a missing person notice? Find a detective?..." Father Qing asked back.

"There is always a way. Such a big man, it is impossible to disappear, right? He always needs to spend, eat, and wear. I ask someone to go to the bank to check his bills, and he can always find clues..." Yi Zifeng In the past few days, I have also lost a lot of worrying hair.Yi Qing is alone outside, and I don't know where he is hiding now. Is it safe?

"So what if the person is found? Take him back and beat him up? Scold him?" Father Qing tightly held the printed letter from Yi Qing in his hand.When he was alone in the study, he read this letter dozens of times.It's just that he still can't figure it out, can't understand it after all.He doesn't understand how there is love between two men, and he doesn't understand why such an excellent son of his own has to pay everything, just to accept and understand the sexuality issue that he can't understand in his eyes.

Are you getting old?So is it no longer possible to think of the ideas of young people today?For the first time, Dad Qing felt that he had been gradually overwhelmed by the trend of the times. He stood at the end of his own era and looked at the brightly lit opposite bank, letting out a powerless sigh.

I am really getting old.But they are still so young.

Qing's father fell into deep thought, Yi Zifeng waited beside him for a while, and carefully reminded him: "Dad? Then tell me, do you just ignore Yi Qing like this? How old is he, how does he live abroad by himself? What do you think? Don't you worry?"

Worried, how could you not be worried?Losing a baby at a young age will always worry about it for a lifetime, let alone the son who has been raised at such an age and lived together for so many years is gone!

"If he wants to be independent, let him be independent. When a person grows up, he must learn to live by himself. Yi Qing is already 19 years old, and he has already grown up. Whatever he wants to do, let him go .”

"But, Dad..." Yi Zifeng disagreed, his father and mother had always had very low expectations of his younger brother, and they turned a blind eye to many things and indulged in the past.Regarding these, it is not that Yi Zifeng did not have a grudge against his parents' lack of discipline in his heart.

"Zifeng!" Qing's father slapped the letter on the desk heavily, and raised his voice: "Don't you understand what Yi Qing wants to express? As long as we don't admit his sexual orientation for a day, he won't let me know for a day." I won't come back. Even if you find him now, what's the use? He won't bow his head again, and there is nothing in our hands to make him bow his head again."

Yi Zifeng stood there numbly, and after a while, he sighed silently, "Then we just leave him alone?"

"Are we still in control? I don't understand his thinking. I'm afraid I can't understand the life he will live in the future. If he can't live outside, he will always think of this family, and he will always think about it." I want to come back. As long as I am still alive, and he still calls me 'Dad', I will recognize him as his son. But I don't want to care about the rest." Qing's father looked at Yi Zifeng, the white hair on his temples made him He looked haggard and old: "Zifeng, don't worry about your brother anymore. He chose his own path, let him go on his own."