Clear Feather of the Ring

In the end, Qiu Laosi did not go to the hospital for an examination.It is conceivable that in the following year, Qiu's mother still did not conceive a child.Qiu Laosi came home less and less frequently, and his temper became more and more irritable.In the past, he only liked to gamble, but later he fell in love with drinking too much. Every time he came back drunk, he grabbed and kicked Qiu Ma.Qiu's mother lived in fear all day long, feeling that there was no hope for the future.During that period of time, at the place where Mama Qiu worked, a colleague who worked with her showed affection to her.Compared with the old Qiu at home who beat or scolded him all day long, that person was obviously much nicer to Qiu's mother.So, without much effort, the man abducted Qiu Ma to bed.

Qiu's mother, who fell in love again, wanted to stay with that person forever, so after two months of secret dating, Qiu's mother filed for divorce from Qiu's fourth son.Qiu Laosi's reply was: Divorce, yes, take 10 yuan.

In Long Tianyu's eyes, 10 yuan was just the cost of a simple party, but to Qiu's mother at that time, it was an astronomical figure.Qiu Ma couldn't get it out, and she was too embarrassed to borrow it from her new lover, so the divorce drama has been dragging on.Just before he broke free from the shackles of marriage, this underground love affair came to an abrupt end.That person originally dated Qiu Ma with a playful attitude, but after he got it, after playing for a few months, the novelty wore off, so he considered getting out.

So, on an ordinary day, that person quietly left the city and disappeared from Mama Qiu's world.After knowing this, Qiu's mother cried like hell, and finally one morning about a month after the man disappeared, Qiu's mother cleaned herself up, went to the pond at the head of the village, and jumped into the pond without hesitation. down.However, God did not let her die. Shortly after Qiu Ma jumped, she was discovered by the cattle herders in the village who came out early, rescued her, and sent her unconscious to the hospital.

When Qiu's mother woke up in the hospital, she didn't see the vicious Bai Wuchang she had imagined, but Qiu Laosi's surprised eyes. "Yanzi (Qiu's mother's nickname), I was wrong, I'm an asshole. Forgive me, let's live a good life in the future, okay?" Qiu Lao Si held Qiu's mother's hand with unprecedented sincerity.

That day, Qiu Ma walked through the ghost gate, and when she woke up, the world changed.The first thing is that Qiu Lao Si has completely reborn, reformed, and decided to live a good life with her.This was enough for Qiu's mother to think about it, and what surprised him even more was that Qiu Lao Si told him that he was pregnant for a month.

The moment she heard the news, Mama Qiu was filled with grief and joy.Whose flesh and blood is this child, Mother Qiu knows in her heart.Facing the joyful face of Shang Qiu's fourth son, Qiu Ma did not dare to confess.Then, when Qiu Guoguo fell to the ground, Qiu's mother still didn't dare to say anything.The longer a lie is dragged on, the less daring it is to admit it. Of course, once it is exposed, the greater the damage it will cause to the person involved.

Therefore, when Qiu Guoguo was six years old, Qiu Laosi discovered that he was not fertile at all due to an accidental reason.After six years of peaceful life, the family was completely broken. The Qiu family lost a responsible husband and a loving father, and instead there were endless quarrels, beatings and scolding.That summer, Qiu Laosi found the person who cheated on Qiu's mother, that is, Qiu Guoguo's biological father.The man was blocked in the alley by Qiu Laosi, and he was beaten until he was breathless.If passers-by hadn't called the police and the police arrived at the scene in time, I'm afraid they wouldn't be able to keep their breath.

Because of the crime of intentional wounding, the victim insisted that he would never accept selfishness, and Qiu Laosi was sent to prison.At that time, Qiu Guoguo, who had always been doted on, couldn't understand why his father, who had always loved him so much, would suddenly beat and kick him. He also didn't understand why one day, he never saw his father again. .

Qiu Guoguo didn't understand until she grew up and recalled the scenes of her parents' quarrels in her childhood.It turned out that he was a bastard whose mother had lived with other men.And the adoptive father who once regarded himself as a treasure was imprisoned indirectly because of his existence.Qiu Guoguo spent her entire teenage years in severe self-loathing.He hated his face, its existence seemed to be the greatest mockery of this family.So, despite having a pretty face, Qiu Guoguo decided to apply thick powder and heavy makeup on it, until the face in the mirror became unrecognizable.As a result, makeup became a habit. Even later, when I began to try to forget the unbearable past related to myself, the only thing I couldn't leave behind was this face that required heavy makeup.

After listening to Qiu Guoguo's words, Long Tianyu was speechless for a long time, like a thorn stuck in his throat, unable to spit out or swallow.After a long time, Long Tianyu asked in a low voice: "Didn't you say that your father is still in prison? How could that be?"

"He was released after serving his sentence. It should be this year. During the Chinese New Year, I heard my mother mention it. But when he came out, I don't know. That night, after he was imprisoned, I saw him for the first time."

There was another moment of silence in the room. This kind of thing, even if it was played in a TV series, would be scolded, let alone it really happened to me.Long Tianyu couldn't find a word to respond to Qiu Guoguo for a while, so he could only take out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and smoke.Qiu Guoguo wanted a cigarette too, and took a deep puff.He never smokes because it's not good for the skin.Because of his inexperience, the first puff was too strong, and Qiu Guoguo immediately coughed violently, his face turned red and tears came out.During this intermittent coughing, Qiu Guoguo patted his chest and said to Long Tianyu in a self-deprecating way: "When I saw him at the school gate that day, I really couldn't believe my eyes. Cough... Cough... you know, I haven't seen him in real life for more than ten years. During the years he was in prison, I didn't dare to see him. He...cough...he hates me, I know. But the other day I saw him standing In front of me, I think of how kind he was to me when I was young...cough..."

Long Tianyu raised his eyes and glanced at Qiu Guoguo. There was smoke between the two of them, and he saw the light in Qiu Guoguo's eyes.Long Tianyu didn't dare to take another look, because he felt uncomfortable, so he had no choice but to hold the cigarette, lowered his head and took another deep breath.Qiu Guoguo coughed for a while, and continued, "When he came to see me, I knew it would not be that simple. As he said, he just came to see me. It's just...ahem...just, I think I owe it to him. All this happened because of me. If he wanted to beat me, scold me and take revenge on me, I would be willing. Cough cough cough... So, I followed him. But, I didn't expect, I didn't expect ……He can……"

"Enough, stop talking." Long Tianyu stood up abruptly from his seat, threw away the cigarette in his hand, strode to Qiu Guoguo's bedside, and hugged him firmly in his arms, "Stop talking!" Yes, I know it all."

"No, I want to say." Qiu Guoguo broke away from Long Tianyu as if going crazy, and shouted hysterically, "I want to say, I am a bastard, I am a bitch, and people like me should not Live in this world. Even if you die, you will dirty the path of reincarnation. I deserve everything, my sin..." Qiu Guoguo shouted, pointing the burning cigarette butt at his hand Pressed down hard on the palm.

Long Tianyu hurriedly grabbed the cigarette butt in his hand, but it was still a step too late. There were already several scorched black marks on Qiu Guoguo's palm, which must have hurt the flesh.Long Tianyu threw the cigarette butt far away on the ground, then tightly hugged Qiu Guoguo, who was out of control, with both hands, and shouted out of the room: "Nurse, come quickly. Nurse, call the doctor, there is an emergency here .”

The nurse outside the corridor heard the movement in the room and ran in immediately. Seeing the scene inside, she immediately called the doctor over.Qiu Guoguo was pressed on the bed and was injected with a sedative before slowly regaining her composure, and then fell asleep like that.That night, Long Tianyu stayed by Qiu Guoguo's bedside, thinking all night.Early the next morning, Long Tianyu called Zhang Liang over, guarded Qiu Guoguo for him, and then drove away from the clinic.

It wasn't until the car drove several streets that Long Tianyu remembered that he forgot to bring Yi Qing the porridge from the alley.So he turned back again, ordered four or five kinds of porridge from the shop last night, packed his bags, and drove towards Yi Qing's hospital.When he entered Yi Qing's room with the hot porridge, he was still sleeping.Last night was the night with Qing's father, and he was woken up by the phone early in the morning, and then left.Long Tianyu put the porridge on the table, walked quietly to Yi Qing's bed, brushed his hair that covered his eyes, and looked at his face carefully for a while.

As if this was not enough, Long Tianyu slipped into Yi Qing's bed with his clothes lightly, and carefully leaned his head against his chest, feeling the warmth under the cotton hospital gown.Long Tianyu buried his head in Yi Qing's soft hair, took a deep breath, and drove away the tired and heavy heart after a night.However, the next moment, I heard the person in my arms say in a lazy tone that was not yet awake, half joking and half reproachful, "Dirty pig, smells like smoke, go away."

As soon as he heard what Yi Qing said, Long Tianyu immediately pulled up his coat and sniffed it under his nose. It was really a smell of smoke, mixed with a messy smell of medicine, which was very pungent.That's right, I smoked a lot of cigarettes last night and stayed in the hospital for another night. I didn't take a bath at all, so it's strange that there is no peculiar smell.Long Tianyu quickly jumped up from the bed, held Yi Qing's face in his hands, and kissed his lips, then went to find Yi Qing's clothes from the closet, and took them to the bathroom to take a shower.Long Tianyu didn't have a change of clothes here. Fortunately, he and Yi Qing both wore the same clothes. As long as Yi Qing didn't dislike him, he liked to wear Yi Qing's clothes very much.

After taking a refreshing shower in the bathroom, Long Tianyu sat beside Yi Qing's bed with his wet hair on his head, with a dry towel on his shoulders.Yi Qing turned his head and saw that his wet hair was dripping water, flowing down his ears to his neck, soaking his clothes, "Hurry up and wipe it with a towel, I feel sorry for this clothes."

Long Tianyu swept a towel over his head randomly a few times, and then, with the smell of mint toothpaste, he leaned over and sucked Yi Qing's earlobe, "Why, you only care about clothes, don't you care about me?"

At an age like Yi Qing's who can fuck even a tree, the place under the quilt immediately reacted to Long Tianyu's provocation.The wound has not yet healed, and it is simply not feasible to do this now.So, even though the bottom was about to move around, Yi Qing still resisted and pushed away the big sticky Long Tianyu on the side of his face, took a breath, and deliberately gave him a cold look, "You can just go ahead now, wait for me I can't deal with you."