Rich and negative

I laughed lightly, my voice hoarse.

Maybe living is my punishment, I resigned to my fate.

My mother cried and couldn't speak at the first sight of me. I knew how much I hurt her.

"mom……"

"Far away... don't talk about it, mother understands... understands everything."

"Mom doesn't blame you..."

My tears couldn't stop falling, and all the emotions came out, shame, anxiety, sadness, and regret all overwhelmed me, my chest seemed to be filled with a huge sponge, and I apologized with sobs, "Mom, I'm sorry. ……sorry…"

"Silly son, you still say such things to your mother... How old is she, you don't feel ashamed to cry." Seeing her red eyes and trying to smile, I hated myself for being too fragile, yes...how could I So vulnerable?

From the beginning to the end, I only knew how to escape. Whether it was a few years ago or a few years later, I didn't have the courage to face it. I was afraid that the eyes of Yuanming's parents would defeat me, the eyes of my relatives would be disappointed, and I was afraid that I would not have Yang Yuanming's life.

More afraid of the unpredictable future.

I have no confidence in myself, fear of compromise, fear of forgetting.

Forget everything and live with peace of mind.

I looked out the window at the blue sky, the sun was shining and the breeze was blowing.

I am finally sure, finally no longer afraid.

I dare not forget you in my dreams, and time cannot take you away.

I... want to go down with you.

A few days later, Yuanming's mother came to see me.

I was surprised, but less flustered.

I have already made up my mind to take care of her instead of Yuan Ming, no matter how she treats me.

But I never thought of what she was going to say next.

"Yuan, I found out about you, auntie...Auntie is also feeling bad, you two children have always been very good, I never thought..." Yuanming's mother's eyes turned red as she spoke.

"Auntie didn't tell you that she just wanted you to break up like this. Each of you had your own normal way. I didn't expect to hurt you. After thinking about it for a few days, I decided to tell you that Yuanming is not dead, but he can't wake up for the time being." come over."

Before the words fell, my eyes were already wet. I knew that I was crying with joy, but I couldn't speak, so I could only keep suppressing my emotions.

Yuanming's mother looked at me and finally sighed.

"When you are well, I will take you to meet him."

"Good! Good!"

I feel, I feel that you are still there!

I knew you couldn't bear to just leave like this!

Now that you have turned your head, don't blame me for holding you and never letting go.

"I'll go find you now, wait for me."

I wait for you, always wait for you.

Five years later

I didn't know you were so good at sleeping, but this time you are a veritable Sleeping Beauty. Haha, if you are not satisfied, you are welcome to refute at any time.

I went to see your parents in the morning. They are all fine. You are so unlucky. Auntie’s cooking is very delicious. If you want to eat, get up quickly and don’t stay in bed.

Also, I found out that I have a talent for growing flowers and grass. Look at how well I do it. If you can’t open a flower shop in the future to see my beauty and talent, I’m sure I’ll make a lot of money.

Speaking of which, the new artists promoted by our previous company are very popular now, and there are also a bunch of online male singers who are both acting and hosting.You, you are a passing star now, or you can still catch the tail of the times if you hurry up, I will reluctantly work hard with you.

I told you that chatting is an advantage, you should believe it this time, otherwise you will be so boring all day long, you are so lucky to meet me.So everything you promised me must be fulfilled for me. Just wait for you. Seeing that my great youth is here, no matter how you say it, I have to pay back five times and ten times.

Oh, right

I always forgot to tell you, it's not too late now.

Yang Yuanming, I love you.

The fingers that had been silent all this time began to shake slightly,

It seems to be giving back love.

Shen Xingyu's book is over, and this ending should be regarded as a good one, but Bai An felt panicked after seeing it. Although the story is over, life is still going on, and maybe it will be carried out in another, more cruel way.Why Bai An thinks this way probably dates back to last week, after meeting Shen Xuan.Although Bai An vaguely felt that something was wrong with Shen Xingyu, she never thought it was that serious. When some harsh words came out of Shen Xuan's mouth, Bai An seemed to lose his mind.

He also finally understood why he wanted to write these words, and constructed a novel that was enough to vent his emotions.

"Severe depression," "bipolar disorder," and "split personality."These terms are not unusual in modern society, but any one of them can make the bear collapse. Bai An can't imagine what Shen Xingyu's heart will look like if they are superimposed.

Shen Xuan just dropped a bombshell on him, and before he regained consciousness, she had already disappeared.

The only thing that still lingers in Bai An's ears is the last sentence, "If you are really human, please let Shen Xingyu go, and let him be fine from now on."

Bai An was caught in a dilemma.

But the balance in Bai An's heart is gradually leaning towards persistence, and he is still unwilling to give up like this.In fact, many times when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he wondered how much his low self-esteem was worth. Taking this step, only you know how difficult it is.At this moment, he suddenly felt that Shen Xingyu was actually much braver than himself, at least he dared to admit that he dared to work hard, unlike him who would always be a coward.

After thinking about this, Bai An finally made up his mind.

Just when Bo Ming and Su Ranji couldn't find any clues at all, they were at a loss.Suddenly there was good news that Su Ran and those who sprinkled money were worth it.A group of people is better than the two of them searching blindly. Some people saw that the murderer seemed to live in an old and unfinished construction site. According to the source, all the characteristics were consistent, which seemed to be almost the same.Su Ranji's first reaction was to call the police. The murderer must be a pervert anyway, otherwise it would be impossible to strike so ruthlessly.No matter how hard their fists are, he and Bo Ming are still very dangerous.It's not that Bo Ming didn't understand, but he was really worried that calling the police would alarm the elusive murderer, and he didn't know where to find him.