After I retired, I became a Butei clerk

"If that's the case, it's not impossible. This era is really strange."

Eri Shiratori thought about it, and thought it made sense, even she herself noticed all kinds of irrationality in herself here, maybe the retrograde army is also facing the same problem.

After all, she has been to the Warring States Period several times, but she didn't find that monsters appeared in any era, and Kagome Higurashi could travel through time and space through a well. In the final analysis, this era itself was weird enough.

After I can go back, I must report this phenomenon to Shizheng to raise my vigilance. Shiratori Eri, who had figured out this idea, heard Dazai Osamu calling her again, so she simply walked over, and saw Dazai Osamu who was squatting on the ground groping from his hand. A lavender rhombic crystal emerged from the inside, and he showed it to her with bright eyes, "Eri-chan, what do you think this is?"

"Hey," Shiratori Eri couldn't help being surprised when she saw it, and Osamu Dazai asked her curiously, "Eri-chan knows this?"

This is what he deduced from the reaction of the book. He found something on the ground. After picking it up, he felt that the darkness in his heart could be stimulated, and he didn't know why the book reacted so strongly to it.

"This is the fragment of the Jade of the Four Souls," Shiratori Eri stared at the fragment of the Jade of the Four Souls lying in the palm of Osamu Dazai, the veined palm exuded a faint glow of crystals, which seemed somewhat magical.

"That's it," Shiratori Eri saw that Osamu Dazai seemed to have realized something again, muttered to himself, and directly put away the fragments of the jade of the four souls, and waited for him to appear in front of Shiratori Eri like an acrobatic. When he opened his hand, the crystal had disappeared without a trace.

"Do you want to?"

Seeing him like this, Shiratori Eri hummed, and asked him a little puzzled, "But I heard that if the jade of the four souls is in the hands of people without spiritual power, it will only have bad consequences."

For example, being targeted by monsters or something.

"Ah, ah, Eri-chan, I'm not interested in things that blow too much, or I'm not interested in anything that is too mysterious and only advertises its power," Osamu Dazai Shrugging his shoulders, he stood up and stretched his waist. The fairly well-fitting clothes easily showed his slender figure.

He yawned and said with a lack of interest, "Compared with this kind of thing that can give people strength and immortality, I would rather have a canned crab meat. A life that has lived too long has nothing but pain , very boring."

"Then what are you interested in? Don't you have anything else you want to do?" These days, Shiratori Eri and Osamu Dazai have known each other quite a bit. Apart from being cute and coquettish, you can sometimes see him being very serious When he looked at the void with a serious face and thought about something seriously, he would put forward many useful points of view at that time.But occasionally, when there is no one else around, Shiratori Eri will occasionally see a cold light flashing in Dazai Osamu's eyes, like a fairy looking at the world from a cloud.

At that time, Shiratori Eri always had an intuition that that was the real corner of Osamu Dazai in the depths of his soul, looking at the human side indifferently and alone.

It’s just that this kind of thinking is often dispelled by Osamu Dazai’s actions after getting acquainted with her, such as finding some strong ropes from time to time and praising a tree that is growing well and suitable for suicide, and then trying to hang himself in front of her, or seeing It is rare to see such a clear river with bright eyes, and then dive without hesitation, and even want to jump off it when traveling on mica to feel the ultimate death on the ground.

This happened especially when she was talking to others and her attention was not focused on him. After being rescued, she apologized and continued to mess around next time. It was a typical example of unrepentant.

Every time a few people saw him and rushed to save him, the man still smiled and looked at them after they were frightened, and didn't feel that he had caused them much fright at all. The most important thing was that every time He can also convince them how reasonable and right it is to commit suicide with various reasons.In the end, Eri Shiratori was responsible for watching Osamu Dazai in an all-round way. After all, she was the one who saved him, so he should take the responsibility as a matter of course. Only when she can stare at him, Osamu Dazai will be more peaceful, although there are many Weird operation, but much better than not committing suicide.

Not to mention, this person can make her laugh at will when he wants to, and make her forget everything completely, and only in this late night, when it is difficult for two people to see each other's expression clearly, Only then could she perceive from the bottom of her heart that Dazai Osamu's attitude was somewhat incompatible with other people, and even withdrawn, which was hard to be understood by others.

So, what has Osamu Dazai been thinking?

Perhaps because human beings are always emotional at night, Shiratori Eri became interested in Osamu Dazai's thoughts after hearing Osamu Dazai's classic life thoughts.She wanted to hear what he would think. Although she felt that she might not be able to hear the truth from this person who sometimes wanted to talk in a twisted manner, she still looked forward to it.

Then she heard Osamu Dazai's speech that shocked her heart. This handsome, tall and thin man with fluffy curly hair, after hearing Shiratori Eri's words, he quickly took her hand, with an extremely solemn and excited tone He said to her, "Actually, my dream is very simple, that is, I hope that Eri-chan can accompany me to die in love."?

Shiratori Eri felt that her eyes must have turned into dead fish eyes at this moment, did she hear something wrong?

"You said you were going to die in love with me?"

With difficulty making a sound, Shiratori Eri saw Osamu Dazai shaking her hand with a look of intoxication, "Yes, martyrdom, what a beautiful thing, what a beautiful word. And this is something that a person can never do by suicide So, only when two people are together can it be called martyrdom.”

As he was talking, Osamu Dazai sang an unknown love song. I don’t know if he composed it himself, but to be honest, every sentence seemed to be out of tune, but there was a strange sense of harmony.

Shiratori Eri didn't know there was a word called ghost beast, but she had already tried this singing attack. Generally speaking, it felt a bit dizzy and confusing.

Shiratori Eri, who was attacked by Dazai Osamu with a close-to-face singing, was in a daze for a while, and then said in a daze, "We're going back."

"Hey, but Eri-chan hasn't agreed to die with me yet."

Osamu Dazai elongated his tone, complained slightly, and was dragged forward by Shiratori Eri, "I see, I will think about it."

"What, what, I didn't hear clearly," was answered by Shiratori Osamu, the rhythm of Dazai's singing stopped for a few seconds before he asked her quickly, Shiratori Eri didn't care about his pause, probably because of his own answer It's so unexpected to him.

Then Shiratori Eri explained to him seriously, "Thinking about it means that I listened to it, but I probably won't do it."

"What, I have no sincerity at all. I didn't expect Eri-chan to tease me." This really angered the older baby Osamu Dazai, who held Shiratori Eri's hand and stood still, "It's a shame Ji thought Eri-chan really agreed."

"That's not the reason," Eri Shiratori explained very calmly. After several attacks by Osamu Dazai, she felt that she was very conscious, "Dazai-kun said that you and I will be lovers in the future, right?"

"Well, that's right, a very close lover."

Seeing that Osamu Dazai nodded and was expecting her to continue, Shiratori Eri directly ignored the faint hints in his words, and said her thoughts, "That is to say, the current me is You knew [Shiratori Eri] in the past, if I die now, you will never meet me. So I can't die for love."

"But Eri-chan, if you and I succeed in dying together at this time, then both of us are dead, and there is no need to meet again in the future."

"Hey?"

Eri Shiratori hadn't thought of this yet. After being pointed out by Osamu Dazai, she was stunned for a few seconds. After racking her brains, she found that Osamu Dazai's words were strangely reasonable. She didn't answer him until a flash of inspiration flashed in her mind, "But history cannot Destroyed, if you die here, you will disrupt the normal law of time, then maybe something terrible will happen, so your idea will not work at this time."

"Well, that's a pity."

Dazai Osamu sighed regretfully, and then asked Shiratori Eri curiously, "But how did Eri-chan know that the death of the two of us can disrupt history? Maybe history doesn't care about slight deviations. It's also possible. Bar."

Come on, tell me, who is the one who taught you that history can change because of confusion and taught you to sacrifice when necessary?

Osamu Dazai, who was hiding his thoughts, heard the answer from Shiratori Eri who was not very fortified against him, "Mr. Jono told me that if there are too many mistakes in historical nodes, history will be distorted. The reason why the gods swore to protect history. But your statement is also valid. When protecting history, some people who are insignificant to history unfortunately died. In fact, history has not changed much."

"However, I still feel that what is recorded is only the history in the book, and that kind of history must be maintained. But beyond that, if the innocent sufferers can survive and the lives that shouldn't be left can be saved, that kind of approach It would be more correct and better. So I don't want to die with you, who knows what the consequences will be."

Shiratori Eri's firm eyes and clear and favorable answer were firmly nailed into Osamu Dazai's heart. He slightly lowered his eyes and smiled wryly. So at this moment, do you have the idea that you don't want others to sacrifice?

When you can completely eliminate the shaping of your education by the high-level political figures, as well as the original [White Bird] who has almost become a god and is still sleeping instead of disappearing from interfering with your thinking, it turns out to be your own will Decide not to see others suffer.

Then it's no wonder that after seeing so many things and discovering that your own existence will bring misfortune to others, you choose to die directly and neatly.

But Eri-chan, do you know that many beautiful things in the world will be eclipsed by a heart like yours?

"Well," Osamu Dazai covered his expression nonchalantly in order to prevent Eri Shiratori from finding out what he was thinking, "this is really a very sad news."

"Occasionally you have to look at the outside world. If you don't open your heart, you will get a job and at the same time reject the hand extended to you by others."

Shiratori Eri sighed, and said her thoughts, "Sometimes I really don't know what you are thinking?"

"Hey, actually I was thinking about Eri-chan, after all, Eri-chan is so cute. I just want..."

Dazai Osamu's lively tone immediately made Shiratori Eri's scalp tingle, because her hand was held by Dazai Osamu, she had to use the other hand to make a prohibition gesture, "Stop, stop, the topic is forbidden, we should go back. "

Shiratori Eri walked straight forward immediately after saying this, and lowered her head at Osamu Dazai's doubtful words, she felt a little hot on her face, she probably caught a cold after staying too long at night.Osamu Dazai's health was much worse than hers, and he had to go back earlier so as not to have a fever again.