[SD] Late Summer

Ruo Sang looked at Fujima and Nakagawa Raiyue in front of him, the aura between them was really weird to the extreme.

Fuji at this moment is really strange, just like when he met his mother and Nakagawa Raizuki on the day of the school celebration.

Even more strange.

"So, what about Fujima, do you like cherry blossoms?" Nakagawa Raizuki asked.

"Probably...don't like it."

"Really. Whenever possible, people don't want their lives to be like cherry blossoms. It's one thing to appreciate it, but it's another thing to practice such beauty. But this does not prevent us from loving , worship it, because we always lack such courage and determination."

Nakagawa Raizuki remembered that more than ten years ago, she seemed to be in the same place, looking at those grand and wanton cherry blossoms, and said that sentence.

"Let's not be together."

Fuji really regretted it.

He didn't expect, and was even unwilling to admit, that he was not only curious about this matter, but also caring.

His father never told him about this matter in detail, and he only guessed it from the sporadic words and attitudes between his parents, but the guesses were almost inseparable.

Whether it is fate or fate, Fuji really feels that he needs an answer.

Never in his life has he been so restless and bewildered.

Even, it doesn't look like him anymore.

"Ah, ah, this is not like you, Fujima, I thought you wouldn't mind." Nakagawa Raizuki smiled helplessly, "Well, you are only 16 years old after all... Although you often It doesn't look like that."

Fujima was silent.

"That's right, I was the one who made the decision at the time, and I dumped him. After all, we were adults at that time, and we couldn't be more clear about ourselves and life. I know that I am not that material. I can't live that kind of life. I don't want to hate each other in the end. Besides, we are not the kind of people who are willing to change and compromise easily. After all, we are all selfish. We say we like each other, but in fact, we care more It's me. Compared with the other party, the more important thing is my own life..." Nakagawa Raizuki laughed a little self-deprecatingly, "Sa, that's it. Are you satisfied with this answer, Fujima?"

More importantly, is your own life.

"Hey, Ruosan, how is it? You haven't been seen since you went out just now, is it... um?" Asakawa Kumiko put a hand on Ruosan's shoulder, but found that something seemed wrong with her, "What's wrong with you?"

"Ah, Kumiko."

"Wow, Waka-san, why do you feel like you're a little dumb?" Asakawa Kumiko stared at her up and down for a long time, not feeling like a successful relationship at all.

Could it be that……

But no way, based on Asakawa Kumiko's observation, it should be a matter of breaking through the layer of paper between them.

"I'm fine. It's just that I'm a little tired after walking too much." Ruo Sang smiled.

"Eh?"

"I met Mr. Nakagawa not long after I went out, so I kept shopping and shopping. I wondered if I had visited the whole Ueno haha."

"If... Sang?"

"Oh, that's right, I'm going to count the number of people and see if everyone is here. If everyone is here, I should go back. See you later, Kumiko." After speaking, Ruo Sang ran away.

Did something happen?

Asakawa Kumiko looked at Ruo Sang's figure, feeling puzzled in her heart.

How to do it?

Ruo Sang felt that a certain point in his heart was sinking slowly, becoming dim and sad.

The feeling she had had once again surrounded her.She found that before she took that step, she was already afraid.

It turned out that she was not so fearless. At the age of 16, she has experienced too little, and those so-called bravery turned out to be just out of ignorance, that's all.

Yes, they are young enough, but not brave enough.

Those cherry blossoms flying from the branches, like the eternal destiny, drifted away from her eyes one by one.

Ruo Sang actually didn't understand that everyone expresses their feelings differently.She thought her love was still very shallow, and could even be controlled and concealed.It's just that she doesn't know that love has always been as pale as water to her, but it is in her heart bit by bit. If the day comes when she has to face it squarely, it will be beyond redemption.

So her hesitation and her hesitation are not because she is still uncertain, but because she has already begun to worry about gains and losses.

The other party was so unknown to her, what she saw and touched was not the real him.She wasn't even sure if the other party wanted her to be understood and seen through.

Can she, to change that kind of life?

Sometimes, we have to thank ourselves for our ignorance, it is because of it that we have the courage to move forward.It would be great if I could always be like a naive child. I wouldn’t have so much hesitation. If I like it, I like it. There are so many reasons and concerns. I just want to tell that person loudly. , Completely, and so purely, conveyed to him.

I like you, just, I like you very much.

However, they have all grown up, and they have grown up too fast.Although young, it is no longer possible to be desperate.

One's own life... cannot be easily changed, let alone given up.

We are all really selfish.

It was almost the evening of spring, and the sky had always been gloomy, like an old photo, with a pale yellow color.

Ruo Sang was walking on the trails of the campus, the moist and slightly cool air touched the skin on his face, giving him a pleasant coolness.

The extremely peaceful scenery around her eased her restless mood for the past few days.

Many things, when they started, and how they became what they are now, we don't know anything.But we have to face the result at this moment, and we, no matter what, still want an answer.

Can such determination convince myself to take that step?

When we are young, we can still be persistent and proud, can't we?

Under the almost gray and transparent sky, at some point, it began to rain, swaying and swaying.The air is filled with a faint fragrance of flowers, mixed with the smell of green grass in the rain, intertwined into a unique taste of spring.

Ruo Sang stretched out his hand and raised his head to look at the endless sky.

If everything is really God's will, then let her meet that boy at this very moment.In this way, she told him her heart clearly and plainly.

Then, hand everything over to the heavens.

Ruo Sang thought silently.

She couldn't help laughing at herself in her heart.

Let God decide?If, if providence were otherwise, then...

"Song Yu-san?"

Suddenly, Ruo Sang thought it was just an illusion, but turned around with an incredible heartbeat.

God...

Is this really your will?

"Fujima... Jun..."

"What's wrong with you, you're here in the rain?" Tengzhen looked at her with a smile in his eyes, "But you'll catch a cold, Matsuba-san."

"You...why are you here?" Ruo Sang asked him blankly.

"Me, oh, I wanted to go to the library, but I found it was raining halfway, so I had to come back. But, that's how it is in spring. Matsuba-san, you... it seems... something happened Is it?" Fujima took a step closer and asked with concern.

"No, no," Ruo Sang shook his head slowly, and said in a sleepy voice, "It's just that I was thinking about something and felt that I... really want to figure it out."

As she spoke, she smiled wryly.

"But I don't have the courage...but fortunately, you are here, Fujima-kun," she raised her head and stared straight at Fujima, with unconcealable expectation in her eyes...and a trace of hesitation and anxiety .

"Is there... no possibility between us?"

It was such an unexpected question, Fuji really didn't expect that one day, she would ask herself that.

Between us... Is there no possibility?

How should he answer, yes?or not?

But it seemed that no matter which one it was, he couldn't... answer her like this.

Kenji Fujima, for the first time in his life, didn't know what to do.

"It seems...the distance between us is really far away, so far away, it's impossible..." Ruo Sang sighed softly.

His silence may have been the best answer.

Could it be that Ruo Sang didn't understand him, he was such a confident young man, with everything in mind, why was he ever at a loss?

"I'm sorry, I seem to have asked a very strange question. Mr. Fuji, please forget about it..." Ruo Sang smiled slightly, and turned to leave.

Yes, such an answer is just to keep myself from wandering.Let her tell herself that nothing is impossible.

The misty rain hit them, forming a thin layer of water mist.The hair between the foreheads was tightly attached to the skin, extremely fine drops of water brushed against the face, and the eyes were filled with water vapor.

The scenery in the world seemed a little blurry, but they were just silent, silent.Want to turn around, but no one can leave.

They all expected such a result, so they stubbornly refused to speak.It's just that Fuji really didn't think that she would have such an attachment, and in Ruo Sang's own opinion, it might have been delusional.

However, he originally thought that it would be easy to give such an answer. Fuji really felt that he had fully realized and understood. Although he was sad, he could face it calmly.

"My life has already been set... There is no place for Matsuba-san... So, I'm sorry." Fujima looked at her deeply, wanting to tell her his heart, that kind of The feeling was so strong that he could hardly control it.

"I know, I know. Because you are Fujima, that's why you are like this, I like you, and I know that there will be such a result...I understand...it was impossible from the beginning. I also want...just Be friends for a lifetime, so maybe we can still see them often. But... I don’t know why, but I still want to say it, even if it’s like this... Don’t say I’m sorry, it’s not your fault... None of us can change it.” Ruo Sang Her tone was extremely calm, her expression was indifferent, only her eyes showed her true emotions now.

"Hey, actually... we still have a choice, don't we?" Ruo Sang said with a sad smile, "Tengzhen, why don't we wander the world."

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