[SD] Late Summer

What exactly is this feeling?

It seemed like since she met Ruka Imai, no, even earlier before that.This feeling seems to be always lingering in her heart.

"Is Matsuba-san shopping?"

The other party asked kindly and politely.

"Well, yes. Imai-san too?"

"I'm here to get some stuff."

"That's it."

"Matsuba-san, who is this next to you? Boyfriend?" Imai Ruka looked at Rukawa Kaede, a little uncertain.

"No, this is my brother, Rukawa Feng."

"That's it, no wonder." Imai Ruka smiled apologetically.

"nothing."

"Hey, Matsuba-san," Imai Ruka looked at her, some imperceptible emotions flowed in her clever eyes, but Rukawa Kaede who had been standing aside frowned.

"what's up?"

"Is there anything else Matsuba-san will do next? How about having a cup of tea if you don't mind?"

Hearing this, Ruo-sang was a little surprised, the two of them just met once, but Imai Ruxiang invited her to drink tea together, what is the feeling of such disharmony?

"Yes." But Ruo Sang still did not refuse after all.

"The wagashi in this shop is very famous. I bought all the snacks for my family's tea party from here." Ruka Imai gracefully picked up the tea bowl in front of her, turned it around gently, and put it to her lips to take a sip , and drop it.

At this time, they were sitting in a Japanese-style room that was very elegant from any angle, drinking tea and chatting.

I kept talking about irrelevant things for a long time, but Ruo Sang would not be so naive as to think that Imai Ruxiang just came to see her for tea.Since the day of the school celebration, there have been a lot of rumors about Ruka Imai in Xiangyang, including her and Fujima.

"Imai-san," Ruo-sang put down the teacup in his hand, staring straight into the eyes of the girl opposite, "Thank you for your hospitality today, if there is nothing else, I will go back." Ruo-sang took a look Rukawa Feng next to him, he has already fallen into a deep sleep regardless of time and place.

But the environment here is really quiet to the extreme, no wonder her younger brother leaned against the door and fell asleep soundly as soon as he walked in.

"Matsuba-san's younger brother is really..."

"Well, sleeping is his hobby, please don't take offense."

"Where is it? Is Matsuba-san going to leave so soon? I want to discuss the tea ceremony with you," Imai Ruka seemed a little disappointed, "I saw your tea ceremony performance in Xiangyang last time, and then I asked Kenji That’s why I realized that you are not from the Tea Ceremony Department.”

"Last time...I'm glad I didn't make Imai-san laugh at you last time. I'm a complete layman when it comes to tea ceremony, really."

"Matsuba-san is polite. In fact, learning the tea ceremony does not depend on the length of time, but whether you can understand its connotation. Of course, it takes time to hone the skills, but mastering its connotation is the most important thing. In my opinion, Matsuba-san may not be proficient in skills, but that level is already very admirable." Ruka Imai looked at her with a smile on her face, "Actually, when I was learning the tea ceremony, it took a lot of time. It took me a long time to understand that.”

"Imai-san, you are too modest. Even if I did a good job last time, it is not my credit at all, it is Fuji Masaki who guided well."

"Kenji. We used to learn tea ceremony together. The teacher always said that he was very talented, and he mastered the essence of it as soon as he learned it, which made me so envious." Ruka Imai recalled the past when she was a child, her face showing happy expression.

"Fujima-kun seems to be able to do well no matter what he does."

"Yeah, Jiansi is that kind of person. In our generation, he always gets the most compliments from adults, and people don't treat him like a child when there are any parties. Obviously we got together like that when we were young, but Now it feels more and more distant..." Imai Ruka stared at the small garden outside and with a sense of loss.

"Is that so...?" Ruo Sang also lowered his head, and didn't say anything more.

After a long silence, Imai Ruka looked away, looked at her with some uncertainty, and said:

"Matsuba-san usually has a good relationship with Kenji, you two always give me a very close feeling."

"Eh?" Ruosang raised his head, "Kiss...near? We... Fujisan-kun and I only seem to be together because of our work relationship. I don't think so, Imai-san, right? ..."

"No. From what I know about Jianji, he looks gentle and gentle on the surface, but he is actually a very alienated person in his bones. He rarely takes the initiative to get close to anyone, especially... girls. Sometimes you even go all out With all his efforts, all he can see is his back, he is that kind of person..." Ruka Imai said with a sad expression on her face.

He can hold people's hearts so firmly, but he never stops for anyone.Falling in love with him is a preordained fate from the very beginning, no matter how hard you try to break free, you can't look away, even if it's just for a second.But I knew from the beginning that I would be kept away, I would be rejected, I would be pushed away so tenderly and mercilessly.The world in his eyes is huge, but no one can stay in it.

Now, Kenji, have you ever cared about someone?

Ruo Sang somewhat understood that feeling, which had been haunting her for so long.Even, in such a long time, it grows secretly, until it surrounds the whole heart.

It was a kind of helplessness, a powerlessness felt from the bottom of my heart.It's not because they can't understand each other that they feel far away, but it's because they know his heart too well that they feel that impossible.

This was the first time in Ruo Sang's life that he was so helpless and hopeless.

Although she was not a proud daughter of heaven since she was a child, she was aloof.But everyone loves her and loves her.Let her live a happy and ordinary life for 16 years, every day is happy and confident.But maybe fate is like this, the young man in her eyes is too outstanding, just like a young god, from the very beginning, he stood on a high place and looked down on her.And she, unable to break free and unable to escape, can only let herself be attracted, and then deeply infatuated.

We have loved those outstanding and extraordinary teenagers since we were young.There is no reason to like and admire him, hoping to go to him one day.Therefore, he worked tirelessly and struggled.But as time goes by, we will all grow up slowly, and that love and fascination may be forgotten along with youth, but those who have struggled will blossom and bear fruit, and become our own lifetime wealth.

Maybe it would be a sad thing to meet him at such a young age.But when you find out that all your future achievements in life are because of him, what will you do then?Just laugh it off?

"Sister, you don't like that woman." Sitting on the bus home, Rukawa Feng said to his sister, not a question, but an affirmation.

Ruo Sang did not answer.

She couldn't answer.

Yes, she doesn't like Ruka Imai, which she doesn't even want to admit.

In Matsuba Wakasan's 16 years of life, he has never really hated anyone.Of course, I never liked it.

Ruo Sang didn't dare to explore what was behind such feelings.

Rukawa Feng glanced at his preoccupied sister, then closed his eyes again.

He knew his sister no less than his sister knew him.

We are all too focused on our own lives, and we have no idea how much sadness we have brought to those around us.

"Then Xiaofeng, don't forget to come home on Christmas Day." After arriving at the station, Ruosang jumped out of the car and said this to his younger brother, and then disappeared into the gradually dark night.

12 month 25 day.

"Ah, it's really unreasonable to have classes at Christmas."

"That's right... I really want to go out and play."

"Christmas, why not snow?"

"Hey, do you still expect Santa Claus to give you gifts from the chimney? Really, how old are you?"

"I don't have a chimney anymore!"

"Wow, you really do believe that, don't you?"

"Then don't you expect a miracle at Christmas?"

"Christmas miracle, what is that?"

"Well, anyway, I'm in school now, so there won't be any miracles."

Walking into the classroom early in the morning, I found many people lying on the table and crying.

"Morning, Matsuba-san."

"Oh, good morning, Fuji-sama-kun."

"Why are you standing at the door and not going in?"

"Ah, that..." Ruosang smiled sheepishly, and the two walked into the classroom together.

"Speaking of which, everyone is really serious about Christmas."

"Well, because ordinary life is too boring... Maybe."

"What does that pause mean?"

"No. It's just a feeling."

"Really?" Ruo Sang said with an expression of "I don't believe it", "Isn't Mr. Fuji Masaki looking forward to something? It is said that there will be a Christmas miracle."

"A Christmas miracle? Is there such a thing?"

"Sir, I don't know either." Ruo Sang smiled.

"Hey, Ruosan, Fujima, how are you going to spend Christmas? Why don't you all go out and karaoke until dawn!!!"

"Karaoke until dawn? I still have class tomorrow." Ruo Sang looked at the excited crowd, a little amused, "Besides, I have something to do tonight."

"Hey, what's the matter? What's the matter with you? Are you going on a date?"

"What? It's just eating with my family. Because my uncle and aunt are in the United States, we will use the computer to spend Christmas together."

"That's right. What about you, Fujima?"

"Me, I'm not very good at singing."

"Absolutely deceiving!"

"It's true." Fujima said sincerely.

"Tengma, is there something you don't know?" Ruo Sang expressed disbelief.

"Well, there are."

"That's weird!" the two girls said in unison.

Fuji really smiled helplessly, and just about to say something, the bell for class rang.

The teenagers here are so carefree, the years are quiet, and the youth stays forever.

When you are young, you need to have fun as soon as possible.

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