The day I fell in love with the great god

'Can I ask for leave tonight'

After the message was sent, Qin Chuan threw the phone aside, leaned back on the chair and stared at the ceiling.

In the dormitory, the other three didn't come back, Zhao Chen didn't have to think about it, he was on his way to self-study if he wasn't in self-study.As for Li Hong, when he was eating in the cafeteria, he said that he would not go back to the dormitory and went directly to self-study.As for Du Fei, based on this point and his understanding of Qin Chuan, it is very likely that he is hiding in the classroom, but...

Ding, the crisp text message ringtone interrupted Qin Chuan's thoughts.He froze, then pursed his lips and took a deep breath.He didn't get up, and was still slumped on the chair like mud, but his eyes trembled slightly and he was slightly absent-minded, as if he was recalling or afraid of something.

Time passed by, and at the corner of the table, the phone vibrated again, accompanied by a familiar 'ding'.

On the chair, the boy scratched the shattered bangs that had slipped off his forehead, and his amber eyes glanced at the table.

Now he doesn't want to pick up the phone, don't want to read the text message, and don't want to know what Yang Shu sent.Not at all.

He just wanted to be alone for a while, without thinking too much, without thinking about last night, and without facing Yang Shu...

When encountering a sudden incident, the ostrich will bury its head in the haystack, thinking that it is safe if it cannot be seen, and it will pass if it is avoided, and it will solve it by itself if it does not face it.

Qin Chuan sighed, feeling that the current self was like a timid ostrich in front of Yang Shu.

In the classroom in the afternoon, he never took the initiative to look at Yang Shu.It's not that I dare not, but that I don't want to.

Because, as long as he sees Yang Shu's face, what happened in the bathroom last night will come to mind. Although he thinks he is a thick-skinned person, when he faces Yang Shu, his face seems to be automatically scraped off three layers , easily revealing his emotions.

Although I was thinking about Yang Shu expressing his desire in the bathroom last night, no one knew about it except him.But facing the cold Gaoling Flower, the sense of shame shot out from the bottom of his heart like long feet, bouncing wantonly in his head, and even hit Qin Chuan's seemingly strong but fragile little heart.

"Oh, I'm so annoying." Qin Chuan sat up abruptly and shook his head.

In fact, he was not too early or too late to get the hang of sexuality.

At that time, he was not as naughty and funny as he is now. At that time, he was very short, with a softer appearance and a gloomy personality.Because of the later period of the sound change, the voice was relatively high-pitched in the first year of high school, so it was often ridiculed by classmates.The boys laughed at him for being feminine and sissy, while the girls rejected him because he was too delicate and cute.

Although there are still some girls who are full of good intentions, they will be pushed away one by one by him at that time.Because I was relatively naive at that time, I felt that this hypocritical sympathy was not needed.

Thinking about it now, if he wasn't so stupid back then, maybe he wouldn't be so thorough.

He is a very insecure person.

Since he was a child, because of work, his parents got together less and stayed more often, and they rarely accompanied him.In addition, the relationship between the two of them faded after that, their alienation from each other, and their indifference to Qin Chuan deeply hurt his heart.After that, he studied hard, tried his best to please, became more and more well-behaved, and became more and more sensible, just so that the two of them could look at him, just to see even the slightest bit of love from his mother's eyes...

However, in mother's eyes, there is only impatience, and looking at him looks more and more like a burden that wants to be discarded...

After high school, he was handed over to his grandmother by his mother.

Grandma has always been very kind to him, so good that Qin Chuan thought that even if he had no parents, relatives, or friends in the future, as long as he had grandma, that would be enough.

Grandma is like a bright light, warm, kind, and full of love. As a freshman in high school, no matter how much trouble there is on campus, no matter how much indifference and ridicule he receives, as long as he returns to the yard with grandma, his gloomy and gloomy life For this reason, it also shines a lot.

However, it was his sophomore year in high school that completely changed Qin Chuan.

That year, Su Xiao broke into his life as a transfer student.

Reckless, free and energetic, although sometimes he behaves recklessly, but these are what Qin Chuan particularly yearns for.

Remember that the skill of fighting was taught by Su Xiao.

At that time, only Su Xiao cared about him the most and treated him best.Su Xiao is like Yang Shu in the game, teaching him to enlighten him, drive him crazy and help him hate others.

but……

Qin Chuan shook his head, dispelling the churning memories in his mind.

He lowered his eyes, stared at his palm for a long time, and suddenly sighed: Time flies so fast.

In the blink of an eye, it has been almost two years since grandma passed away and Su Xiao left.

In the past, he always hoped that time would slow down a bit, so that the days with grandma would be longer and happier.

But now, Qin Chuan hopes that time can pass faster, faster.

Better yet, tomorrow is the end of the world!Qin Chuan curled his lips and thought angrily.

Suddenly, the familiar ringtone echoed in the empty dormitory, the ringtone was melodious, but it startled Qin Chuan.

Damn, I actually called.

Qin Chuan's eyes widened, staring at the word 'abnormal' jumping on the phone screen, feeling at a loss.

ten seconds.

If the ringtone persists after ten seconds, he will answer it.Qin Chuan thought, and then counted silently for ten seconds.

The familiar bell is still ringing, loud and pleasant, without any intention of ending.Qin Chuan suddenly regretted it, why didn't he just think about it for 20 seconds...

He picked up his phone and reluctantly accepted the call.In the receiver, the magnetic voice was a little anxious: "What's the matter? Are you feeling unwell? Why didn't you reply to the text message, and the phone took so long to answer..."

"I'm fine." Qin Chuan said softly.

"Really?"

"It's really all right." Qin Chuan pursed his lips and raised his voice.

On the opposite side, Yang Shu's voice paused: "Then...why do you have a nasal sound? If it's a cold or you don't feel well, it doesn't matter. Tell me, I can go to you. I happen to have cold particles here, and Antidiarrheal……"

"No, not at all. In fact, in fact, I..." Qin Chuan hesitated a little, and he didn't know what was wrong, "I don't want to see you now, I want to be alone first." This sentence was hard to say.

On the phone, Yang Shu didn't speak, but listened quietly, waiting patiently for Qin Chuan to finish speaking slowly.

But after Qin Chuan, he was also silent.

In the receiver, Yang Shu's regular patter sound was very shallow, like light footsteps.

After several minutes of silence, Yang Shu suddenly said, "It's okay, if you can't make it clear on the phone, just say it face to face. I'm right outside the door right now."

Qin Chuan was taken aback, looked at the half-closed bedroom door, and stood up abruptly.

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Chirp, the writing has always been ink-stained, and the content is also very plain.

Maybe because I don't have much experience, I'm still timid.

I can especially understand Qin Chuan, because some experiences are common, looking at him is like looking at a son.

As for Yang Shu, I didn’t dig too deep. Before writing, I thought I must fall in love with him, but right now, I feel that I may be in love hahahaha

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Well, good afternoon.