The day I fell in love with the great god

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In mid-January, the final exam is coming to an end.

In the towering teaching building, as soon as the bell rang, the originally quiet teaching building suddenly became lively.

In classroom 604, teaching building B.

Holding the heavy test paper, the invigilator just lifted his front foot, and Qin Chuan was about to walk away.

Although his pace has always been fast, as the saying goes, a mountain is higher than a mountain. No, he hadn't taken a few steps when his down jacket and hat were grabbed by someone.

"Hey, Xiao Chuanchuan, why are you running so fast, go on a date with Xueshen~"

Du Fei's voice came, it was not loud, but when Qin Chuan heard it, his curled knuckles creaked.

Damn, this Du Fei just likes to annoy him.

In the classroom, some students cast their gazes at Qin Chuan and the others.Among them, there is a familiar look.

Su Xiao is still in the examination room...

Opening Du Fei's hand, Qin Chuan squinted his eyes: "Tsk, so what if you're going on a date, don't you care. Also, what do you want me to do? Say something quickly!"

"Isn't it thought of leaving school? The third child, you were born in January, and every birthday is on winter vacation. Butch and I and the fourth child discussed it. How about we have a dinner together in the dormitory and give the old man a meal?" Don't worry, it's my birthday, we three will treat you to a meal, and I won't kill you this time."

"...so kind?"

"Hey, it's your birthday after all."

"..." Qin Chuan pursed his lips, turned his head slightly, and his voice suddenly softened: "It doesn't matter. After all... I don't like birthdays very much."

Amber eyes quivered.

Looking back, it seems that since he was sensible, he has never had a birthday, and he has never eaten his own birthday cake...

However, on his 18th birthday, the time at Yang Shu's house was the first time he saw his own birthday cake.

It was also the first time I ate a birthday cake with my own name written on it.

He couldn't remember the exact taste of the cake that night.

But he remembered that it was very sweet.

It was even sweeter than anything he had ever eaten.

Qin Chuan's downcast eyes looked to one side, seemingly out of focus.

Du Fei raised his hand and waved in front of Qin Chuan: "Hello, Xiao Chuanchuan? Xiao Chuanchuan?"

"Huh?" Qin Chuan was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly regained his senses.

"Xiao Chuanchuan, let me ask you something, will you go at night, will you go?"

Qin Chuan was a little helpless, but when he thought of the three people in the dormitory celebrating his birthday together, his heart was inexplicably moved.

Although the four years of college are just a blink of an eye, there are always some people who will be engraved in the track of college time, sealed in the thick class yearbook, and in the small photo full of hope and smiling faces.Life will never fade away.

Under Du Fei's repeated urging, he nodded helplessly: "Don't worry, I'll go. Anyway...thanks."

"Oh, what are you being polite about, we two are with each other, brothers are not~"

"..." Qin Chuan raised his eyebrows, looked at Du Fei a few times, and then glanced at Zhao Chen who was calling not far away.

There was a flash of light in the amber eyes, and Qin Chuan elbowed Du Fei: "Second, let me ask you, you have to answer truthfully. Where are you and Zhao Chen?"

"Ah? Which step?" Du Fei blinked, but didn't understand for a moment.

"It's the relationship between you two. How many bases have you hit, or have you hit a home run?"

"Huh? A home run?" As if frightened, Du Fei's voice suddenly rose.

Not far away, Zhao Chen heard the sound and looked at Qin Chuan and Du Fei.

Qin Chuan narrowed his eyes: "Why are you reacting so violently?"

Du Fei waved his hands, pulled Qin Chuan, wrinkled his nose, hooked his body and put his waist in his hands, poked his head and said treacherously: "Oh, you misunderstood, Bach and I... nothing... nothing..."

Qin Chuan whispered: "No ghost, don't think I don't know. When you injured your foot last year, you and Zhao Chen almost went to second base*."

"Oh, it's not like that!"

"That's right..." Qin Chuan raised his lips: "Forget it, if you don't want to say it, I'll ask Bach. Hey, that, Bach—"

"Wait! Wait, don't call him. I said, I said it's okay."

"Yeah~ OK." Qin Chuan nodded: "Let's talk as we walk~"

……

outside the classroom.

Du Fei rubbed his hands, breathed into smoke at his mouth and nose: "Well, Bucky told me that he likes me. But I haven't been able to answer him yet. Yes, I admit, I like Bucky very much, but This kind of liking may be different from Butch’s. Last year in the dormitory, I answered this way, but Butch said, why don’t you try to make a kiss, if I don’t hate it, just try to be together. After that, it’s You saw it..."

"So, are you together?"

Du Fei didn't speak for a while, as if he was brewing his emotions and words.

The bitter north wind was raging, Du Fei shrunk his neck, tightened his neckline, and scratched his chin: "Well...well... Actually, the ankle incident happened in the second year of high school. It's winter, almost It was as cold as today. At that time, Zhao Chen insisted on asking me to go out, but luckily, a battery car skidded at the intersection, and suddenly rushed towards me. Didn’t I react quickly, so I pushed Zhao Chen away and hid towards the sidewalk. But this battery car didn't hit me, instead, it avoided the car of the battery car and rushed towards me like a ghost. Fortunately, the speed was low, so my leg was broken." Du Fei slowed down his speech, heheed his palms.

"Actually, at that time I just pushed him away and didn't even think about saving him...But Bucky actually thought that I saved him, and even bent over because of it..."

Du Fei lowered his eyes, and as he spoke, his eyes suddenly darkened, "Actually, I have seen a lot of news about gays in these years, and without exception, most of them are extremely miserable. They are not discriminated against or insulted. , was beaten until he finally chose to die. I even read this kind of news, saying that the night after the man came out, because he forgot to lock the door, he was stabbed to death by his biological parents with a kitchen knife in his sleep... ...Everyone says that tiger poison does not eat its offspring, but some people are worse than animals."

"..." Qin Chuan was stunned, he didn't expect Du Fei to say these words suddenly...