The day I fell in love with the great god

Qin Chuan's eyelids trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes.

The morning light spilled in through the gaps in the beige curtains, slightly brightening the whole room.

This is... where is it?

Qin Chuan tilted his head, thinking about getting up, when he saw a familiar face magnified in front of his pillow.

Special... special father.

How could he be here.

Wait, last night, wasn't he suddenly taken away by Yang Shu's father last night?

Qin Chuan moved his body, wanting to get up, but the arms tightly wrapped around his waist made his movements slow down for a moment.

Shu's father slept very, very deeply.

The soft breath spreads slightly, and the dense and long eyelashes are also distinct.

Speaking of which, it was the first time for him to look at Yang Shu's face so closely.

Carefully turning over, Qin Chuan gently curled up, wrapped his hands around his warm back, and gradually shrank into Yang Shu's arms.

Last night... Did Yang Shu look for him?What happened?Why can he still sleep next to Yang Shu?Did Yang Shu's father make things difficult for Yang Shu?

Trivial and complicated questions lingered in his mind, making his heart full of emotions for a while.

It was the first time he knew that falling in love with someone was actually such a complicated feeling.

I want to be by his side all the time.He made up his mind to change himself and improve himself, just to allow himself to stand by his side.I don't want to leave him, I don't want to lose him, and I don't want to let him down.

In fact, he never understood why Yang Shu was so kind to him.

Obviously, he is an unrestrained and unrestrained junior from the beginning of school, doing his own way, and always loves to cause trouble.Obviously he is an Internet addicted boy who likes to yell, scold and make trouble in games, and also loves to use foul language.

But, this is the self, the self who tried to live life as heartlessly as possible, the self who wanted to hide all the past, but was defeated in front of Yang Shu and under Yang Shu's gentleness.

In fact, he has been hiding in the depths of the castle with high walls, carefully spying on the outside world through the small windows.

Whether it's laughter, presumptuousness, or uninhibitedness, it's just a copper wall that hides this heart.

All the external joy, as far as he is concerned, is actually the pain without the mask.And the deeper the pain imprinted on his body, the more joy he could tolerate.

Just because he understood all this prematurely, he also prematurely learned to close the door of his heart, and also prematurely learned to put on the mask called joy.

He always thought that no one would ever be able to enter this towering castle, and no one would be willing to enter...

But Yang Shu, like an intruder who kept knocking on the gate of the castle from the very beginning, passed through the thick city wall layer by layer, carefully looking for him and his soft heart one by one. And fragile heart.

The exchange between two hearts is always extra cautious, especially for him.

Therefore, in this relationship, he will always worry about gains and losses inexplicably.

Mingming really wanted to believe him, she wanted to tell him everything, she even wanted to entrust everything about herself to him.

But before that, whenever he faced Yang Shu, his heart subconsciously flinched again.

What happened to grandma was a pain that he would never forget in his life.It also made him unable to truly forgive himself for the rest of his life.

It was also everything in high school that made him dare not really tell Yang Shu everything.

He is afraid.Afraid that even the slightest bit of surprise and disappointment would flash through his favorite black eyes.

Anyone can blame him, anyone can despise him, and anyone can be disappointed in him.

Only this person can't.

It's like a person who is about to drown, clinging to the last driftwood.Yang Shu's gentleness and comfort were like a big hand reaching out to him suddenly, pulling him out of the quagmire called guilt.

Why should you be so nice to him?

"Papa Shu..."

Staring at the sleeping face of the person in front of him, Qin Chuan slowly approached, and his light-colored thin lips gently pressed against Yang Shu's.

The warm touch brought a touch of sweet heartbeat, Qin Chuan raised his lips, his amber eyes trembled slightly, together with his heart beating faster again.

"I like you," Qin Chuan whispered softly again, wrapping his arms around Yang Shu's back, "I like you, Dad Shu...I like you so much..." He lowered his head and continued to curl up in Yang Shu's In the warm arms, I could feel Yang Shu's breathing and heartbeat.

He knew that Yang Shu was asleep, and he also knew that he was just talking to himself.Perhaps it is precisely because of this that he can confess so wantonly and reveal his heart so wantonly.

"Father Shu, you know, I'm very scared, very afraid that you will leave me. In high school, when my parents, grandma, and Su Xiao left me one by one, I told myself that as long as I didn't have it, There will be no pain when it is lost. Therefore, I seldom really take the initiative to try to have something. I am fortunate to lose my life. Don’t hold unnecessary expectations, and don’t hope for impossible fantasies. For feelings , although I cherish it, I will never hand it over easily, besides... I, who discovered my sexuality too early, deliberately pretended to be a straight man at the beginning..."

Having said that, Qin Chuan rarely let out a low laugh.

And on the top of his head, someone's eyes that had been slightly closed trembled slightly.

Qin Chuan continued to continue what he said just now, and continued to speak slowly: "But what I didn't expect was that I met you right after I entered the freshman year...Of course, after that, I didn't expect that I would like you so much... ..."

The soft and waxy voice came from the mouth of the person in his arms, like the breeze stirring his heart.

Just as Qin Chuan hugged Yang Shu's back tightly, the chest in front of him suddenly pressed against him.

Before he could react, Yang Shu's whole body was on top of him.

The foreheads touched, the tip of the noses touched, and the warm and ambiguous breath blended together.

Under the familiar gaze, his heartbeat began to accelerate uncontrollably.

Yang Shu bent his eyes, and the black eyes were as bright as autumn water.

When his lips were wet, Qin Chuan's breath was suffocated.

Just when the amber eyes met the dark water eyes, Yang Shu said emotionally: "Chuan Chuan... I like you too. I really like you, I like you so much..."

The pupils of the eyes dilated, and the heartbeat sounded like thunder in the ears.

Qin Chuan wrapped his arms around Yang Shu's neck, and kissed back fiercely almost selflessly.

Although the kiss was immature and the technique was poor, it was the most emotional, active and presumptuous time he had ever kissed.

Of course, the happiest and sweetest time.