The day I fell in love with the great god

On the rooftop, Qin Chuan slowly approached Cheng Xue who was outside the barbed wire.

In the morning, in the shock of Yang Shu's sudden kiss and the surrounding students, Cheng Xue ran away.At that time, Qin Chuan didn't realize that this kind of thing would happen, and Gu Yilin said that the counselor had something to discuss with Yang Shu. As one of the parties involved, he would naturally go with him.

Because Cheng Xue left in tears, Qin Chuan did not make any statement.After careful consideration, he finally sent Wu Yue a text message, hoping that she could help comfort Cheng Xue...

Unexpectedly, in just one noon, so many things happened one after another.But around three o'clock in the afternoon, I received a text message from Wu Yue about Cheng Xue running up to the rooftop suddenly!

"Cheng Xue, don't sit there, please, this is the seventh floor, it's very dangerous!" Qin Chuan walked forward slowly, acting cautiously, as if he was afraid that a girl not far away would be scared if he was not careful.

"Listen to me, please, and come back from behind the barbed wire?"

Cheng Xue didn't speak, but still raised her head, looking at the clouds in the sky that were as light as gauze.

Qin Chuan continued to move forward, but when he was a few steps away from the barbed wire fence, Cheng Xue called out softly.

"Qin Chuan." Her voice was very soft, as light as thin clouds in the sky.

Qin Chuan stopped in his tracks instantly, subconsciously not daring to take a step forward.

He didn't know what happened to Cheng Xue, she was obviously a very innocent and innocent senior, but why, she suddenly had this idea.

Was it because my actions hurt her?Or is it because... I can't accept the fact that the person I like is gay?

After all, she said disgusting...

"Senior sister... If you can't think about it because of me, I apologize. I just hope you don't do stupid things!" Qin Chuan stopped moving forward.

And Cheng Xue on the edge of the roof still didn't look back.

"Look, that cloud in the sky." Cheng Xue raised her hand suddenly, and said softly, "Although it's very light, it's very beautiful, isn't it?"

Cheng Xue didn't answer Qin Chuan's words at all, but just talked to herself, as if talking to herself.

Qin Chuan followed Cheng Xue's finger and looked towards the sky.In the blue sky, a thin cloud floating in mid-air was slowly drifting with the wind.Although he didn't understand Cheng Xue's intentions, he still followed the other party's topic.

"Well, it's a beautiful cloud."

"Yes, they are obviously just clouds formed by water vapor and dust, but they dot the blue sky, how beautiful and magical, just like love..." Cheng Xue stared into the distance without blinking, her eyes were like It is full of longing, and it seems to be empty space, "It's just like clouds, no matter how beautiful and magical, it's just made of rain..."

Qin Chuan bit his lip, staring at Cheng Xue who was sitting outside the barbed wire, he couldn't answer for a while.

In fact, he understood Cheng Xue's state of mind.

After all, he was once impulsive, vulnerable, and hopeless...

After his grandma died, Su Xiao left, and his parents formed their own families one after another, every time he faced the empty house alone, looked at the empty balcony, and examined his empty heart, a voice would rise in his mind .

No one will need you anymore, and no one will love you anymore.Look at them, they all leave you one by one, it's all your fault!

your fault!

your fault……

Those days were the hardest for him.Strong negative emotions are like a flood that has opened the gate, constantly impacting his psychological defense.If it hadn't been for the neighbor who suddenly discovered his strange behavior and informed the property owner and the woman in time, maybe he would have done something stupid on the spur of the moment...

People are really fragile, and he has a deep understanding of this.

During the period of psychotherapy, he learned from the therapist that in China, one person commits suicide almost every 2 minutes, and 8 people attempt suicide.Many of them are due to psychological problems such as anxiety, depression, restlessness, etc., which lead to their bodies and minds falling into the quagmire of negative emotions, unable to extricate themselves.

But in fact, everyone's life is gradually completed in the process of continuous progress and discovery.Just figure it out—life is the only rare journey, everything along the way is an adventure, only by living can you keep moving forward and discovering; and ending prematurely means losing the original scenery that belongs only to you, And on this journey, the most important person who should belong to you... will understand the preciousness of life and the ultimate meaning of everyone coming to this world.

At the entrance of the rooftop, Du Fei kept walking up and down the corridor.Seeing this, Zhao Chen grabbed his arm and pulled him aside.

Zhao Chen said quietly, "Okay, don't turn around, I know you're in a hurry, but it's useless to be in a hurry."

Du Fei pulled his hand, but Zhao Chen held it tightly, and he didn't break free for a while, "But if I don't turn it, I will only be more anxious."

"Don't worry, we have already called the police. As long as Chuanchuan can delay a little longer, they will be here in a while." Yang Shu said calmly, his eyes still firmly locked on Qin Chuan.

Although in the eyes of other people, Qin Chuan's state may be almost the same as usual; but in his eyes, he clearly saw Qin Chuan's abnormality.

Chuan Chuan's hands were shaking, and his footsteps were a little unsteady.

Chuan Chuan... I'm nervous and scared...

But I couldn't go there, to be his reliance, to give him strength and comfort...

Yang Shu frowned, and the breath around him became cold again.

"..." Du Fei wanted to ask something at first, but when he saw Yang Shu like this, he couldn't say anything.

The entrance to the rooftop was quiet again.

On the rooftop, Qin Chuan pondered for a long time, until seeing Cheng Xue moved slightly, he hurriedly shouted nervously—"Sister!"

Cheng Xue didn't look back, she lowered her head slowly, looking down at the crowd below her.

"A lot of people..." Cheng Xue chuckled, and suddenly turned her head to look at Qin Chuan, "Speaking of which, human beings are really strange. Well... it might be wrong to say strange, but disgusting. Look. " Cheng Xue pointed down with one hand, "The group of whispering people below are just here to watch the excitement. They obviously don't know anything, but they pretend that nothing can escape their eyes. Do you know, Qin Chuan, they What did they say about me? They thought I didn’t know, but I knew better than them. After all, it’s just a group of spectators in a dream who don’t think the excitement is big enough, so—”

"Sister! Don't think so!" Qin Chuan froze, his heart suddenly burst into flames, but he had nowhere to go, "I understand what you mean, and I understand your pain, but you also need to know, you You only have one life, and if you don’t have it, it’s gone! Yes, those people are very boring, and those eyes are very dazzling, but what can you do? If you live in the eyes of others forever, then you will never be you! Although I I don’t agree that others are hell, but in you, it has verified Sartre’s words! Don’t be stupid again, your impulse will not cause them any loss at all, and you will only hurt those who love you !"

Cheng Xue was obviously shaken. She stared at Qin Chuan, her eyes trembling slightly, "Sure enough, you are really different, it seems... now I like you a little more than just now. I always feel that every time you Everyone is a firefly flying in the dark. They have been practicing how to shine their own light to illuminate their way forward all their lives, or looking for someone who can go forward together. Everyone's light is different, and some people may spend their entire lives You can’t even illuminate yourself. You know, that night, the moon was clearly behind you, but you were even more dazzling than the moon.”

"..."

"Qin Chuan, thank you. Also, I'm sorry."

Realizing that something was wrong with the conversation, Qin Chuan hurriedly took a step closer and said anxiously, "You didn't apologize to me."

Cheng Xue shook her head and gave a rare chuckle, "No, I shouldn't say you guys are disgusting. I'm sorry, I'm just not reconciled. I'm sorry..."

"I don't want you to say I'm sorry! I'm very angry now, very angry and very angry! Just say you are sorry, and I don't want to forgive you. I want you to come down and come to me!"

"..." Cheng Xue shook her head, tears swirled in her trembling eyes, she lowered her eyes, and big teardrops fell from the reddish sockets.

In the breeze, under the gravity, the crystal water drops are like fragile little glass beads, slowly falling apart.

Cheng Xue stood up, the breeze blew her skirt, and also wrinkled the hearts of Qin Chuan and the group of people behind him.

Qin Chuan originally wanted to rush over, but a loud female voice from downstairs almost pierced the blue sky.

"Xiaoxue!!!" It was Wu Yue's voice, a little shrill and even trembling.

"Are you an idiot?! Ah? There are still many hurdles in life, isn't it just broken love, isn't it just being bullied and cheated before, isn't it just being gossiped by those people who think it's not lively enough? Are you so overwhelmed? !Okay, since you don’t want to live because of these shitty things, then you jump! Jump towards me! I’m right below you! You just come down and smash me to death! Didn’t you say that I’m your best My friend, you don’t care about me as a friend anymore, right... right... Xiaoxue... woo..." The voice was filled with crying, but Wu Yue’s voice didn’t come from behind.

But on the rooftop, Cheng Xue's shoulders trembled.

"Xiaoyue..." She lowered her head, tears falling one by one.

At the entrance of the rooftop, Yang Shu walked over quickly and softly.

"Yang..." Qin Chuan was startled, and originally wanted to persuade Yang Shu to go back, but Yang Shu raised his index finger and let out a 'shh'.

Yang Shu glanced at Cheng Xue a few times, and signaled to get close to her while Cheng Xue's attention was completely on Wu Yue downstairs.After all, the campus police are still on their way, and now that the crisis is at stake, it is difficult to guarantee whether Cheng Xue will slip or fall...

Qin Chuan nodded, but seeing that Yang Shu wanted to go to the wire gate, he grabbed him.

He looked at Yang Shu's dark eyes and shook his head.

He knew that Yang Shu wanted to go there, but he still felt that he was more suitable.

Yang Shu frowned slightly, staring at Qin Chuan's firm amber eyes.

Qin Chuan knew that Yang Shu was worried about him, and also knew that Yang Shu didn't want him to be in danger.But to untie the bell, one must tie it.

He held Yang Shu's hand, quickly wrote a few letters in his palm, and then rushed to the wire door.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Cheng Xue turned her head and saw Qin Chuan walking slowly over on the eaves of the roof not far away, holding on to the barbed wire.

"Qin Chuan..." Cheng Xue's voice trembled, and her legs trembled slightly.

Qin Chuan stretched out his hand and slowly approached, "Come on, senior sister, come here..."

Cheng Xue lowered her eyes, tears were streaming down her face, she shook her head, and grabbed the barbed wire with one hand.

"Don't come here! Here... here..."

"Don't move! Don't look down!" Qin Chuan moved slowly, "Come on, senior sister, look at me."

"Qin Chuan..."

Now, whether it is the spectators downstairs or the people at the roof entrance, their hearts are all raised.

From the corner of Qin Chuan's eyes, he glanced behind Cheng Xue.There, Yang Shu was already close to the barbed wire fence.

As long as you get close to Cheng Xue, as long as Cheng Xue doesn't move, as long as——

"Yeah!"

Suddenly, the bare feet seemed to be empty...

Downstairs, the onlookers were in an uproar.

Not far away, the campus police had already rushed over.

On the edge of the roof, the white dress swayed in the wind, and with the wrapped body, it swayed slowly like a pendulum.

Cheng Xue closed her eyes, and one of her arms was being firmly held by Qin Chuan.

Qin Chuan tilted his whole body, and the five fingers holding the barbed wire gradually overflowed with bright red blood.

Time seemed to stand still for an instant, and the voice seemed to be noisy in his ears, but he seemed to be unable to hear anything except Yang Shu's voice.

In the end, with the help of the campus police and many people, Qin Chuan successfully pulled Cheng Xue into him.

……

Sitting on the seat in the corridor of the school hospital, looking at his right hand wrapped in gauze, Qin Chuan was still in shock.

"Chuan Chuan? Chuan Chuan..."

"!" Qin Chuan came back to his senses, and looked at Yang Shu who was staring at him.

The black eyes were full of worry. Seeing this, Qin Chuan gave Yang Shu a small smile: "Don't worry, I'm fine. Senior sister..."

"Cheng Xue is fine, she was just a little frightened and slightly scratched."

"Well... that's good. It's fine..." Qin Chuan nodded, but after he finished speaking, his body suddenly trembled slightly.

Yang Shu's heart tightened, and he quickly pulled Qin Chuan into his arms, "Thinking of just now, is Chuan Chuan afraid?" Yang Shu said softly.

"Scared... Maybe..." Qin Chuan shook his head, "I don't know how to tell you about my current mood... These things... reminded me of many, many past events that have long been dusty..."

"..." Yang Shu lowered his eyes, and put his big hand on the back of Qin Chuan's head, "If you don't know what to say, don't say it. Since it's all dusty, let those things continue to be buried in the soil."

Inserting five fingers into the hair and feeling Yang Shu's fingers, Qin Chuan said in a low voice, "Continue to be buried in the soil, it really doesn't sound like what you said... You said that in the corridor of the dormitory last year... At that time, you were pressing every step of the way, asking me not to run away, but to face those..."

"Well, because at that time, I was anxious to enter your heart. But now, I want to protect you even more, and I don't want you to feel the slightest bit of sadness and pain."

Just don't want me to be sad and painful...

Qin Chuan hugged the man in front of him tightly, his heart almost jumped out of his chest.

"Chuan Chuan, do you still remember the letters written on my palm on the rooftop?" The magnetic voice was as sweet as a cello.

Qin Chuan blushed and nodded.

ILoveU.

These are the letters he drew on Yang Shu's palm in a hurry.

Speaking of which, except for accidentally saying it in front of Cheng Xue in the morning, it seems that he has never formally said this sentence to Yang Shu.

"Chuanchuan, I want to hear you tell me yourself." Yang Shu let go of his arms and looked straight at Qin Chuan.

The black eyes are as dazzling as obsidian.

"Iloveyou——" As soon as the emotional voice fell, Yang Shu's thin lips pressed against Qin Chuan's.

In the corridor that was not empty, the two kissed as if there was no one else around, making the passing students and school doctors stunned for a moment.