The day I fell in love with the great god

The patter of rain.

On the concrete floor, there are dots of circular water waves, rippling.

The three-story villa looked much more bleak under the heavy rain.

Inside the villa, in the large room, colorful balloons of different sizes hang from the roof, and colorful ribbons hang down one by one.Everything should look like it should be very lively, but now, it is unexpectedly deserted.

On the long table, a three-layer chocolate cake stands alone in the center.

In the corner on the side, large gift boxes were stacked there. On the top of the box, a card was inserted, and a pink ribbon was tied into a bow.

On the pure white card, there are four thin characters printed in the center, which looks inexplicably lonely.

happy Birthday.

In the room, the boy stood quietly at the table.quietly.

In fact, today is his tenth birthday.He looked forward, hoped, and prayed, as usual, for this day to come.He believes that when this day comes, no matter how busy they are, they will come back to accompany him.Like his birthday celebration when he was three years old.

However, the night was quiet, and the rain was also pattering.

Heh, it seems that this year is the same as last year, alone.

So what about the year before last?What about the year before last?

The boy remembered that they said they would come back to celebrate his birthday with him...

But this time, he still broke his promise.

The boy lowered his head and suddenly chuckled.

Since he was a child, no matter what he wanted, he could have it as long as he opened his mouth.Whether it's snacks or toys, as long as he asks, they will be satisfied.

At first, even though they were not around, unable to accompany him, he felt happy and happy.He even thinks that he can have everything in this world, and seems to be very satisfied in his heart.

Just, after.Want more and more, get more and more, and be satisfied more and more.Can be happy and happy, but suddenly disappeared.

At the corner, the boy opened the gift box, picked up the Batman limited edition figure he said he wanted last year, looked at it, and threw it on the long table casually.

There are no surprises and surprises, and even no expectations for the future.

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Under the cloudless blue sky, the boy held the dog's tail grass in his mouth, looked at the students running and playing in twos and threes on the playground, and yawned again.

In the final analysis, high school physical education class is nothing more than letting go.The sophomore year of high school has a lot of homework, and it is rare that this kind of course that is a waste of time in the eyes of the teacher is not occupied, so that he can sleep well in the afternoon.But the blame is only that he drank too many drinks in the afternoon. Under the shade of the tree, he finally fell asleep, but after 10 minutes, he was woken up by urinating.

After spitting out the dog's tail grass around his mouth, the boy stood up, patted the grass-stained clothes, put one hand in his pocket, and grabbed his short hair with the other, and walked casually to the nearest toilet.

On the corner of the teaching building facing the playground, at the end of the corridor, there is a small blue toilet sign.

Fortunately, he has a good memory. Although he came to this middle school for a week, he still found the place where all the teachers and students in the school put water together.

As soon as he walked in, a wretched laughter suddenly came from the innermost compartment.

The boy approached and was stunned after listening carefully.

It's not that boys have never seen school violence.After all, he has committed violence before, but the reason is that he has never tolerated garbage in his eyes.Although it was also because of using violence to control violence that he had to transfer schools, but this did not stop him from continuing to beat the trash.

In this world, there is always rubbish. Whenever and wherever, there is only bullying in my mind, and I always want to step on others.But the reason is that it is to express the ugly desire to abuse in the heart to gain the so-called sense of superiority.

Of course, the boy does not deny that he will also have this sense of superiority when he beats the garbage.However, this made him no longer bored, and even felt happy~

In the toilet, after cleaning up the trash, he realized that the person being bullied was actually him.

Boys remember him.In fact, I noticed him on the first day of school.

Although he is small in stature, he is not noticeable in the crowd at first glance, but upon closer inspection, he looks very good-looking.Especially those beautiful amber eyes, big, bright, and very transparent.It's just that there always seems to be a little melancholy in the eyes, but there is light in the pupils.

In fact, the eyes are the most revealing of a person's heart.Some people, even though their faces are full of smiles, their eyes are barren. They seem to be happy, but there is no light in their eyes.And some people, even if they don't speak, the light in their eyes is enough to attract anyone.

When entering school, boys are attracted by the amber light.

It's just that he seems to be very withdrawn, and he rarely communicates actively. He always reads a book silently with his head down.The boy once approached him, but the conversation was very short, and the content was still a boring greeting.

It's really boring.

After that, the boy wanted to tease him, but the boy found that he didn't seem to know how to laugh...

Ah, I really feel sorry for those eyes.After all, if you smile, you must be beautiful.

After that, the boy thought that he would not have a deeper intersection with him.Unexpectedly, in just a few days, they met in such a scene.

It's really miserable, as a boy, he was almost violated by garbage.However, I have to say that he is really too weak. Even though he is a sophomore in high school, he is less than 1.6 meters tall;

Please, persimmons are always soft.If you don't resist or fight back, you can only let others squash and knead you.

The boy shook his head, thinking about educating him, but in the end, he cried first.

Large and large tears overflowed from the amber eyes, drop by drop, along the beautiful lines, small and thin cheeks, and rolled down to the chin.

In the boy's impression, tears have always symbolized weakness.But why, this time, the boy saw the rare tenacity?

Almost in the next second, a big hand touched the top of his head unconsciously.

Staring at the amber eyes shining with tears in front of him, the boy sighed, and then his heart suddenly burned like a flame.

A strange burning sensation overflowed from his chest.

Suddenly, a strange thought flashed through my mind.

I really want to be watched by these eyes forever...

I really want to be followed by these eyes forever...

I really want to possess these eyes forever...

The intersection seems to be gradually deepening because of this, and the light in the amber eyes seems to be getting brighter and brighter.

When getting along, he will smile when the boy tries hard to amuse him.Under the guidance of the boy, he can fight.Under the persuasion of the boy, he is no longer weak.His changes surprised the boy, and the light in his amber eyes also filled the boy with anticipation.

The two seem to be more and more alike.

Deep in his heart, the boy's loneliness seemed to slowly dissipate.Even as long as you feel that he is by your side, happy and happy, you can find them one by one.

For the first time in his life, the boy realized that he might like him.

The boy thought that they could be together forever, but... everything ended in that night.

That day, the night was dark blue, and the full moon was stained with blood.

Beside the old courtyard gate, the boy stared blankly at him who was stiff in the courtyard.

In front of the room directly opposite the courtyard door, a pale corpse lay motionless on the steps.Under the cold moonlight, a few creatures with shining green eyes sat leisurely in the grass.

The corpse was the only grandma he cared about, the most important person he said besides boys.

Unexpectedly, after tricking him into leaving home for three days, the first thing he saw when he came back was this kind of accident.

In the yard, the stiff figure faltered, called grandma a few times with a trembling voice, and rushed over like the wind.

However, the creature with shining green eyes suddenly rushed towards him.

There was a scream, and then the boy helped him to push away the creature that fell on him, but he was shaking and couldn't get up again.

In the end, it was the boy who hugged his thin and fragile body, but after he saw the boy clearly, he pushed the boy away fiercely.

In front of him, his amber eyes trembled.And in the eyes, the thousands of worlds that were originally built are withering and collapsing.

For a moment, the boy's heart tightened.But then, the crying and cruel yelling made the boy's heart suddenly feel like being crushed by a boulder.

The boy didn't remember how he left the courtyard, he only knew that after the flash of pain, he opened his eyes and lay down in the ward full of disinfectant.

And beside him, he is not there.

After that, he was suddenly nowhere to be found...

Joy and joy seemed to disappear once again.

In my mind, the hazy picture flickered, causing ripples in the river of memory.

……

Now, under the pine tree next to the Yangchang path, Su Xiao stood quietly, quietly, without speaking.

Zhang Zheng's hands trembled slightly, he looked at Su Xiao who was speaking in front of him, and after a while, he spoke again.

"Believe it or not, anyway, I have a way to help you win Qin Chuan's heart." The voice trembled.Zhang Zheng swallowed, and looked up at the distracted man in front of him.

He didn't know what Su Xiao was thinking, but seeing the joy and pain flashing in Su Xiao's eyes, he guessed that it should be related to Qin Chuan.

After all, in his cognition, Su Xiao's love for Qin Chuan is considered paranoid and crazy.

Since he loves Qin Chuan so much, this should be the only condition to win him over and impress him.

The breeze gently brushed past the two of them.

Su Xiao regained consciousness, recalling Zhang Zheng's words just now, after a few seconds of stunned, he suddenly sneered and said: "Help me get Xiao Chuan's heart? Hahahaha, it's up to you? It's so funny, this is the most I heard this year." Funny joke."

"... Don't you want to try my method? Maybe, you can get your wish..." The voice was soft, and it seemed to have the power to deceive people.

Staring at the serious Zhang Zheng in front of him, the mocking laughter suddenly stopped.

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