The day I fell in love with the great god

In the long corridor, Qin Chuan took a step back subconsciously until his back touched the pillar.

Qin Chuan was taken aback for a moment, and turned his head to look behind him.

On the crimson pillars, there are black four-corner wall lamps around. Under the lamps, fresh green vines that originally sprouted are wrapped around the slightly peeling pillars, casting layers of shadows and looking more withered and messy.

Qin Chuan sighed softly: "Actually, I always thought that little you had left me forever, so this year, I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, right? I don't need Xiao Chuan, you tell me I'm sorry!" Su Xiao got up and approached Qin Chuan: "I just need Xiao Chuan to be like before, only looking at me, only relying on me, only smiling at me... also I only like me..."

Qin Chuan's heart trembled.

The approaching face was obviously very familiar, but the madness in his eyes was strangely strange.

In his impression, he had never seen Su Xiao like this before.Even when Su Xiao beat other people, there was often a cold sternness in Su Xiao's eyes, but as long as Su Xiao raised his eyes and looked at him, there was always dazzling warmth in his eyes.

Once upon a time, he felt that Su Xiao was like moonlight.Although the bones may be cold, it embellishes the dark night and gives the darkness the last glimmer of light.

But now, Su Xiao in front of him made him feel scared for no reason.

Clasping hands behind his back, he looked up at Su Xiao: "Xiao Xiao, actually, I already have—"

"Stop talking, I know." Su Xiao interrupted him, and sat down on the railing just now again: "I know you have someone you like." Su Xiao's voice was very calm.

Qin Chuan was startled, he didn't expect Su Xiao to say this calmly.

The heart that raised his throat fell, and he breathed a sigh of relief: "Since you know that I—"

"Xiao Chuan." Su Xiao interrupted again: "I also know that you have someone you like now, because you think I'm dead, right?"

Under the wall lamp, Su Xiao's eyes don't look right.

"..."

Qin Chuan lowered his eyes, suddenly not knowing how to answer.

He did like Su Xiao, but that kind of liking was very hazy, like yearning.

In everyone's adolescence, there will always be someone by his side who is different from himself, better than himself, and stronger than himself.While letting yourself feel admiration, make up your mind to be like him.

This is like it.Very pure love.So pure that as long as you look at him, you will be satisfied in your heart, and you will have the power to change your heart.So that year, Qin Chuan changed a lot, he became confident, he became sunny, he became able to skip classes and fight, and he became no longer obedient.

Free, free and easy, unrestrained.

He thought it was all he wanted.

But that night, when the moonlight was like weeping blood, looking at the people lying in the yard, he felt that he was wrong, very wrong.

Because of his willfulness, and also because of Su Xiao's appearance, he lost forever the only family he cared about...

The only person who gave him infinite care, said they don't want you, I want you, said he will always be with him, love him, watch him grow up, watch him get married and have children...

His chest began to feel tight, Qin Chuan tilted his head, rubbed the corners of his eyes lightly, and said lightly: "I once liked you and admired you, and I am also very grateful that when you met for the first time, you drew your sword to help you when you encountered injustice. But now ...is different."

"It's different? What's the difference?!" Su Xiao stood up, trembling slightly: "Could it be that, Xiaoxiao, you already hate me?"

"No! I don't hate you... It's just that the you now make me feel strange and terrible..."

"Unfamiliar?" Su Xiao bowed his head, and suddenly laughed lowly: "Ha, scary? What are you afraid of? Well? You still think that Zhang Zheng was hospitalized because of me, right?"

"Xiao Xiao, I didn't say that..."

"Oh. Yes! Xiao Chuan, you didn't say that, but that's what you thought in your heart, didn't you?"

Amber eyes trembled.

In front of him, Su Xiao's eyes fixed on him.

"Xiao Chuan, I know you too well. When you were in high school, you had all your thoughts written on your face. Although I haven't seen you for more than two years, you haven't changed. You can be seen through easily. .”

With his arm resting on the pillar next to Qin Chuan's head, Su Xiao tilted his head and leaned closer, and suddenly chuckled: "However, Xiao Chuan, you also know me very well, you guessed it right, I did the thing, and Zhang was the one who made it to me." Hurt..."

"What! Little you—"

The amber eyes widened, and the light-colored thin lips were suddenly held down by the index finger.

"Hush..." Su Xiao bent his eyes, tracing Qin Chuan's lips: "Hey, listen to me. Things are not what you think, I didn't push that guy, I just approached him, it was him With a sad face, he kept backing away, and accidentally stepped on the air and rolled down."

The index finger pressed ambiguously, as if wanting to penetrate Qin Chuan's lips.

Patting away the big hand in front of him, Qin Chuan quickly took a few steps away from Su Xiao.He wiped his lower lip, avoiding Su Xiao's focused gaze: "Okay, Xiao Xiao. No matter what, hitting someone is wrong."

"No? Hehe, then he is right to mock you?"

"..."

"Actually, I heard it all, Xiaoxiao." Su Xiao's voice suddenly became cautious: "It's me who should say I'm sorry, and it's because I still have my mother that Xiaoxiao suffered so much that year... So much malice, so much indifference. I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all because of me..."

A hot embrace surrounded Qin Chuan.

"No, it's not all your fault, little..." Qin Chuan suddenly didn't know what to do, and wanted to push away his embrace in some helpless way, but it was a pity that Su Xiao's embrace was too tight.

Su Xiao didn't reply, but still hugged him tightly.

Qin Chuan sighed and struggled again: "I didn't really blame you, really, that last night...all I said was angry words."

"Well, I know, I know. So I never blame Xiao Chuan..."

Su Xiao murmured, but still did not intend to let go of her embrace.

Qin Chuan pushed his clasped arms: "In this case, we're even. So, Xiao Xiao, let me go."

"I won't let go. I don't want to let go. Since the previous balance...why can't it be me?"

"what?"

"Why can't you like me again, little one? Hmm?"

With a slap, Qin Chuan was pushed against the pillar by Su Xiao.

Under the dim light, Su Xiao's eyes were bright: "Let's start over, shall we? Just like high school, shall we?"

Qin Chuan's heart suffocated, Su Xiao's face in front of him slowly enlarged, but his head suddenly shut down...

Not far from the corridor, there were rustling footsteps.

Just when Su Xiao's lips were almost close, a familiar voice suddenly came.

"What are you doing?"