The day I fell in love with the great god

"Chuan Chuan, remember what I said before? I hope you can confide in me when you need it."

"En." Qin Chuan nodded, resting his chin on Yang Shu's shoulder, and his voice was almost muffled in his clothes: "Su Xiao used to be my only best friend, and it was also me...for the first time since I became aware of my sexuality, I thought I liked it. The people above..."

Feeling startled by Yang Shu who was hugging him, Qin Chuan explained: "I said, it was 'thought', I was still very ignorant at the time, and Su Xiao was also my first friend in adolescence."

Yang Shu didn't speak, but still hugged him and leaned against the bedroom door.

"At that time, I was not as tall as I am now. I should be less than 1.6 meters. When I was a sophomore in high school. Because of my short stature and delicate appearance, the voice change period was a bit late, and my voice was shrill. In addition, my family relationship was not talkative, so The boys always like to tease me. At that time, most of the boys in the class were already taller than me, but I was still a short winter melon." Qin Chuan laughed at himself: "Thinking about it now, I was really cowardly at that time Yes, it means that the parents divorced, or they were abandoned."

"Chuanchuan..." Yang Shu patted Qin Chuan on the back a few times.

"Don't worry, I've seen it for a long time." Qin Chuan grinned and grabbed the clothes on Yang Shu's back: "When Su Xiao transferred to another school, it happened to be the first semester of high school. He was sitting next to me at that time. I didn’t know him very well on Sunday, but I really met him in a physical education class.”

Speaking of this, Qin Chuan paused, he pushed Yang Shu away, and looked at him fixedly: "At that time in the school toilet, at that time, three or four punks in the senior grade surrounded me because they were interesting, saying Girls are not allowed to enter the men's room. In fact, they know that I am a boy, and I also spoke on stage as a freshman representative when the school started. In the meantime, he said he wanted to take off his pants to see if it was a man or a woman..."

Qin Chuan sneered, with a slight disdain in his voice: "It's also thanks to me at the time, if now, I would have beaten them all over the ground, but unfortunately, I didn't develop much at that time, a short winter melon..."

Yang Shu frowned slightly, and Mo Mou stared at Qin Chuan without blinking: "Then... what happened after that? Su Xiao appeared?"

"Hey, you really deserve to be a god of learning, you guessed it all." Qin Chuan raised his eyes, bared his teeth and smiled mischievously: "That's right, Su Xiao just happened to come to the bathroom, and when he heard the noise, he kicked the door open, After seeing it, I lied to them that I told the teacher, and then fought with them. From then on, I got to know Su Xiao and envied him."

Qin Chuan turned his head, and the smile on his face faded a bit: "Su Xiao is very skilled, bold and useless, he does his own way, and loves to play. During the year with him, I learned to skip classes, fight and even smoke. Haha, but I quit smoking because I made an agreement with my mother after three chapters. By the way, I also learned to go clubbing at that time, although I have always been poor in drinking..."

Qin Chuan paused, took a peek at Yang Shu, and asked in a low voice, "Will you hate me for this..."

The ink eyes turned, and Yang Shu's upper body suddenly pressed Qin Chuan.The faint fragrance lingers on the tip of the nose, and the deep and warm voice caresses the ears.

"No, I'm very happy, Chuanchuan." Yang Shu's voice was as gentle as water: "Tell me about your past. I'm very happy about that."

The heartbeat began to be uncontrollable, like a rabbit jumping alive.Qin Chuan bit his lip, and looked away after a while: "You are really strange. Most people should despise you if they know this, after all, they are underage..."

Yang Shu chuckled and tightened his big hands around his waist: "Sorry, Dad, I'm not an ordinary person."

"Tsk." This Yang Shu...

Qin Chuan laughed angrily, raised his eyes and was about to complain, but the man in front of him suddenly bowed his head and kissed the corner of his lips.

"Besides, who called Dad I like you."

"..."

The heartbeat was pounding again.

In front of her eyes, there was a light in her black eyes, and the corners of her eyes were slightly curved.

Yang Shu's smile was very gentle and warm.

Even bewitching.

Like a slight flame, it embellishes the dark night and attracts moths yearning for the light.

"What happened after that?" The deep voice recalled Qin Chuan's thoughts.

Qin Chuan blinked, and his amber eyes flickered: "After that? Are you talking about Su Xiao's death?"

"En. Or, the reason for it..."

Qin Chuan froze, and did not look at Yang Shu: "Among them, it has something to do with grandma's... death. I..." His voice trembled slightly, Qin Chuan gritted his teeth, as if thinking of something, he suffocated for breath, and grabbed hold of it instantly. Yang Shu's skirt.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." The magnetic voice was soft and gentle, as if coaxing a child.

Qin Chuan buried his head in Yang Shu's neck and shook his head: "May I not think about grandma... As for Su Xiao, I just found out that his so-called death is all related to his mother."

Qin Chuan sniffed: "I think it might have something to do with Su Xiao being caught by his mother in the bar for the last time. I remember that I drank a lot, Su Xiao also drank a lot, and there were some people I knew at the comic exhibition. Friends, in high school, because of Su Xiao, I met some cosplayers and ShowGirls in the COS circle. It was a party at the bar, and it happened to be Su Xiao's turn to play truth or dare. Su Xiao chose to take risks, but those Unknown friends made a fuss, asking Su Xiao to tell me that he likes me..." Qin Chuan paused, and did not continue.

Yang Shu understood, and asked softly, "Then Auntie appeared?"

"kindness."

"So she thought you were real?"

Qin Chuan thought for a while and nodded: "Maybe." Qin Chuan's body trembled slightly: "But it was on that night... Grandma passed away, and I also angered Su Xiao, and even turned to him who comforted me. Cursing why you don't die..."

The person in his arms trembled like a small animal in desperate need of comfort, curling up tightly in Yang Shu's arms.

Yang Shu lowered his eyes, and raised his hand to touch the back of Qin Chuan's soft head: "Okay, everything is over, Su Xiao is still alive, don't blame yourself anymore, in fact, these have nothing to do with you, right... "

"No." Qin Chuan shook his head: "Su Xiao may have nothing to do with me, but grandma... grandma... it's all because of me..."