self-awareness

Ye Tang sat opposite to Li Yang and his wife. Both of them had been sitting quietly in the hall for more than 10 minutes, neither of them spoke.

Mama Li wiped her tears silently, Li Fan sat with her arms around her, gently running his hand along the woman's back, staring at Ye Tang with sideways eyes.

Ye Tang took a deep breath and decided to start this topic by himself.

"Uncle and aunt, I am sorry. I am very responsible for today's situation, but you can rest assured that what you are worried about will not happen. I am here today to explain things clearly. I also persuaded Mingchuan just now. I miss him Will figure it out soon."

After Ye Tang finished speaking, there was another long silence.

Ye Tang felt that Li Yang and his wife probably didn't want to say anything more to him, and it was a taboo to come so hastily. He could understand this. In the eyes of Li Yang and his wife, he might be acting like the Li family now. The culprit of this farce is not too far away. According to the Li family's family tradition, it is considered polite not to do anything.

Ye Tang stood up, bowed deeply to Li Yang and his wife, and said, "I'm sorry."

He is really ashamed of Li Yang and his wife. After all, the Li family has been kind to him, but he is so entangled with Li Mingchuan. When he was young, he was dazzled by love. He is already alone, but Li Mingchuan is different. Li Mingchuan is the only son of the Li family. With the background of the Li family, it is absolutely impossible to tolerate his existence.

But fortunately, he has decided to withdraw now, and only hopes that Li Mingchuan will wake up early and stop making meaningless struggles.

"Wait." Li Fan said, "You're leaving before you speak clearly? My brother and sister-in-law are soft-hearted, and there are some things that are difficult to say, so you really have nothing to fear!?"

Ye Tang stopped and looked at Li Fan.He hadn't seen Li Fan for many years, perhaps because of proper maintenance, the traces of the years were not obvious on her face, her hair was combed delicately, and her eyes were very unfriendly.

Li Fan started to ask: "How could Chuan Chuan be so well and suddenly like this? Did you seduce him?"

"Xiaofan!" Li Yang yelled to stop, what he said was really ugly, his complexion was already not very good-looking.

"Brother, why are you still protecting this scourge? How could Chuan Chuan fall in love with a man so well? When you brought him into Li's house, I said no, no matter how you raise him, you won't be familiar with it! Look Look! The Li family treated him kindly, but how did he come here to bite you back? How can we see people when the news gets out!?"

"That's enough, shut up!" Li Yang said.

Li Fan stopped talking and glared at Ye Tang.

"Xiaotang," Li Yang said after contemplating for a long time, "You and Ming Chuan, you two...how far have you gotten?"

Ye Tang also felt that it was really difficult for Li Yang. Li Yang, a conservative head of the family, after learning that his son fell in love with a man, probably destroyed his three views a lot.

Although he has decided to let go now, he did do a lot of ridiculous things behind Li Yang's and his wife's backs before. Looking back now, he really feels ashamed of his kindness to Li Yang and his wife.

"Uncle, Auntie, I was the one who was sorry for our mistakes when we were young. If you want to relieve your anger, I will let you handle it. But I promise, I will not have any abnormal relationship with Mingchuan in the future. Mingchuan is just not calm now. , which is more important, I think he will calm down and figure it out soon."

The implication is, how can people like Li Mingchuan not be able to tell which is more important, a man or the whole family?Ye Tang never felt that Li Mingchuan was born gay. Unlike himself, Li Mingchuan still had many choices. After the heat subsided for a while, it passed.

How could Li Yang not know about Li Mingchuan's romantic affairs outside these years?He really doesn't care about his own son's messy affairs. If he had to intervene in everything, I'm afraid he and his wife would have been angry for a long time, so all along, as long as there is no major incident, he will just turn a blind eye. Forget it, he felt that Li Mingchuan probably understood this level of tacit understanding, but he didn't expect that this time, he would not turn back and insisted on tearing his face.

"Let's go." Li Yang said, looking very tired.

Ye Tang felt that after such a toss, Li Yang had aged a lot in just a few months, and felt even more guilty.

"Brother, you just let him go like this? There must be an explanation for this matter!" Li Fan shouted.

Li Yang glared at Li Fan, the woman didn't dare to speak out anymore, Li Yang sighed, and said to Ye Tang, "I'll do it for myself in the future."

It is impossible to say that Li Yang is not angry. If it were someone else, he might not know what he would do.

But Ye Tang was different, he was the orphan of his old comrade-in-arms, and he watched Ye Tang grow up, and he was very clear about Ye Tang's character. To say that Ye Tang seduced Li Mingchuan, it would be better to say that Li Mingchuan was against Li Mingchuan. Ye Tang's overlord has a high chance of being aggressive, and Li Mingchuan has been used to domineering since he was a child, so it's not impossible for him to do this kind of thing.

Li Yang felt that he was almost in his sixtieth year. He had never experienced any wind and rain in his life, but he still underestimated his fate. He didn't expect that God had set him up like this now, just to see how he survived the catastrophe.

Ever since Ye Tang left Li's residence, he deliberately blocked all news about Li Mingchuan.

In fact, Li Fan scolded him right that day, he really couldn't do anything to be sorry for Li Yang and his wife, he probably didn't need him to be filial to Li Yang and his wife, but at least, he could do it without being embarrassing.

Eight months later, the new drama "Spy Shadow" starring Ye Tang started filming in Yuandian Film and Television City. This time, he was invited by screenwriter Feng Younian to film a TV series. It was tailor-made by Tang, and Ye Tang had to act in it.

It is a great recognition for an actor to be hand-picked by the screenwriter, and this screenwriter is also a god-level figure in the industry "Feng Lun", the implication is even more unusual. "Spy Shadow" has attracted a lot of attention since the filming started because of Feng Younian's blessing, and he hand-picked Ye Tang to play this gimmick.

The whole drama of "Spy Shadow" is set in the period of the Republic of China, revolves around the anti-Japanese theme, and tells the story of underground intelligence workers detouring among the country, the Communist Party, and Japan.The character played by Ye Tang is a double-faced spy. On the day of shooting the costume photo, Feng Younian also visited the set in person.

When Ye Tang walked out of the locker room, he was wearing a well-tailored and well-fitting officer's uniform. The material was crisp and fit perfectly, covering his slender and straight figure from head to toe. The belt around his waist was tightened to outline a tight waistline. The knee-length black military boots made his legs look ridiculously long, and his hair was neatly pulled back, revealing a smooth forehead and handsome facial features.

Feng Younian was very satisfied with Ye Tang's appearance, "It really is what I imagined Cheng Yun to be."

"Senior."

Feng Younian pursed his lips, "Look at those little girls over there, their eyes are straight!"

Ye Tang lowered his head and chuckled, knowing in his heart that no matter how good the rumors were, if he could get Feng Younian's invitation, it would still be considered cheating.How many people have made a lot of money to be able to appear in Feng Younian's drama, but Feng Younian pushed himself to play the leading role. He is grateful for this kindness, "Thank you, Younian."

"Thank you for what I did? You deserve it. This role belongs to you." Seeing Ye Tang's career improving, Feng Younian is really happy for Ye Tang, "And with your current number of fans, are you willing The producers should be delighted to accept this drama from ear to ear!"

Feng Younian patted Ye Tang on the back, and explained the past with a smile. Although he could not be a lover, it is very rare to have a bosom friend like this in life.

But the entertainment circle said it was big, and it was small. During the filming of "The Spy", Ye Tang actually met another acquaintance.

There is a fierce gunfight scene in "Spy Shadow", which is about the protagonist Cheng Yun's assassination of the villain's high-ranking officials. One of the villain's senior officials' right-hand men is none other than Liao Zhan.

Ye Tang hadn't seen Liao Zhan for quite a while. Since the previous "elbow hit the door" incident, he has been negative/negative/new/news constantly, and even an indecent video suspected of having an intimate relationship with a man was exposed. It's been a long time, and this time we meet again in the crew, Liao Zhan no longer has the pomp and arrogance, he only brings an assistant by his side, and the roles he takes on are pitifully few.

After the filming started, Ye Tang raised his gun and shot at Liao Zhan with a "bang bang". The blood bag on Liao Zhan's body exploded, and the plasma sprayed out. Liao Zhan's body trembled a few times with the explosion. The camera is turned sideways, finally reaching the ground.

"Cut!" the director stopped, holding a loudspeaker, and shouted: "That 'assistant [-]', if you want to die, hurry up and stop spinning around and trembling! Do it all over again!"

Liao Zhan got up in embarrassment, and the staff changed him into the same tattered clothes, and repacked the blood bag.

Turn on the computer and reshoot the same scene.

Ye Tang raised his gun again to shoot, and the blood pack on Liao Zhan exploded. Liao Zhan's face was full of grief, and when he fell down, his expression was very grim. After struggling on the ground for a moment, he finally stopped moving.

"Ca! Assistant [-]! Die quickly! Don't waste everyone's time! Do it again! If you can't do it again, this paragraph will be over!"

When the staff changed Liao Zhan's clothes and blood bag, the makeup artist also stepped forward to touch up Ye Tang's makeup, the assistant put on a down jacket for Ye Tang, and someone came forward with a hand warmer and a hot water cup, taking care of Ye Tang extremely well thoughtful.

The makeup artist muttered a few words: "It's such a cold day, everyone is freezing here, just for him to retake over and over again, he is really embarrassed!"

Perhaps the director's threat to cut the scene worked. The third time Ye Tang fired at Liao Zhan, Liao Zhan didn't make any further mistakes, and just fell back and died. This scene was finally over, and the next step was for Ye Tang to shoot. Supplement close-up.

Ye Tang never spoke to Liao Zhan, but after the filming of the scene, Liao Zhan was already in disgrace, and in the end, there was no one to respond, and he walked out of the set by himself.

Ye Tang didn't even have time to sigh with emotion after the rising stars in the area had come to such a bleak end now.

And the showbiz is often so realistic, whoever is popular will be the big one, once Liao Zhan was on the set, the director had to give some face, but now even shooting a few more shots is considered a waste of film, just like a dead dog, The posture of the tree falling and the monkeys scattered makes people sigh.

Ye Tang had tasted what it was like to fall to the bottom of the valley, and expected that Liao Zhan's proud peacock would not have a good time.

At the same time, in City H, thousands of miles away from Yuandian, in a highly private medical institution, Li Mingchuan was being held up by two tall medical staff, and he was forcibly injected with a drug in front of a heavy iron gate. Tranquilizer.

He was wearing a light blue hospital gown, and a thin steel chain was tied between his bare feet.

A man in a gray suit walked up to Li Mingchuan and said, "Young master, don't try to escape anymore. Mr. Li said that he won't let you out until you complete your 'correction'. Don't waste your time." I have strength."

"Go away!" Li Mingchuan roared, but his voice sounded very weak.At first he still had the strength to struggle, but soon, his body began to lose consciousness under the effect of the sedative, and he could only be held up and gasped in embarrassment.

Li Mingchuan never expected that Li Yang would put him in the "homosexual correction hospital" - this hospital is said to be a psychological treatment institution, but it is actually a mental hospital. He is treated as a mental patient all day long. Either locked in a small ward, or taken to the consulting room to receive "electric shock therapy", and because he refused to cooperate, he was either tied up or injected with sedatives for most of the day, and he was in a daze all day long. like a prisoner.

"I want to see Ye Tang." Li Mingchuan said.

"I'm afraid it won't work." The man in the suit replied. He didn't expect that Mr. Li would be so cruel this time that he really locked Li Mingchuan into this hospital. The instructions they received were right and wrong. As a result, he was not allowed to release him, and neither visits nor phone calls were allowed, which meant that Li Mingchuan was cut off from all contact with the outside world.

"let me out!"

"I'm sorry, master." The man in the suit sighed and winked at the medical staff.

The two medical staff understood, and carried Li Mingchuan to a consultation room. In the center of the rare room was a leather medical bed. Unlike ordinary beds, leather restraint belts were placed on many sides of this medical bed. .

When Li Mingchuan approached the medical bed, his body, which was already powerless to resist, suddenly struggled. His eyes were full of resistance, but he still couldn't resist the restraint of the medical staff, and was finally pinned on the bed.

His hands and feet were tied to the treatment bed with leather restraint belts, and the neck, waist, and knee joints were also reinforced with belts. After some restraints, he had almost no room for movement. , can only maintain this posture of being slaughtered by others, lying on the bed and being manipulated by others.

A doctor in a white coat walked into the ward, checked the people who were tied up on the eye hospital bed, seemed quite satisfied, and then went straight to unbutton Li Mingchuan's coat.

Li Mingchuan had a look of disgust on his face, but his body had nowhere to hide, and he didn't even have the strength to struggle. He stared at the doctor fiercely and said, "Don't touch me with your dirty hands."

The doctor smiled and said, "I know you have serious cleanliness. It doesn't matter if you don't close it. Behavior modification is our specialty here. Maybe I can cure your cleanliness together."

The doctor connected two electrodes to Li Mingchuan's exposed chest, and then fixed his head with a helmet-shaped electric shock device on the bed. Finally, in order to prevent Li Mingchuan from biting his tongue during the electric shock treatment, he He put on a rubber muzzle.

The doctor said while doing it: "Our corrective treatment comes from the school of behavioral psychology. The key to the treatment is to establish an ideal 'conditioning effect', to strengthen the behavior you should achieve through rewards, and to make you develop the behavior that needs to be corrected through punishment. Resist. You know that running away is not allowed in my place. Since you broke the rules, you have to accept the consequences. Every time you try to escape again, I will make the 'punishment' more severe. Remember, it's you Caused it, don't blame me."

Li Mingchuan opened his eyes angrily, but he couldn't even make the slightest movement of his head, and he could only make some "huh" sounds from his mouth.

He watched as the doctor took off his trousers, down to where the knees were bound.Under the hospital gown, he was not allowed to wear any of his own underwear. After the doctor took off his pants, he closed his eyes in shame.This feeling of being deprived of action and dignity made him wish to kill the doctor, but he couldn't do anything. The effect of the tranquilizer made him unable to even move his fingers.

The doctor copied the other two electric shock pads in his hands, walked to Li Mingchuan's waist, looked at the triangular area where the pubic hair had been forcibly shaved, and finally pressed the electric shock pads on the most vulnerable part of the man.

Li Mingchuan's treatment bed was raised at an angle, so that he could just watch the TV in the treatment room. The doctor played a video, which was an intimate picture of two men. Li Mingchuan never opened his eyes, but But he couldn't cover his ears, and the sound of the two men's * * still fell into his ears.

Immediately afterwards, the doctor unexpectedly turned on the power switch of the electric shocker. Li Mingchuan was caught off guard by a sharp pain and his whole body tensed up, but he refused to make a sound of showing weakness.

This is the treatment he has been receiving every day for the past few months - the so-called behavior modification is nothing more than using electric shocks to remind him of the intimacy between men and he can no longer get an erection.

In the consultation room, the video was playing all the time, and the iron bed under Li Mingchuan made "creaking" sounds because of his tense muscles from time to time, but the atmosphere in the air did not have any erotic meaning at all, but was abnormally heavy.