self-awareness

Li Mingchuan recalled that period of the past. Before Ye Tang became his assistant, he was actually half of his family's helper. At that time, he was still living in the Li family's mansion. Ye Tang's father was his father's driver, and his father was also retired from the army. former comrades in arms.

Li Mingchuan's father, Li Yang, was one of those people who rode the tide of reform and opening up. His background in the capital was intertwined. He first made his fortune from the privatization of state-owned factories and relied on monopoly, then got involved in real estate, and later invested in various emerging industries. , entertainment and sports, the Internet, new energy, and no one who can make money is left behind. He acts decisively and has a hawkish style. He is a legendary figure in the business world. Continue to flourish.

Back then, when Ye Tang's father, Ye Shuhai, brought Ye Tang to join Li Yang, Li Yang left the father and son behind without saying a word. Ye Shuhai didn't have a high degree of education, so Li Yang arranged for him to drive for him, knowing that Ye Tang's mother When he passed away early, Ye Shuhai had difficulty raising the children by himself, so he simply asked Ye Tang to live in the Li family's three-story house and take care of them together.

Li Yang originally wanted Ye Shuhai to live in. He said that the house is big and has many rooms, but Ye Shuhai declined, saying that it would be inconvenient for the Li family and his family to live in this way for a big man. Qian lives in a dormitory for singles, and it would be great if Ye Tang could live in Li's house.

Later, Ye Shuhai remarried and gave birth to another son. Under this arrangement, Ye Tang simply lived in Li's house for a long time. He lived there for ten years, from the age of 12 to 22, and did not move out until he graduated from university.

During this period, no one really treated Ye Tang as a servant, but Ye Tang always abided by his duty and was polite to the Li family. When he was a little older, he began to do his best to take care of the housework for the Li family. The appearance of a good-natured boy, who has a certain amount of advance and retreat, is modest and polite, and sets off Li Mingchuan as a negative example.

Tan Chen is a friend Li Mingchuan met when he was wearing crotch pants, but he was sent to the United States by his family to study after graduating from junior high school, and he didn't return to China until last month. Ye Tang also worked as Li Mingchuan's assistant for a while, and his memory of Ye Tang was still in junior high school.

It was the summer of the second year of junior high school, the age when boys were restless and rebellious.

A group of Li Mingchuan's classmates went to his house to refresh their mobile phones, and when they got tired of playing, they ran around in the Li family's big house. I don't know who opened the door next to the stairs on the first floor. A pile of photos was found in the drawer.

At that time, computers were not yet popular, and game consoles were still in the era of red and white machines. The photos taken were not archived in the computer, but were washed out and saved one by one through the film.There is a thick stack of photos, all of which are Li Mingchuan alone. Some are Li Mingchuan taking a nap at home, some are playing ball at school, and some are shopping outside, but all of them seem to have been taken when Li Mingchuan didn't know.

Li Mingchuan only went to the toilet, and when he came back, he saw a few boys playing with something in Ye Tang's room, and when he went to look at the photos of himself, he also froze in place.

It was also at this time that the owner of the room returned to the Li family mansion.

Li Mingchuan could never forget Ye Tang's expression at that time.Li Mingchuan later recalled that if Tan Chen and the others hadn't been booing and humiliating at that time, maybe Ye Tang, a tolerant person, would have endured the matter, but the 14-year-old boys don't know what is enough is enough, they don't know how to reveal To save some face for people after the scars were opened, some people took the lead in shouting "peeping tom", "pervert", and "disgusting", followed by Ye Tang's ruthless fists raining down.

On Ye Tang's pale face, the expression seemed to have been greatly insulted. It was as if you had bloodily exposed a person's deepest hidden secret and made it public as a joke for everyone. Finally touched the bottom line of people.

The group fight had a tragic ending, and the maids did not dare to intervene for fear of offending others. If Li Yang hadn't come back early, they couldn't have stopped it at all.Of the six people, everyone was admitted to the hospital, each with a bruised nose and swollen face, and Ye Tang was the worst, because most of the punches were aimed at him.

Later, the adults of the family settled the matter privately without letting the school know, but after everyone returned to school, some unpleasant rumors spread like wildfire, saying "Ye Tang is gay", "Ye Tang has a crush on Li Mingchuan" ", "Ye Tang has voyeurism", "Don't go to the bathroom with Ye Tang, he will peep at your dick" and so on.

Ye Tang was soon isolated at school, and there were always people who would trouble him. He was always alone and had no friends. The last few semesters of junior high school were not easy.

When everyone talked about this incident, most of them were sympathetic to Li Mingchuan. It was an attitude similar to "it's unfortunate that you are being targeted by shit bugs".

In fact, Li Mingchuan didn't dislike Ye Tang. He always felt that he was also responsible when the matter developed to this point, but at the age of 14 or 5, he was greatly influenced by his peers. Ye Tang said something, but he didn't even ask Ye Tang why he kept his photo secretly.This matter passed away in a daze under his deliberate forgetting.

Later, everyone went to high school, went to different universities, and grew up separately, so they stopped talking about that time.

Tan Chen: "Actually, to be honest, when I think about it now, my brothers were quite messy at the time, digging through other people's things, digging out other people's secrets, I can't blame Ye Tang for doing it at that time."

Li Mingchuan: "..."

Tan Chen: "I've been outside these years, and I've seen a lot of things like this. How many countries have legalized gay marriage. Now that I think about it, these things are nothing. But he is indeed gay, right?"

Li Mingchuan: "Why do you care so much about him?"

Tan Chen said frankly: "Dude, there is a brother who has taken a fancy to him. Next time, bring him out and introduce him?"

Tan Chen is the only seedling of three generations of the Tan family, the second-generation ancestor to the letter, spoiled by the family lawless, even if he played too much outside, he was acquiesced by turning a blind eye to him. As long as no one is killed, nothing happens. With the Tan family around, he was even more confident. Not long after returning to China, he made a group of good friends, some of whom were male and female, and there were many people who played with second- and third-tier stars, Internet celebrities and so on.

Li Mingchuan's tone turned cold in an instant, "Tell your friend, don't try to get his idea."

Tan Chen looked surprised, "Why, he has a famous woman? Who is it?"

Although Tan Chen has stayed abroad for many years, he is well aware of this in the circle. His uncles and uncles have done a lot of demonstrations. It is not unusual for everyone to take care of and be taken care of. , so when Li Mingchuan said that Ye Tang was out of business, his first reaction was that Ye Tang already had a financial backer.

"He's not from your circle."

Tan Chen took off the sunglasses on Li Mingchuan's face with a "swish", and turned Li Mingchuan's face to look left and right, with a ghostly expression on his face.

Li Mingchuan wrinkled his handsome face, "Why?"

"I wonder if you took the wrong medicine? Why does it sound like you have so much interest in Ye Tang? You raped him?"

Li Mingchuan was used to Tan Chen's vulgar words, he shook off Tan Chen's hand, noncommittal.

Tan Chen had a smirk on his face, "I'm going, did I really fuck someone? It's not like you, you kid can do it! No, what's the matter with you two?

what happened?Li Mingchuan had also asked himself this question, if the first time he had sex with Ye Tang was because he was drunk and confused, what happened after that?He was clearly awake, but he still couldn't stop looking at Ye Tang's body. As for what was going on, he couldn't figure it out, and he didn't bother to figure it out.Maybe, as others have said, men are animals that think from the lower body, nothing more.

To him, Ye Tang should be regarded as a handy bed partner. Firstly, because Ye Tang grew up with Li's family, he knew everything about Ye Tang. He was clean and safe to use. Second, Ye Tang had received the favor of Li's family. Knowing how to repay kindness, you don't have to worry about him stabbing you in the back. Most importantly, apart from his family, Ye Tang is one of the few people who know that his temper has not been scared away. He doesn't need to spend too much energy on Ye Tang. No matter how hard he pleases, he can be himself in front of Ye Tang and feel comfortable.

As for Ye Tang's thoughts on him, although Ye Tang didn't say anything, he probably felt that Ye Tang liked him, but he had accepted too much of this kind of liking since his debut. In comparison, Ye Tang There seemed to be nothing special about his liking. He thanked Ye Tang for this liking, just like thanking fans for their love for him, but he couldn't give Ye Tang more. This was what they said from the beginning.

Originally thought that this kind of relationship would last forever, but who knows that Ye Tang has become more and more uncontrollable recently, repeatedly rejecting his invitations, plus he joined the film crew for three months before, the two of them had an almost five-year relationship. Haven't seen each other for a month.

He didn't bother to accompany others to play this kind of trick of playing hard to get. Li Mingchuan has always been a star, and it's not because of Ye Tang, but at this time, Gu Biao learned that Ye Tang would star in "Small Girl" The news of "Running Crazy" happened by accident, and he himself agreed to the invitation of the crew.

Tan Chen over there was obviously very interested, and was still asking, "Tell me, how does it taste? How is it better than women? I heard that men are much tighter than women..."

"If you want to know, find someone to try it yourself."

"I can't be tough on men, otherwise Ye Tang would still be waiting for you to attack?"

Li Mingchuan glanced at Tan Chen, Tan Chen didn't hold back, and smiled from ear to ear, "Don't tell me that Young Master Li is serious?"

Li Mingchuan sneered, and with just a wave, the busty South American girl by the pool came over coquettishly and sat on his lap. Li Mingchuan whispered a few words in the girl's ear, and the girl took a sip of her wine , crossed over to Li Mingchuan's mouth, and Li Mingchuan took advantage of the opportunity to kiss the girl with his tongue, the situation was extremely hot, someone by the pool saw it, and immediately whistled and made loud noises.

After the kiss, Li Mingchuan sent the girl away and looked at Tan Chen leisurely.

"Be willing to bow down!" Tan Chen smacked his tongue in conviction, thinking that this is the Li Mingchuan he knew. He said that he was going to attack Ye Tang just now, and the guard and hostility he saw in Li Mingchuan's eyes must be his own. .

Li Mingchuan bit the straw and continued to drink iced juice.

Tan Chen changed his mind and said again: "Ye Tang liked you so much at the beginning, but now you are eating him to death? Don't bully others, does Uncle Li know about this?"

When Li Mingchuan thought of Li Yang, his face darkened, "Don't mention my dad to me, it's annoying."

"Well, I won't mention it if I don't mention it, but don't blame my brother for not reminding you, you can have fun, don't take it too seriously, or it will be difficult to clean up when the time comes, and the family didn't urge you to get married? I just came back, and my mother started talking every day. Forcing me to go on a blind date."

Li Mingchuan understood what Tan Chen meant. For families like Li's and Tan's, pampering is one thing. Before marriage, they can play however they want, but when they reach the age of marriage, it is impossible to have the freedom they had before.They are all only children, and they will eventually get married and have children. The person they marry will also be carefully selected. It may not be the person they love the most, but it must be the person who is the most "suitable" for them. If that time comes, He still has a relationship with a man, which will only increase his troubles.

"However," Tan Chen continued, "Ye Tang has been with the Li family for so long, so he should know the rules, so you don't have to worry about that."

Li Mingchuan frowned, but said nothing.

Tan Chen: "There's just one more thing, you have to help your buddies get it done."

"what?"

Tan Chen said seriously: "My current girlfriend, Xiao Ru, is a fan of Ye Tang's movie."

Gu Mingchuan: "..."

Tan Chen: "Chuan'er, I really like her, but seeing how my mother arranged a blind date for me, I'm afraid I don't have much time left to be together."

It was rare for Li Mingchuan to see Tan Chenyi's affectionate face, as if he had swallowed a fly.

Tan Chenmian quickly recovered his smirk, "I met Ye Tang when I was recording the show and asked for my autograph."

Gu Mingchuan: "Get lost."

Tan Chen: "Thank you!"