self-awareness

After Ye Tang returned to Beijing, he didn't receive a new job for the time being, so he rested at home for a while.

This day, he went out to the supermarket to buy something, and happened to run into Feng Younian who came to see him.

"Senior?"

Feng Younian almost didn't recognize Ye Tang. Ye Tang was wearing a black cap, a black mask, and black clothes. "Ye Tang? Where are you going?"

"I'm going to the supermarket."

Feng Younian immediately realized that it might be inconvenient for Ye Tang to appear in public, so he concealed it and said immediately, "I'll go with you."

"Okay."

Ever since, the two big men walked together and went shopping in the supermarket.

Ye Tang entered the supermarket, lowering his head on purpose, never looking around, just going to some shelves purposefully to get his target products.

Feng Younian accompanied Ye Tang, pushing the shopping cart, watching the goods gradually pile up into a hill.

"You're still a foodie, and that doesn't seem to have changed," Feng Younian commented.

Ye Tang stuck out his tongue, his eyes searched for the items he wanted on the shelves.

Feng Younian soon discovered that almost all the products that Ye Tang piled into the shopping cart were printed with Li Mingchuan's photo. After a long time of picking, Ye Tang actually picked out a cart full of products endorsed by Li Mingchuan.

"He is really popular." Feng Younian sighed.

"Ok?"

"I said Li Mingchuan, his endorsement is everywhere."

Ye Tang replied hesitantly, "Yes", and walked forward to another shelf.

For so many years, he has formed such a habit of buying things. As long as it is a product endorsed by Li Mingchuan, he will definitely buy it back and use it.Mineral water, potato chips, chocolate, instant noodles, toothpaste, shower gel... His theory is that these things are all consumables anyway, and it's better to support his "idol" than to use someone else's.

But what Ye Tang thought was quite normal, in the eyes of others, it was not so normal.

Feng Younian asked: "I can't tell, are you still chasing stars? Are you his fan?"

Ye Tang never mentioned his past with Li Mingchuan to Feng Younian. Feng Younian only knew that he once had someone he liked, but he didn't know that person was Li Mingchuan. On this matter, I still have some reservations.

Ye Tang tried his best to look normal, and said, "Yes, he is my idol."

Feng Younian didn't understand the bitterness that flashed in Ye Tang's eyes, and the conversation was quickly diverted by Ye Tang.

"Senior, what do you want to eat tonight, let me make it for you?"

Feng Younian smiled, "Okay, I want to eat sweet and sour pork ribs."

"Okay!" Ye Tang yelled, and briskly ran to the meat department to weigh the ribs.

When Ye Tang and Feng Younian finished paying their bills and left the supermarket, the sky had already darkened. Feng Younian found that Ye Tang's expression finally relaxed a little, and he was not as wary as he was in the supermarket just now.

As a public figure, life will always be very inconvenient, right?He has also seen such and such negative reports about Ye Tang, so when the director asked whether he could add a role to Ye Tang in "The Emperor of Wu", he agreed without even thinking about it, even more than spending time writing the protagonist. More complex thoughts to carefully portray Ye Tang's role, hoping to help Ye Tang at work.

Feng Younian turned his head to look at Ye Tang, and suddenly felt that Ye Tang's body was quite thin, and his waist was so narrow that he could wrap it around with one arm. How could a man of such stature withstand such a great pressure from public opinion?

How much suffering did you have to suffer before you can get used to it and achieve the open-mindedness you are today?

"Buzz—" Ye Tang's phone rang suddenly, Ye Tang looked at the unfamiliar number, and finally answered it.

"Hello, is this Mr. Ye Tang?"

Ye Tang responded, "I am, who is it?"

"Mr. Ye, I'm a reporter from Jinhua Entertainment Times. I want to do a phone interview with you on the recent news about your disagreement with actor Liao Zhan."

"Sorry, I don't accept phone interviews."

"Then do you have any complaints about this matter? Is there a deviation in the media reports, and have you been wronged? We can rectify your name!"

Ye Tang hung up the phone.

Feng Younian: "A reporter?"

"Yeah." Ye Tang rubbed the corners of his eyes, his expression was not very good-looking.

"How do they know your private phone number? This is outrageous."

Ye Tang shook his head, "Forget it, don't let them disturb our mood, let's go home and stew ribs."

Looking at Ye Tang's smiling face, Feng Younian really wanted to say, stop smiling when you're sad, it makes people feel distressed, but in the end he didn't want to make the atmosphere too sentimental, so he didn't say anything.

He suddenly wanted to know, when those netizens were living their mouths and spreading heartbreaking remarks on the Internet, did they ever think that those random and willful words would give people a lot of attention? How much damage is this person doing?

Those remarks are neither swords nor swords, but they are sharper than swords, piercing people's hearts.

Ye Tang has never done anything harmful to nature, why is he always being criticized in this way?Is it because he is an actor that he is obliged to provide his own body for others to comment on and discuss?Are you obliged to bear all the malice of netizens?Who stipulated it?

Feng Younian finally rubbed Ye Tang's hair, then took the bag of vegetables from Ye Tang's hand, and said, "Let's go home."

When Feng Younian and Ye Tang returned to Ye Tang's residence with big and small bags of vegetables, they found Li Mingchuan waiting at Ye Tang's door.

Seeing that Li Mingchuan was also equipped with a hat, mask, and glasses, Ye Tang couldn't help being startled.

"Mingchuan? Why are you here?"

Feng Younian was also taken aback, he didn't expect Li Mingchuan to have friendship with Ye Tang in private.

Li Mingchuan didn't have to wait long. He flew back to Beijing from the film and television base in Jiangnan, and immediately rushed to Ye Tang's residence after getting off the plane.Yes, he has always had a backup key to Ye Tang's residence, and Ye Tang had it when he was his assistant.

But when Li Mingchuan saw Ye Tang and Feng Younian walking out of the elevator talking and laughing, carrying supermarket bags in their hands, the picture was harmonious like a pair of couples living together, he suddenly realized that he came here as if it was too much. .

He was always worried about Ye Tang, every time he thought of tossing Ye Tang to the point of losing his mind that day, and leaving before he could say goodbye to others the next day, he wished to put down the work at hand and fly back to Beijing immediately.Later, through Chai Bing, he found out that Ye Tang was ill, and he was worried again, wishing that Chai Bing would report Ye Tang's situation in time every hour.He has lived for so long, and he has never been so concerned about anyone.

Now he managed to spare half a day and one night, flew back to Beijing immediately, and flew back to the film and television base the next morning to continue working, only to find that the person he worried about day and night was having a hot fight with another man.

This man is none other than Feng Lun, the screenwriter of "The Emperor of Wu", also known as Feng Younian, a comrade who has already come out of the closet.

Li Mingchuan replied: "Of course I came to see you, open the door quickly, it will be very troublesome if someone comes later."

Ye Tang knew what Li Mingchuan meant, and hurriedly opened the door.

Li Mingchuan entered the door in front of Feng Younian, then turned around and blocked the person out intentionally or unintentionally, "Mr. Feng, I have something to ask Ye Tang, and I want to borrow his time."

Li Mingchuan's posture of seeing off the guests was very obvious. Feng Younian looked at the two of them inquiringly, and was a little hesitant.

But Ye Tang bypassed Li Mingchuan, invited Feng Younian into the house, and closed the door.

He said to Li Mingchuan: "Mingchuan, Teacher Feng is my guest, and I invited him to my house for dinner."

Ye Tang's porch was separated from the living room by a wall. Ye Tang asked Feng Younian to sit in the living room first. As soon as Feng Younian left, Li Mingchuan grabbed Ye Tang facing the wall with one move.

"Uh!" Ye Tang bumped his shoulder against the wall, and let out a muffled groan, but because Feng Younian was in the living room, it was difficult for him to have an attack.

Li Mingchuan leaned forward, bit Ye Tang's ear, and said in a low voice, "Why didn't I know that you and Teacher Feng are so familiar?"

Ye Tang was trembling from Li Mingchuan's hot and humid exhalation, "Why didn't you make a phone call?"

Ye Tang's original intention was to worry that with Li Mingchuan's identity, if he showed up at his house without contacting him in advance, if any spectators were aroused, the scene would be difficult to control.But when Li Mingchuan heard these words, his taste changed.

Li Mingchuan clamped Ye Tang's hands behind his back, thrust one leg between the man's legs forcefully, and saw Ye Tang's sideways face with satisfaction, his eyelashes trembled.

"Why, are you afraid that I will disturb your good business with the senior?"

"What nonsense are you talking about... um..."

Li Mingchuan grabbed Ye Tang's hair with one hand, and domineeringly kissed the lips that made him think about it day and night, and completely shut the man's words back into his mouth.

He misses this body so much, he misses it so much that he can't wait to possess it immediately, it's okay if he doesn't see it, but when he sees it, the thought of wanting to hold him down and love him until he begs for mercy is like setting fire to a prairie fire" Bass "burned.

In the room, Feng Younian's voice sounded: "Ye Tang, let me put the fresh food you bought into the refrigerator for you first!"

Ye Tang's whole body tensed up when he heard Feng Younian's words. Li Mingchuan changed his position and bit his neck.

Ye Tang tried his best to make his voice sound normal, and replied: "Okay, I'll say a few words and go over right away!"

Li Mingchuan bit Ye Tang's collarbone in dissatisfaction, causing Ye Tang to raise his neck.

"Right now!? You can't wait."

Ye Tang: "..."

Li Mingchuan's low voice, like a very bewitching pharaoh's spell, made Ye Tang's hair stand on end.

He was about to be driven crazy by Li Mingchuan. Li Mingchuan was in heat everywhere regardless of the occasion, but he was extremely worried. Feng Younian was in the room a few steps away. He couldn't imagine what it would be like if his senior saw him like this. What kind of result, this tension made his whole body stiff, for fear of causing unnecessary movement.

But Li Mingchuan seemed to enjoy the thrill of being smashed at any time. Ye Tang's nervous appearance made him worse. On the elbows, the neckline of the close-fitting T-shirt was pulled to one side, and his breathing became no longer steady.

Li Mingchuan slid his fingers into Ye Tang's mouth, poked/fiddled in the soft mouth, then slid into Ye Tang's lower back, reaching for the secret place.

Ye Tang was startled and struggled, but he didn't dare to raise his voice: "Don't—"

Li Mingchuan has always been fearless. Seeing Ye Tang's nervous look, he just took it for fun. So what if Feng Younian is in the room?Even if Feng Younian was in the room, he still wanted to do whatever he wanted.

Unexpectedly, Ye Tang was really cornered this time, and kicked back fiercely, and escaped from Li Mingchuan's restraint when no one was prepared.

"Huha——" Ye Tang managed to catch his breath, and quickly put his clothes together.

Li Mingchuan took a kick for no reason, and the unhappiness in his heart had begun to multiply. Ye Tang's act of getting dressed in a hurry touched his sensitive nerves - he actually saw the offended look on Ye Tang's face. look.

The next moment, Li Mingchuan put an elbow across Ye Tang's throat, slamming his back against the wall, and firmly pinched Ye Tang's vitals with his other hand.

"Uh—" Ye Tang gasped in pain.

"Why are you nervous? Afraid of being seen by your senior?? Doesn't he know who you are? Huh?"

Ye Tang was a little annoyed by Li Mingchuan's nonsense, he really didn't want Feng Younian to know his relationship with Li Mingchuan, what was he to Li Mingchuan?friends with benefits?Bed partner?One of the many backup lovers?

This relationship made it difficult for him to talk about it. Even he looked down on himself, so how could he open his mouth to tell the people who cared about him?

Li Mingchuan is like a cancer in his heart, devouring his perception of right and wrong. He knows that he has completely rotted, but he still tries to maintain his superficial dignity. At least in front of Feng Younian, he doesn't want to be seen. Unbearable.

"I have guests, so don't mess around here. If you have anything to do with me, just talk about it here." Ye Tang said as calmly as possible.

Li Mingchuan looked at the man's handsome face, with a look of avoiding him, and his heart skipped a beat for no reason.Ye Tang invited Feng Younian into the house, but let him speak at the porch, making it clear that he didn't want to let him into the house, and he came back all the way all the way, just for such a person?

Then Feng Younian is even more suspicious. How close are these two people?What did he do behind his back that he didn't know about?He really didn't expect that Ye Tang, who usually thinks that humans and animals are harmless, also has such a duplicitous side.

Li Mingchuan breathed a sigh of relief, the fists in his hands were clenched, but he still tried to soften his tone and express his intention: "Follow me to a place."

Ye Tang: "I can't leave now."

Li Mingchuan said again: "Ye Tang, let your senior go home and tell him that you are going to a place with me."

Li Mingchuan convinced himself that as long as Ye Tang was willing to go with him at this time, today's unhappiness would be ignored.

Ye Tang felt that Li Mingchuan was simply making trouble for no reason, so he pushed Li Mingchuan away, and refused: "Mingchuan, I said that there are guests, and it is inconvenient to leave, next time."

Ye Tang didn't want to entangle Li Mingchuan any more at this time. It would be impolite to make Feng Younian wait for too long. He entered the room and poured Feng Younian a glass of water, and turned on the TV for others. After doing all this, he returned to the entrance , unexpectedly found that Li Mingchuan hadn't left yet.

Li Mingchuan stood where he was, and truly experienced what it meant to be unpopular. Seeing Ye Tang's attitude, he was almost kicked out of the house.

He laughed angrily, "You have a new love, so you can't wait for me to leave? Does your senior know how you spread your legs and got fucked by me?"

Ye Tang: "..."

Seeing that Ye Tang was about to lose his head, Li Mingchuan knew that his words had worked, so he said mercilessly, "Aren't you going to have a man? I've only been away for a few days, and you're so impatient to lead me." The man goes home for the night? Are you cheap?"

"Li Mingchuan!" Ye Tang's expression was already very embarrassing, and he realized that in Li Mingchuan's eyes, he was such a cheap image.

His feelings have never been worth anything to Li Mingchuan.

Ye Tang tried to calm down and said, "If you came here to say these humiliating words, please leave immediately."

"Why, are you afraid of being heard by your seniors? You also know shame?"

"Shut up!" Ye Tang couldn't bear it anymore.

Even though he had already guessed what he would look like in Li Mingchuan's eyes, he was still heartbroken when he heard such words.But the sad thing is that this despicable image was created by him alone, no one forced him, he was indeed willing to degenerate, his greed for Li Mingchuan made him even have no room to refute at this moment.

"What are you talking about?" Feng Younian finally came over.

He thought it was inconvenient for Ye Tang and Li Mingchuan to talk in front of him, so he kept avoiding it, but the voices of the two just now didn't sound quite right, as if there was a dispute, so he had to come over to check.

Seeing Ye Tang's pale face, Feng Younian stepped forward and patted Ye Tang on the shoulder, asking, "Ye Tang, are you okay?"

Li Mingchuan already had a bad impression of Feng Younian, but now seeing his hand on Ye Tang's shoulder was even more dazzling.

"Come with me now, I want to take you to a place." Li Mingchuan said to Ye Tang for the last time.

He rushed back without hesitation, and indeed he had serious business with Ye Tang. He decided to give Ye Tang one last chance, as long as Ye Tang agreed to go with him, then he could forgive Ye Tang for his nonsense, and he would treat Feng Younian as well. Don't pursue it anymore.

But Ye Tang seemed extremely exhausted, and said, "I won't go with you. You can go."

Li Mingchuan was silent for a while, then suddenly grabbed Ye Tang's arm, forcefully trying to take him away.

Ye Tang exclaimed in surprise, "Let go of me!"

Feng Younian stood in front of Ye Tang, grabbed Li Mingchuan's arm with one hand, and stopped him, "Mr. Li, Ye Tang said he didn't want to go with you, why do you force others to make things difficult for you?"

Li Mingchuan has a very strong rejection of close contact with outsiders, and he usually hides that rejection very well. If it is necessary for work, or for the welfare of fans, he will prepare psychologically in advance, so most From the perspective of time, he was normal in this respect, but when he met Feng Younian, he was caught off guard. In addition, his rejection of people with psychological resistance would be even stronger, so it was almost Feng Younian who met him. The moment the arm was lifted, he exploded.

Li Mingchuan suppressed the discomfort all over his body and said, "Take your dirty hands away."

Feng Younian didn't expect Li Mingchuan to tear his face apart, and he didn't show weakness: "Let go of Ye Tang first, and I will naturally take my hands away."

It was too late to say it, but Li Mingchuan's other hand quickly formed a fist, hitting Feng Younian hard on the face!

When Feng Younian felt the wind of Li Mingchuan's fist, he quickly dodged it, but was still hit by Li Mingchuan on the side of the face, bit his tongue immediately, and there was a bloody smell in his mouth.

Li Mingchuan's punch was ruthless, if he hadn't dodged in time, his teeth might have been knocked out.

Feng Younian rubbed the corner of his mouth. He didn't want to fight at first, but he lost his mind after being so provoked by Li Mingchuan, and then punched him backhand, which turned out to be a fight with Li Mingchuan!

Ye Tang was shocked by this sudden change. He knew Li Mingchuan. Li Mingchuan had practiced Sanda, and he was absolutely ruthless in his fights. Although Feng Younian could also fight, he was by no means Li Mingchuan's opponent.

Besides, with so many endorsements on Li Mingchuan's face, if something good or bad happens, Feng Younian may not be able to compensate and cause trouble. He must stop this undeniable ruthless fight.

Li Mingchuan quickly knocked Feng Younian to the ground, and then kicked him.

"Stop! Stop hitting! Li Mingchuan! Stop hitting!"

Ye Tang sternly stopped and stood in front of Feng Younian.

"Get up." Li Mingchuan said.

Ye Tang almost rushed over to block the fallen man, that look was really, really glaring.

But Ye Tang always stood in front of Feng Younian, on the opposite side of him.

"Enough is enough Ming Chuan, you have made enough trouble, you are not welcome here, please leave." Ye Tang said.

Li Mingchuan's pupils shrank. In his impression, Ye Tang had never treated him so harshly, let alone drive him away, but in just a short period of time, Ye Tang had already said twice about driving him away. all over.

He felt that Ye Tang was really daring, but at the same time, he felt that it was ridiculous for him to rush back because of such a person.

what happened to him?How could he make such a stupid mistake and lose control of his emotions for such a person?

Li Mingchuan didn't say anything, didn't even look at Ye Tang again, turned around and left the room.