self-awareness

Ye Shuhai's day was an unremarkable day, he drove Li Yang's black Audi a8 of Beijing A brand to Li Yang's mansion as usual to pick up Li Yang for the meeting in the afternoon.

Ye Shuhai and Li Yang were old comrades in the army. After changing jobs, Ye Shuhai came to join Li Yang and worked as a driver for Li Yang. Li Yang intended to give Ye Shuhai a better chance to develop, but Ye Shuhai was an honest person, and he thought that his education I'm not tall, and I didn't want to hold back my old buddies, so I kept working hard.

The treatment that Li Yang gave Ye Shuhai was the best in the industry, and he also helped to raise Ye Tang, who was a fool, so that Ye Shuhai could re-establish a happy little family. Ye Shuhai was always very grateful to Li Yang.

On this day, when Ye Shuhai was driving from his home to Li Yang's mansion, he missed a traffic light, and was thinking about whether to turn around, when a cement truck drove across the road and drove on the reverse road, heading towards Ye Shuhai. Came in an Audi.

Ye Shuhai cursed and turned the steering wheel sharply, but it was too late.

The Audi's entire car was smashed into the cement truck's site, and the roof was smashed to pieces.

Ye Shuhai died almost instantly, without a trace of pain.

When Ye Tang rushed to the hospital, Aunt Qin was in agony on the chair in the corridor. Her son Ye Feng was sitting next to him, hugging his mother, weeping silently.

Ye Tang felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped by someone. He rushed here just now, he didn't even want to wait for an elevator, and ran all the way up to the 5th floor, but when he really came here, he didn't Dare to step forward.

The great fear almost overwhelmed him. The scene of his mother's death when he was 8 years old coincided with the scene in front of him.Pale hospital walls, wailing in pain, and relatives who can no longer open their eyes and become cold...

Ye Tang's legs were weak, and he was almost unable to stand still, so he supported the wall.

"Brother." Ye Feng called out.

He was wearing the uniform of a high school student, his young face was shrouded in sadness, his eyes were red and ugly, and tears kept flowing out.

"Aunt Qin, Xiaofeng...my dad..."

Aunt Qin couldn't help crying again, Ye Feng wiped his face, pointed to a room, "Dad is inside..."

Ye Tang felt that his feet were filled with lead, and it was so difficult to breathe. He knew that the front might be unbearable for him, but he still walked towards the ward step by step.

This is a temporary morgue. Ye Shuhai's body was laid flat in the center of the morgue. Because of the car accident, his face was completely changed and he was almost unrecognizable. Only the obvious brown birthmark and wedding ring on the back of his left hand able to prove the identity of the deceased.

Ye Tang felt as if his whole body was frozen, completely cold.

He took a step forward, but suddenly felt dizzy, his cold stomach turned upside down, and he almost vomited out.

In the end, he almost fell to his knees and climbed up to Ye Shuhai's corpse.

"Dad..." Ye Tang called softly, and the next moment tears welled up in his eyes.

The grief of losing a loved one made him feel that the world was falling apart, his eyes went dark, and he was almost unable to hold on.

Outside the morgue, Ye Feng suddenly shouted: "Mom! What's wrong with you, Mom!? Come here! My mother passed out!"

Ye Tang propped himself up, saw Aunt Qin collapsed on Ye Feng's body outside the door, gritted his teeth and stood up.

Now he's the only man in the family, he can't be broken, and he's needed.

In the private room of the private club in the suburbs, Li Mingchuan was having a candlelight dinner with Liao Zhan.

Since Li Mingchuan's support, Liao Zhan's star path has gradually become smoother and smoother. Not only did he act as the second male lead in Li Mingchuan's last movie, but he also joined Ye Tang in the recording of "Small Run", and his popularity is expected to skyrocket.

Liao Zhan borrowed more and more work, and finally took half a day out of his schedule, so he asked Li Mingchuan out immediately.

Li Mingchuan Duojin Youyan has a good family background, after Liao Zhan tasted some sweetness from Li Mingchuan, he was determined to hug the man's thigh tightly and open up a bright future for himself.

The two of them had already worked hard for more than a dozen rounds in the presidential suite of the guild hall in the afternoon, and they came down to the restaurant for dinner in the evening.

This candlelight dinner was specially prepared by Liao Zhan, but he found that Li Mingchuan was a little absent-minded about eating.

"Brother Li, what are you thinking? Isn't the food delicious?"

Li Mingchuan was distracted and didn't hear what Liao Zhan asked, "What did you say?"

Liao Zhan flattened his mouth, "I ordered this top-quality wagyu beef three weeks in advance, isn't it to your liking?"

Li Mingchuan was a little upset, his mind was always thinking about Ye Tang's appearance when he left home, and he replied indiscriminately: "It's good."

Liao Zhan was able to attract Li Mingchuan at the beginning, so naturally he had some tricks. He raised his leg under the table, slowly slid up Li Mingchuan's calf, and finally reached into the secret triangle area, flexibly teasing the man with his toes. Sensitive place.

Liao Zhan: "If the wagyu is not tasty, can I let you eat it?"

Li Mingchuan looked at Liao Zhan, but Ye Tang's words sounded in his mind - "I'm alone, can't I?"

What was Ye Tang's expression when he asked this?It seemed to be very prudent and careful, as if holding his most precious thing with anxiety.

Li Mingchuan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, as if he had failed something, and he was afraid that he would never get it back.

Li Mingchuan let Liao Zhan tease him, but he didn't feel anything physically. It was the same when he was with Liao Zhan just now. Liao Zhan was so enthusiastic, but he couldn't get excited.Liao Zhan graduated from the Dance Academy. Originally, Li Mingchuan thought that Liao Zhan's waist was so soft that he couldn't stop him, but now he thinks that's the case.

Li Mingchuan took out his mobile phone without interest, and Li Mingchuan was startled.

The cell phone had been turned to silent before, but after looking at it, there were more than 20 incoming calls. After clicking on it, it turned out that it was all from his father Li Yang.

Li Mingchuan had an ominous premonition, Li Yang usually didn't call him, and there was usually nothing good to do when he called.

Just when his eyelids were twitching, Li Yang called again.

Li Mingchuan: "Hello, Dad."

Li Yang's growling voice came from the receiver immediately, which made people feel deafened, "Why don't you answer the phone, you bastard!!!"

Even Liao Zhan also heard the voice from the mobile phone, and stopped the seductive action under his feet in embarrassment.

Li Mingchuan's face turned half black, "Dad, I was busy just now, what do you want from me?"

"Busy!? You are so busy! Doing nonsense all day long! I don't care where you are now, just get the hell out of here right now!"

"Dad, I can't get away now. If there's nothing important, I'll come back and find you."

Li Yang paused for a while, and finally said: "Ye Tang's father got into a car accident and left in the afternoon. He is in the Air Force General Hospital. If you don't come here now, you will never come back!"

An hour later, Li Mingchuan's car parked in the parking lot of the Air Force General Hospital. He limped into the hospital building and went straight to the fifth floor of the hospital.

As soon as he got out of the elevator, he happened to see Li Yang talking to someone, his face was full of pain, many people came in the corridor, most of them belonged to Li's family.

Li Mingchuan stepped forward and asked, "Dad, where's Ye Tang?"

Li Yang glared at Li Mingchuan, and said mercilessly in front of others: "You bastard!"

Li Mingchuan took a deep breath and asked again: "Where is Ye Tang?"

On the way to the hospital just now, he almost scolded himself to death. He said that Ye Shuhai left in the afternoon. At that time, he was having a hot fight with Liao Zhan on the bed. When he thought about how Ye Tang faced all this alone Yes, he will go crazy with self-blame.

Ye Shuhai is Ye Tang's only blood relative in this world. No matter what the outside news reports about their father-son relationship, he knows how much Ye Tang cares about his relatives.

"Go and see your Auntie Qin first. Auntie Qin is in ward 604, and Ye Tang and Ye Feng are with her. There are still many things to take care of in the future. You will help Auntie Qin to do everything well, and do your best to meet any requirements." Li Yang confessed.

Li Mingchuan nodded, "Uncle Ye..."

Li Yang shook his head, "In the car accident, the person disappeared immediately, and there was no suffering."

Li Mingchuan: "Where's the perpetrator? Was it drunk driving?"

"We are cooperating with the police in the investigation. If it is found to be drunk driving, I will tear his bones apart one by one." Li Yangchen said with red eyes.

Immediately someone beside him echoed: "Sorry!"

Li Mingchuan rushed up to the sixth floor as fast as he could, and pushed open the door of 604. Aunt Qin was lying on the bed taking an IV drip. Ye Feng was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding Aunt Qin's hand, never leaving her.A little further away, Ye Tang was sitting on the sofa by the wall, covering his face with his hands, unable to see his expression.

The oppressive atmosphere in the room made even a person like Li Mingchuan, who is highly resistant to stress, feel uncomfortable.

Seeing that Aunt Qin was resting with her eyes closed, he met Ye Feng's eyes, then walked to Ye Tang's side and placed it on his shoulder gently.

Ye Tang's shoulders trembled slightly, Li Mingchuan's heart twisted after feeling this touch.

Ye Tang lowered his hands, revealing a pair of red eyes, the tears on his face had dried up, but it was still shocking to see.

Seeing Li Mingchuan's appearance, Ye Tang was obviously very surprised.

The feelings that were tossed and tossed about just a moment ago, now under the pain of losing a loved one, seem to be no longer worth mentioning.

"Here we come." Ye Tang said softly, his voice was extremely hoarse, as if he hadn't slept for days and nights.

In just two words, Li Mingchuan could already hear Ye Tang's pain. He gestured to go out and talk, not to disturb the patient's rest.

Ye Tang followed Li Mingchuan out of the ward and closed the door.

"My condolences." Li Mingchuan looked at Ye Tang's drooping shoulders, feeling the urge to hug him in his arms.

Ye Tang struggled to express a grateful expression: "Thank you."

"are you OK?"

Ye Tang nodded numbly.

He can't be bad, the Ye family needs his support now, and the future Ye family will be a heavy burden on his shoulders, he must be good to get through this difficulty.

Li Mingchuan: "Cry if you want to."

Ye Tang didn't say a word, his fists turned white as if he was competing with himself.

Except for the first time he saw Ye Shuhai, he suddenly lost control of his emotions, and when he walked out of the morgue, he never let himself cry again.In front of Aunt Qin and Ye Feng, he didn't dare to let himself cry, he was afraid that his appearance would make them even more sad.

Li Mingchuan saw Ye Tang pretending to be strong, and his heart ached for a while. He said softly, "You don't need to hold back in front of me."

"..."

Ye Tang stubbornly shook his head, but tears had already filled his eyes.He felt that his eyes were sore and swollen. It seemed that there had never been a moment in his life before that was so difficult as it is now.

Li Mingchuan took Ye Tang into his arms, fingered his soft hair, smelled his breath, and said, "Sorry, I'm late."

Ye Tang burst into tears instantly.

Just at this moment, let him be vulnerable, just for a moment.