Daily Notes of a Taoist Couple

This dream should have woken up long ago.

"Sanggong, before me, have you ever liked other people, have you ever thought about having a child with others?" Xuanyuan Ling asked for himself.

Xuanyuan Qinghe didn't answer, and remained silent. He knew that those unspeakable feelings should not be told to a newly pregnant woman.

"Look, right? You've never liked anyone, have you?" Xuanyuan Ling said softly, as if speaking to herself or to others.

Xuanyuan Qinghe clenched Xuanyuan Ling's hand, his throat moved, but he still didn't say anything.

I liked someone, but he was dead.

His name is Xuanyuan Ling.

The day you appeared, I thought it was him who came back, with a similar appearance...but I knew that he would never come back.

That fire made him see through people's hearts, he must have hated it terribly.

"But Xianggong, do you know that I like you, I have always liked you..."

"Ling Yu..."

"I'm also very selfish. I also long to be loved. Once I get it, I don't want to lose it. I also want to give up everything as long as you..."

"Ling Yu..." Xuanyuan Qinghe held Xuanyuan Ling's hand tightly, as if wanting to convey his heart to him.

"Haven't you ever doubted my appearance?" Xuanyuan Ling stood up suddenly, and turned to face Xuanyuan Qinghe, "Can't you really see who it is when you look at my face?" I don't want to deceive myself anymore, I don't want to be in such pain anymore, I will leave when I get the result I want, and from now on, I will never appear again.

Xuanyuan Qinghe was stunned for a moment, and then he was extremely surprised. Looking at Xuanyuan Ling's face for a long time, the beautiful face suddenly disappeared, and changed into an even more stunning face. This face has haunted him for many years.

Xuanyuan Qinghe's pupils constricted suddenly, and he looked at the familiar man in white clothes and black hair.

"Did you really forget me? Take a good look, who I am." Xuanyuan Ling pointed to her face that hadn't changed, watching Xuanyuan Qinghe's expression change from shock to fear.

But Xuanyuan Qinghe still shouted unconsciously: "Ziyu..."

Xuanyuan Ling smiled lightly: "It's me, brother."

At this moment, Xuanyuan Qinghe seemed to be in a dream. He wanted to touch Xuanyuan Ling, but he felt fear again. His eyes met, and he didn't know what it was like. Xuanyuan Qinghe only felt his heartbeat speed up suddenly, suffocating him quickly. , It was this face that appeared in his dream when he dreamed back at midnight, crying and calling his name, it was this voice that haunted his entire youth.

But the fear was greater than the surprise, and the surprise was greater than the shock. When he came back to his senses, Xuanyuan Qinghe wanted to hold Xuanyuan Ling tightly in his arms, but he couldn't touch Xuanyuan Ling and almost fell down. Turning around in shock, Xuanyuan Ling still stood there and looked at him .

Tears fell silently: "Ziyu, everything is my fault, it has nothing to do with others, if you want revenge, do it, don't hurt others." He knew that he came back for revenge, as the eldest son of the Xuanyuan family, he How can family members be allowed to be hurt?

"As long as you let my family go, I, Xuanyuan Qinghe, you can kill or cut me up at will."

It's been a long time since I felt heartache. Xuanyuan Ling thought that since he had been a ghost for so long, he didn't know what heartache was.

But at this moment, why does it still hurt, even though there is no heart, no physical body?

Don't hurt your family... You never regarded me as your family. You didn't allow your family to be hurt, but you allowed me to be burned alive. It turns out that I didn't want to leave not because I couldn't bear you, but because Because... I am not reconciled.

Xuanyuan Ling looked at Xuanyuan Qinghe for a long time, smiled, and turned around, like a beggar who has lost his soul. It turns out that the poor person is himself in the end.

Seeing that Xuanyuan Ling was about to leave, Xuanyuan Qinghe called him eagerly: "Zi Yu!"

Xuanyuan Ling turned back with a sneer, and said something that made Xuanyuan Qinghe petrified: "Maybe you don't know yet, your father is my first man."

Xu Shi was shocked by Xuanyuan Ling's words. Xuanyuan Qinghe didn't speak for a long time, his eyes stared at Xuanyuan Ling in disbelief, Xuanyuan Ling's lips curled up, and he glanced at the corpse lying on Xuanyuan Qinghe's bed. There is no emotion.

"It's because my mother was pregnant with me when she entered the mansion, and your family deliberately planned to kill her. My mother always wanted to live well and watch me grow up...you just didn't give me a way to survive." Xuanyuan Ling turned her back to Xuanyuan Qinghe Walking to the window, the wind was howling outside, chilling and desolate. He had already planned a showdown, but there was no time.

It's not that I don't like you, and it's not that I don't have feelings for you. I loved you and spent my entire youth.

Xuanyuan Qinghe just stared blankly at Xuanyuanling's back, didn't say anything, and he didn't know what he should say.

"It's fine if you don't give her a way to survive. Even if she dies, don't let her enter the ancestral grave of your Xuanyuan family, and she will end up in the wilderness. Tell me, who can let go of this grudge?" Xuanyuan Ling turned around, looking He looked at Xuanyuan Qinghe sternly.

"You kept saying that you would protect me...but how did you do it, brother?" Xuanyuan Ling was heartbroken, and finally closed his eyes, sighed, with a strong sense of helplessness in his words and deeds.

"I... I'm already a dead person. I came back just to fulfill my wish. The days I was with you were all stolen. I'm already very happy."

Xuanyuan Ling looked back at Xuanyuan Qinghe, Xuanyuan Qinghe had a complicated expression on his face, he knew his concerns, but what could he do?Just not reconciled.

Xuanyuan Qinghe finally said leisurely: "What other wish do you have?"

Xuanyuan Ling sneered: "Revenge, what else can I wish for, I'm a ghost, hahahahaha..."

Xuanyuan Qinghe looked at Xuanyuanling, and Xuanyuanling pointed to the belly of the girl on the bed, and said: "There is your child in there, no matter what I say, I have to give birth to it, right?"

Xuanyuan Qinghe shook his head blankly: "No, this child cannot be born."

Xuanyuan Ling's chest tightened, she looked at Xuanyuan Qinghe in disbelief, and after a long time said in a cold tone: "Yeah, why was she born? It's not mine, but I still need to rely on her body, before I leave , What’s hers is mine.” Xuanyuan Ling’s lips twitched coldly again, and said, “You won’t let me be born, but I will.”

"Ziyu, don't make trouble, I don't want you to have my child."

Xuanyuan Ling's heart was bleeding, but she still forced herself to say with a smile on her face, "Why?"

Xuanyuan Qinghe said: "There is no reason, I just don't want it."

Xuanyuan Ling choked up for a moment, then smiled, he understood, it was simply because, knowing his identity, he began to dislike him.