Daily Notes of a Taoist Couple

With a feeling of eating candy, Belle felt very happy when he fell asleep, but he didn't understand why, since he came to the extreme north, he frequently dreamed about his past things, and what made him even more puzzling was In the dream, his name was not Bei Le, but Bai Wuji.

Bei Le felt that it was necessary for him to ask Di Heng about the relationship between Bai Wuji and himself.

After waking up in the middle of the night, Bei Le felt extremely satisfied touching Diheng beside him.

Put Di Heng's hand into his arms, ready to continue to sleep.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he was embraced by Di Heng, and Bei Le asked softly, "Zi Yin, are you still asleep?"

Diheng gave a "hmm" and said, "I rarely fall asleep, but I just think it's good to be with you like this."

Bei Le hugged Di Heng, and told Di Heng the dream he had just had, and Di Heng was stunned for a long time.

Bei Le said: "I dreamed about Ziyin. In the dream, Ziyin even said a word to others and felt that he was giving charity. I asked where Ziyin was. The fairy Ziyin didn't tell me. He was so cold that it was outrageous." , as expected, the real Ziyin is cuter."

Di Heng just reached out and hugged Bei Le tightly, without saying a word.

When I first met Bai Wuji, Di Heng really didn't like to associate with people, getting close, he just did what he should do, there are so many gods in Jiuchongtian, they have all heard the name of Emperor Ziwei, but they have never seen Di Heng There are still many immortals in China.

Diheng's indifference and alienation are well-known in the whole heaven, and even those immortals who like him can take a look at him and feel that it is a charity from Emperor Ziwei.

Although Linxiang and Leng Qingyue were both spoiled since they were young, they would inevitably be very cautious when they saw Di Heng, for fear of accidentally offending this unloved Emperor Ziwei!

Emperor Ziwei would not treat them well just because they had something to do with the Emperor of Heaven.

But after meeting Bai Wuji, Di Heng knew what it means to be thick-skinned, and what it means to be humble and invincible.

He vaguely remembered seeing the only son of the God of Everything when he was over 100 years old at Fengwuqiu. At that time, Bai Wuji was about the same age as him, with two horns pierced. He always felt that the God of Everything and the Queen of God treated him as a girl The raised one, dressed up beautifully, looked at himself behind the sycamore tree. At that time, Di Heng thought it was a girl, who was fair and clean, and extremely cute.

But it was only later that he found out that Bai Wuji was a man, and since then he gave up thinking about this man.

It's just that after everything was destroyed, he begged Ditian to let him go.

Later, I also thought that the two would not have any intersection.

However, 10,000+ years later, Bai Wuji and him met again in Yaochi, and Diheng could recognize him at the first sight.

Meeting Bai Wuji again in Yao Chi opened the prelude to all kinds of grievances and grievances between him and Bai Wuji.

This person contradicted him the first time he saw him and asked him his name and identity, but Di Heng never thought of telling him.

However, when Di Heng saw Bai Wuji in Ziweiyuan later, Di Heng felt that something might be wrong.

Sure enough, Bai Wuji didn't regard himself as an outsider, swaggering in and out of Ziweiyuan, he had no idea that heaven was his forbidden place.

He still remembered that he had warned him: Don't come to the heavens at will, if the emperor let you go, you can just be a Sanxian who will be happy forever, why run to my lord Ziweiyuan every three days?

At that time, Bai Wuji was smiling and didn't speak, he just drank Di Heng's Qiong Niang and smiled to himself.

Later, Bai Wuji also reminded Di Heng that he liked him intentionally or unintentionally, but Di Heng pretended not to understand and never responded to Bai Wuji.

Until later, it was discovered by the Emperor of Heaven that Bai Wuji always ran to Jiuchongtian, which caused the tragedy of Bai Wuji's disappearance.

Di Heng also thought, if he hadn't pretended to be stupid to comply with Bai Wuji's intentions, what would have happened between him and Bai Wuji?

Thinking about it later, it might not be much better... Maybe although the journey in the world is cruel, you can still embrace him. Diheng felt that even if he entered the way of reincarnation, it was worth it.

He and Bai Wuji have become like this, and they really don't know whose fault it is.

Feeling sad, he hugged Bei Le tightly and said, "Bai Wuji... let me tell you a story."

Baylor said, "Okay."

Quietly waiting for Diheng to speak.

Diheng pondered for a while, and said: "Once upon a time, Bai Yan, the god of all things, had a son named Bai Wuji. Later, when he met me, he said he liked me. He chased me and stalked me so hard that I had to like him, but I couldn't like him." He, I have a fiancée, who will be the mistress of Ziweiyuan in the future, and she was appointed when Father God was still there."

"Bai Wuji always says he likes me, but how can I respond to him? After all, both of them are men. Since ancient times, the combination of men and women is correct. It is impossible for two men to be together. I told him that I and He can't, but he still doesn't give up..."

Bei Le drew circles on Diheng's chest and said, "He likes Ziyin very much, that's why he is willing to stalk Ziyin so hard."

Di Heng pursed his lips, touched Bei Le's hand, and said, "He's too stupid, too persistent, knowing that there is no hope but still holding on..."

Bei Le asked: "That Ziyin, have you ever liked him?"

Diheng felt a pain in his heart, he liked it, but so what, his identity and status did not allow him to like him.

In the past, he thought that as long as he didn't provoke him and didn't give him hope, he was helping him.

As everyone knows, it still hurt him in the end.

Di Heng sighed inaudibly, and said: "It's all over, these are not important anymore, the important thing is to live in the present, I have you, that's enough."

Bei Le said: "Ziyin, it's not me who is talking about you, I think you really betrayed Bai Wuji's heart and let me, a latecomer, take the lead, but in love, there is no right or wrong, if you like it, you like it, There's nothing you can do if you don't like him, you can't give Bai Wuji a heart, it means you don't like him enough at all."

Di Heng: "..."

Bei Le said with a smirk: "So, from this point of view, Ziyin still likes me the most."

Di Heng: "..."

Bei Le continued to ask: "Then what happened afterwards? Where did Bai Wuji go?"

Di Heng was silent for a moment, and said: "After that, he didn't want me anymore."

Bei Le hugged Diheng vigorously, kissed the corner of Diheng's lips, and said: "He doesn't want you, I want you, I don't care how much love history you have before, I only care about whether the person next to Ziyin is me in the future, I don't care. It's over, Ziyin shouldn't be too sad, it's been so long, you should have let go of it long ago."

Di Heng smiled bitterly, yes, it has been so long, but he still doesn't let go.

It took more than 1000 years to search for his soul, wandering in Kyushu, waiting for the sea to become mulberry fields, and waiting for years to be tribulations, and finally got his soul to return.

Even if you don't know anything now, even if you have never recognized me now, I am very happy.

Di Heng was very happy to meet you again and have you.

Di Heng asked Bei Le softly: "If you were Bai Wuji, would you hate me?"

Belle said: "I don't know if I will hate you, but I know that since I like it very much, I will definitely be reluctant to hate you, but I don't rule out the possibility of hate because of love."

Di Heng didn't speak again.

When you come back, even if you hate me, you should.

After all, Diheng failed your sincerity, and only after losing it did he realize that he regretted it and wanted to make up for it.

Forgive me for not understanding you at that time.

Bei Le suddenly got up, turned on Diheng's body, stared at Diheng's eyes intuitively in the dark night, and said with a smile: "Ziyin, I know that the Bai Wuji you are talking about is definitely not me, if I am Bai Wuji, I will only regret not getting you, if I were Bai Wuji, I would still like you."

Di Heng's eyes were a little moist for a moment, staring fixedly at the blurred silhouette of Beile in the night.

Bei Le continued: "Because you are Ziyin, you are the best Ziyin in the world, I am happy with you."

Di Heng stretched out his hand to pull Bei Le into his arms, and Bei Le pressed his face against Di Heng's chest.

Belle could feel a living heart beating there.

Di Heng's tone was still cold, but mixed with unspeakable pain, he said: "You are also... the best, irreplaceable."

Bei Le turned his face and kissed Diheng's chest, and said: "I'm not good, but I can become better for Ziyin, I have no relatives or friends, Ziyin gave me all these, I am very grateful to Ziyin. "

Diheng didn't answer.

Bei Le continued: "From now on, Ziyin is my home, wherever Ziyin is, I will be there."

Di Heng only felt a twitch in his heart.

He... regards him as the only one in his life, irreplaceable.