Everyone in Yokohama thinks I'm a villain

Osamu Dazai guessed that this photo should be very important to Kazama Kazukawa, otherwise he wouldn't put it in the frame on purpose.

He turned his head and saw that Kazama and Chuan had finished sending the message, pointed to the photo frame and asked him, "What is this?"

"..."

When Kazama Kazukawa touched the photo frame, he was stunned for a moment, and then said with a half-smile, "That's a photo of God."

"'God'?" Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

Kazama Kazukawa got up and got out of bed, and it took a while to walk to the closet before he managed to find a set of clothes that he could wear.

He continued: "Now the god is gone, so the image on the photo does not exist.

"—the so-called god is nothing but a bad and self-talking liar, which can only increase people's suffering."

Kazama and Kawakawa thought.It is indeed the case.

The god he met many years ago told him that as long as he lived, he would find the meaning of life and be saved.

However, that is just empty talk, just like the word "ideal", it is a slogan that will only ruin everything.Even if he survived, all he could see was the bottomless darkness.

After the "God" disappeared many years ago, the traces of the other party's existence were erased by some rules, the related memories became blurred, and the remaining images became blank just like the photos.

Up to now, Kazama Kazukawa has very little memory of that god left, and the only thing he remembers is the lies of the other party and the fact that he was deprived of the right to die.

Because of the existence of the other party, even if he didn't feel the slightest joy in being alive, he couldn't die by any means.

This is why Kazuma Kazukawa no longer attempts suicide.

"Is it bad 'Kami-sama'?... That's really incredible." Osamu Dazai said with great interest.

He glanced at Kazama and Chuan who were changing clothes, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.

Kazama and Kawakawa buttoned the last button, walked to Dazai Osamu, took back the photo frame from the other party's hand and threw it directly into the trash can, looked up at him: "I want to go back to the Supernatural Secret Service Division, what else do you need?"

Osamu Dazai spread his hands: "No."

The development of the matter is as predicted by Kazama and Kazukawa. Although the people in Organization A are a little smart, they don't know much about the inside of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, and they don't know anything about Kazama and Kazukawa's supernatural abilities—otherwise If not, they must desperately want to leave Japan.

The next night, Jiang Hanamura, the leader of Organization A, and the other three members were arrested.This is the end of the Resurrection Incense incident.

At night, the Supernatural Secret Service Division.

"It's great that this incident can be resolved smoothly," Akiyama Jinta said as he walked behind Kazuma Kazukawa, "Thanks to you and Mr. Dazai, otherwise there will probably be many twists and turns."

What Akiyama Jinta said was true, if Osamu Dazai hadn't put himself in danger, they might have spent a lot of time on that password.

Moreover, when they were underground, they had doubts about Osamu Dazai because of the password—even Hitota Akiyama suspected that Osamu Dazai was really in collusion with Organization A.Because of this, he still feels somewhat guilty towards Osamu Dazai.

Fortunately, Kazuma Kazukawa still trusted Osamu Dazai at that time.

Akiyama Jinta thought about it, and felt that he had found an explanation for Dazai Osamu leaving with Kazama Kazukawa in his arms the night before.

Yes, Kazama and Kawakawa insisted on believing in Osamu Dazai in that situation, which shows their trust in each other.From this point of view, the relationship between Kazama Kazukawa and Osamu Dazai is not as bad as he imagined.

Akiyama Jinta said sincerely: "After this time, we should thank Mr. Dazai and the Armed Detective Agency properly."

After the words fell, Kazama and Chuan still moved forward in silence.

Akiyama Jinta was keenly aware of the subtle depression in the surrounding atmosphere.This made him a little confused.

It stands to reason that such a major case has finally been solved - Kazuma Kazukawa not only successfully led the countermeasure team to take down the members of Organization A in one fell swoop, but also successfully rescued all the hostages and minimized the loss. Those in the Secret Service Section who originally wanted to suppress Kazama and Chuan also had to back down again and again.

It is undoubtedly the best news for Kazama Kazukawa.

But at this moment, Akiyama Renta couldn't feel any joy from Kazama and Kawakawa.

In the past, although Kazama and Chuan would not show too much emotion on these things, at least they will not be like this now...

Could it be that something unpleasant happened in the process of handling the incident?

"Akiyama, do you know what I was thinking when I first met Osamu Dazai six years ago?"

Suddenly, Kazama and Chuan who were walking in front stopped and said softly.

Akiyama Renta was surprised why Kazama and Chuan suddenly brought up such a topic, but when he looked up and saw the expression on the other party's face, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

The young man's voice was gentle, but what he said was quite different: "I was thinking at the time—'ah, so there are people in this world who should not be alive than me'."

There was no smile on his face, and there was a kind of cold and viscous malice in his beautiful ocher eyes: "It would be great if he could just drown in the darkness like that.

"Now it's... really, really bad."

A few days later, the outskirts of Yokohama.

A young man with dark brown curly hair and wearing a sand-colored windbreaker sat on a bench by the sea, holding a pack of feed for seagulls.

In front of him was a mass of white seagulls, scrambling for food.

After feeding all the feed, Osamu Dazai looked up at the blue sky above his head.

In the past few days, he learned that Dostoevsky and Shibusawa Tatsuhiko may have new moves, so he took the initiative to contact Shibusawa Tatsuhiko. Difficult to plan.

"Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, Dostoevsky... and Kazukawa Kazama."

No matter which one, they are not people who can be dealt with casually.

Just as he was thinking, the group of seagulls who were looking for food suddenly made a commotion, and then, the group of white birds left the ground and rushed to the sky like flying white paper.

Osamu Dazai turned his head and saw the source of the commotion - a three-coloured cat.

Osamu Dazai smiled and said, "Natsume-sensei, long time no see."

"How about it, can you still cope with the current situation?"

After the words fell, the three-flowered cat disappeared out of thin air, replaced by a man holding a cane.

"Well, I have a rough plan." Osamu Dazai got up and threw the empty feed bag into the trash can, and then continued, "Compared to this, can you tell me something about Kazama-kun?"

"He Chuan?" Natsume Soseki looked at him, "I thought you would talk to me about this earlier, after all, He Chuan mentioned you to me a lot."

"Really?" Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "Then I'm afraid he didn't say anything good."

Natsume Soseki smiled and nodded in praise, "Indeed."

He paused: "Then, what do you want to talk about about him?"

Osamu Dazai and Natsume Soseki looked at each other: "I want to know why Kazama chose to stand on the side of helping others?"

This is something Dazai Osamu has never understood.

Man is a creature that needs a reason. He needs a reason to live, and he needs a reason to die. No matter what he does, he must first have a motive before he can act.

But Osamu Dazai was still unable to understand the motives of Kazuma Kazukawa's actions.

He used to think that Kazama and Kawakawa did it out of interest, but after Odasaku died and he himself stepped into the bright side, he realized that helping others is much more difficult than killing people, and it is definitely not something that can be done on a whim.

Because of this, Osamu Dazai admired Kazukawa who had always insisted on helping others, and wondered why the other party could do this.

He asked Natsume Soseki this question now, on the one hand out of his own curiosity, and on the other hand because of Kazama Kazukawa's current very dangerous state.

He needs to understand the other party in order to find a way to solve the situation that may arise next.

In the end, there is actually Osamu Dazai's selfishness mixed in, or in other words, empathy for the same kind.

There are hundreds of millions of individuals in the world who are different from him, but Kazukawa is the only one who can fully feel the same pain as him.

Osamu Dazai understands Kazuma Kazukawa's feelings, so he hopes that the other party can be redeemed.

Natsume Soseki sat down next to Dazai Osamu, stared at the Tianhai Interchange in the distance, and said slowly: "A long time ago, when Kazama-kun was brought to the Supernatural Secret Service by Tsujimura, I saw him.

"At that time he asked me 'what do people live for?'"

"I told him that it doesn't matter if he can't find a reason to live now. If he can't find a reason, then live for others. As long as he keeps helping others, then one day he will find the meaning of living and be redeemed.

"Then Kazama has followed this sentence from that day until now."

Natsume Soseki paused, "I don't know why he had such doubts when he was only a teenager at the time, but if there is a reason, he chose to help others because he wanted to find the meaning of life."

Natsume Soseki looked at Osamu Dazai: "Same as you now."

Dazai was stunned for a moment.

He never thought that Kazama Kazukawa was doing this for the same reason as himself.

"But the last time we met, the kid said that he found that even if he helped others, he couldn't feel any meaning. Because he was bored, he decided to give up."

Natsume Soseki rested his hands on the cane: "He will choose to contact Dostoyevsky, I am afraid it is also related to this."

Dostoevsky's aim was "books".If Kazuma Kazukawa cooperates with the other party, then his purpose is probably related to "book".

Natsume Soseki stared at Osamu Dazai: "Kazama-kun said that he will not regret his actions, and I think so too. But I don't think his choice is correct, so Dazai, if possible, I hope you can guide him back on the right path.

"That kid looks very gentle, but he is actually more paranoid than anyone else. I think if there is anyone in this world who can convince him, that person must be you."

The words of bystanders are not convincing to Kazama Kazukawa at all. Only Osamu Dazai, who is very similar to Kazama Kazukawa, and who actually practiced the behavior of "pursuing" can change Kazama Kazukawa's mind.

After a long time, Osamu Dazai nodded: "I see."

He stood up, suddenly thought of something, and asked, "Natsume-sensei, have you ever heard Kazama talk about 'God'?"

Natsume Soseki thought for a while before saying: "It seems that Kazama did mention to me that he once met a god. Because it was a long time ago, so I don't remember it very clearly... Even Kazama himself seems to be I don't remember exactly."

As he said, he turned his gaze to Osamu Dazai: "But when you mentioned it today, I suddenly thought that that 'Master God' seems to be somewhat similar to you."

Osamu Dazai smiled: "Do I also look 'bad and self-talking'?"

He didn't intend to continue this topic, and continued: "I'm not sure whether Kazama will be involved in this incident, but if it does happen, I will definitely stop him."

Natsume Soseki nodded: "At least he will listen to what you say."

After all, Osamu Dazai is the only one standing in the same situation as him.

"It's a big mistake for you to think so." Osamu Dazai smiled in a low voice, with a bit of interest in his voice.

"At that time, Kazama Kazukawa will most likely think that 'the person who was stepped on by me turned around and preached to me'-he must be very, very unwilling?"