[Quick New] Choice

Xiaolan stood stiffly in place, the room was silent, as if everything she heard just now was an auditory hallucination, but she was very clear that everything she heard just now was true.

"Quick fight..."

She heard Xinyi calling his name, his voice was gentle and affectionate, with a hint of dependence.

And before that, who was he yelling not to go, not to leave him?Is that person really the one she thought of at first?

She felt that maybe she was thinking too much, but all the things she had ignored in the past were extremely clear at this moment.

Xinyi's unusual behavior at Qingzi's birthday party, the two suddenly broke up, Kaidou's unusual serious illness, Xinyi's frequent distractions, and sudden moving...

She even remembered that Shinichi said they would celebrate the new year together, that they performed in harmony at the school festival, that they had a sudden change of name during the summer vacation...

The picture that used to be just brotherly love in her eyes, now that she thinks about it, it actually reveals a little ambiguity.

She remembered Xinyi's drunken gaffe downstairs just now, and closed her eyes in pain.After he got drunk, the person he relied on was not his lover, but...

Does she need to think about the reason behind this?

In this warm room, she suddenly felt a biting chill.

In the middle of the night that day, Xiaolan didn't feel sleepy anymore, so she sat on the bed and looked at Shinichi who was sleeping on the other side through the dark night, and watched it all night.

The darkness affected her eyesight, making it difficult for her to see someone sleeping peacefully a few meters away.But in fact, when did she see it clearly?

Kaito didn't know what happened in the next room, he fell asleep peacefully.Before everyone knew it, he had already quietly made a decision in his heart.

Maybe it was because the hope was right in front of him, maybe it was because he was about to get rid of the troubles in front of him, so he slept very deeply tonight.

Christmas is not a few days away from the New Year, and when they go home after playing, they will prepare for the New Year.

Last year they were still together for New Year's Eve, but this year, they are gone.

Kaito told his parents about his decision, but he never thought of saying this during Chinese New Year.It's just that his parents are not at home all year round, and it's best to talk about such things in person, so he can only choose this time.

After he finished speaking, Pioneer and Qianying were silent.Qianying frowned and asked, "Kaito, have you thought it all over?"

Kaito nodded, "Thought it over, in fact, I've been thinking about it for a long time."

After thinking about it for a long time, he never let them know, but now that he suddenly said it, Chikage understood that Kaito must have made up his mind.What he wants is not to discuss with them, but to tell them his thoughts and decisions, and let them support that's all.

They will naturally support his decision, it's just...

Qianying said seriously: "Kaito, have you really thought about it? You have to know, if you really go there, it will be very difficult to..."

"I know." Kaito understood what she wanted to say, "I've thought about it for a long time, and I've figured out all the consequences."

"Mom." He laughed, "I'm an adult now, and I can take responsibility for the choices I make. You don't have to worry about me too much."

Qianying muttered in a low voice, "How could you not be worried?"

Pirates acted calmer than her, he listened to Kaito's words, his reason for his decision.He was not without doubts in his heart, but he chose to believe in his child.

"Kaito." He said, "You have to know that any decision you make, anything you want to do, as long as it doesn't hurt other people, your mother and I will not stop it, we will support you wholeheartedly. Just ..."

He looked at the child who he didn't know when he had become extremely mature, and his heart was so soft.

His child, he grew up with him for only nine years.During those years of suspended animation, he always watched him, but he just watched.

Watching his children grow up slowly, watching his children become more and more excellent, watching his children wear pure white wings and become the most dazzling existence under the moonlight...

Once, he was the pride of this child.But later, this child became his pride.

He is pleased with his growth, and feels sorry for his injuries and hardships, but at the same time he is extremely relieved, because his child will always have a sincere heart.

At that time, he was already very good, but he was still a little childish.But in this short period of three years, his child grew up rapidly without knowing what he had experienced.

He grew up and matured, and now he can finally be called a real man.

However, he watched him grow up, and at the same time he was delighted and worried at the same time.Because he could feel that his child was not happy.

He hides it very well, but he is a person connected with his blood, and he loves him, so why can't he discover his strangeness.

Pirate sighed softly in his heart, "Kaito, when you grow up, we don't want to interfere with your thoughts. But sometimes, you don't need to hide your true thoughts in front of us. You can tell us if you have any difficulties. If you can't solve it alone, maybe your mother and I can help you."

"Don't forget that you are not alone. In this world, you still have two dearest people. No matter what happens, we will always stand by your side."

His voice is calm, but it seems to hide great power.

Kaito didn't expect that the secret he tried so hard to hide would be discovered by them. He didn't feel panic, but only felt warm.

His eyes were sour, and a feeling of grievance suddenly surged in his heart.There was a moment when he was about to tell everything, just like a child who was injured outside, no matter how strong he was in front of outsiders, he couldn't help acting coquettishly and complaining when facing his parents.

He has already passed the age of acting like a baby, but no matter how old he is, he will always be a child who can't grow up in his parents' hearts.

Kaito took a deep breath, "It's okay..."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he noticed that his voice was strange. He paused, and when he spoke again, his voice had returned to normal, "It's okay, at least now I can handle it by myself. If there is a day, I can't solve it."

He laughed, and his smile was full of dependence, "I will definitely ask you for help when the time comes."

But now, let him solve his emotional problems by himself.

After he said that, Pirate One and Qianying would naturally not insist on it.

Having the support of his parents, Kaito seemed a lot easier, he smiled, said good night to Chikage and the others, and prepared to go back to sleep.

Chikage reminded him that he had to go to Hatsune tomorrow to let him go to bed early, and Kaito waved his hand to signal that he knew.

When he walked to the corner, he suddenly poked his head back and said, "Mom and Dad, Happy New Year."

He seemed to be in a really good mood.

Qianying looked at him and couldn't help laughing, but she was a little sad when she smiled.

She worried: "What is Kaito hiding?"

The thief hugged her shoulders, "Trust him, our children will not be vulnerable no matter what they encounter."

Qianying looked at him sadly, "I don't think I am a competent mother. When I was young, I couldn't always be by his side. Now that he has grown up, I don't know how to help him."

"My child is not happy, I can feel it. Although he is always smiling, as if he is happy, he is not happy inside."

"I wanted to help him, but I couldn't do anything."

Pirate Yi sighed softly, "I'm not a competent father either."

His biggest influence on Kaito seems to be just a role model for him.But in fact, in the first half of his life, almost all his sufferings were brought to him by his father.

"We are not doing well enough, but our child is outstanding." He said, "I believe he has the ability to solve those problems. Qianying, you should believe him too."

Qianying thought for a long time before nodding.

Kaito in the room didn't know what was happening in the living room, he stood by the window and watched the snowflakes falling constantly outside.

He still remembered how that boy deliberately stuck in time last winter and said "Happy New Year" to him when the first bell of the New Year rang, but now the two of them were as if they were strangers.

The past cannot be traced, no matter how beautiful the past is, it is just the past.

He is persistent and refuses to let go, but in fact it doesn't matter if he doesn't let go, he can't change anything by himself.

Fortunately...

He looked at the documents spread out on the desk, and the words on them were extremely clear in his eyes.

Calming down little by little, Kaito looked at the snow-white world outside the window, and said to someone who couldn't hear his voice in the distance——

"Happy New Year."

as well as,

"Goodbye."

He said goodbye to the person he loved the most on the first day of the new year, and he was also saying goodbye to his love.

The new year has already begun, and everything in the past is covered by the heavy snow, and there is no trace of it anymore.

He still loves those things he voluntarily gave up, but he will try to forget them.

The person I love the most, please, be happy.

Even if I can never see your happiness again.

Shinichi suddenly stroked his chest, and frowned. For a moment, he seemed to feel that he had lost something important.

Once lost, it can never be found again.

He had never felt this way before, he didn't know what that kind of thing was, he just felt extremely flustered.

Confused, he stretched out his hand in a panic. He didn't know what he was going to do, but he wanted to hold the phone in his hand like an instinct.

Whom did he want to call, whose voice did he want to hear.

With trembling hands, he rummaged through the phone on the table, but the moment he raised his hand, he accidentally knocked off the box on one side, and something dazzling fell to the ground.

He froze for a moment, then picked it up hastily.It was a gift from Kaito on his birthday, and he used to wear it often, but he put it away since they broke up.

Today, it's broken.

Being caught off guard like that was just a miss, an accident.

Xinyi froze in place at a loss, it turned out that even such a hard marble might be broken.

What about the fragile relationship between them?

Will it become so dilapidated one day?