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Shinichi leaned back slightly on the sofa, in the empty living room, finally he couldn't pretend anymore.

A conversation exhausted him, and words were a knife, but it hurt more than one person.

["For the Phantom Thief, the detective is a fateful opponent and a deadly audience."

"They stole jewels, but I stole people's hearts."

"Hello, I'm Kidd the Phantom Thief, please give me more advice in the future, great detective."

"Go? My Romeo."

"And I will never hurt you."

"Please teach me a lot in the coming year, Shinichi."

"The god of magic has given you extra time, is there anything you want to do?"

"You don't need to be sick, as long as you are here, you will always have privileges with me."

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Scenes of the past flashed through his mind, and those sweet pasts made his heart ache even more at this moment.

At no moment did he realize his true heart more clearly than now——

I like it, I like it.

That gorgeous and bold thief, that sunny and funny boy.

That young man who always thinks about him and is always kind to him.

Kaito said he was so nice, how could he not be tempted to get along with him day and night.

But so is he.

Such a good boy, he gave him all his heart, such unreserved love...

He likes, likes that he treats him well, likes the light in his eyes when he looks at him...

He likes him.

Xinyi closed his eyes in pain, and when he realized what he wanted, he also became more aware that the two of them would never be possible.

"Sorry……"

In the empty room, Shinichi murmured, "I'm sorry..."

Sorry to hurt you, but I have no other choice.

The two of us are destined to have no future.

He knew that letting go earlier would be good for both of them, but in his heart, he didn't think so.

It turns out that a person can be so painful...

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"Di-"

In Tokyo, a bustling city, even in the middle of the night, there will be no shortage of vehicles and pedestrians on the streets.

Kaito walked slowly along the side of the road, and in the September weather, he actually felt chills down his spine.

He looked up, under the bright lights, the sky was dim and starless.Just like his heart, there is no light at all.

It's not too far from the apartment to his house.He didn't call a car, but walked step by step, slowly but firmly.

The city that had been noisy all day finally fell silent. Kaito walked alone in the dark night, surrounded by boundless loneliness.People around him came and went, he was like a prodigal son wandering around, not knowing where to go.

His brain went blank, and Yu Xinyi's words echoed in his mind——

"But your liking for me has already caused me trouble!"

He slowly closed his eyes and looked up at the dark night sky.

It's all over.

What likes, what company, what results... As of today, everything is over.

He thought they still had a long time, the shortest four years, the longest life.But it turns out that the world is unpredictable, and everything ends unexpectedly.Those good times in the past, looking back at this moment, seem like he stole them.

If possible, he hoped that the day when the secret would be exposed would never come.

forever……

How long he walked that day, even he himself can't remember.

All he knew was that he was exhausted physically and mentally at the end.There was silence all around, and he finally saw a familiar place.

He entered the house.

The deserted and dark home carried his memories from birth to growing up.

He closed the door gently, and in the darkness, he leaned against the door and slid down weakly.

In this place called "home", I can finally vent out without any restraint after covering up the fragility of the night.

He fell to the ground, his legs bent, and he hugged himself little by little.

Endless fatigue surged up all of a sudden.

It seemed that he hadn't walked such a long distance for a long time. Once he stopped, every corner of his body was clamoring for exhaustion.

But the fatigue of the body is not as good as the fatigue of the mind.

His forehead slowly reached his knees, he closed his eyes gently, and tears rolled down in an instant.

He hugged himself tightly, trying to give himself even a little warmth.

He wept silently, but his body was shaking uncontrollably.

An uncontrollable cry of pain came from his throat.

It was the second time in his life that he cried—

He cried twice in his life, once when he lost a close relative, and once when he lost his loved one.

But at that time, he was too young to deeply understand the pain of being separated from his relatives.This time, he felt everything very clearly.

Kudo Shinichi.

He is like a deadly poison, causing him to sink and sink deeply.Before he knew it, he had already been poisoned to the bone marrow, and there was no cure.

He sat on the ground for a long time, until his exhausted body couldn't bear it, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

the next day.

Shinichi almost stayed up all night, remembering that there was still class in the morning, for the first time in his life, he had the urge to skip class.

But in the end, reason overcame everything, and he told himself that he would have to face all of this sooner or later.

With a pair of red eyes, he came to the classroom.

After hesitating at the door of the classroom for a long time, until the class time was about to arrive, taking a deep breath, he finally stepped into the classroom bravely.

Unexpectedly, Kaito was not in the classroom.

He looked around to make sure Kaito wasn't really in the classroom.While he breathed a sigh of relief, the light in his eyes dimmed.

In fact, it is not unexpected. After all, with the experience like last night, it is good for both of them to be apart for a while.

He kept persuading himself in his heart.When the professor walked into the classroom, he put all his eyes on the blackboard.

He stared blankly at the professor, seeming to listen very seriously.But the truth is, he didn't hear a word.

The surrounding was empty, and the boy who would always be by his side was gone.But he always felt as if he was still by his side, so close that he could see him whenever he turned his head.

On the first day, Kaito didn't come to school.

The next day, too.

On the third day... Xinyi pretended to be calm on the surface, but in fact he was more worried than anyone else in his heart.

Many people in the class came to him to ask Kaito's whereabouts, including Kuroda.After all, the two of them have always been inseparable, and it is rare to see a time like this when they don't see each other for several days.

And his answer was unified——

do not know.

He really didn't know where Kaito was, what he was doing, why he didn't come to school...

He was even more worried about a question: whether Kaito would not come to school for the time being, or would never come to school again in the future.

When such a thought arose, he couldn't sit still.

He took out his mobile phone to inquire, but his finger hovered over the word "Kuroba Kaito" for a long time, but he still didn't press it.

He still remembers every word he said that day.

He said that Kaito should be separated from him for a while, that both of them should calm down.

No matter what the reason was, Kaito's absence gave him this buffer time.He should accept and be grateful.

but……

He slowly gripped the phone tightly.

Shinichi never imagined that he actually found out about Kaito's whereabouts from Xiaolan.

They had dinner together at noon that day, and Xiaolan asked him at the dinner table: "Xinyi, has Kuroba not been to school for a few days?"

Xinyi paused, and replied: "Yes, Qingzi hasn't been here since his birthday. Now, it has been three days."

Xiaolan frowned slightly, as if she was worried about Kaito, but she didn't.She asked, "Then do you know why he didn't come?"

Xinyi thought Qingzi asked her to ask him, but he shook his head and replied honestly: "I don't know. But that day..."

He thought about his words, "He sent me back to the apartment that day, and went home by himself. I don't know why he didn't come to school for so many days."

He suddenly noticed that Xiaolan's expression was a little strange, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Xinyi..." Xiaolan seemed very hesitant, and she asked cautiously, "Did you quarrel with Heiyu?"

Xinyi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "No, what are you thinking, why are we arguing?"

"Don't lie to me." She sighed softly, "I didn't believe Qingzi when he told me, but your reaction..."

She seemed a little helpless, "You really don't know if Hei Yu is sick?"

Shinichi froze.

He digested the meaning of Xiaolan's words, "What did you say? Kaidou is sick?"

"That's right." Xiaolan nodded, with a bit of worry on her face, "I heard from Qingzi that he's very sick, and he's been in the hospital for fluid transfusions for two days, but he's still not recovering."

Xinyi couldn't eat anymore, and asked anxiously, "Is he sick? What's going on?"

Seeing his appearance, Xiaolan knew that although the two of them did not know why they were arguing, Shinichi obviously still regarded Kaito as a brother, otherwise he would not have cared so much about him.

Xiaolan shook her head and said, "I don't know too well, I just heard what Qingzi said."

"You're so worried about Hei Yu, why didn't you call him earlier and ask yourself." Xiaolan was a little helpless, "I don't know what's going on with the two of you, usually you are so good, if you quarrel, you quarrel."

"Qingzi said that Hei Yu was the same, and when she asked, Hei Yu said he was fine. But he didn't contact you, and you never went to see him, so she suspected that there might be something wrong between the two of you, so she came to look for him I."

Shinichi silently clenched the chopsticks in his hand.

"Don't worry." Xiaolan stretched out her hand to caress Shang Xinyi's hand, "You don't have class this afternoon, so let's go and see Hei Yu together after I finish class."

Seeing that Xinyi remained silent, she thought that the two of them might have had a really serious quarrel this time.But she knows how much Shinichi cares about Kaito, he can do anything when he is angry, and no matter how much he regrets later, he can't make up for it.

She didn't want Xinyi to lose a close friend like this, so she persuaded: "There is no one in this world who never quarrels, the closer the person is, the more unscrupulous they are sometimes."

She always felt that something should have happened on Qingzi's birthday, and she remembered that Xinyi drank a lot of wine that day, and it was inevitable that the two of them had some dispute after getting drunk, and both sides wanted to save face and refused to give in.Although these two people are usually so good, I always feel that the possibility is a bit small, but there is still a small possibility, isn't it?

She said again: "No matter what you are arguing about, now that he is sick, if you still recognize him as a friend and want to be brothers with him, you can go there with me. If there is anything, in front of everyone It’s fine once you’ve said it.”

Shinichi's hands trembled, and Xiaolan didn't know what happened that day.It is impossible and he will never tell everything.

But now that Kuai Dou is sick, it's okay for him to go and have a look.

After all, they are still brothers.

Thinking of this, he lowered his eyes and nodded.

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There is an exam tomorrow, so stop updating for one day and update on Thursday

In chapter 49, I am really enlightened, so I wrote kiss, kiss.It's been locked all the time, it's still locked after changing it, and I have to change it, it's annoying