The paranoid boss has a crush on me

That night.

Lin Jiu was sitting on the sofa in the lounge of the ward, his palms constantly clutching his knees.

The private hospital has a lounge specially prepared for guests. It is similar to a hotel when you enter the door. There are sofas and two rest beds. There is also an independent bathroom where you can take a shower. The air is filled with the smell of lilies. The smell is a bit too greasy and smells like smoke. Lin Jiu was dizzy.

Bai Rui'er was sleeping on a hospital bed next to his sofa - she insisted that she was afraid and wanted to follow others, Jiang's father was dealing with the hospitalization procedures, and was so busy that he couldn't take care of her, so he had to follow Jiang Yuanye and Forest wine.

At this time, Lin Jiu could no longer care about her.

He sat on the sofa, his head was full of images from the whole day today.

From when he went out in the morning to when he returned to Jiang's house at night, everything seemed like a dream. It was clearly an unforgettable memory, but it seemed unreal. When he thought about it, he always felt that he couldn't even remember the details. Think of a piece of red.

He also thought of the way his mother was pushed out of the emergency room just now—pale face, eyes closed, he wanted to go up and touch him, but was pushed away by the nurse again, it was Jiang Yuanye who took him all the way to the lounge and asked him to wait for news .

With a soft "creak", the door of the private hospital ward was pushed open.

Lin Jiu lifted his small face to look out in a daze, and saw Jiang Yuanye coming in with a food box in his hand with no expression on his face. Lin Jiu wanted to stand up, but before he got up, he saw Jiang Yuanye had closed the door, came over.

"My mother—" Lin Jiu's voice was a little hoarse when he opened his mouth.

Jiang Yuanye kept walking, put the porridge in his hand on the small coffee table in front of the sofa with a "click", glanced at Lin Jiu, frowned and threw down two words: "Safe."

Lin Jiu scratched his knees uneasily with his fingers, as if he wanted to ask something more, but he didn't dare to ask again when he saw Jiang Yuanye's face.

Jiang Yuanye was faintly agitated.

In fact... not only was Lin Yanqiu's life not in danger, but she was very safe, and she had even recovered her sanity.

Cutting the wrist is not like jumping off a building, there is no sequelae at all except for a scary scar, but it is not suitable for Lin Jiu to watch it now, because Jiang's father is guarding Lin Yanqiu's bed, reminiscing with Lin Yanqiu's past youth, reminiscing about the past , Said that the two were emotionally looking at each other with tears in their eyes.

Jiang Yuanye glanced at it from a distance just now, and saw Jiang's father sighing "Why are you so stupid", and at the same time holding on to airs triumphantly, Jiang Yuanye felt nauseated.

He would always think of that pool of red, viscous blood, which solidified like a dried cream cake, it was sticky when he stepped on it, and even the air smelled of strange blood.

But this is Lin Yanqiu's medal.

Lin Yanqiu's move reached Jiang's father's heart. Jiang's father liked others to die for him, as if he could not live without him. Lin Yanqiu's behavior greatly satisfied his sense of redemption and inflated self-esteem, making Jiang's father seem to be reborn. The flame of "love" was ignited.

In a short time, Father Jiang and Lin Yanqiu had a fierce fight.

Lin Yanqiu took her own life to fight back with the Bai family.

The more Jiang Yuanye thought about it, the more his viscera became flustered, and seeing Lin Jiu's cautious appearance felt dazzling again. They were silent for a few seconds, and Jiang Yuanye added coldly: "You can go see it tomorrow."

Hearing what Jiang Yuanye said, the tense strings in Lin Jiu's heart immediately relaxed.

He was covered in cold sweat, his legs were weak, he couldn't get up after sitting down, and he didn't have any appetite for the porridge that Jiang Yuanye brought back, instead he just sat there with a pale face.

Jiang Yuanye was frightened to see his pale face, and what happened today made him feel physically and mentally exhausted, and he lost any thought of competing with Lin Jiu. He glanced around, nodded his chin, and said : "Go to bed."

Lin Jiu didn't move.

He wanted to wait, maybe his mother would wake up soon, what if he fell asleep and missed it?

Exhausted of patience, Jiang Yuanye immediately got up and picked up Lin Jiu, and carried him all the way to the hospital bed amidst Lin Jiu's exclamation.

There was Bai Ruier sleeping on the other side of the hospital bed, the little girl was sleeping very unsteadily, she would tremble in her dreams, as if she was frightened, it seemed inappropriate to tear Bai Ruier out of bed at this time, Jiang Yuanye His moral bottom line wobbled a few times, but he barely held on, and decided to sleep on the sofa by himself.

As a result, just as he was about to leave, he felt a chill on his wrist, and when he lowered his head, he saw Lin Jiu huddled under the quilt, holding his wrist with one hand.

Jiang Yuanye lowered his eyes and saw Lin Jiu's fingers resting on his arm, and the fingers with a pink luster were sunk into his arm, with a hint of convincing.

Jiang Yuanye's heart skipped a beat.

Sensing Jiang Yuanye's gaze, Lin Jiu withdrew his hand suddenly as if he had been scalded. He didn't seem to know why he stretched out his hand. Not only did he retract his hand, but he also retracted his head. The whole person hid under the quilt, and moved his body to the edge of the bed twice, refusing to show his head again.

The temperature in the quilt was freezing cold, Lin Jiu shrunk in, and the sweat all over his body also turned cold, sticking sticky to his body, very uncomfortable, but he didn't dare to move.

He didn't even know why he grabbed it just now.

It is like the instinctive retention and dependence of the body, the most primitive dependence expressed when he is unconscious, he is like floating on a floating boat this day, he sinks when a wave comes, and he has to struggle for a long time to float up , when Jiang Yuanye picked him up from the sofa just now, the long-lost warmth wrapped him up, making him very greedy.

But Lin Jiu came to his senses in an instant, he and Jiang Yuanye... had already had a serious fight.

When he was on the playground before, he even slapped Jiang Yuanye.

Jiang Yuanye probably doesn't like him anymore?

He thought about it, and felt that the cutting was constant and messy, and he was feeling uncomfortable, and suddenly felt the bed sink.

It was the force of the knees pressing down on the bed. Lin Jiu had felt it several times before, and then the legs, arms, half of the body, and finally, the whole body climbed up——Jiang Yuanye finally climbed up again after an unknown number of days. Lin Jiu's bed.

Jiang Yuanye didn't lift Lin Jiu's quilt, so he slept on the half of the bed that Lin Jiu gave up. You can feel the temperature of Jiang Yuanye.

It was so hot that the burnt Linjiu felt dry in his mouth, and he could feel the hard arm on the other side of the bed as soon as he moved his arm.

Lin Jiu wanted to stay away from Jiang Yuanye in his heart, he had a falling out with Jiang Yuanye, and he kept saying that he would never talk to Jiang Yuanye again, but his body was greedy for that warmth, and he couldn't wait to find someone Hugging him, the body and will were fighting, and finally managed to maintain the current posture.

His heartstrings were tense, but his body was relaxed and dependent. He thought he would not be able to fall asleep, but within a short while, his little head tilted, and he fell into a deep sleep.

A slight breathing sound came from behind the thin quilt, Jiang Yuanye moved his arms, pulled the quilt off Lin Jiu's face, and tucked it under Lin Jiu's chin.

Lin Jiu was really exhausted, he didn't react at all, his long eyelashes drooped, and his cool breath sprayed onto Jiang Yuanye's fingers, making Jiang Yuanye pause.

It was already dark at that time, around one o'clock in the morning, the window in the ward was half-opened, and the autumn wind came in with a cool breeze, and the cool moonlight shone on Lin Jiu's face, making Lin Jiu hair on his temples. Every tiny fluff is clearly illuminated.

The irritability that had been hovering around Jiang Yuanye's chest for several days eased down just like that. There were still countless conflicts and entanglements between him and Lin Jiu, but he couldn't help but moved to Lin Jiu's side , took a light breath.

Like it was done before.

Only this time he didn't smell anything, the air was filled with the fragrance of lilies, and when the tip of his nose was close to the crest of his neck, he could still smell the smell of sweat, which was not pungent and warm, like a person with a Jiang Yuanye even wanted to rub the milky brat.

Lin Jiu probably changed his school, changed his place of residence, and changed his usual shower gel, which has no smell in the future, but it's strange, when Jiang Yuanye approached him, he still felt a sense of peace of mind. breath.

The body that had been tensed for a long time began to relax, and Jiang Yuanye leaned against Lin Jiu, and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

Under the cool moonlight, the little cub curled up in the quilt fell into a deep sleep. After a while, the person next to him slowly stretched out his hand, and wrapped it around his waist through a layer of quilt.

That night, Jiang Yuanye didn't use medicine, he just leaned on Lin Jiu and closed his eyes to fall asleep naturally.

It made Jiang Yuanye feel more at ease than medicine, and his body and mind relaxed, immersed in the warm mattress, holding the person firmly in his arms, even if he moved a little, Jiang Yuanye would know that this kind of control is in his hands. Jiang Yuanye felt relieved, and within a moment, Jiang Yuanye fell into a deep sleep.

Not only Lin Jiu was greedy for Jiang Yuanye's warmth, but Jiang Yuanye was also greedy for Lin Jiu's breath.

Jiang Yuanye also had some dreams.

Lin Yanqiu and those thick and bright bloodstains that he saw during the day brought back some of Jiang Yuanye's past. During the day, those dark pasts were hidden deep in his heart. neglect.

But when he was tired and relaxed and fell asleep with his pillow collapsed, those memories flooded up like a tide, and they easily invaded Jiang Yuanye's heart, making Jiang Yuanye sink and float in the memories of the past.

He dreamed back to the year when he was 12 years old.

When he was young, he suffered a catastrophe.

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To be precise, he was only 11 and a half years old at that time, he didn’t go to school well every day, he dreamed of being a boxing champion every day, and he learned boxing from others everywhere. My mother was afraid that he would damage his body by learning from others, so she hired a master and a partner. At that time, he was young, and his temper was spoiled. Those sparring partners were said to be sparring partners, rather they were his attendants. He led him to beat this and that, causing trouble in the boxing gym every day.

He still remembered that it was one summer, he injured a boxer in the boxing gym, and the owner of the boxing gym was angry and refused to accept him again. His mother received a call and rushed to the boxing gym to pick him up At home, while coaxing him to go back, he said that he would find another boxing gym for him.

Then, on their way back, they were kidnapped by robbers.

The robbers want money, 8000 million.

The figure of 8000 million is not much now, but at that time, Jiang Yuanye's father was in a very difficult stage, and it would hurt his muscles and bones, and Jiang's family might be in danger of going bankrupt.

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother are married again, both of them are for profit, and have no feelings. Jiang's father and Jiang's mother's natal family, even the Bai family, ask for money, and the Bai family can't give it. They also say that the married daughter poured water, Let Jiang's father do Tai Chi to deal with it by himself.

Only my uncle took out all his wealth, but it was still not enough.

In the end, Jiang's father was so cruel that he couldn't save him.

When he was ruthless, the police would be able to attack ruthlessly. At that time, the police forcefully broke through, and the kidnappers were furious. They raised their hands and killed Jiang Yuanye's mother, and then took a hammer to smash Jiang Yuanye's head.

Jiang Yuanye was knocked unconscious, and his blood flowed all over the wall. At that time, he was about the age of a young calf, so he managed to breathe a sigh of relief until rescuers arrived and sent him to the hospital. , underwent surgery for three consecutive days, and was in a coma for nearly a month after the operation before waking up.

In that month, he always had some dreams over and over again. In the dream, there was a vicious kidnapper, and his mother hugged him, shrank in a small corner, touched his head and said to him, "I want to live" , and on the phone, the voice of Dad saying "it can't be saved".

His operation was hailed as a medical miracle. When he woke up, half of the academics gathered around his hospital bed to watch. However, although he woke up, he left behind a serious sequelae.

His head hurts, it feels like half a hammer is stuck in it anytime and anywhere, and his brain hurts like being stirred up. In the first few years when he woke up, he couldn't sleep because of the pain, daydreaming, and from the age of 12 From then on, his newly grown hair was all white, and all the doctors couldn't explain why, so he always shaved his hair short, and he would rather see the scalp than the white stubble.

Except for the hair, most of the dreams he had were his nightmares in the past years. Those things that he kept under the box would be dug out to find him every night, and they would be vividly played out before his eyes.

The picture finally freezes on the face of his mother when he left, but it is suddenly replaced by Lin Yanqiu's face, and finally Lin Jiu's face. Jiang Yuanye suddenly wakes up from his dream, and "crashes" from the bed turned up.Sitting up this time, Jiang Yuanye's mind went blank for a moment.

Every time he dreamed about the original thing, he would have to be in a daze for a long time before he could wake up.

He is not at Jiang's house, but in a ward of a private hospital. The cool morning breeze blows in from the window, there are some chirping sparrows outside the window, and the bright sunlight shines in from the window. These vivid scenes bring him back from the past. In the quagmire, he resettled him back to the 19-year-old autumn.

Jiang Yuanye's left hand was empty, he unconsciously scratched the bed, and then suddenly looked at the bed on the right.

Bai Rui'er was still sleeping on the bed, but Lin Jiu was gone.

Jiang Yuanye jumped out of bed and walked quickly out of the corridor. From the lounge, he had to go through half of the corridor to reach the intensive care unit——when he reached the door, he heard laughter inside.

Generally, ICUs do not allow others to visit, but Lin Yanqiu is not a seriously injured patient, it's just that there is a big battle, so there is no need to be so careful, not to mention that this private hospital is run by Jiang's family, and there are not so many rules.

Jiang Yuanye stood outside the door and looked in through the glass on the door. He saw Father Jiang and Lin Yanqiu sitting together laughing and talking, the atmosphere was very warm.

They didn't find Jiang Yuanye standing outside the door, and Jiang Yuanye didn't move, just crossed his arms like that, watching through a door.

Perhaps it was because he had dreamed of his mother yesterday, and all the old things that were suppressed in his heart were recalled, and they came out in one breath in the early morning of autumn, and Jiang Yuanye The already invulnerable heart was soaked in sulfuric acid, and it was smoking.

In the few months when he just woke up from the injury, he couldn't accept the death of his mother and his father's indifference. He once had a fight to the point of cutting off the parent-child relationship, but after so many years, he gradually recognized it again, which was not considered forgiveness. At most, it is "forget it".

Jiang's father is his real father after all, and he left some leeway for Jiang's father in his heart, but he couldn't face his mother's eyes before she died, so he could only suffer in the nightmare day after day. It's been a while, and sometimes I feel that Jiang's father is also guilty, but Jiang's father's guilt is just a cup of tea in the dead of night, a sigh, a thought, and he will forget it in an instant, and return to the colorful world again.

Just like now.

Every time Jiang Yuanye saw his father mixing with various women, he would think of the summer many years ago and think of many things.

At this time, he would feel like he was floating on the ice, floating with the glacier, looking around, there was nowhere to go, and when the ice sank, he sank too.

Until someone pulled his arm.

Jiang Yuanye turned around as if startled—he was so engrossed in his thoughts just now that he didn't even hear someone approaching.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw Lin Jiu.

Lin Jiu was carrying some breakfast boxes in his hand. He obviously went out to buy breakfast. He was still wearing yesterday's clothes, half of the sleeves were wrinkled, his face was unwashed, and his hair stood up in a mess. He probably just woke up in the morning. Because of this, when he spoke, his voice was a little lazy and hoarse: "You also came to see my mother."

Jiang Yuanye didn't come to see Lin Yanqiu. Father Jiang and Lin Yanqiu were in such a state that he felt disgusted even more. He came out to look for Lin Jiu, but before he could reply, Lin Jiu had already continued talking on his own.

"Mom and Uncle Jiang are having dinner." Lin Jiu tugged at Jiang Yuanye's sleeve, as if he was a little afraid of Jiang Yuanye going in, and said in a serious tone, "The two of them eat theirs, and we eat ours."

Jiang Yuanye's expression was helpless for a moment.

He didn't even have to think about it, Lin Yanqiu must have said these words to Lin Jiu.

Last night, the little brat who was sweating coldly from fear turned around and became obedient again, and there was a smile in his words. He must have let go of a huge stone in his heart, so Jiang Yuanye asked, "Lin Yanqiu and you What did you say?" Lin Jiu recounted what happened in the morning.

He missed his mother and didn't sleep too well. He woke up early in the morning and went to see his mother after getting off the bed. The nurse told him that his mother had woken up early, so he talked to her for a while.

Although the mother looked weak, she was full of energy. She took his hand and said that it made him worry. She also laughed with him when talking, saying that the good days of their mother and son are coming soon.

Although Lin Jiu didn't quite understand why his mother said that suddenly, but once he saw that his mother was happy, he didn't worry about it anymore.

His mother's appearance at that time really frightened him. He even tested his mother a little today, and her mother told him that she would never do it again, so Lin Jiu was completely relieved.

After he didn't sit there for a long time, Uncle Jiang came, Lin Jiu thought, maybe they wanted to say something about their relationship problems, so he came out.

Jiang Yuanye secretly sneered.

Lin Yanqiu thought that she had moved Jiang's father and thought she had a bargaining chip, but she forgot that Jiang's father was a cold person, and all he cared about from the beginning to the end was only himself and his bloodline, and the rest , even Jiang Yuanye's mother is a bargaining chip in his eyes.

Lin Yanqiu was just a plaything at best, and when Father Jiang's enthusiasm faded away, Lin Yanqiu's fate would not be much better.

Jiang Yuanye only had a few thoughts in his head, and with a glance, he saw Lin Jiu next to him walking briskly on his sneakers, shaking his head, looking like "surviving after a catastrophe".

He gritted his teeth secretly, thinking, as long as Fan Linjiu has three parts of Lin Yanqiu's brains, he won't be fooled by Lin Yanqiu's few words.

Lin Jiu followed Jiang Yuanye back to the lounge for breakfast, during which he woke up Bai Ruier. Lin Jiu should have gone back to school after breakfast, but Lin Jiu was worried about his mother and wanted to stay with her in the hospital all the time. But mother didn't want to stay in the hospital and insisted on going back to Jiang's villa, Lin Jiu was in a dilemma.

If he didn't go back to the Jiang's house, he wouldn't be able to see his mother. He was afraid that his mother would have an accident. When he returned to the Jiang's house, he would have to face Jiang Yuanye all the time.

Moreover, there is a Bai Ruier at home.

Lin Jiu was very conflicted in her heart, but Lin Yanqiu didn't care. She was immersed in the joy of "returning from a great victory" and wished to announce to the world that she had regained her position as the wife of the Jiang family. She was so excited that she didn't want to delay for a moment. Lin Jiu went back to Jiang's house.

When she was in the Jiang family, she usually hoped that Lin Jiu would also be in the Jiang family. She hoped that their mother and son could integrate into the Jiang family together. She wished that Lin Jiu could change his surname to Jiang directly, but the Jiang family did not agree.

Lin Jiu had always been obedient in front of Lin Yanqiu, even though he knew that his bed was gone, he still followed him back without saying a word.

But it is worth mentioning that Bai Ruier left first, this little kid was frightened, and was sent away by Jiang's father early the next morning, so when he returned to the villa, only Lin Yanqiu, Lin Jiu and Jiang Yuan wild.

Jiang Yuanye never stayed long when Lin Yanqiu was around, not finding fault was his limit, and he would never open his mouth to speak up, so he went straight to the training room on the first floor as soon as he entered the door.

After all, Liu Yanqiu lost a lot of blood and her body was very weak. She wanted to go back to the bedroom to rest after entering the door. As she walked into the bedroom, she turned her head and said to Lin Jiu, "I didn't sleep well in the hospital last night, so you should go back and catch up on sleep. "

Lin Jiu was fine when he was outside, and he could barely hold himself together, but once he returned to Jiang's house, he felt uncomfortable.

He was like a cat that was thrown out once and returned to the owner's house. The familiar things suddenly became strange. , and then walked stiffly to the attic on the third floor.

He thought, without a bed, he could... sleep on the floor, or on the floor.

As for why there is no bed, he doesn't want to tell his mother about these terrible things.

Anyway, my mother didn't usually come to his attic, and she couldn't find it.

Lin Jiu hung his head down and climbed up the steps of the attic, probably because of the lack of ventilation, the attic was permeated with a faint musty smell all the year round, Lin Jiu sniffed his little nose, raised his hand and pushed open the door of the attic.

As soon as he walked in, he was stunned.

In the attic, his lost cot was safely placed there.