To my dear senior sister

Speechless?

Gu Xianxi, who heard Wen Lian's question, held the document in both hands, lowered his head, unable to see his emotions clearly.

Wen Lian's throat squirmed.There are tens of thousands of words in my heart that I want to say, and all of them flooded up at once, and my mind is empty again, I don't know if it is appropriate to say those words.

There was a dead silence between the two of them.

After all, it was Wen Lian who broke the deadlock, and said in an extremely calm tone: "If there is nothing wrong, I will leave first..." After waiting for a while, Gu Xianxi still did not respond, she turned around and was about to leave.

"Wait... I have a document here that needs your signature." Gu Xianxi lowered her head, wiping away the tears that suddenly overflowed for no reason.

Wen Lian's footsteps immediately stopped.

Gu Xianxi adjusted her mood, walked in front of Wen Lian, smiled slightly, with a decent and standard smile, opened the folder, placed it in front of Wen Lian and said, "Wen..." She didn't know what kind of address to use, but After hesitating for half a second, he picked it up, "Doctor Wen, please sign it."

Wen Lian rolled his eyes to look at the document, then at her impeccable smile, and hesitantly took out a pen from his pocket.

When she bent down to sign, Gu Xianxi carefully looked at her profile.

Still nothing changed.It was like this six years ago, and it will still be like this six years later.

Thinking that they will be together in the same hospital in the future, they will not see each other all day long.Gu Xianxi didn't know where a bit of bitterness came from, but it didn't show on her face, she was still calm and unwavering.

Although the scene she saw in the office just now is still reflected in her mind, such a big surprise to meet Wen Lian again has long overshadowed the complicated emotions before.

It would be nice if we couldn't be together again...

After Wen Lian signed, he straightened up.

Gu Xianxi's eyes followed her, and hesitantly asked, "How have you been these six years?..."

Hearing these words, Wen Lian's tone seemed to be greeting an old friend instead of a former lover.

"Very good, it has always been good." Wen Lian put away his pen and said with a slight smile, "Thank you for your accomplishment back then, senior sister, otherwise I might not have such an achievement now."

As soon as Gu Xianxi's body stiffened, the expression on his face froze instantly...

For a long time, Wen Lian had thought that one day they would meet again.

Gu Xianxi would ask this question, so how would she answer it?

At that time, she thought of the answer.

He should answer: "Without you, everything would be bad." If Gu Xianxi still has her in his heart, he should be moved.

At that time, I still loved her deeply.

Later, with the migration of time.Her answer became, "It's all fine without you."

Only one word has been changed, but the meaning has changed thousands of miles.

At that time, she wanted to prove that she could do many things by herself, instead of not growing up like Gu Xianxi said.She doesn't need Gu Xianxi to leave for her own good!

And the changes in this are... She was there alone, directing, acting, and entertaining herself.The loneliness and bitterness in it are only known to her.

Gu Xianxi and her are half a world apart, so they don't know anything.

When it came time to say it, she said those two sentences without even thinking about it.Not thinking about Gu Xianxi's feelings, she suddenly felt as if she had let go of a heavy burden.It turns out that answering this sentence is not that difficult.

After returning the document to Gu Xianxi, she raised her eyes and asked without any emotion on her face, "Is there anything else?"

"No more..." Gu Xianxi looked flustered, took the folder, checked her signature, and closed the folder after confirming it was correct.

Before she finished speaking, she suddenly noticed that the corners of Wen Lian's collar were a little irregular. Overcoming the slight sadness in her heart, she pointed out: "Your collar is crooked..." At the same time, she wanted to reach out to help Wen Lian tidy it up.

Suddenly, it's like going back to college time...

But she forgot that time has passed, and although the person in front of her is still the same person, the environment they are in is no longer a university, and their relationship has also changed...

Wen Lian reflexively avoided it, and looked at his collar.When I took off my white coat just now, I was accidentally brought here, so the corners turned up.Pulling it well, Wen Lian thanked, "Thank you."

Gu Xianxi's caring hand was empty, and his expression was embarrassed and lonely, and he tasted a little bitter taste in his mouth, and replied: "You're welcome..."

Watching Gu Xianxi's back gradually go away and disappear, and finally there is only an empty corridor left, Wen Lian didn't know why he suddenly wanted to laugh.

At first it was a sneer, then he raised his head and laughed, and finally laughed until tears came out.

To be honest, she thought about how to be with her senior forever; thought about how to clarify the relationship between her and her senior when her mind became more open; she also thought about how to raise her senior.

But they broke up, and these thoughts became all her ridiculous fantasies.

She feels so pitiful...

He lowered his head, tilted his head, looked at the empty corridor again, and looked at the direction where Gu Xianxi disappeared.The vision in front of her eyes slowly became blurred until her cheeks felt wet.

Obviously not in love anymore, but why are the tears still flowing down uncontrollably?

Obviously still in love, but why did you say that annoying thing?While hurting her, he was also cutting blood in his own heart... Will she really be happy?

In the office after get off work, there was only one person left.

Joyce leaned against the wall of Wen Lian's office, only a wall separated him from Wen Lian outside.

She folded her hands, with a serious expression, not knowing what she was thinking.

She heard the conversation between Wen Lian and Gu Xianxi just now.She knew that Wen Lian didn't want to disturb them, so she hid here and did not go out.

When Wen Lian's footsteps, which had been stagnant for a long time, sounded again, she straightened her body, stood in front of her the moment Wen Lian came in, and asked bluntly, "Is it still possible for you?"

"No more." The tears on Wen Lian's face had been wiped dry long ago, and he replied without expression, without thinking.

Like a candle in the dark, once gave a person warmth and light.

However, one day the candle fell down and the light disappeared in an instant.

The man was so frightened that he picked up the candle and lit it again.When I stretched out my hand, I accidentally touched the wax oil and cotton thread that were still hot and still hot.

She hissed and quickly withdrew her hand.When I touched it in the dark, my fingers were swollen.

She tried it once and got burned.Would she dare to touch it a second time?

Gu Xianxi is that candle.

After she left, Wen Lian was alone, and all that was left was the infinite darkness and shivering in the cold...

What's more, Wen Lian tried not only once, but hundreds of times.Whether it is in the hands or in the heart, it has already been riddled with holes.

In the hospital where she practiced abroad, she was the first person who failed to be rescued by her.

Wen Lian witnessed a living life die in front of his own eyes.

Anxiety took hold of her heart.She felt guilty that it was her own fault that caused the patient's death.

Although my mentor has already said, it is not because of my own reasons.At the same time, Joyce kept comforting her.

She also knows that the world is impermanent, doctors can only save a small number of people, and most of the patients end up dying.

But she just couldn't get rid of that guilt, and secretly felt that only when she felt guilty could she be worthy of the deceased patient.

Wearing a white coat, she sat slumped in a corner of the hospital, full of frustration.

Suddenly, for a moment, I missed Gu Xianxi very much.I want to see her, I want to hear her voice, I hope she can give her some comfort.Perhaps as long as a word, she will be satisfied.

After struggling for a long time, she decided to call Gu Xianxi.They had been out of touch for three years by then.

After calling, no one answered the phone for a long time, only the beeping sound of being connected.

Wen Lian was completely desperate, raised her head and suppressed her tears, and muttered: "Are you still unwilling to answer?" After pressing the phone, she lied to herself that Gu Xianxi should be asleep at this time, so it's better not to disturb her up.

Wen Lian didn't want to admit it even after he died, maybe Gu Xianxi already had a new boyfriend, who would definitely treat her very well and give her everything he couldn't give her.They will get married, they will have a baby, a cute baby like Gu Xianxi...

I really want to run back to see you and tell you that I still love you.

I told myself not to think about her anymore, but... at this moment, I really miss her... Wen Lian bit her finger tightly, the pain in her heart made her unable to control herself.

That time Wen Lian almost suffered from depression, and finally went to see a psychiatrist to get rid of the depression.

But now, she has completely calmed down, and she just wants to say one word to Gu Xianxi, that is: "Thank you." Thank you for the warmth you once brought me.

After Joyce heard her reply, he was obviously relieved.

Wen Lian pretended that nothing happened, and said to Joyce with a forced smile, "How about we have braised chicken and rice tonight?"

Of course Joyce is happy to eat her favorite food, but after coming to China, her eyes were widened and she tasted more Chinese food.Now a dish of stewed chicken and rice is far from satisfying her, so she added: "Hot pot is also needed."

Wen Lian opened his eyes wide in surprise and asked, "Can you eat that much?"

"Didn't you all say that there is nothing that can't be solved by a hot pot meal, if there is, then two meals!" Joyce said seriously: "I hope Wen Lian can be happier!"

Wen Lian didn't expect that Joyce went to eat hot pot for himself, he was a little dumbfounded, but more moved...

Before leaving the hospital, Wen Lian and Joyce saw Gu Xianxi again. At that time, Gu Xianxi was busy and didn't see them.

Joyce looked at Gu Xianxi meaningfully several times...