To my dear senior sister

Sometimes Wen Lian couldn't bear to see her so persistent, and wanted to try to make himself accept her.But as soon as this idea came up, before it was put into practice, it was immediately killed by her in her mind.

In her heart, she had a faint determination that she didn't want anyone except Gu Xianxi.It's just that I don't want to admit it.

She tried every means to make Joyce give up, so she became more and more indifferent to her.In addition to the necessary contact, she may not necessarily reply to Joyce's other messages when she sees them.

She thought that this would make Joyce feel disheartened and stop thinking about her.Unexpectedly, Joyce not only did not back down, but also had a tendency to become more courageous as he fought.

Wen Lian has always been indifferent to Joyce's flattery, and Joyce's love has indeed brought her a lot of trouble.So this kind of dialogue often appears in their relationship...

"You...why do you treat me so well?"

"Wen, I like you." Joyce made no secret of his love for Wen Lian, and he could express his love to Wen Lian by opening or closing his mouth.

"But I don't like you..." Wen Lian sighed softly, there was nothing he could do about Joyce, and said helplessly.

"Wen, don't you like girls? Then why don't you try to accept me?" Joyce begged.

"I..." Wen Lian was at a loss for words, not knowing how to answer her, and was defeated in front of Joyce again.

Another time, when the two of them went out together because of something in winter.

The two, both wrapped in thick winter clothes, walked side by side on the snowy street.Because it snowed all night last night, and the road hadn't been cleaned, it was difficult for them to walk.

Joyce, who was some distance away from Wen Lian, suddenly leaned over, took her hand, and smiled slyly.

Wen Lian thought she was afraid of slipping and falling, that's why she came over to hold her hand, and didn't run away.

Back in China, it was normal for girls to hold hands and hug each other, so she didn't think much about it.

However, on the next road, as long as passers-by passed in front of them, they would stare at their holding hands, and when they were about to pass by, they would raise their heads and smile meaningfully at Wen Lian.

Wen Lian walked a distance with her before realizing something was wrong, and asked Joyce for no reason, "Why do passers-by like to stare at us?" At this time, another passerby smiled at Wen Lian in front of them, Wen Lian Also return the gift politely.

After the passer-by passed by, Joyce saw that she was still in a daze, and said happily, "Wen, do you know? This place is different from China. If girls and girls are so close in our country, it means that they The two are lovers..." In case Wen Lian didn't understand, he could still hold her hand by himself.

Wen Lian hadn't waited for her to finish speaking, so she withdrew her hand and put it behind her back, knowing that she did it on purpose, but still clarified, saying: "I don't know about such a thing, don't get me wrong." gone.

Joyce, who was left in place, looked at Wen Lian's retreating back, and stamped his feet angrily.If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have explained it to her. I blame myself for talking too fast.

Wen Lian, who had already walked a long way, realized that she hadn't followed, turned around, gasping for breath, and raised his voice to ask her, "Are you still not following? You're going to be late."

Joyce was kicking the snowdrift with his mouth pouted to vent his anger. He was full of grievances, but after hearing her words, he immediately disappeared and followed Wen Lian's footsteps.

"Wen, what shall we have for lunch?"

"What do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat your braised chicken and rice from China."

"it is good."

"... Wen, can I continue to hold your hand?"

"No."

Wen Lian just read the book while arguing with Joyce.

Gu Xianxi in China is not as lucky as her. Even after breaking up with her, she still has a beautiful teacher by her side.

Although Chang Luo would call to greet her every few days, and even wanted to apply to work in the hospital where she worked.But the few remaining friendships were all wiped out by the confession when the graduation photo was taken.

Gu Xianxi didn't want to talk to her, so even the name of the hospital where she worked was kept a secret from her, and Xu Yajie and the others were not allowed to tell her.

After graduation, she successfully applied for a job in a hospital.Although the initial salary was a bit low, it was enough for her to spend.

Nursing is a profession with a lot of workload, which is hard and tiring.

But the busy work will numb her sensitive mood and make her forget the sadness, so Gu Xianxi never tires of it.

The past was gradually hidden in her heart.She would never take the initiative to recall those things, except that they popped up in her mind by chance, or remembered after seeing familiar objects.

because it still hurts...

Not long after Gu Xianxi went to work, she met a very strange patient in the hospital.

It was this patient who aroused a lot of curiosity in her and pulled back some of the emotion she had invested in Wen Lian.

That day, according to the doctor's instructions, she and another nurse went to the inpatient department to visit a patient who had just finished surgery.

On their way back, they passed the door of the last ward on the side of the corridor.Holding the medical records, Gu Xianxi inadvertently raised her head, looked through the viewing window on the door, and saw a female patient sitting on the hospital bed inside.

She had short hair, was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, and was slowly peeling an apple with a fruit knife in her hand. She was talking to a corner that Gu Xianxi couldn't see from the outside, with a dazed expression on her face.If only these words, is not surprising.

What puzzled Gu Xianxi was that there was only one empty bed in this ward.Beds are always in short supply in hospitals, and so are wards.In many cases, many beds will be squeezed into one ward to save space.So she was a little weird.

Gu Xianxi stopped hesitantly, and asked the colleagues beside her, "Why is she the only one in this ward?" She originally thought that the patient was talking to her family members, but after turning around, she found that her There was nothing on the other side, so I was surprised.

Seeing her stop, her colleague also stopped, walked behind her, glanced into the ward and replied, "Oh, it's this patient..."

"Patients in the neurology department have lived here for a while." Her qualifications are many years higher than Gu Xianxi's, and she has stayed in this hospital for a long time, so she is very clear about the things in the hospital.

Gu Xianxi became curious about this patient and asked, "What's wrong with her?"

The colleague flipped through the medical records he was holding in his hand, and then glanced at the patient inside and said: "I heard that he was stimulated by something, and his spirit goes from good to bad. When he is good, he is like a normal person. When he is bad, he is like a normal person. Just crazy, love talking to the wall, as if there is someone in the wall..."

Speaking of this, as if she felt something, she couldn't help but shuddered. She shook her body, pulled Gu Xianxi to go, and urged: "Let's go quickly, and we have to go back and explain. There is nothing to see here. It's scary."

"Isn't this a mental illness? Why don't you send him to a mental hospital and live here instead?" Gu Xianxi asked hesitantly, being dragged away by his colleagues.

"The key is that when she is healthy, she is no different from a normal person. It is a crime to lock a normal person with a mental illness. So when she falls ill, her family will send her to the hospital." Colleagues will She told Gu Xianxi everything she knew.

"No one cares about her?"

"Except for the nurses in our hospital, I really haven't seen anyone else to take care of her. I don't know very well..."

Gu Xianxi thought for a while and asked: "You haven't told me, why is she living in a ward by herself? Will the leader of the hospital?"

"Her family seems to be very rich, and she has some connections with the higher-ups, so she agrees." The colleague thought for a while and said, "Even if she refuses, who would dare to live with her when she was sick? The ward where people lived was made by her as if there was another person in the air. Horrifying!"

At the end, she sighed and said: "Fortunately, her family has money, otherwise she would have become a homeless person on the street." Gu Xianxi nodded noncommittally, went downstairs with her colleagues, and then forgot about this person.

Unexpectedly, it was just an occasional glimpse, and they would meet for the second, third, and fourth time.They all happened to meet each other in the hospital, and after a few times of getting acquainted, the patient took the initiative to chat with Gu Xianxi, and she had returned to normal by then.

The two became friends.

Gu Xianxi also learned something about her from her.

Her name is Chu Yijing, and she is older than Gu Xianxi.For some reason, suffering from mental illness.When she got sick, she didn't realize it, but the whole person seemed to become another person, and she would do some unreasonable things. There is no medicine to treat it.

When she told herself this paragraph, she had a bright smile on her face, and she spoke calmly.Fearing that Gu Xianxi would not believe it, she told Gu Xianxi in a joking tone that she must stay away from her when she gets sick next time.Otherwise, she herself doesn't know what she will do.

During the lunch break, Gu Xianxi, who had heard her finish speaking, sat next to her.Although she thought her tone was funny, she couldn't help feeling pity in her heart.

He didn't dare to ask her why, so he could only hide his doubts in his heart.

I don't know if it's a coincidence, but ever since Gu Xianxi saw Chu Yijing's illness, she gradually returned to normal, and she never had an illness again.After going through the discharge procedures, she rarely came to the hospital except to get some medicine.

Until one night of heavy rain, Gu Xianxi, who came back to work the night shift, looked at the low dark clouds outside, predicting that the heavy rain might last all night, and was about to lower his head to fill in his name on the duty sheet, when suddenly...