To my dear senior sister

Xu Yajie on the other side of the phone was taken aback when Wen Lian called Gu Xianxi's name to her, and immediately denied it: "Wen Lian, I'm not Xianxi."

Wen Lian's hopes fell through again, and his heart suddenly fell into the dust again from a high place, and asked in a daze: "Then you are..."

"You can't even hear my voice?!" Xu Yajie asked in shock, "I'm Xu Yajie." She suspected that Wen Lian had lost his mind due to excessive grief.

"Oh." Wen Lian asked with dull eyes: "Then what do you want from me?"

"Didn't you ask me to go back and see Xianxi's condition that day?" Xu Yajie said hesitantly, "I know everything about you..." She was afraid that if she said a wrong sentence, she would accidentally touch Wen Lian's heart Still bleeding wound.

There was no reply from Wen Lian, so Xu Yajie hesitated for a while and said, "Wen Lian, what I'm going to say next...don't get excited!" , to do something stupid, that's not good.

But to her surprise, Wen Lian's heart was as still as water.I have already cried as much as I should cry, and I have thought about what I should think about many times.All she wants now is an answer.

She has no fault, she has no way to make up for it, she can only wait for Gu Xianxi to pronounce her sentence, death penalty or death penalty?

"Okay, I'm already mentally prepared, let's talk." She breathed out and said in a calm tone.

"Xianxi is indeed planning to break up with you..." Xu Yajie said with some difficulty.

"Hmm..." She originally thought that after these few days of silence and envisioned many possibilities, she could accept the final result very strongly and calmly.But when she really heard the word breakup, she couldn't help but burst into tears.

Xu Yajie heard Wen Lian's slight sobs through the phone, and comforted him in a panic, "Wen Lian, I know you are sad, but..."

Wen Lianren's tears flowed wantonly on his cheeks, and he asked hoarsely, "Is she by your side?"

Xu Yajie repeatedly denied: "No, no. I'm outside, and she's not by my side." Now she dare not even mention the word Wen Lian in front of Gu Xianxi, let alone call Wen Lian.

Wen Lian wiped away the tears on her face indiscriminately, and muttered: "That's good..." She didn't want her to know that she was so worthless, and she didn't want her to know that she shed a lot of tears for her. will be worried.It's fine if she's not here...

"Go on." She coughed a few times, trying to cough out all the things that were blocked in her heart.

"I've been probing for several days..." Xu Yajie thought about it, carefully considering what to say, "I just pried it off her a little..."

"Why did you break up with me?" Wen Lian just wanted to know this, and asked directly.

"This..." Xu Yajie recalled what Gu Xianxi told her before, she didn't want to delay Wen Lian, but at the same time, she didn't allow herself to tell Wen Lian, and said, "You better not know this..."

She didn't say anything, but Wen Lian guessed by herself: "Does she have someone else she likes?"

"No, no, Wen Lian, don't think about it." Xu Yajie quickly denied it.Seeing Wen Lian being so sad, she really wanted to tell the truth, but she swore to Gu Xianxi not to tell... she didn't feel caught in a dilemma.

Fortunately, Wen Lian didn't mention anything that could not be said, otherwise she would really be entangled.

"Wen Lian, are you going to give up?" She asked tentatively.

"That day, I wanted to go back to China..." Wen Lian said slowly.

Xu Yajie couldn't wait to ask: "Then why haven't you come back yet? If the plane got on at that time, it should have arrived long ago!"

"I... can't go back..." Wen Lian clenched his teeth, tears welled up in his eyes, and said, "The school won't let me go back until one year later, and it will be too late..."

"Ah..." Xu Yajie sighed regretfully. Could it be a coincidence?Are they destined not to make it to the end?

"I shouldn't have come out! If I don't come out, my senior won't break up with me... We can still be together well..." Wen Lian leaned his head against the wall, and said with blank eyes.By the end, the voice was stuck in her throat.

"Wen Lian, don't be too sad, since you can't come back, you can study there with peace of mind." Xu Yajie felt a little guilty.If she hadn't contributed to the flames at the beginning, Wen Lian and Gu Xianxi might not have been together later, nor would they have been hurt so badly.

She persuaded Wen Lian: "I have a chance, and I will definitely help you persuade Xianxi. I believe she just broke up with you because she couldn't think about it for a while!"

Wen Lian nodded noncommittally, and said: "I still hope you can help me take good care of her..."

"Ok."

After Wen Lian hung up the phone, he clicked on the call log of the few days since he came to this country.

At that time, the weather was fine, and my senior hadn't said goodbye to her at that time, and everything was fine at that time.

Except for a few who called home, the rest were all calls to Gu Xianxi, and some text messages were used later.

Dozens of phone calls and hundreds of text messages.

Every phone call, every text message, she clearly remembers what happened at that time...

On the first day of her arrival, she told Gu Xianxi that she was temporarily staying at a local's house.The owner's family is all fat, and the clothes they wear are tight, no matter how big or small they are, they all tremble when they walk.

Gu Xianxi laughed at her for being ignorant, troubling others, and even speaking ill of others behind their backs.

In fact, Wen Lian was just trying to make her happy, and didn't really mean to mock them, and they were all telling the truth.

Thinking that senior sister couldn't see it anyway, she stuck out her tongue at the phone...

What's more, after a day of applying for a certificate at school, I was exhausted and paralyzed when I came back.

She lay on the bed and complained to Gu Xianxi that the speaking speed of English was many times faster than that of Chinese.

When facing those people who were doing business, if she hadn't stretched her ears to listen carefully, she wouldn't be able to understand what they were talking about.

In the end, she also imitated the usual tone of foreigners with Gu Xianxi with great interest.

"Oh, my god!" "..."

It made Gu Xianxi laugh non-stop on the phone...

Sometimes Gu Xianxi would take the initiative to call or send text messages to send her the latest photos of penicillin.

Summer is here, and penicillin is prone to heat stroke because its hair is too long.

She and Xu Yajie took it to the pet shop to shave it shorter.

While waiting for the shaving, Xu Yajie heard that there was a discount for castration, so she coaxed Gu Xianxi to castrate the penicillin.In case the penicillin grows up, it will be pussy in the dormitory, screaming, and harm the female cat downstairs... Then it can't be kept in the dormitory.

Gu Xianxi didn't have any ideas, and agreed after listening to the persuasion of the clerk and Xu Yajie.

So Penicillin was castrated during the shaving process and became a little eunuch.

When Wen Lian heard the news, his back was still cold, it was too cruel...

Thinking of those things, Wen Lian couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips.Thinking back at that time, maybe the senior sister was already planning to break up with me, and there were tears in her smile...

At the same time, I made a decision in my heart.Since she can't go back within a year, and her senior doesn't answer her phone calls, and she can't do anything about it, then she should stay here and study hard.

Pin all your hopes on a year from now.

Ok.

I will grow up, like you said... I will take care of myself, like you said... I will learn English well, like you said...

You want me to listen to you, well, I listen.

Could it be that if I behave better, you can tell me that those words of breaking up are all lies?

One year is short, wait for me!

At this point, after Wen Lian thought about it, his emotional energy was greatly reduced, and the rest was almost all devoted to his studies. Foreign classrooms are more free than domestic ones.

There was no roll call and no questions.Although according to the arrangement on the schedule, there are almost full courses every day, but Wen Lian is almost the only one who follows the rules and does not miss a class.Skipping classes is very common among their classmates, even the other two who came to this school with Wen Lian back then.

In the classroom, not only the teacher can speak, but also the students can express their opinions freely.Wen Lian didn't speak English well when she first came here, and she was ashamed to express herself.Later, she gradually became fluent in English, and dared to ask her own questions.

She has paid far more in her studies than when she was in China, and of course she has received more.After just three months, her English has improved several floors.Express yourself in front of everyone, and you will no longer have the shyness you had when you first came.You can communicate with your classmates and hosts who live in the house without barriers.

As for Gu Xianxi, Wen Lian was never at ease.Through Xu Yajie's little ear in China, I can hear her report on Gu Xianxi's situation every day.Only Xu Yajie knew that the senior sister seemed to be doing well.Then she is relieved.

Every day after Wen Lian left, Gu Xianxi missed her very much.

Although I can never talk to her on the mobile phone every day, but the real person is not in front of me, I always feel that something is missing.

When you want to hug, you can't hug.When I want to act like a baby, except for her, it seems that no one else is suitable, so I can only endure it.

When she didn't know Wen Lian, she could act coquettishly with everyone without any pressure.But after interacting with her, she only felt that she was gentle and restrained, and she was no longer so casual with others.

She was not so used to it in the dormitory, although she was accompanied by penicillin.

Every morning when she wakes up, she has to lie on the bed for a long time, staring dryly at the ceiling, and it takes a long time to realize that this is not her and Wen Lian's hut.There are only walls or penicillin around me, no warm and soft body, and no familiar embrace.

When I go to bed at night, I occasionally dream of Wen Lian.Just like the dream in that rainy night, Wen Lian always disappeared in the end, making her unable to find her everywhere.

Gu Xianxi felt that such a dream foreshadowed their future. In the end, she would lose Wen Lian and never find it again, so the tears from the corners of her eyes wet the pillow.

During the day, people are also in a trance, but they can call Xu Yajie beside her as Wen Lian...