To my dear senior sister

In the ward, Song Yuanju's family members were waiting anxiously. After the doctor took an examination of Song Yuanju who was still in a coma on the hospital bed, they immediately surrounded him, eager to ask about the situation.

The doctor had just hung the stethoscope around his neck, and his ears were almost deaf from their noise, and he couldn't hear what they were talking about. He couldn't answer his question at all, so he pressed his hands down to signal them to be quiet.After they all shut up, he said, "What exactly do you want to ask? Ask them one by one, okay?"

"Doctor, when will my dad wake up?" The person who asked the question was Song Yuanju's only son.

"This..." The doctor flipped through the medical records and said: "Don't worry, the patient just lacks rest, you let him rest enough, he will wake up naturally."

Song Yuanju's son nodded. The doctor was about to leave. Before he left, he glanced at everyone in the ward, waved his hand, and said, "Don't be surrounded by so many people in the ward. The patient needs a quiet rest." Then he took him out Several people.

Wen Lian just finished calling Gu Xianxi, and told her what happened at the funeral home.After hanging up the phone, she sat on the bench in the hospital, her eyes dimmed, her mind was in chaos, she didn't even know what she was thinking, she just felt confused about the way ahead.

The door of the ward behind her opened again, Wen Lian raised her head when she heard the sound, and Song Yuanju's son stood in front of her and said to her: "Student, my dad wakes up and wants to see you."

Wen Lian followed him into the ward, and Song Yuanju, who was lying on the bed, slowly opened his eyes, watched her walking towards him, and waved to her.

Wen Lian rushed forward and called out, "Teacher..."

Song Yuanju was not in a hurry to talk to Wen Lian, but waited for his son to help him up and put a pillow on his back, waved to his son, and said with difficulty: "You go outside first."

After his son went out, he withdrew his gaze and looked at Wen Lian.

Wen Lian asked in a timely manner: "Teacher, what did you ask me to do?"

Song Yuanju asked her to sit down on the chair beside the bed, "This matter..." He said meaningfully: "...Don't take it to heart, so as not to leave a shadow."

He was thoughtful, but since Wen Lian knew it had happened, could he still pretend it never happened?She smiled wryly, nodded, and said, "Understood, teacher."

"There are still some things, I want to talk to you." Song Yuanju said with some difficulty, obviously his tired body has not recovered yet.

Wen Lian pretended to be listening attentively and said, "Teacher, please tell me."

Song Yuanju nodded with difficulty, and said slowly to Wen Lian: "One day in the future, when you go to the clinic, you must not be too harsh on the patients, and be gentle if you can. Now people's hearts are not old, you have to understand..."

Wen Lian nodded repeatedly, never expecting the teacher to think so far for her.

"As soon as something goes wrong, run as fast as possible." Song Yuanju suddenly thought of something and added, "By the way, you must take off your white coat. Sometimes a white coat can save lives. Sometimes it can become a death talisman!" He was so excited that he couldn't breathe evenly, and he also coughed.

Seeing that his face was flushed from coughing, Wen Lian stood up quickly, helped him caress his back and asked, "Is teacher all right? Do you want to call the doctor for another check?"

Song Yuanju waved his hand, let her sit down again, and said: "It's okay, I am a doctor myself, don't I know what's wrong with my body?" Wu Zi shook his head, "It's a small problem, it's just that I'm too tired That's all."

"Old Liu, I've been gentle all my life, but I didn't expect to lose my life just because of a few words." After he recovered, he raised his head and stared at the ceiling, pointed at Wen Lian and said, "You must remember this lesson .”

Wen Lian saw that he had been holding on to this point, worried that it would become a knot in his heart, and persuaded: "Teacher, don't think too much..."

Song Yuanju interrupted her and said, "I understand... life and death are fate..." His face was a little dark, "but if he didn't see that patient, nothing would happen..."

Wen Lian didn't know what to say, so she could only nod her head catering to her. After a half-circle in her mind, she said hesitantly, "Actually...most of the patients also respect doctors..." Although Liu Zhian's death gave her a big shock , but what she has always believed in has not changed.

So when she said something, even if the person listening was Song Yuanju in front of her, a large part of it was for herself.

Song Yuanju smiled mockingly, and said: "Oh, they are angels in white clothes when they are useful, and beasts in clothes when they are useless..."

Wen Lian knew that Liu Zhian's incident had dealt such a blow to the teacher that he became what he is now. After hearing what the teacher said, she was speechless, so she fell silent again.

Song Yuanju also realized that he had spoken too much, quickly glanced at Wen Lian who lowered his head, coughed and said: "In short, you must protect yourself."

Wen Lian pursed her lips and nodded.

"Disasters are inevitable. Apart from this, all we can do is keep learning, perfecting our medical skills, and consummate our skills..." Song Yuanju sighed and warned warmly.

"The road of medicine has never stopped learning. The times are changing. Only by following the changes can we not miss people's lives. You must always remember the heavy responsibility on your shoulders!"

"teacher…"

Song Yuanju patted Wen Lian on the shoulder and said: "This society always needs doctors. I am old, and this generation still depends on you."...

After Wen Lian came back from the hospital, he hugged Gu Xianxi as soon as he got home.

Gu Xianxi knew what happened to her just now, so she tried her best to hug her back in distress, and without asking how she was, she quietly stroked her back, hoping that she would be more comfortable, and waited for her until she was willing to speak.

Wen Lian was so strong that she lost her strength one after another. With tears in her eyes, she asked in a hoarse voice, "Senior sister, what do you think we study so hard for?" What are the difficult books for?

"Didn't you say it? In order to be able to stand at the forefront when those natural disasters* happen, instead of worrying behind the screen?" After a long time, Gu Xianxi can still clearly remember what Wen Lian said in the library at that time It's just because of Wen Lian's high spirits when he said these words.

"But what's in front of me now is not like this." Wen Lian bit his lip firmly, shaking his head.

Natural disasters* don't happen all the time, and even if they do happen, she might not have a chance to go up there.What she finally has to face are patients with various clinical diseases.Even so, Wen Lian was willing to dedicate herself.

But the reality she now understands is that doctors and patients are full of misunderstandings. Doctors who save patients' lives may not get their respect, and they are always in danger of being stabbed to death by them.

The gap between ideal and reality is roughly the same.

The current Wen Lian only thinks that her naive self was ridiculous.

Everyone wants to be a hero, but not everyone can be a hero.

"I'm afraid, I'm really afraid." Wen Lian hugged Gu Xianxi tightly, her lower lip was bitten by her own teeth, almost oozing blood, but she didn't feel it at all, "I'm afraid that I will die from the hand of death. The rescued patient turned his head and drew his knife and sent me to see the god of death."

"Don't be afraid, who said you would meet those vicious patients?" Gu Xianxi comforted her.

"Then why did you meet Dr. Liu? Obviously he will be able to retire in a few years! He died?! I think he is a good doctor." She almost cried out these words, tears Involuntarily, it slid down the cheek.

Gu Xianxi didn't know how to answer her.Is it possible to slander Dr. Liu's image so that Wen Lian can relax?She can't do it.

Finally, she calmly asked, "Wen Lian, do you still want to be a doctor?"

Hearing her question, Wen Lian was taken aback for a moment, shook his head, and replied hesitantly: "I...probably...in the future...maybe...will...maybe..." Her confidence completely disappeared.

"Then since you know that there is a misunderstanding between doctors and patients, why do you try to break this misunderstanding?" Gu Xianxi pushed Wen Lian away slightly while thinking, and said into her eyes.

Wen Lian fell into the pain that she couldn't extricate herself from. She didn't hear what Gu Xianxi said, but just shook her head blindly, and hugged Gu Xianxi into her arms with both hands, as if she could only draw the strength to support her from her.

Yes, that's right, Wen Lian found the right person.

She couldn't listen anymore, Gu Xianxi said it in her ear over and over until Wen Lian listened, and asked in surprise: "Me?" Gu Xianxi nodded.

Wen Lian slowly let go of her hands, faced Gu Xianxi, and asked unconfidently: "Can I?" The tears she shed just now hadn't dried up yet, they condensed into a teardrop at the corner of her eyes and hung on it.

Gu Xianxi raised his hand to help her wipe away the tears on her face, then stood on tiptoe to kiss away the tears from the corner of Wen Lian's eyes, and said softly, "Wen Lian, you are my hero."

I believe you can…

With Gu Xianxi's comfort, Wen Lian quickly passed the period of depression.Song Yuanju also recovered in the hospital, was discharged, and returned to school to teach students.Life went on as usual, but neither the teacher nor the students mentioned anything about Liu Zhian, as if he was still living there, wearing a white coat and continuing to serve patients.

Another stormy night.

Thunder roared outside the window, and lightning appeared in the dark sky one after another, as if to tear a gap in the sky, but they disappeared without leaving a trace in an instant.The sound of thunder and rain mixed together and struck heavily on the glass of the window in the room, shaking the glass as if it had been frightened by the pouring rain, trembling intermittently.

Probably because of the heavy rain, the people in the house couldn't sleep well.Gu Xianxi, who was hugged by Wen Lian, was sweating coldly on his forehead, with a painful expression, as if he wanted to get rid of something but couldn't get rid of it...