To my dear senior sister

After Gu Xianxi's paper left, Wen Lian touched his face in a sense of loss, and then came to his senses by her words, put the notebook in front of Gu Xianxi and said, "This is my birthday present for senior sister. , I hope senior sister can accept it." I was glad that I hid the notebook in my arms just now, and didn't get creamed on it.

"Happy birthday to senior sister! Always!"

"This is?" Gu Xianxi was a little confused after taking the notebook, frowning and asked.

"I'm in such a hurry, I didn't think of anything to give to my senior...just...just..." Wen Lian shrugged her face with her fingers in embarrassment. At that time, I felt that the etiquette was too thin to be worthy of the senior sister.

Gu Xianxi opened it casually, and there were blessings and signatures in unfamiliar handwriting. She also saw the names of people in her class inside.Seeing what Wen Lian wrote on the last page, she understood what she meant, and muttered in a low voice with a smile: "Stupid Wen Lian...silly..."

Although Wen Lian heard her speak, she didn't hear the content clearly, thinking that she was distracted, "What are you talking about?"

Gu Xianxi would not let her know that he was scolding her, and asked, "Did you ask someone to sign this?"

Wen Lian nodded, and Gu Xianxi tilted his head, leaned on her shoulder and said, "Actually, all I need is the last sentence, as long as you write it..."

Wen Lian's shoulders are a little bit wider than hers. Although they don't have much flesh, they won't be too aggressive.The warm body temperature passed from her body, making Gu Xianxi unconsciously want to get closer to her.

A thought came to her mind, and she asked sideways: "To be honest, Wen Lian, why are you so kind to me?"

From the time she got acquainted with Wen Lian, she felt that Wen Lian was very kind to her.

Although it is not clear what is good about it, it seems that she will obey her in everything related to herself.

Moreover, her kindness to herself is different from Senior Xin and the president. In front of Senior Xin and the president, she always looks like a child who can't grow up. She feels that she is particularly prone to make mistakes and needs their care and help. This makes her I can't help but doubt myself.

But in front of Wen Lian, even if she didn't obey her everything, she would always say yes.And she is the first to think of herself and take care of herself in everything.

Wen Lian's mind was full of thoughts about what he wrote in the last sentence, but he hadn't noticed that Gu Xianxi was approaching, and was caught off guard by her question, almost revealing his true thoughts: "Of course I like it..." The words said In half, he quickly changed his tune, "This... I like people who are nice to me."

Gu Xianxi was very dissatisfied with this answer, she didn't know how she treated Wen Lian well, so she pouted and said, "How did I treat you well."

Wen Lian thought for a while and spread his hands, "I don't know either."

Gu Xianxi embraced Wen Lian's arm, looked up at her face and said suddenly: "Wen Lian, you are so kind, if you are a boy, I will definitely marry you."

Hearing her words abruptly, Wen Lian was taken aback for a moment, not knowing how to answer, and after a few minutes of silence, he said with disappointment: "But I can't change my gender, in this life."

Gu Xianxi sighed feebly, and now that the words have come to this point, Wen Lian still can't understand what he means, whether he is really stupid or fake, and he said in a fit of anger: "Yes, then let's go to the next life."

Wen Lian forced a smile: "Okay." Gu Xianxi stopped talking.

If only she were a man, she would be able to like senior sister unscrupulously, express her love to her openly and pursue her.Maybe the senior sister will agree to her, and then they will be together and spend the wonderful time of college hand in hand.But her gender is doomed as soon as a person is born, and she can't change anything at all.

Wen Lian gritted his teeth, a sense of powerlessness welled up from his heart and spread to his limbs.

After the powerlessness passed, she suddenly thought, if she didn't try, how would she know the result?Maybe, senior sister has the same emotion as me?

With a hot head, taking advantage of the bewitching night, no longer thinking about losing or not, no longer thinking about the consequences, and desperately said what she had always wanted to say.She clenched her fists nervously, her chest heaved violently, and words were brewing in her mind.

Gu Xianxi moved suddenly, pulling back Wen Lian's reason in an instant.The fist was loosened, and Wen Lian calmed down.Fearing that Gu Xianxi would fall, he moved his arms behind to protect her, which was equivalent to holding Gu Xianxi in his arms.

After a long period of silence, Wen Lian turned his head to look at her cautiously, only to see that she closed her eyes and didn't know whether she was awake or asleep, motionless.The faint light from the opposite floor hit the senior sister's face, making her look even more serene.

Wen Lian said to himself: "Could it be that there is no chance in this life?" Suddenly realizing that Gu Xianxi might hear it, her heart tightened.

After waiting for a long time, seeing no reaction from Gu Xianxi, he felt relieved.

It seemed that she really fell asleep, Wen Lian looked up at the starry sky.The sky is full of stars, it seems that tomorrow will be a fine weather.

What Wen Lian didn't know was that when she was talking to herself, Gu Xianxi silently gave an answer in her heart.

Wen Lian suddenly realized that the senior sister fell asleep like this, wouldn't the two of them want to stay on the rooftop all night?

Senior sister's body is close at hand, and the air carries her unique fragrance into Wen Lian's body along the nose, and the stimulating Wen Lian's heart beats violently in the chest cavity.Wen Lian felt her neck was a little stiff, and slowly raised her hand, trying to push her to wake her up.She hadn't touched it yet, but selfishness made her withdraw her hand again.

Senior sister fell asleep... Could she do some bad things...

Wen Lian tilted her head, looked at Gu Xianxi's face, blinked her eyes, moved her gaze to her lips, struggled for a while, and then slowly pressed her body against her...

Just when the distance between their lips was only a few centimeters, Wen Lian stopped again like in the movie theater last time.Then she opened her eyes, but the senior sister still kept her eyes tightly closed.

She backed away and gave a wry smile. Even if there was no one around, even if the senior would not know what she had done when she was asleep, she still didn't have the guts to continue.

That's right, she is cowardly...so cowardly...as long as she doesn't pierce the barrier between her and her senior, she won't do anything outrageous to her senior.

Someone knocked on the herbarium where various human organs were placed, and Song Yuanju, who was busy inside, shouted without raising his head: "Please come in."

The doorknob was turned, Wen Lian pushed the door open and came in, stood at the door and politely called: "Teacher." The strong smell of formalin in the room made her uncomfortable and rubbed her nose.

Song Yuanju glanced at her and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Wen Lian gestured to the thesis she was holding in her hand, and said, "Last time the teacher asked me to revise the parts that were not rigorous. He was not found, and after asking a lot of people, he found out that he was in the herbarium, so he came here.

"come in."

It was only when Wen Lian walked in that he could see clearly what Song Yuanju was doing. He was wearing a white coat, a thick mask on his face, and white gloves on his hands. He was almost fully armed.The doors and windows of the specimen room were all opened for ventilation.

He was adding formalin to glass specimen jars on the podium.The formaldehyde in formalin is volatile in the air. Even if they and the specimens are sealed in glass specimen jars, they will still decrease a little over time, and need to be added every once in a while, or completely replaced.

Wen Lian saw that Song Yuanju was so busy that he couldn't spare his hands, so he definitely wouldn't show her the paper right away.After standing in front of him for a while, he was attracted by the specimens on the shelf.

Although she had seen these specimens several times during the last semester, every time she saw them they were fresh, and she never got tired of looking at them.

For the embryos of each month, the larger the month, the more obvious the shape of the human body and the larger the volume.The slice of the brain is like an elliptical maze, extending in all directions and winding.There is also a man's head soaked in formalin, his eyes are closed, his lips are pursed, as if he is asleep, and the stubble on his chin can be clearly seen...

As she got closer and closer to those specimens, Song Yuanju said: "Don't touch them with your hands. If these specimens are damaged, it will be difficult to buy even if you have money."

Wen Lian turned his head to see that he was still pouring formalin, and wisely stayed away from those specimens.After struggling for a while, I still asked my doubts: "Teacher, I want to ask where these specimens come from."

Sometimes when she was in herbarium class, she would involuntarily guess when she looked at the yellow and lifeless faces soaked in formalin.Where did these people who were made into specimens come from, what stories do they have, why they are willing to be made into specimens, and how long have they been here.

Song Yuanju paused and said, "Some belonged to ex-convicts on death row, and some donated their bodies voluntarily."

"When you were in the anatomy experiment class, was there a dried specimen standing by the podium?"

Wen Lian returned to the podium, nodded, "Yes." When she was in class for the first time, she observed it for a long time.

Song Yuanju put his hands on the edge of the podium, took a break and said, "That is the body donated by an old professor who taught in our school."

As expected, Wen Lian showed a look of surprise.

Song Yuanju continued: "He worked in the hospital all his life, and after he retired, he was hired as a professor in our school. After he died of lung cancer, he voluntarily donated his body for your study."

Wen Lian was even more surprised.

"This is probably the best destination for a doctor." Song Yuanju said with a sigh, and then went on to get busy with his own affairs.And Wen Lian fell into deep thought, asking himself, if he died one day, would he do the same thing...