To my dear senior sister

"No, no, you misunderstood your father." Gu's mother waved her hands repeatedly, wanting to say something nice for Gu Huahui: "Your father really didn't come to see you because he had something to do."

Gu Xianxi said angrily: "He didn't even come to see his own daughter when he was injured. He is really busy..." This time when Gu Xianxi was injured, Gu's father didn't come to see her. It ignited.

"He just went to play." Gu's mother lacked confidence, and said in a weak tone: "He is also very tired at work."

"Mom, stop pampering him." It's not that Gu Xianxi doesn't understand that her father is very tired at work, but he likes to gamble if he doesn't play well.Gambling, if you become addicted to gambling, it's over.

"He has lost all the money he earned at work." Gu's mother blindly spoke good words for Gu Xianxi's father, which made Gu Xianxi full of anger.She knew she shouldn't be angry with her mother, but she couldn't hold it back and her tone became a little more aggressive.

"The living burden of our family of three depends entirely on you alone. Don't you work hard?" Gu Xianxi said distressedly.Gu's mother is only in her early forties, but she looks a lot older than her usual peers, because she is under a lot of pressure and is prone to aging.

"I can hold on." Gu Mama said with a wry smile, "And you can earn some money now, so you can share it with your mother?"

When Gu Xianxi was in school, whenever she had free time, she would do some part-time jobs to earn some food expenses, but the money was just a drop in the bucket for her tuition.The tuition fees for her studies were all saved by Gu's mother, who lived frugally by herself.

Gu Xianxi understood that Gu's mother hadn't realized the seriousness of the matter, so she deliberately said in a bad direction: "But if he continues to gamble like this, our family will be displaced sooner or later."

Gu's mother doesn't think there is anything wrong with Gu Xianxi's father's love of gambling: "Your father also has a sense of proportion, he dares to bet on some small ones, how dare he bet on big ones."

Gu Xianxi closed his eyes and let out a breath, suppressed the anger in his heart and asked, "Did he beat you at home again when I was at school?"

"No." Gu's mother denied it flatly.

Gu Xianxi knew she had it when she saw her reaction, but she just didn't want to let herself know, so she asked in a suspicious tone: "No?"

After being questioned by her, Gu's mother rubbed her hands and replied awkwardly: "Occasionally..."

This is what Gu Xianxi hates the most. Not only does his father like to gamble, but he also beats up Gu's mother when things go wrong at work.

"Mom..." Gu Xianxi yelled weakly.

"I will persuade him again when I get home. If he doesn't listen, there is nothing I can do." The daughter has grown up, and she is no longer that little child, and she doesn't need to help herself in everything.As Gu's mother spoke, her momentum weakened.

Gu Xianxi opened his mouth, wanting to say something.Before she could say it, Mother Gu explained to herself, "You know that I gave birth to you, and I didn't have a younger brother. I always feel sorry for your father. Let him have no descendants..."

She rubbed her stomach and said with a sad expression, "So let him play if he likes to play. It's all because of my mother's stomach..."

Gu Xianxi's eyes were slightly red, and she mentioned the question she would ask almost every once in a while: "Mom, do you regret having me?"

Mother Gu replied affirmatively: "I have never regretted giving birth to you." Fearing that Gu Xianxi would not believe it, she added two more words, "Really."

Still with this answer, Gu Xianxi got a little comfort in his heart. If her mother doesn't regret bringing her into this world, then she is not superfluous, which is better than those orphans.

Mother Gu continued with regret, "It's just that I didn't give you a younger brother..."

Seeing that she was still thinking about this matter, Gu Xianxi caressed her back and softened her tone and comforted her: "Mom, don't think about these things anymore, it will only increase your worries..."

Gu's mother took Gu Xianxi's hand and said: "Mom knows, mom knows, mom just wants to raise you now, and then watch you get married and have children and live a happy life."

Gu Xianxi pursed her lips and nodded, without saying a word.

Really, her parents' failed marriage gave her a little psychological shadow on marriage.It is still an unsolved mystery whether he can live in the way his mother said in the future.Whenever Gu's mother talked about this issue, there was a small voice in her heart that objected, but she didn't dare to speak out.

Gu Xianxi hesitated for a long time before asking: "Mom, grandpa and grandma treated you like that back then, and Dad asked you for a divorce. Why didn't you want to divorce?" If she had taken herself to divorce Gu's father, she would not Will live in dire straits.

This touched the wound that Mama Gu had hidden in her heart for many years, and she said with dull eyes: "I just want to give you a complete family."

Gu Xianxi had already had some thoughts in his heart, and asked tentatively, "What about now?"

"Now." Mother Gu said hesitantly, "I'm already old, what good is there in divorcing your father?"

Gu Xianxi sighed out of strength, there was nothing he could do about his mother.She secretly hated that she was not a boy, but Gu's mother and Gu's father gave birth to her a daughter.It was because she was a girl that her grandparents disliked their family because of this, and her father always felt that her mother owed him and bullied her mother unscrupulously.

In her heart, she resented her father and grandparents, even if they had the closest blood relationship.even!It was because of this blood relationship that she resented them for not caring about her so much.Other people's love for her, except for a few without purpose, she doesn't care about others.

"Mom, when can we have a good talk?" Gu Xianxi asked.

"Tell me." Gu Xianxi was already a college student, and Gu's mother always felt that what she said was right.

"It's not suitable now, let's do it later." Gu Xianxi wiped the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes. She is emotionally unstable now, and she is worried that she will get angry again as she talks, but she must make something clear.

"Okay." Mother Gu agreed.

They were having a heated discussion here, while Gu Huahui was still playing poker in the smoky dark room.He squinted his eyes and looked at the cards in his hand. There were a few banknotes on the table, for fear of missing a good time to put the cards, but he was not worried about the embarrassment of life at all.

Not long after this conversation, Gu Xianxi and Wen Lian were discharged from the hospital.

Gu Xianxi only needs to rest for a period of time because of the fracture, and it would be expensive and troublesome to stay in the hospital, so he was discharged from the hospital under the doctor's advice.And Wen Lian couldn't come out originally, the doctor was afraid that the residual poison in her body would flare up at any time, so she had to stay in the hospital for a period of time for observation.

But Wen Lian saw that Gu Xianxi was discharged from the hospital, and he didn't want to stay in the hospital anymore.After begging and begging the doctor, the doctor agreed to let her go out of the hospital, provided that she would come here every week for a blood test.

Wen Lian didn't tell Wen's father and mother about the poisoning, because he was afraid that they would worry about him, and then rush over like Gu's mother after buying a bus ticket.Although Wen's father and Wen's mother would not blame her, but at such an age, they still worry her parents, and Wen Lian feels shy when she thinks about it.

After returning to school, Wen Lian stood under the tree and took a deep breath, and said to Gu Xianxi who was sitting in a wheelchair: "Sister, the air in the school is better. The smell of disinfectant in the hospital is pungent." Gu Xianxi was able to go back to school, so she rented a wheelchair for Gu Xianxi so that she could go wherever she wanted.

Gu Xianxi smiled slightly: "That's where you will work in the future, how dare you despise it."

Wen Lian curled his lips and said, "That's a matter of the future, what should be disliked now is still to be disliked." As he spoke, he pushed the wheelchair and walked forward.

Gu Xianxi smiled without saying a word and shook his head.

"Senior sister, why don't you go home with your mother to recuperate?" Wen Lian remembered that when she sent Gu's mother to the station in the morning, Gu's mother held her hand and thanked her before getting on the bus, which made her quite upset. Sorry, my face is blushing.

Gu's mother originally wanted to take Gu Xianxi back to recuperate for a while before returning to school, but Gu Xianxi didn't want to see her father, so she refused.When Gu's mother left, she still looked lonely.

Gu Xianxi waved his hands to signal his broken leg and said, "Do you think my current situation is suitable for long-distance travel?"

Wen Lian thought for a while and said, "Of course it's not suitable."

After Wen Lian sent Gu Xianxi back to the dormitory, he returned to his own dormitory.As soon as he opened the door, he shouted: "Comrades, I'm back!"

Gao Jingqi was the most lively, seeing Wen Lian came back, she immediately jumped in front of her and said, "Wen Lian, you are back!"

"Yes." Wen Lian smiled and said, "Miss me?"

Lin Xuehui was gentle, one step slower than Gao Jingqi, and said: "Today is Saturday, we were going to visit you in the hospital when we were free, but you came back unexpectedly." "After going through the discharge procedures today, you came back." Wen Lian explained. "Where's the senior who was injured with you?" Gao Jingqi looked outside the door, but there was no one there. "I sent her back."

There were only Lin Xuehui and Gao Jingqi in the dormitory, and Hong Manwen was not there, so Wen Lian, out of the principle of caring for her roommates, asked casually, "Where is Manwen?" She went out early in the morning and didn't say where she was going, so leave her alone .” Gao Jingqi replied.

Her eyes scrutinized Wen Lian's body for a while and asked, "Are you all right?"

Wen Lian said truthfully, "Not really."

Gao Jingqi opened her mouth wide in surprise and said, "Then why did you get out of the hospital, go back and get treatment!" As she said that, she was about to push Wen Lian out of the door, as if she was going to push Wen Lian to the hospital before giving up.

After Wen Lian explained to her, Gao Jingqi let her go.

When the lights were about to turn off at night, Wen Lian sat at the table and looked at the long-lost computer, feeling a little strange.She was about to open it to take a look, when the phone vibrated suddenly, she picked it up and took a look, within two seconds, she stood up and was ready to go out.