To my dear senior sister

The toilet, the relevant doctor's office, the smoking room, etc... Gu Xianxi searched the entire hospital like crazy, but found no sign of Wen Lian.

The window to get the report was the first to ask, but how could the doctor inside remember the appearance of everyone who came to get the report? Without the inspection form, he couldn't check whether Wen Lian's report was out, so he didn't get any useful information. clue.

Where will it go?Gu Xianxi was sweating profusely from exhaustion, leaning on the corner of the wall for a short rest, pressing his palms on his forehead, feeling a splitting headache.The phone was in the bag that Wen Lian was holding. She wanted to make a call, but there was nothing she could do.

When she thought of the worst outcome, she couldn't help but feel chills all over her body.Is the bad feeling before, is it really going to happen?

Gu Xianxi immediately shook his head and threw this thought out of his mind.

Will not!Will not!It's impossible for Wen Lian to abandon herself so easily!Will not……

With heat welling up in his eyes, Gu Xianxi covered his mouth and closed his eyes trying to hold back.

It's all my own fault, how could Wen Lian be left alone in the hospital? !He shouldn't have gone far to look for it when he didn't see the KFC that Wen Lian was talking about at the door.It took so long to go all at once!She fell into deep self-blame and guilt, leaning her head against the wall, her body slid down weakly.

The nurse passing in front of her thought something was wrong with her, so she hurried over, supported Gu Xianxi, and hurriedly asked: "Ma'am, what's wrong with you? Is there any discomfort? Do you need me to call the doctor?"

Gu Xianxi was called back to deep thought by her, and looked at the person in front of her dull eyes. After hearing her question clearly, she immediately shook her head, grabbed the nurse's sleeve and asked, "Have you ever seen someone taller than me, about 26 seven A girl with a gray-green baseball cap on her head?"

Hearing this, the nurse thought about it seriously, then shook her head regretfully and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't see it."

"But you can ask the cleaning aunt in the corridor over there, there are many people passing by her." The nurse pointed out the location of the cleaning aunt to Gu Xianxi.

As if grabbing a life-saving straw, Gu Xianxi thanked her, and then ran towards the cleaning aunt she said with messy steps.

Hope came, Gu Xianxi learned from the cleaning aunt that a girl who looked like Wen Lian passed by her not long ago, and then took the elevator to the top floor.

Because it was just a glance, Auntie Cleaning did not dare to insist that the person was Wen Lian, but no matter whether it was her or not, Gu Xianxi would definitely go up and have a look.

There were too many people in the elevator, so Gu Xianxi didn't squeeze in, so he walked up the stairs on foot.

Don't dare to stop for a moment, for fear that if one second is missing, a lifetime will be missed.

Sitting on the water pipe not far from the edge of the roof, Wen Lian looked at the continuous flow of traffic below, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he had just cried, the corners of his eyes were still wet, filled with water vapor.

There was a strong wind on the roof, blowing her originally neatly combed hair, a few hairs slipped out from the sideburns, dancing wantonly on the cheeks, passing by the corners of the eyebrows from time to time, staying at the corner between the neck and the chin.

The report paper in her hand was whistling by the wind, as soon as Wen Lian let go of it, it would immediately float away with the wind, carrying the final result.

Wen Lian has repeatedly reviewed the above conclusions.Nothing wrong, not my own illusion.

So... She stared at the abyss in front of her, stood up while holding on to the water pipe, and just wanted to step out.

With a bang, the roof door behind him was pushed open from the inside. Gu Xianxi, who broke in, glanced at Wen Lian who was standing by the roof, his pupils widened instantly, and asked in a voice, "Wen Lian, what are you going to do?" ?”

Wen Lian was startled by the loud noise, trembled, almost tripped over the water pipe, squatted down hastily, his back was drenched in cold sweat.

Before Gu Xianxi rushed over to say the second sentence, she raised her hand to stop Gu Xianxi and said, "Don't come over!"

Gu Xianxi staggered a few steps forward, his face was as white as paper, and asked in a daze, "Are you going to abandon me?"

Wen Lian looked at the edge that was only a few steps away from her side, breathed nervously, did not answer Gu Xianxi's words, and repeated: Don't come here!

Originally, she was going to jump down, and it had nothing to do with her whatever happened behind her, but now it's different.

Wen Lian squeezed the report tightly in his hand, it was different now.Carefully staying away from the edge of the roof, when she stood up again, she was already sweating profusely.

Clutching her chest, Wen Lian still had lingering fears, and was suddenly hugged by someone around the waist.

Gu Xianxi's shoulders were trembling in her arms, and she said repeatedly in a crying voice: Don't go...don't leave me alone...

It was hard for her to regain Wen Lian, and if Wen Lian disappeared again, she couldn't imagine what would happen to herself.

Maybe she will go crazy, maybe she will go with Wen Lian, in short, she will never live in a world without Wen Lian again.

For so many years, although she lived well by herself, without Wen Lian showing up, it was as if a piece of her heart was forever missing.No one reminded her to wear more clothes, no one was willing to wait for her until late at night, no one held her in her arms and comforted her softly when she was awakened by a nightmare.When going home at night, she was obviously very scared when walking at night, but she still had to support herself to get home.

Maybe after the loss, we can understand the importance of the other party.This sentence applies to Gu Xianxi, just right.

She sighed endlessly, and tears soaked through the front of the warm inner clothes.The cold skin made Wen Lian shake her mind, she put her palm on Gu Xianxi's back, forced a smile and said: What are you talking about?I'm all right.

At this time, Gu Xianxi couldn't listen to her words at all, shook her head, and said with a sob: "Don't be overthinking, no matter what, you still have me."What should I do if you leave?His fingers twisted tightly on Wen Lian's clothes.

Am I still here?did not go.Wen Lian wanted to laugh, but couldn't, Gu Xianxi still refused to believe her words.

Seeing that she was disobedient, Wen Lian twisted her body to get rid of Gu Xianxi, then grabbed Gu Xianxi's hand and pressed it against her cheek, she said with burning eyes and dim eyes: "I'm still here! I haven't left!"

The soft touch and warm body temperature proved that the person in front of him was not his illusion. Gu Xianxi burst into tears again, and asked sobbingly, "Then why are you sitting in such a dangerous place?"

"The air down there is too stuffy and depressing. I'll just come up to blow some air." Wen Lian rolled his eyes around, not wanting her to think too much, and told lame lies.I thought I wouldn't lie to her again, but I didn't expect to slap myself in the face so soon.

Gu Xianxi paused after hearing the words, and would not be easily coaxed by Wen Lian again.She looked at Wen Lian's red rabbit-like eyes, with tears in her eyes, and asked with trembling lips, "Did the result come out?"

Wen Lian couldn't bear to see Gu Xianxi's heartbroken look, so he looked away from her face.

In Gu Xianxi's eyes, her actions were an expression of guilt. Gu Xianxi asked angrily, "I asked you to wait for me to come back, why didn't you wait for me? Why did you go get it yourself?"

Wen Lian couldn't answer Gu Xianxi's question, and tried to escape with averted eyes.

Gu Xianxi had noticed Wen Lian's red eyes a long time ago, and she had to think to the bad side, "It turned out...was...bad?"

Wen Lian immediately shook his head and denied, "No! It's good."

Raising his head, he unexpectedly bumped into Gu Xianxi's eyes again.Wen Lian felt like a sinner who lied to her. Seeing that she was still half-believing, she frantically unfolded the report in front of Gu Xianxi, "Look!"

In black and white, the real results came into Gu Xianxi's eyes.

Human immunodeficiency virus antibody test: HIV negative.

This means that Wen Lian does not have HIV antibodies in her body now, which means she is not infected with AIDS.

If the test is negative again after three months, then she can completely get rid of the infection that may be acquired due to blood spattering during the operation.

In an instant, the sad expression on Gu Xianxi's face disappeared, and the tense nerves all over his body relaxed. He wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. He didn't know what kind of expression to put on. He hugged Wen Lian tightly again, "It's okay." It's over, it's finally all right..." While telling Wen Lian, she was also telling herself.

With a lump in his throat, he didn't want to say anything anymore. He closed his eyes, and just wanted to hug Wen Lian quietly and feel her existence.

Wen Lian's heart was also turbulent, she pursed her lips, and hugged Gu Xianxi back hard.If it wasn't for Gu Xianxi's company and support, she probably wouldn't have made it to the end. What wandering soul is she at this time.Thousands of words wanted to be said, but they poured into the throat and turned into mist, and were swallowed into the stomach.

After a long time, Gu Xianxi let go of Wen Lian, looked at her, and asked, "Why are your eyes so red?"

Wen Lian squinted her eyes, rubbed her eyelids and explained: "The wind on the roof is a bit strong, and it hurts my eyes." How could she cry in front of Gu Xianxi, wouldn't that be very hopeless?

"En." Gu Xianxi raised his hand to gently straighten her hair, and said, "Then let's go home."

"Yes, I'll take you home." Wen Lian nodded, took Gu Xianxi's hand and was about to leave.

send you home? ...Don't we go home together?

Gu Xianxi's body froze, thinking that they had reconciled, so what did Wen Lian's words mean now.

If she's not sick, don't she?Crossing the river and tearing down the bridge?

"Wait." Afraid that she had heard it wrong, she held Wen Lian back, and asked anxiously, "Go back to that home?"

Wen Lian didn't notice her strangeness, and said with a harmless look on her face, "Go back to your home."

Gu Xianxi's heart sank, before she got out of one trough, she fell into another trough...