The Light of the Dogs

Spring is coming and autumn is coming, the maple leaves are turning red, and Jinjiu Ten has not yet woken up from his lethargy.

Master Jiu felt very tired, and spent so much manpower and financial resources to get his younger brother and his little lover back home.To the world, Jinjiu Ten and Yu Chaochao have already died in love.For their relatives and friends, what they took back was just a superficial skin.

"It's autumn in Yanbian, why don't you wake up?" Jin Jiujiu sat on the bedside for a while, and then, the skinny boy came in from outside with a water basin, eyes that weren't too big Sunken in the eye sockets above the cheekbones, if not white enough, they would look like refugees.

"Sister," Yu Xunchao said hello, and then began to massage the male god brother's body. The doctor said that massage can promote blood circulation. Otherwise, if you just lie still, you will get skin ulcers and bedsores.

The male god brother's body became emaciated due to his inability to take in normal nutrients, his thick muscles were also loose, and his weight was still very heavy. Every time he turned over and searched for him, he was sweating profusely.

The north is fine, if this were in the humid south, the male god brother would be in worse condition.

But he is not very familiar with the north. He woke up after a week of coma, and he was already in a strange place when he woke up. My sister is like an angel because she is still alive.

When he was able to get out of bed and move around, he saw the male god brother lying in the next room wrapped in gauze in a funny shape. Except for his proud height, he could hardly see his previous appearance.

When they jumped from the top of the building, they were lucky enough to hit the balcony of the outer wall, and then trees, flowers, and grass broke through the rubble.The male god brother kept his promise and never let him go.

Maybe it's not necessarily because of his weight that he severely injured the male god brother.

"Cripple Luo is dead. It is said that the corpse is too horrible to look at. I don't know what happened. Wu Mo and Mu Jingya are also dead." Yu Xunzhao wiped the male god brother's arm with a dry towel, his expression was very calm, he believed he would wake up.

"My sister said, Lame Luo is too stupid. That time bomb should be made by an expert. If it is impossible, buy one. She said that this kind of thing is as much as you want, and you can sell it for the money. It is made in China, or it is made in black-hearted dens. The bomb that comes out, it's the goddamn ghost who will work!"

He repeated Jin Jiujiu's words verbatim, and couldn't help laughing when he said dirty words, "Liu Yinhai and Xingtian were arrested, my sister said she would find a way to make them live better inside, die Fatty is fine, he is making dumplings for you outside, he said that you only like to eat stuffed cabbage, these days all stuffed cabbage, I am tired of eating, are you waking up soon?"

The male god brother is very good-looking, but he is too serious, like a statue carved by a sculptor who is full of deep thoughts about the world. No matter how many fresh and tender flowers are placed beside his bed, he can't ease the coldness on his face.

Life has become calmer than ever. Yu Xunchao stares out the window in a daze every day. In fact, this is similar to his state before he knew Gin Wine Ten. In his heart, the male god brother is just asleep. It doesn't matter how long he sleeps, he will definitely wake up anyway. over here.Just like they were in the small black room in the prison, even if they lost their sense of time and didn't know where they were in the end, he would still wake up from himself after all.

Put it to death and live later, and if you survive a catastrophe, you will have blessings... The truth left by the ancestors will be fulfilled.

He waited and waited, from dawn to twilight, from spring to autumn, when that robust body gradually shrank, Gin Wine Ten finally woke up——

"My handsome younger brother," Jin Jiujiu shook his head like a rattle, and his expression looked like he was looking at a fool. She held a towel and wiped the drool from Jinjiu Ten's chin: "I'm so beautiful Does it scare you? Why do I think you look like a retarded person?"

Gin Ten's answer was to wet the mattress under her ass.

Yu Xunchao pushed the stunned sister out of the room for the third time a day, and began to change the pants and bed of the male god brother. When he helped the male god brother up from the bed, the sluggish body still weighed heavily on him.

"Ah, ah," Jin Jiushi let out an incomprehensible cry, stretched his hands out of the window, his knees went limp as soon as he stood up, and Yu Xunzhao really exerted all his strength to prevent him from hitting his head on the window sill to death superior.

"It doesn't matter," Yu Xunchao wiped off his saliva again, "Whether you become mentally retarded or a fool, you are still my god brother, and I will always be your little boy and take care of you."

Any vow is born in the present that has not yet experienced future suffering. Optimism or heartfelt love stems from the greed for good memories accumulated in the past, and is rooted in the sweetness of delivering sincerity when loving each other.But that person doesn't care if you keep your promise, leaving you alone in the cage of infatuation, he has long forgotten, and has turned away.

After the male god brother began to recover his mobility, the big guy tried every means to wake up his short-circuited brain nerves. Gao Zhuangzhuang brought a thick set of photo albums, and recalled from the time he wore open crotch pants. The result was that the male god brother Put the photo in her mouth; Jiuye's method is more straightforward, every time she happily calls him a son of a bitch in Korean, and tries to put the pants on his head when he pees his pants again.

The mother of the male god brother is also here. I am not looking for a middle-aged beautiful woman who still has the charm in my fantasy. She has a beautiful face. From the tall nose, it can be seen that the three brothers and sisters of the male god brother are all inherited from her, but the figure Very fat and short.Seeing her plump figure stepping on slender high heels, Yu Xun always felt that the heels would be overwhelmed and scrapped in the next second.

The mother of the male god brother entered the room and yelled: "My son, the son I have worked so hard to raise for more than 30 years! Why are you so stupid? Mom won't raise you for another 30 years!" After she finished speaking, she shed tears on her own, crying until her face was covered with colorful ink paintings. Yu Zhaozhao watched this scene sadly, only to see the male god brother's mother holding the male god brother's hand, He stepped forward and asked earnestly, "Son, do you still remember your bank card password? You must have saved a lot of money after spending so many years outside? Where did you put the money?"

The male god brother stared blankly at her with his mouth open, and a line of gleaming haha ​​flowed from the corner of his mouth for a long time.

Mother stretched out her bright red nails, and slapped the male god brother on the forehead with hatred, "Just be as virtuous as your father!"

After several heavy snowfalls, Yu Xunchao finally taught the male god brother not to pee in his pants. They moved out of the hut full of medical equipment and moved to a secluded countryside.

The eyes are full of snow-covered mountains and rows of small bungalows. The wheels of the big cat's forelegs leave a row of wheel marks in the snow. Walking slowly, passing by the small shop at the entrance of the village, the male god brother refused to leave.

He stared fixedly at the row of sugar bowls in the window, which made Yu find a way to train him.

"Want to eat candy? Go to the tuba to have candy."

"You have to wash your feet obediently before you can eat sweets."

"You have to help me carry things, so I can eat candy."

"If you want to talk, call me by my name. Do you know what my name is? Yu Xunchao, you used to call me Xiaozaier, Xiaozaier, Zaier, so you can eat candies."

It's a pity that the male god brother can only say "yes", and hastily deal with him in everything, just for a piece of candy.When Yu Xunxuan had candy in his hand, the male god brother's eyes looked at the candy, and when Yu searched for no candy in his hand, the male god brother's eyes looked at him.

Am I no better than a piece of candy in your heart?Yu Zhaochao couldn't help but feel sorry for himself, and put candy in his mouth to tempt him to kiss him, but he didn't get a sweetened kiss because of this, the male god brother would get angry and turn around to ignore him.

The method of taming the male god brother was quickly known by the people in the village. There were several times when Yu looked for him, but the male god brother was coaxed away by those children with candies.They surrounded this big man with a sense of freshness. Since he moved here, they have heard their parents talk about him more than once, saying how pitiful he is, how good he looks and how stupid he is. This must be his family's ancestors. , So a good person is a fool.

Children are relatively naive, and they will only hold up a candy and ask him: "Fool, do you want candy?"

The idiot stretched out his hand to snatch the gin, he seemed to completely forget that he used to be a big gangster who killed people without blinking an eye, and he didn't remember at all that he was invincible. Followed all the way to the door of the house.Some people feel sorry for him and will invite him into the house to warm his body, and teach children not to tease fools.Some people are tired of him, and they will hold a broom in a bad temper and tell him to go away.

These are all good, these are good people.

I am most afraid of meeting a half-grown child, fifteen or sixteen years old, with the beginning of evil thoughts, mixing with the seventeen or eighteen-year-old bastards in the society, tricking him into a bitingly cold river ditch, and making him work tirelessly to waste shit and step on urine Followed far away from home, "Fool, learn to bark like a dog, bark, learn to give you candy!"

"Fool, drill your crotch, I'll give you candy."

The fool Gin Ten only had sugar in his eyes, he would give it if he gave it, and he would follow if he didn't give it. He didn't know how to use any means to achieve his goal, he just stared at the sugar persistently, and let people spit and beat him blankly.

There were several times when Yu Xunchao got into fierce fights with those children because of this matter. When there were few people, he could use the trick of digging out the crotch and poking their eyes to make them roll all over the ground. Kick and stone him.When night fell, Yu Zhanchao would sneak into their homes. He had thought countless times of lighting fires on the beds of these little bastards and burning them to death in the raging flames, but he gave up, usually only by their pillows or Stick a knife in the middle of their crotch and make them wake up screaming.

After getting revenge, Yu Xunchang was not happy. During countless nights of tossing and turning, looking at the male god brother's stern sleeping appearance, he couldn't help thinking: Is this person still the original male god brother?Is the male god brother dead?Is his soul looking at him in the dark, he knows how angry and painful he must have become like this?

He used to be a well-known figure in the society, no matter whether it was in the gang or in the prison, no one dared to provoke him.Now even children can bully him, if the male god brother is alive, he will probably die of anger when he sees this guy with his own skin cowarded into such a ghost!

Yu Zhaochao lay back in the bed again, pillowing on the warm chest of the male god brother, it's okay, it's okay, I will work harder to take care of you, no matter what you become, I will take care of your life, take care of your heart, Don't let others humiliate your dignity.

It's good to be alive!Yu Zhaochao tried his best to comfort himself with these words, but the cold present was always compared with the hot past.

The male god brother used to sleep with his arms around him, with one hand on his buttocks or the little bird in front of him, that was the most intimate position.

Now the male god brother despises him, doesn't like to hug him, and never has an intimate posture.At most, just after taking a shower, he would sniff his body with his nose. The male god brother likes the fragrance of children's shower gel, so Yu Xunchao put a lot of it on his body, so he would bury his head in his shoulder socket at night Lean for a while, and when you fall asleep, you will still be alone in the dark.

Yu searched hard to find the shadow of the male god brother on this fool Jin Jiushi, and gave him two pieces of candy on the night when he was in love, and then stroked his big bird, swallowed his big bird, and then he would show his mouth again. Looking for the sexy expression in Yu's eyes, he frowned slightly and restrained his facial muscles to slowly breathe out.

If you think about in-depth communication, the idiot will stop doing it. He always stands up helplessly and walks around anxiously like a headless chicken. open.For the fool Gin Ten, it was very uncomfortable for Big Bird to get hard. He had to eat a lot of candy, and then ran naked in the snow with his butt when he couldn't keep a look.

Yu Chaochao once only wanted to get a statue like this, or a living specimen, as long as he could see this person every day.But not anymore, he realized that the reason why he was addicted to the male god brother at first sight was probably because of the male god brother's dark eyes with malicious intent and the persuasive look on his body when we met for the first time on a rainy night. wild.

The male god brother who lost these is like a dried wolf displayed in a museum, with only a tall appearance and no unruly soul.

Yu Xunchang didn't feel sorry for himself, and it wasn't that he was angry because this person didn't love him.He is angry that the current fool is killing himself, killing his once indomitable nature and untamable heart, and killing his inviolable pride and dignity.

The male god brother will not accept such a self, this idiot who has no self-respect at all is as good as dead for Ginjiu Ten.

Sure enough, God's punishment is unbearable for mortals. It takes people's minds and is more destructive than taking people's lives.

Then die, kill the fool first, then commit suicide.But what if the male god brother gets better again one day?

He wandered on the edge of death and life for many days, and the new year came with the increasingly deep desire to die.And a small incident that day intensified the idea of ​​seeking death.

Yu Xunchao took the hand of the fool Ginjiu Ten, and went to the small shop at the entrance of the village to buy a simple New Year's goods-sugar.

The daughter of the owner of the small shop is a college student returning home for the Chinese New Year. She is very good-looking. She was very curious about how much candy Yu bought. .

In fact, it was a trivial matter, but the good-looking girl felt pity for a fool, treated him as a pure and innocent child, patted Xue Xue on the head and shoulders, and then the fool took his hand during the dispute.

The people in the small shop joked: "A fool also wants to marry a wife, she looks so strong, I guess she is quite capable!"

The girl spit on this man, and felt that it would hurt the girl's reputation, so she wanted to pull her hand back, but the fool clenched it very tightly, and only said one important word over and over again.

The people in the small shop even made a fuss, and some of the words were ugly. The girl turned her face on the spot, shoved the idiot with her tender hands, and then angrily threw two pieces of candy in his face. The idiot just lowered his head to pick up the candies , completely disregarding the laughter of others, and the little cub who is full of grief and indignation.

Yu Xunxun dragged the idiot and rushed home, his heart was just like this icy world, full of the razor-sharp north wind and the ubiquitous chill.

After entering the house, Yu found a piece of paper and peeled off the candy wrappers one by one, mixed it with rat poison to fill a small bowl, and stuffed it into the fool's arms.

The idiot picked and picked among the bowl of crystal clear candies, picked one and was about to stuff it into his mouth when he slapped his face unexpectedly.

"How did you become like this!" Yu Zhaoxuan was so sad that he died, "You are not like this! Why don't you beat people up when people laugh at you like that? You were very good before! Get better soon, okay? Can't take it..."

I can stand others bullying me, but I can't stand others bullying you.It doesn't matter if I want my dignity or not, but you can't let people humiliate your dignity!

"You don't remember? Don't you remember anything?" The fool stared blankly at the glistening drops of water flowing from the corners of the eyes of the person in front of him, which looked clearer than sugar cubes. He unconsciously stretched out his hand to touch the drops Wipe it on and put it in your mouth to taste.

Yu Chaoxuan knelt in front of him and begged, "Do you remember me? Do you still know me? I am your little boy, you said you would cover me, you said that from those 4 minutes, Always be with me!" When he said this, he could only hang his head dejectedly, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember me, but how can you not remember yourself? Men in the world are not men compared to you...but you I even forgot that I am a man..."

Then let's die together, Yu Xunchang couldn't bear the self-destruction of the male god brother anymore, even candy and rat poison, he grabbed a handful and put it in his mouth.Fortunately, the fool was very attached to candy, and took his hand to cover his mouth, ahh, yelling to defend his candy.The bowl of sweet and bitter fell to the ground, and Yu Xunxun finally hugged him. He didn't know that the male god brother had repented and prayed to God in order to reunite with him after death, but he himself had done the same prayer.

Now he hates God, but he thinks: I shouldn't give in, you may be happy to see us suffer, but I want to live well, let the punishment you are proud of go to hell!

So many families are burdened with relatives with physical or mental disabilities, didn't they give up and survive?I won't give up either!

Even if the male god brother is so stupid all his life, I will spend my whole life happily with the stupid male god brother.

He stopped the fool who was going to pick up candies, hugged his head tightly in his arms, full of tangled affection, "I'm sorry, brother, I won't lose my temper with you in the future, I will never give up on you, I will never give up you!"

It’s too bitter, let’s think of something sweet——

The two of them happened to be in that battle, that is, the team that had just broken through the size to unlock the model. One night after the end of their love, Jin Jiushi put his arms around Yu Xunchao and said, "Baby, I think we can try other tricks. You always love me." If you want to come up and do... tsk, it's not fun."

Yu Xunchao raised his head in his arms, stroking the stubble on his chin,

"Then how do you think it will be fun?"

"For example, find a dark path, you walk in front, I will cover your mouth in the back, stuff something, and then carry you to the woods, I will take off your pants, you will go Not happy, if I want to fuck you, you will struggle, if I kiss you, you will bite me, if I break your leg, you will beat me, this kind of thing, is it fun?"

Yu Xunchao sketched out the scene, "Why do I feel...you're talking about... like... rape?"

Gin Wine Ten clapped his hands vigorously, "That's right, I will be the rapist, and you will be the raped little sheep, how about it?"

"But I'm... very happy to be you...that or something."

"Can't you not be happy? Can't you not be happy for a performance?"

"I... I can't act. As soon as you touch me, I will be hard, and if you touch me again, I will want to pester you. How can I act like this? Or should I rape you? Do you act the one you don't like?"

"Ah, don't, don't, don't be like this!" Gin Jiushi yelled pretentiously while pinching his throat, making Yu Chao happily roll in his arms, "My big bird, you must fight for your strength. Don't serve that little daisy!"

Recalling bitterness and thinking sweet, the taste is also bitter and sweet.Yu Xunchao sat on the hillside, hugging his shivering shoulders, it was almost time to go back, the male god brother might be hungry.

"If life knocks us down with despair, then we rely on something more powerful to climb up. After all, despair cannot always cover our lives. There are always one or two places of sweetness and happiness, which give hope to life and light to the haze."— ——The sixtieth old man Yu Chaochao wrote the conclusion of this chapter in his notebook, and when he turned to the next page, hope came.

That day when he was walking on the snowy road in the mountain forest, he suddenly heard the sound of clanging and powerful footsteps behind him. Before he could turn around, someone came to gag his mouth with cloth, and then he was carried on a shoulder as strong as iron. , rushing to the deeper part of the mountain forest with impatient heat.

Yu Xunchao was trembling on that shoulder. He grabbed the visitor's disheveled hair and was thrown into the snow nest by him. Then he suppressed his kicking legs, took off his pants roughly, and lifted him up again. to the trunk, crossed his legs and entered him fiercely.

Yu Xunchao slapped and slapped him, the slaps and slaps mixed with the sound of somewhere rolling down the mountain from the deep forest, he was really struggling desperately unwillingly, his nails scratched his face, neck and shoulders, Grabbing every hot skin exposed to the cold, pulling his hair, scratching his hard stubble, biting him painfully when he desperately kissed himself, his mouth was full of blood, pressing down on the The shouts that blurted out, weeping silently in the moonlight and snow that covered the sky and the earth.

And the male god brother will still use crazy passion and deep penetration to embed himself into his body and tame his little cub like every time in the past.

In the cold winter night, only the other party is the only fire source that can warm oneself.

Of course, according to the male god brother's perverted size and energy, his rape alone is more than a little bit more than a gang rape for Yu Zhaochao.

After the work was done, the male god brother wrapped the cub in his clothes, hugged the princess naked, and walked home in a comfortable mind and body.

"Gin Ten!"

"what?"

"It's okay, I just want to try, are you still you?"

"I'm not me, is it a ghost?"

"Maybe a fool?"

Jinjiu Ten was speechless, walked to the door of the house after a while, and suddenly ran wildly,

"A fool only recognizes sugar, and my brother only recognizes you. In order to make you feel at ease, that brother has no choice but to continue to prove."

"For my male god brother Ginjiu Ten, there are two things he loves the most in this life: Tang and Yu Zhanchao. In the end, Yu Zhanzhao defeated Tang, because I was sweeter and more delicious than sugar!" - Nian Guo A little old man in his sixtieth year, Yu Zhaochao, wrote shamelessly.