The Light of the Dogs

The first snow fell in Zhejiang. The snow in the south has never been called snow in the eyes of northerners, but can only be called white raindrops.why?Because it's snowing, you need an umbrella, and when it's snowing, you need an umbrella!

But the snow in the south is so cold!The cold air is like damp, and the humidity is poured into the cracks of human bones with the circulation of the air, as if frost has formed on the bones. It is necessary to use a knife to peel off the flesh and scrape the frost on the bones.

Liu Yinhai picked two more Korean brothers to serve as bodyguards for Jinjiu Ten. Hoshino, who was able to shoot with a hundred paces, was shot in the head by a bullet, and his twin brother Xingtian was stabbed sixteen times, barely saving his life.Jinjiu Ten offered him money to let him go home, but he refused, and now lives downstairs in Jinjiu Ten's house with two other youths from the Chao clan.

The cold air in the corridor is even heavier, and there is always a hollow echo when the door is opened and closed.Jinjiu Ten unscrewed the door and said to the three people behind him, "Go down, there's nothing wrong here."

His left hand is always not very good, and he can't even do such a simple task as pulling a chair.Every window in the house was open, the first to bear the brunt was the sliding door on the balcony, the whining cold wind poured into the house from the outside, then turned around, passed through the living room, and flew away from the back window.

The big cat jumped out from the balcony. Its right front leg was amputated and its vocal cords were bitten off.

It came to the owner's side awkwardly, and sat down in front of him in a stiff posture. Although it only had one leg, its sitting posture was still upright.It had a long black-brown face upturned, its erect ears had gaps from biting, and several hairs on its face were twisted into lumps, making it look fierce and ugly.It stared at its master with wet black eyes under the moonlight, and waited for the master to hand a piece of beef to its mouth, chewed it a few times, and then licked that stiff and cold hand slipperily.

Gin Ten patted the big cat's head and walked around the house. It's been a long time since the house was so clean. There were no urine stains everywhere, no messy slippers and toilet paper, only crumbling table legs and stones that had been dug out. From the brick walls, it can be seen that there used to be a group of extremely destructive little guys in this house.

He leaned back on the sofa, at a loss, not knowing how to feel, the big cat stuck up again and put its head on his lap, one person and one dog were silent for a long time in the mercury-like night, as if telepathic. The cat raised its head from Gin Ten's lap, pressed its front paws on his chest, and licked his face. The big cat tasted a little salty taste, and it whimpered anxiously at a loss. It rubbed its head against its owner's face vigorously, and it felt that the hair was wet, so it leaned forward to lick it again, and finally put its chin on Gin Ten's shoulder, and stopped moving.

Sun Yesheng's death didn't make Gin Jiu Shi easy. He became even busier. He was going to compete with He Zhuanhui and Sun Yesheng's subordinates for territory. Gray industries such as bars, KTV, etc. were fine, but big bosses like hotels and construction companies were completely involved in him. Not getting started.The bank needs an auction, but even if he has money, he is not eligible.

Besides, he is still short of money, manpower, and connections.Money and people are easy to manage, and the relationship must rely on Luo Laizi to make the bridge. He said, "I don't want to do it anymore."

Luo Lizi poured him a cup of tea, and the sandalwood on the sandalwood table was lingering in the air, "Do you remember what I told you at the beginning? There is a law in this world, big fish eat small fish, and small fish eat dried shrimps , the law of the jungle, no one can change this law. In the end, Gen Zhu’s death is not your fault, he is Xiami, and he will die sooner or later. If you think this is your responsibility, then you should remember: be more ruthless, Only then can you go further, and you have to climb higher to be worthy of the brothers behind you."

It seems that there is no second option for this path anyway.

That day, I went to inspect the shopping mall under the name of Sun Yesheng. There was a big Christmas tree in the shopping mall, which was full of small colorful gift boxes.Then he remembered that Christmas was here.Passing by a famous children's store, there is a red scarf in the window, with two cartoon reindeer drawn on it.He bought it without much thought. Although he never celebrates Christmas, he has the impression that children always look forward to this kind of holiday.

But I bought it home but never dared to give it away. What qualifications do I have to meet him?What qualifications do I have to give him a gift?In the end, all Xiao Zaier got from him was misfortune and more misfortune, not himself, how could he go to jail?If it wasn't him, how could he kill someone?You can't give him anything, so don't give people hope and let him misunderstand.Besides, that kid hasn't appeared for a long time, and the opposite side has been in the dark all the time, and I don't know if he has moved away.

It's good if they're all gone. If they're all gone, he won't have to worry about who he will implicate, or who will be used as an excuse to threaten him.

However, the day before New Year's Day, he still left the scarf wrapped in a beautiful gift box at the door of Yu Xun's house, although he always felt that this move was wrong.

I want to go back to Yanbian to deal with some things, thinking that since it is New Year's Day, let's spend it at home.It's a pity that his mother, whom he hasn't seen in a year, is playing mahjong outside. The second the phone is connected, he opens his mouth to ask for money;I really don't want to celebrate New Year's Eve with them at all.Jin Jiujiu met in a hurry downstairs in the company, with her lover and a bunch of brothers, who seemed busier than him.

In desperation, he had no choice but to cook quick-frozen dumplings at home. It was obviously not Chinese New Year, but the sound of firecrackers was everywhere on the street, which made the whole house look desolate and pitiful.

Since when is home no longer home?And why are the family members rushing to say goodbye even more impatiently than passers-by?

Ginjiu Ten didn't allow himself to have these hurtful emotions, he poured the cooked dumplings into the toilet, booked a plane ticket and rushed back to Zhejiang overnight, and will continue to negotiate with the bankers tomorrow.

Life seemed suddenly empty.

Being lonely for too long, Ginjiu Ten twitched the corner of his mouth mockingly, almost becoming a philosopher himself.When the car drove into the community, he glanced at Yu Xun's house, but it was still dark.

From then on, no one would hide behind that window and peep at him, no one would stare at him eagerly with glass marble eyes, and follow behind him like a puppy.Even though he thought this person was unimportant, he did come, with a soul he didn't understand, with a sincerity he never thought of, and truly existed in his life.

But now, this person has taken everything away again, like a pillar, like those puppies, and will never appear again.

Maybe he is in a certain city now, his temperament and way of dealing with things are still the same as yesterday, silently enduring loneliness on the first night of the new year; maybe he still misses himself, maybe he hates, maybe he is reluctant, but he is gone after all , these emotions... From then on, the mountains and seas are far away, and the memory is only the past from now on, and has nothing to do with the future, and they live their own lives.

He felt heart-wrenching and sad, and regretted it at this moment, and he knew that the regret was only temporary, and when tomorrow, he would still walk on his own path indifferently and forcefully.

"Brother, why don't you go back to the casino? Everyone is celebrating there!" the younger brother asked thoughtfully outside the car door.

"Forget it," Jinjiu Ten got out of the car, "tell them to play, I won't be able to let go when I go, so don't keep guarding, you'll be fine tonight, go and relax."

The two younger brothers agreed, but did not leave, and sent him to the stairs on the third floor.

When Gin Ten opened the door, he smelled a steamy aroma. He was a little confused. He first noticed the dumplings on the table, and then the big cat that disappeared without a trace.The second he turned on the light, he saw Yu Xunxuan standing at the door of the bedroom wearing his long coat and that thick red scarf, with the astonished expression on his face probably exactly the same as his own.

"Zi'er, you..." Gin Wine Ten looked at him in surprise, thinking that this scene was probably a hallucination.

But the next moment he knew it wasn't, Yu Xumou stared at him for a while, and then plunged towards the kitchen, his movements were so fast that it almost turned into a bolt of lightning, and he rushed to the window in the blink of an eye.

"Yu looking for it!" Jinjiu Ten scolded, "How dare you run away!"

Of course, Yu Xunchao didn't dare to run any more. He had already stepped on the window sill with one leg, and covered his ankles with his fat jacket. He turned his buttocks to petrification for two or three minutes before slowly leaving the window, turning around and lying down. The head does not speak.

Jinjiu Ten's hand on the doorknob was clenched white, and his breathing was a little disordered by his intense heartbeat. He felt his lips trembling, so his voice seemed to be tinged with anger under the utmost restraint, "You...you What are you doing here?"

"I... I'll come..." Yu Xunchao's voice trembled timidly, his hands were twisted in the wide sleeves, and his fingers hurt. He didn't answer his question directly, "This scarf...is given by you." ?"

Gin Ten was a little embarrassed, "Cough..." It took about a century before he reluctantly said, "Yeah."

Yu Zhaochao tremblingly raised his head, his eye circles were already red, "Why?"

Jinjiu Ten frowned, looking impatient, "I am willing, you can control it!"

Yu Xunchao immediately took a step forward, but stopped when he remembered something, his tone was filled with apprehension, and a little cautious expectation, "Or...have pity on me?"

Jinjiu Ten's brows furrowed even tighter, squinting at him with anger in his eyes, "You don't care what I think, I'll just give it away! If you don't like it, just throw it away, ask what you want!"

Yu Xunchang was a little disappointed, but he was not discouraged, and continued to ask with a trembling voice: "Did you...remember me?"

Jin Jiushi staggered his eyes guiltily, and then quickly recovered his expression that he was dragging everyone in the world to owe him money, with a very bad attitude, "Don't change the topic, why are you here?"

Yu Xunchao suddenly lowered his head, and was silent for a few seconds before whispering: "I saw them walking the big cat, and I heard them say... say..." He twitched his nose, and it took a lot of effort to make up his mind, " Say you're gone!"

As soon as the words were finished, the tears fell down, and then they couldn't hold back, they fell down cracklingly, holding my breath and crying until my whole body trembled.

Watching him cry, Ginjiu Ten also had reddened eye circles, "You think I'm gone and not coming back?"

Yu Xun scratched his head aggrieved.

Jinjiu Ten continued to ask: "Then why are you here?"

Yu Xunchao said, "I don't know, I can't help myself...here I come."

Gin Wine Ten sneered, not knowing whether he was laughing at him or himself, "Come to spend New Year's Eve with my house?"

"No," Yu Xunchao sniffed, "I just... miss you so much, I can't stand it..."

The more he talked, the more he cried, the words he spit out were barely audible, only the thin sobbing sound swayed around the house, and his head was buried deeply, as if he was about to be unable to stand up.

Jinjiu Ten gasped for breath, until the hairs all over his body stood up, and his eyes became dizzy, he couldn't remember anything, only a few meters away in his eyes, Yu Zou, who was crying uncontrollably, "Baby," he said: "Come here...give me a hug."

Yu Xunchang looked up at him abruptly, with a pursed mouth showing unwillingness, resentment and disbelief, grievance and uncontrollable feelings, and then he rushed towards him with these emotions, as if he had hit the south wall With the determination and courage not to look back, he threw himself into Jinjiu Ten's arms, hugged him, refused to let go, and then burst into tears.

Jinjiu Ten staggered from being bumped by him, and hurriedly supported the wall with his left hand, feeling a deep pain inside, the more painful, the more real the feeling of possession.He hugged Yu Xunchao back, feeling his trembling body nestled in his arms, the uneasiness of the two bodies embracing each other with the same strength.

Just this time, Gin Ten thinks, just this time!He told himself that as long as he grasped the present, he would throw away the future and the road ahead.But he still has the remnant of reason, knowing that the hazy reality is still waiting for him not far away.

But at that moment, he seemed to be holding a dream of sex, a weak one was actually in his arms, his nose was hot and hot, his arms were tightened and trembling slightly.Grass grows and Yingfei starts to grow from Yu Xunzhang's body, spreading branches and leaves on their embracing torsos, and vines with thorns bypass him and penetrate into his flesh.

But Jinjiu Ten still felt happy, the feeling of spring suddenly rose in his heart, a seed was sprouting.

He held onto the back of Yu Xunchao's neck, lowered his head and kissed him urgently, pushed his tongue against his teeth to disrupt his breathing, wishing he could reach into his chest to take away the beating heart and salty tears Flowing at each other in their mouths made this rude kiss somewhat sad.

Yu Xunchao was forced to hold his head high, and his waist was thrown back so that he could hardly stand. He simply put his arms around Jinjiu Ten's neck, jumped up and clamped his waist with his legs, so that he was taller than his male god brother .

He didn't know when the tears stopped, he felt very stable, the male god brother held his back and buttocks, still very stable, even if the male god brother couldn't hold him, he would hug him tightly, not letting him Falling off him himself.

Jinjiu Ten's left hand is still struggling, this kiss lasted a bit too long, if you continue to kiss, it will probably be dawn.He put Yu Xunxuan on the table at the door, with his neck still in his arms, and the two of them pressed their foreheads against each other, panting heavily.Jinjiu Ten rested his hands on the edge of the table, panting for a while before raising his eyes to look at Yu Xunchao.

Seeing Yu Xun finds a small face flushed with pink, trembling lips full of saliva, teardrops still hanging on the eyelashes, plus the scar on his face, it looks like a little Qi Ai who has been abused by him but dare not speak.

"Brother," Yu Xunchao faced him awkwardly, sticking too close, he could smell the male god's breath. He touched the reddened eyes of the male god with his fingertips, "Are you crying?"

The gin was so cheap that he immediately hung up, and reverted to his old ways, "I don't know which puppy cried so much that his nose fell into my mouth."

Yu Xunchao immediately went to rub his nose, his mouth was wet anyway, he couldn't tell if it was saliva or snot, but he felt the table under his buttocks shaking a little, "Brother, why are you shaking?"

Ginjiu Ten stared at his left hand, feeling that it was shaking too much, why is it so strange?Could it be that this hand is so crippled that it can't hold a baby?

But something was wrong. It didn't seem like his hands were shaking. He lowered his head and glanced at the legs of the table, and then he was about to pick up Yu Xunchen, when the whole table suddenly creaked and tilted. The person on his body hit the table and fell to the ground with a clatter.