[Qin] Qin Shi

"You want to go to Qin, then go." The swaying tree shadow hits the line of sight, bringing mottled light and shadow, "If you want to go, then go." The face that is no longer clear in memory It was blurry, except for those eyes, which were like pools of water in a hot summer day, which never faded and changed.

There was a flying bird above his head, and he seemed to say something else, but when he wanted to ask, to hear clearly, and to ask, he heard an old but firm voice: "Zheng'er, do you remember?" Hold on, those gold and silver jewels, feats of princes, beauties, are all unimportant and can be discarded. Remember your choice today, remember your promise today..."

Only this world is the most important.

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Ying Zheng suddenly opened his eyes, the tender green shoots above his head swaying in the sun were dazzling under the bright sunlight, but he felt as if a huge boulder was crushing on it in his heart, and then he thought of his great-grandfather's last entrustment in his dream, Thinking of the weight of the world, even his breathing slowed down a bit.

However, in the midst of such determination, there was a gentle breathing sound from Ying Zheng's ear, which made the originally serious expression pause, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly.Looking down, His Majesty the King of Qin really saw a drooling lying on his chest, probably the culprit who caused him to have nightmares: "I let you find a place."

I don't know how he has been hiding so far, how did this puppy find his nose.

Seeing his son sleeping so comfortably, Ying Zheng, completely unaware that he had tormented his father into a not-so-good dream, became more and more wicked, and pinched the little guy's nose with his hand.Fusu, who was pranked by his father, didn't feel anything at all, his breathing was not smooth, he opened his mouth naturally, snorted and continued to sleep soundly.

"Little piggy," Ying Zheng laughed angrily at Fusu, he didn't know whether his eyes were more pampered or more helpless, "I don't know who you follow with your temper." The child he brought up with his own hands, Ying Zheng held him with one arm, and sat up while sitting up, his body was sore from being numb from the pressure.

"My lord?" Seeing the king's movements, the servant stepped forward with small steps to take Fusu who was being held by Ying Zheng.

But Yingzheng refused, he waved his hand to signal no need, helped Fusu to sit up, leaned his head on the half of his body that still had intact senses, and put his head on his shoulders to protect him.

"Meng Yi is back?" Finally freed half of his body, Ying Zheng moved the other half of his body that was numb under his pressure before his son woke up, "Fu Su grows so fast. "It seems that the little guy who was the size of a palm yesterday and was wrapped in swaddling clothes can run and jump today, and his body is numb from the pressure.

"Master CRRC Ling (Zhao Gao) just reported that Meng Shilang has not returned yet." The servant bowed cautiously, with a humble attitude, "Young master is very much like a king, and he will definitely be a great man in the future. The young master also said that he would grow up early and become the king's right-hand man."

The first half of the sentence is about official business, so Ying Zheng would not discuss it with an attendant, but the latter half of the sentence, there is no parent in this world who doesn't like others to brag about their beloved child: "Just him?" You still have to be humble, " I can't even pretend to be sleeping well, it's still too early to catch up with Gu."

As soon as the words fell, the child in his arms sat up on his arm: "How does the father know that the son is awake?" His eyes were full of curiosity and admiration, "The father knows everything, it is really amazing .”

This caters to Ying Zheng's liking. He curled the corners of his mouth, but he didn't explain how he saw through that Fusu was pretending to be asleep: "Since I've already picked you up, why don't you pretend to sleep for a while? Maybe it's because my father is in a good mood." , will carry you back to the dormitory, and then sleep with you."

Hearing this, Fusu's face showed yearning, and then it quickly turned into entanglement: "Father... let's put the baby down." His face was full of yearning for Ying Zheng's suggestion, He was also quite slow in action, but he said hesitantly, "Father has to approve so many memorials every day, and I am already very tired."

Adults can naturally understand the emotion written on the child's face, "Oh, I'm so excited, I know I shouldn't do this, but I'm still so excited": "Father is already so tired, if Fusu causes trouble to Father, That's too ignorant." His cheeks bulged, but what he said from the heart didn't make him happy.

So the child who didn't know how to hide his emotions wrote his thoughts on his face so bluntly.Fusu, who is such a big kid, amused Ying Zheng, and he deliberately turned his worrying son upside down: "Why, don't you want to be with the king anymore?" If it's serious, a ten-year-old child How heavy can it be in the arms of a person who has been practicing martial arts all year round? Besides, he often hugs Fusu in his daily life.

"Of course my son wants to!" He looked worried that Ying Zheng would misunderstand him, and he was so anxious that his speech speed became much faster, "My son wants to be with Dad all the time!" Once anxious, Fu Sulian told Ying Zheng's words in private. The titles all came out, "But the master said that the father is already quite tired of working on the government affairs of Qin State on weekdays. As the eldest son of the father, the child must be considerate of the father."

"Besides, the child has grown up, and he has to learn to be independent for his father. He can no longer stick to his father's side every day like when he was a child. That's wrong." A feeling of dissatisfaction with the statement floated up a little.

There is no need to think about the statement that made Yingzheng sneer at all. Yingzheng knew who said this: "Fusu, you are the son of Qin State and the future monarch of Qin State." His expression was in a trance, The words stopped there.

He suddenly remembered that many years ago when he climbed up the city wall from the steps and looked into the distance with his back turned to him, Ying Yiren confessed all his feelings in front of him for the first time, and the sentence that as a father, what you want is never A correct answer, and even whether the answer is right or wrong is never important.

At that time, he didn't understand, but at this moment, when Fusu was sitting in his arms, when he looked at Fusu, he suddenly understood the feeling when the other person looked at him—it turned out that he was also loved yes.

And Fusu, who was sitting in his arms, put one arm around Ying Zheng's neck for no reason, and blinked to see his father's dazed expression: "Father?" A move to bring him back to his senses.

"It's nothing, my father just suddenly remembered your great-grandfather." Ying Zheng returned to his senses, turned and walked towards the main hall.The attendants who came out of nowhere followed them quietly. The whole road was so quiet that it seemed that only Ying Zheng was talking and Fusu was listening to what Ying Zheng had to say.

"Great-grandfather?" Ying Yiren had already passed away when Fu Su was born. Fu Su had met Queen Mother Zhao Ji, but soon Ying Zheng separated him from Zhao Ji.Later, Zhao Ji passed away, and Fusu had no birth mother, so the eldest son of the Qin State only understood his elders as a single and superficial "father": "Great-grandfather is father's father's father, right? "Break your fingers, "What kind of person is great-grandfather?"

"As you said, father's father's father." Does Ying Zheng have any feelings for other people?

No, from the time he was born until he returned to Qin, the person who appeared most like an elder in his life was Lu Buwei.When he returned to the state of Qin, he would compete endlessly with Cheng Yu and compete for favor with each other, while Yiren was busy with the Queen Mother Huayang and the King of Qin at that time.When Yiren came to power, the relationship between him and Cheng Yu became more and more tense.

Later, he became the King of Qin——just don't talk about it.

As for his great-grandfather...

"What kind of answer is this?" Fusu was young, but it didn't mean he didn't understand everything. happy.His admiration is so straightforward, so transparent that one can feel his mood just by looking at it.

Looking at Fusu like this, looking at his own shadow between his brows, Ying Zheng can no longer remember what his childhood was like.Most of the memories are the ugly faces of the nobles of the Zhao Kingdom, and the only bright colors gradually become more and more blurred with his experience, and maybe one day he will forget them.

Is he so persistent in wanting to go to Zhao and Handan before the crown ceremony, is it really just because he wants to take over Lord Ping and let him serve Qin without complaint or regret?He followed the rumor to the border of Zhao country, did he really just see Lie Xinxi and want to recruit talents?

But now as the father of another person, I finally feel the regret and desire to make up for when the other person looked at him back then: "Father's father is no different from Fusu's father." He overwhelmed him. What happened back then, "Can Fusu live happily every day now?"

"As long as he is with his father, Fusu is happy." The world of a child is very simple, "If you don't get up early to go to school every day, and you can see your father when you open your eyes, it will be even better." Doted on, a child who grew up being complimented by the entire court, Tong Yan is innocent.

"It's impossible not to go to school, but it's not impossible to change teachers." Thinking of the grievances in Fusu's words before, Ying Zheng snorted, "After today, ask Li Si to teach you about Legalism." Fusu had to be separated from the Confucian group early, "It would be great if Han Fei was still here."

Thinking of Han Fei's death, Ying Zheng couldn't help sighing, but although he lamented Han Fei's martyrdom, it was only a sigh.There are so many literary talents in this world, and Han Fei is not the only one.

As for what to do with the Confucian master who was replaced with evil intentions, there is no need to let Fusu know: "Su Er," Ying Zheng recalled that when his great-grandfather Ying Ji was seriously ill, he was almost Fusu's age now. , "Want to learn martial arts?"

"The same body skills as the father?" Fusu's eyes lit up after seeing Ying Zhengchen practice. "Learn!" The child is just Mu Qiang, but it's more because that Qiang is his father.

Ying Zheng smiled, but when he was about to speak, he saw Gan Luo trotting all the way in a hurry not far away.

"Huh?" Fusu also saw Gan Luo running towards him. He struggled a little in Ying Zheng's arms. Ying Zheng, who knew his son too well, put him on the ground in a funny way, and looked at him like He tidied up his clothes like an adult and stood upright, but he didn't remind him that there were still marks on his face from sleeping.

"Your Majesty!" Gan Luo rushed to Ying Zheng like a gust of wind, and he didn't even have time to salute Fu Su. Dou Zi generally shook out all his words, "General Shu of Zhao State has returned to Handan by order."

The author has something to say:

I found that full attendance is really a big problem for me who does daily naked updates. Orz, and there are still scraps of manuscripts. I originally wanted to write other things, but I found something wrong while writing, so I changed the article again.