[Qin] Qin Shi

"You are not a child that the widows are expecting to be born, and your return to the country is not the wish of the widows. Even if you are bullied, don't come to find your father—" A man in a fine attire leads a man who is somewhat similar to him. Resembling, at the moment, the young man who was proudly showing off his power, said, "—your matter has nothing to do with the widow."

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"Young master, young master?" A slight massage broke the boundary between reality and fiction. After the sudden exertion, it was the father and son who left hand in hand in front of him, but the one he had gradually become familiar with these days, with a bit of baby fat. Looking at the young man's face, "My lord, are you having nightmares again?"

The young man in the servant's clothes knelt in front of the couch, with one hand resting on Ying Zheng's back, which was sitting stiff at the moment, while the other hand stayed at the moment when Ying Zheng was lightly pushed.Although his time with Gong Zizheng was short, he was highly valued by Ying Zheng because of his calm and meticulous attitude: "Do you need a slave to call the doctor?"

"No need, it's just a nightmare." Ying Zheng raised his sweaty hand, wiped the sweat off the cloak, and pinched the bridge of his nose with his hand, gradually waking up his drowsy mind and frenzied heartbeat from the nightmare.When his hands were removed from the bridge of his nose, his eyes had returned to their usual calmness.

Without feeling the shaking of the carriage, Ying Zheng lazily opened one eye and looked at the servant kneeling in front of him: "Are you there?" He leaned on the mat handed by the other party in a natural way, raised his foot Ask the other person to put on shoes for him.

"Yes," if that wasn't the case, then his master had a nightmare, and he didn't have the guts to call his master without an order, "You woke up as soon as I climbed up." The flattery on his face Just right, looking cute and cute under the background of baby fat, "If I can pinch and count like you, I won't be scolded for being late every day."

He clearly knew that this was a flattering remark, but after seeing the unaffected expression on the little servant's face and the somewhat exaggerated interpretation, he couldn't help but feel a little happier when he was originally manic because of the nightmare: "Has Cheng Yu left yet?" Looking at the servant's fluttering hair, Ying Zheng asked.

"Back to the young master," the waiter didn't panic because of Ying Zheng's sudden question. Judging from his calm and leisurely tidying up Ying Zheng's shoes, it is obvious that he had inquired a long time ago, "The second young master is more important than you." Come earlier, after the king saw him again, he asked someone to take the second young master to the side to play."

The implication is that if Ying Zheng went to King Qin now, he would not see Cheng Yu.The second son, who was rumored to be favored by the rumors, had already been sent aside by Wang himself.But in the same way, it also reveals that it is no longer "a little" earlier for Cheng Yu to arrive than Ying Zheng.

"That means the father has already seen him." Ying Zheng's focus is always different from that of others. He narrowed his eyes slightly, and waited patiently for the servant to finish putting on his shoes until his eyes were closed. His feet were on the ground before he spoke again abruptly, "The news is so well-informed, why do you think it's a squirrel?"

This question is really beyond the scope of an ordinary servant's ability to answer. The little servant shook slightly, and his slightly round face showed a somewhat bewildered expression at the right time. He looked up at Ying Zheng: " Your Majesty treats Second Young Master very well?" Then he saw a slightly sarcastic smile on his young master's face, "Slave is stupid."

"No," Ying Zheng curled his lips, not hiding his joy, "You are much smarter than others. Then let's guess, did the father send someone to inform him first, or What about my son who reported first?"

"I dare you, maybe it's Mr. Cheng Yu?" He cautiously tested Ying Zheng's expression again, but Ying Zheng still had a bit of sarcasm on his face, but more of a happy look, "I'm stupid, please show me, sir?" Down."

Ying Zheng didn't care whether he really didn't understand, or pretended not to understand.He also didn't want to break this matter up and explain it carefully to the other party. After all, there is no one who can make him patient and willing to explain something that is completely obvious to him at a glance.

So Ying Zheng just straightened his sleeves, jumped out of the carriage, and ignored him because he was a frightened attendant, and he walked towards the towering Qin city wall like flying, towards his ambition walk away.

"Young Master Zheng." Seeing Ying Zheng approaching, the guards under the city wall didn't seem surprised, they saluted Ying Zheng in a regular manner, and did not block his way forward, "Your Majesty is waiting for you on the city wall. "The attitude is not respectful, but it can't be said to be disrespectful either.

Ying Zheng glanced over a man who was missing a finger, and just glanced at them. He crossed the line of defense and walked up to the tall city wall that surrounded and protected Xianyang, the capital of Qin.

Climb to the wall, and you can see Zi Chu's hands folded behind his back at the moment, looking into the distance from the city wall.

Hearing the footsteps behind him, he didn't turn his head: "Zheng'er, come here. Come here and stand with Weifu." He said so.

"Father." Ying Zheng first saluted King Qin respectfully, and then stepped forward in small steps.The place where he stood was half a step behind King Qin, which put him in a place with a wider field of vision—not to mention that it was no longer facing the protruding part of the battlements.

Zi Chu didn't turn his head back, but he heard something from the sound of clothes being rubbed behind him, so he chuckled lightly: "You child is more sensible than Cheng Xu." His tone relaxed a bit, However, he didn't move his body to give way, "Father and son, it's been a long time since we had the opportunity to be alone like this."

"Yes," Ying Zheng lowered his head, his eyes covered the indifference, "I have always hoped to have a chance to be alone with my father." His words were respectful and sincere, but his heart was not as shown by his words So respectful, "My father is busy with government affairs, and my ministers panicked and delayed my father's important affairs."

Zi Chu snorted, wondering if he believed Ying Zheng's words: "I don't know who you followed with your temperament." He looked at the place where the sky and the earth meet in the distance, and said to himself, "The nearest palace The rumors in the movie are becoming more and more absurd and funny."

"The father is referring to the rumor that the son is not the father and son?" Ying Zheng did not pretend to be stupid this time, he stated his point of view plainly, "The son thought it was purely nonsense to disgust the son "Shouldn't the father decide whether the minister is the child of the father? They don't know our past, and they can't decide the future. Where do they come from to make judgments and decisions?"

In the words, Yingzheng general Zi Chu was once a hostage in Zhao Guo, and after giving birth to him, he left Zhao Guo to leave him as a hostage alone, and summarized it as "our past".This invisibly puts him and Zi Chu together, and those other than them are already "other people have nothing to do with" people.

I don't know if Zi Chu saw Ying Zheng's careful thinking. After a short silence, he raised his hand to the distance: "Zheng'er, come here, and look over there." This time, the foreigner turned to the other side. Leaning slightly, he gave up a small part of the short crenel that he had been monopolizing all the time, and Ying Zheng said, "Cross many high mountains, and Zhao is on the other side of the mountain."

Ying Zheng knew this all too well, and he also stumbled all the way from there before he staggered to where he is today: "Yes," he stood where he was, and did not follow the other person's intentions to stand side by side with him, " I still remember those days when I was hostage in Zhao State, and I will never forget the kindness and humiliation they gave my son in this life."

Facing Zi Chu at this moment, Ying Zheng seemed to have become extra calm.He didn't lie too much, nor did he hide his deep dissatisfaction.All his thoughts were spread out in front of Zichu nakedly, allowing him to see an existence completely different from the humble, studious and generous-hearted son Zheng in the outsiders' comments.

He was sure that Zichu would not care about these things, and Zichu did what he expected, he just smiled: "Yeah, what's the point of caring about those people who don't know our past? As for having nothing to do with the future— ——" He tilted his head, the dark eyes from his grandfather reflected the shadow of Ying Zheng, "—how do you know that those people can't control your future?"

"Because, there is also the father." Ying Zheng raised his head, tried to straighten his back, looked directly at his father with the same dark eyes as Zi Chu, and said in a firm voice, "I am the son of the father. Children of the Qin people, this land belongs to our country, and the blood of the Qin people will only be dedicated to this land."

Ying Zheng's voice was sonorous, and his eyes were filled with raging fire: "As long as the blood of the old Qin people is passed down to the world, as long as this land exists under our feet, then this land will only have one name. This land will also have one name." Only one name will be praised."

What he had learned from his great-grandfather on his deathbed was never to hide an elder who might favor you.

"Hmph, the children are very daring to say it." Zi Chu was disgusted like this, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, "Zheng'er, tell Dad, what can you see standing here?" His hands were in the air With a false grip, it was as if he had grabbed a rein that only he could see, holding it tightly in his hand.

Yingzheng's gaze spread along Zichu's arm to the distance, and he saw the dense forest behind the green grassland, the mountains ranging from deep to shallow, and the long line dividing the sky and the earth: "The world."

"Do you know the same words, the same question, what did Cui'er see?" The man who asked the question lowered his arm, "He said he saw a forest, and then he asked me if I could take people to hunt in the forest. The sight shifted from the distant sky to Ying Zheng, and the man put his hand on the shoulder of the child he had missed too much, "Zheng'er, you are looking too far."

"My son dare not forget the appearance of Zhao Guo for a moment." No matter how much defense he had done, when his father really stood in front of him, when his father expressed his concern for him, he still couldn't help it. Shaken, "What the father wanted the child to answer at the beginning, isn't it 'the world'."

"Zheng'er, you are looking too far." Zi Chu repeated again, "To you, it should be just an ordinary forest where you can play and hunt." He squatted down and looked up slightly. Looking at his eldest son, he was proud but also full of guilt, "What you expect for your father is not a correct answer, Zheng'er. In this world, what fathers expect for their children is never necessarily the correct answer."

Ying Zheng didn't understand, but the past few years in Xianyang made him subconsciously hide his confusion, and expressed respect and gratitude on his face: "Father." He gave the most secure way. Zi Chu responded, but he didn't know that what his father was waiting for was never to hide, but to be honest.

Zi Chu opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but when he looked at Ying Zheng, who clearly didn't understand, but looked taught, this familiar attitude reminded Zi Chu of himself when he returned to Qin early that year.When his grandfather (Ying Ji) was still there, didn't he also use this face, trying to let his grandfather see his excellence, hoping that he could choose himself to be the new owner of this land.

As long as I think of this, no matter how many words I can't say, I just let out a long sigh, helpless but indulged: "I really should let those people see you like this."

This kid who didn't grow up around him, after peeling off the outermost layer of camouflage, looks a bit like him: "A ranger should only be a ranger, and a guard is just a guard. It should be someone who knows a lot and takes care of people, not someone you're grateful for bringing out from extreme hardship."

"Zheng'er, many things are not as complicated as you imagined. What you think is complicated may be a very simple thing at the beginning. It's just that you think too much and complicate everything yourself. Melted." Looking at Ying Zheng's unmoved face, there may be some regrets, but Zi Chu will not regret his decision back then.

"I may never be able to make up for the part you missed." Even if he went back to the past, he would resolutely abandon the mother and son and choose to return to Qin, "Just as a father, I hope someone can make up for you." The lack of it. I hope there is such a person standing by your side and teaching you what is called 'trust' and 'purity'."

"I'm fine, father. My son doesn't feel that he is less than others, so that's fine." Ying Zheng really didn't think there was anything wrong with his current way of life.Fight for what you want by yourself, and on the way to fight for it, isn't sacrifice a matter of course?

Just talking about this, he suddenly remembered the mother who cried to him when he went to see Zhao Ji a few days ago.Then he continued bluntly: "The existence that can make up for the lack, does the father expect the son to marry a wife? Do you hope that the son will marry someone who can always stand by the father's side in Zhao Kingdom like a mother?"

Zi Chu, who was already the King of Qin, saw the origin of Ying Zheng's words at a glance. It must be something Zhao Ji said to him: "It's not necessarily the relationship between husband and wife, Zheng'er." Does Zi Chu have feelings for Zhao Ji? Yes, after all, they have gone through the difficult days in Zhao State hand in hand.However, such feelings are not enough to overshadow Zichu's most genuine desire, nor can it affect his rationality in making judgments when he faces his own feelings.

From the beginning to the end, the person he loves the most is not Zhao Ji, let alone Cheng Yu's mother: "Zheng'er, you care too much about her. Your mother is just a dancer after all. Become the next Queen Mother. I will not short her if there should be one, but there is nothing more."

Who is the Empress Dowager? She has influenced the state of Qin for decades and influenced three generations of Qin Jun. A woman who is quite dependent. How does a woman who wants to see her husband compare with a man who meddles in politics and assists the king in running the country?

"Mother just misses my father." He explained, "My father is willing to meet my mother, and my mother will be very happy."

"But why should I sacrifice my time and energy in exchange for making her happy?" Zi Chu looked up at Ying Zheng, calmly as if the woman they were talking about at the moment was not the bond that bound them together. , "If she really just misses me, then she can see me anytime, anywhere."

"Your great-grandmother is getting old, and she used to have selfish intentions in her generation. But most of the time, she stood on Qin's side and planned for the future of Da Qin. And your mother—" the man didn't hide his "If she really misses you, why do you want to express her thoughts to you? If she loves you like love, this prompts her to let you tell the reason of missing, Zheng'er, he will be like a scorpion." Like the mother of my child, she only comes to see me because of her ignorance."

That would make him feel that his marriage to her was not because of Mrs. Huayang's words, let alone some unspeakable political reason.The woman sent by the state of Chu was smart enough to know that the state of Qin would never allow the appearance of the second Mrs. Huayang, so she focused more on cultivating Chengyu, a child with the blood of the state of Qin. One day when this child ascends the throne and becomes king, he will remember the power of the mother clan of Chu State.

It's just a pity that they have trained Xun'er so successfully that even Xun'er didn't notice that he has blurred the boundaries between "Qin people" and "Chu people" - so even if there is no Zheng'er, there will be other people. His children competed for this position: "Zheng'er, you are naturally sensitive, but when it comes to emotions," he pointed out Zhao Ji, "you don't know anything about it."

"If you meet an inhuman person, Zhenger, you will suffer a lot from this." After all, he and his great-grandfather are optimistic about the heir, Zi Chu couldn't help reminding, "Whether it's Wang Jianyi or Meng Wu, you Everything you do is impeccable. But your mother, Zheng'er, is certainly not as well-informed as Xi'er's mother, and she can make the servants favor Xi'er between you and Xu'er, but what she wants is not Much more greedy than the mother of the weasel."

Zi Chu didn't hide why Cheng Yu appeared before he came, and even explained to Ying Zheng that he sent someone to invite the two sons at the same time, but Cheng Yu's mother used his help in the palace to make the next son It is the fact that people first passed orders to Cheng Yu, and then went to the servants in Yingzheng Palace before leaving slowly.

Yingzheng responded respectfully to Zichu, but Zichu looked at his son's expression and knew that he didn't take this sentence to heart.

Perhaps because of the missing years, this child who was supposed to be close to him, this child who might be able to lead Daqin to a new world like his great-grandfather (Ying Ji), never really took his words to heart—maybe because of him. He said that the most important meaning of his father's existence is the 'King of Qin'.

He was also not interested in making up for Ying Zheng's father's love that even he himself did not get.The most important thing has always been their obsession passed down from generation to generation. The choice of Zheng'er over Xun'er has never been due to his father's guilt or love, but because it fits the word.

Daqin has been waiting for a hundred years, if possible, don't wait another hundred years.

Zi Chu's reminder at this moment is also because he realized that Ying Zheng had gone against his tough and forbearing methods on the issue of Zhao Ji. obediently.It would be fine if Zhao Ji herself had excellent insight like Queen Mother Xuan, but she was really just an ordinary woman.

But that's all, by the time Zheng'er sat in this seat, the world would have already been in his pocket.At that time, no matter how biased Zhao Ji is, there is no land named 'Zhao' that can make her biased.

Zi Chu couldn't help it, I stood up jokingly, but this time he took half a step back, pulled the hand on Ying Zheng's shoulder closer, and pulled Ying Zheng in front of him, with his back pressed against his Body: "What should the sky of the Qin Kingdom look like, do you have a good idea?"

"I was delusional." Looking at the mountains in the distance, Yingzheng looked like a hawk, flying across the mountains and rivers, across the long and curved border of Qin State, and came to the land of Zhao State.I watched Zhao's people work and farm, watched Zhao's soldiers eat and drink, and looked at Zhao's nobles with meat pools and wine forests.

"Then keep thinking about it." Zi Chu clenched Ying Zheng's shoulders with his hands hidden under his sleeves, and looked at the distant world with piercing eyes. Being that idiot of Zhao Guo forced Lian Po away, alienated Li Mu, and now even Lin Xiangru wants to leave him."

"If Lin Xiangru hadn't been running for Lian Po in Handan City these years, that idiot Zhao Yan would have dismissed Lian Po's position long ago. Now that Lian Po has turned to Wei, Lin Xiangru became seriously ill after hearing the news—— Before winter comes, the barbarians will definitely invade Zhao’s northern line—Li Mu is in the south, let’s see who else can save Zhao’s northern line.”

Li Mu has been operating in Beiguan for so many years, and Lian Po is nothing more than that. He certainly won't have the heart to let his old camp be trampled by outsiders like this.At that time, he will definitely send his troops to the north, and as long as he thinks that at that time, Qin's iron cavalry will go in and out of Zhao's confidant, Zi Chu can't help laughing at this beautiful future.

To Ying Zheng, these people were just names that he had brushed against his ears, but now to him, they were just some unique flat characters on the bamboo slips.It's just that as the son of Qin, as the heir who heard the ecstasy in his father's words, Ying Zheng keenly sensed the ambition hidden behind Zi Chu's joyful words. These are enough for him to judge what he should do at this moment. reaction.

"Congratulations, Father." Zhao Guo was having a hard time, so he was happy. "After the autumn harvest, our Qin soldiers will surely be able to go to the 37 cities of Zhao Guo." The new generation of talents died before they had time to grow up, so what else can they use to compete with the Qin State.

Following Ying Zheng's voice, the scene of Qin's army entering Zhao's capital could not help appearing in Zi Chu's mind. I'll take you to Handan again." Go and see those who have bullied you and me kneel down at your feet, and feel the joy of such a scene.

In this way, perhaps being a father can make up for the small part you are missing.

In this way, when you stand in this position many years later and look at your children, you will not be like a father. Looking back, you will find that you are full of regrets.

"Zheng'er," Zi Chu put one hand on Ying Zheng's shoulder, and held the other hand high to hold the void, "I'm waiting to be my father, to bring down Handan, and to congratulate you on your birthday."

The author has something to say: I succeeded in caving, and found that I made a mistake in my estimation, so I set up a big Flag and knelt down to Orz.I haven’t written QaQ when Brother Zheng ascended the throne, did I forget to write QaQ when Ah Shu took charge of the army... I will never set a Flag for myself again, and I find that I am always miscalculating the direction.

How did this article turn into a long article again? If I don’t cut it in half, the visual plot has been arranged for a long, long time QaQ