[Qin] Qin Shi

Ping An has never met her biological father, but she had two older brothers before she was five, and by the time she was six, she would have three older brothers.

To be precise, when she was six years old, she realized that her elder brother was not her mother's biological son, but because of her acquaintance and mutual trust, she took good care of their family: "Is it because of father?" On the couch, he wrung his fingers and said puzzledly, "But Dad died, it's been six years."

The woman who was winding the thread stopped, she turned her back to her little daughter, and after a long time she said perfunctorily: "If he wants to pay it back, you can bear it."

The young Sanya didn't understand, but it wasn't a big deal to her, she turned her head and forgot.

Changing from two older brothers to three actually had no effect on Sanya, because with the arrival of Xi, it was the eldest brother Bai Shu who gradually faded away from their lives. Sitting on the shoulders of the eldest brother, cheering to reach the high lantern.

The three elder brothers, unknowingly, became two.Because the biological mother remarried, the second son followed the eldest son, and only the young and ignorant third girl followed her mother into the stepfather's house, leaving only a meager blood to implicate each other, nothing else.

In the year when Xi got married, she saw Yanbei's high-ranking ruler for the first time in her memory, hooking her elder brother, the groom Guanxi's neck, pouring wine with a smile, and then presented what can be called a "luxury" congratulatory gift. leave.

At that time, she suddenly understood the reason why Xi and his sister-in-law were able to get together even though they were not in the right household - because behind Xi, there was a general who controlled Yanbei.

"Why has Mother never mentioned this to Ping An?" She returned home after the banquet, and asked her mother who was mending under the lamp, "If it wasn't for the second brother's invitation, mother would not have gone to congratulate the eldest brother."

"Is there anything to say?" The woman said calmly, "Isn't it enough that I failed to secure a good future for him, send him to the top of the sky, and Lord Yanbei protect him in this life? If I, a commoner, remarry What is he doing for a wife's mother?"

Ping An looked sideways at the woman under the candlelight, puzzled, and was about to ask again, when he heard the sound of his stepfather coming home, so the small house became busy again, turned his head, and forgot.

Later, the eldest sister-in-law became pregnant, and the second elder brother Le also had someone he liked. The stepfather and biological mother never had children, and Ping An became the only one in the family, and was loved all the time.

She chased the boy she liked, shuttled around the city holding the hand of her best friend, smiling carelessly.She doesn't care about the changes in the world, or the survival of the six kingdoms. Yanbei will always be a stable and prosperous Yanbei under the control of Lord Yanbei. To her, the grassland and the Huns are not even as good as the dog next door who gave birth to another child, which touches her even more. .

Until one day, Le Hong knocked on the door of their house with eyes full of eyes, and told her that her elder brother had passed away.

"Because he's right or not—" leaning against the wall, behind the wall was the mother crying hysterically, "It's him, it must be because of him, Xi has a family here and an official position, why should he go to Handan if he's so good—— If it's him, then he's a bastard, killing him is not enough, and he's coming to harm his son!"

"Mom!" It was a stern voice, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

"Don't be fooled by him," there was the sound of pottery falling to the ground in the room, "Le, don't be fooled by that little hoof like your elder brother, he deceived your father's trust, causing your father to come to Beijiang, Lied your elder brother to work for him—now he wants your life, open your eyes and see!"

"That's enough. I just told my mother that my son came today." Hearing the sound of footsteps, Ping An hurriedly dodged and hid under the low fence of the pigsty. The child sees the mother."

Pingan covered her mouth, tried her best to suppress her voice, heard the door open, heard the footsteps getting closer, heard the footsteps getting farther away, heard the knock of the door, heard the heart-piercing cry of the mother in the room, heard The snorting sound of the pig beside him.

Never forget it again.

She heard that Lord Yanbei was strangled to death by King Zhao in Handan, and news came that Lord Yanbei had returned from Handan and no longer obeyed Zhao in January.

"Why?" Ping An looked at his friend in confusion, "Obviously we are all from Zhao, aren't we?"

"That's right," my best friend embroidered mandarin ducks, her tone was light as if the topic they were talking about was three meals a day, "but it was King Zhao's unrighteousness first, and the general guarding the city for so many years, which made this barbaric city become a mess." Now that he has become a wealthy man, he owes his merits to the general and his kindness, so following the general is not a matter of course?"

Ping An felt panicked, but she couldn't explain why the panic came from: "But he, is King Zhao's minister?"

"What's the matter?" The friend raised his hand and bit off the weaving thread, looking at Ping'an with a blank look in his eyes, "Nowadays, Yanbei's many good things are all due to the general, and have nothing to do with King Zhao?"

wrong.

Ping An escaped from her best friend's house.

All wrong.

She looked at the peddlers on the side of the road who were still yelling for deals, at the passers-by holding children with gentle smiles, and at the life around them that hadn’t changed a bit from the past, she felt that they were all twisted ghosts in hell, and laughed. Howling and twisting, devouring the world around them.

All wrong.

But what can she change?

She can't change that Zhao State was destroyed by Qin State, Qin State won Yanbei without a single soldier, she can't shake Yanbei Lord to go south with Qin people, and can't shake Yanbei's day-to-day life.

She watched the first handful of earth sprinkled on Le Zaixi's coffin, and heard her mother's crying in a trance.

'You have all been lied to by him. '

The whole world is biased by his appearance.

He is not some glamorous gentleman, and none of those who have sinned against him will end well.He is not a general with the world in mind, the bones under his feet have never been seen by anyone.He is not a good man with frank behavior. He has deceived so many people and never said it.

The whole world was deceived by his appearance.

Kneeling in front of her biological mother's grave, Ping An slowly clenched her fists: "Mother," she said, "Second brother was also deceived by him."

Obviously the eldest brother died for that person. Without him, the eldest brother would not have died, and her father would not have died. She might still have younger brothers and sisters, and perhaps her family would not be as broken as it is now.

But the second brother not only didn't want to take revenge, but also taught and educated people in his place, and taught him batch after batch of students and disciples who admired him, and even admired his thoughts and worshiped his character.

"But I won't be deceived by him." Ping An tightened his clothes, "My daughter has found a companion who is as awake as her daughter. We will make everyone in the world wake up, and we will let everyone know that he has done it before. What."

The prairie he killed fled after seeing the flag, and the six countries he slaughtered were famous. He was clearly a Zhao man, but he used a knife as a gun under the command of King Qin to level the world and clear obstacles for him.He has the blood donations of so many good men from the Six Kingdoms. This is an undeserved sacrifice, this is an undeserved death.

But people all over the world only look forward to his title of Great Qin Ever-Victorious General, but students all over the world only yearn for the great reputation of the harmony between monarch and ministers.

No one can see the pile of white bones, no one can see the freshness of his writing being stepped on the throne by him.

General Victory.

Ping An looked at the map in his hand and wrote down the mountains, rivers and rivers.

The sum of the monarch and his ministers.

Ping An memorized the military situation and marching route on the booklet.

As long as you are dead, your deception, your lies, and your mask will be self-defeating.

"Brother," she looked up at the man who pushed the door and put on a gentle smile, "Is this the congratulatory gift from big brother to Ping An?" She took the box from the man's hand, "It's so small."

"Don't worry," the man with a pretty face raised his hand and stroked Ping An's head, "Brother still has a gift to give you, but it will take some time - you will know when the butler of the mansion comes to you tomorrow. "

"Okay," she looked up, her eyes bypassed the man's white wrist and landed on the faint red mark between his brows, "If the gift is too small, my sister will make trouble."

"Okay." He smiled, "However, Sanya, you may not have this chance."

Yes, there is no such opportunity.

When the news of the annihilation of the Vanguard Army came, Ping An was sitting by the window coaxing her youngest son. The eldest son ran home crying and threw himself into her arms, telling her the 'bad news'.

Ping An just shook the baby's crib, looked at the sleeping ignorant child, and slowly showed a relieved smile.

"That's pretty good." She looked at her youngest son, remembered the little stone hidden in Si Nanxia, ​​remembered the information that was sent out of the city, thought of the mother who couldn't let it go until her death, remembered The medicine she looked at in exchange for it.

When Xishang was still alive, she once saw him buying a large amount of requiem grass from a pharmacy in the city.It is a kind of herbal medicine that can make people feel peaceful when smelling a small amount of smell after burning, and make people feel drowsy when the dose is large, and it is more often used for pain relief and medicine.

Until she was in that person's room and smelled the smell of requiem grass.

After all, Le still didn't go to the execution ground to see Sanya off for the last time. He leaned against the wall of the main city of Yanbei, his back against the cold stone, and behind him were crying and wailing.

Looking up, it is the scorching sun hanging high, just like yesterday and tomorrow.

"Liars," he said to himself, tears rolling down his face for some reason, "they are all liars."

He still remembers seeing his biological brother when he was young, and suddenly realized that he was not brother Bai Shu's brother, but someone who had nothing to do with him. He only wants his big brother.Just like his mother only wanted Sanya but not him, he only wanted his elder brother.

Later, my elder brother was busy with the affairs of Yanbei, and he liked to teach his enlightenment and the six arts of a gentleman.When the elder brother became the general of Yanbei, his wife still knew about his elder brother, but the children only admired the general.

Later, Xi died for his elder brother, his stepfather and mother left in one step, and his mother looked at the north and died with hatred, leaving him alone to decorate Sanya's dowry, go out with her on his back, and send her to other people's homes.

He thought that Sanya didn't know anything, but he didn't know that she was just like him——

30 years, never dare to forget.

The author has something to say:

The previous chapter has revealed that Ping An's family was killed by Li

In fact, it is a circle.

Bai Shu took advantage of the uncle to get into the sight of Lian Po and Lin Xiangru, and the aunt later learned about it from others, and because the uncle died in Beijiang, she hated Bai Shu. Sanya didn't care about her father, but she remembered her mother's hatred, It just so happened that the group of people from the Restoration of the Six Kingdoms were restless and took advantage of each other—this story is actually a story of suffering from hardships from Sanya’s point of view.

In the end, Li killed Sanya's family, and Brother Zheng wiped out the remnants of the Six Kingdoms.