woman, you are so beautiful

Speaking of her elder brother Yan Shanming, Yan Xue felt very complicated.At that time, the goal of Yan Xue's struggle was Yan Shanming. Yan Shanming studied well, was gentle and polite, and loved his sister and brother very much. He was the pride of the teacher and a role model for his younger siblings.Every year, Yan Xue and Yan Yuyang can see Yan Shanming on the high platform, which is dazzling.In private, it was heard how handsome Yan Shanming was, he was the prince charming of countless girls, and the goal of jealousy and hard work of countless boys.

Since she was a child, her father Yan Wenyuan had very high demands on Yan Xue, and Yan Xue had to fulfill such and such demands, which caused Yan Xue to cry frequently.Yan Shanming always hugged Yan Xue with a look of pity, and coaxed her softly. At that time, Yan Shanming always used gadgets that Yan Xue could not get normally as rewards or encouragement to make her happy.At that time, in Yan Xue's heart, her elder brother Yan Shanming was the best person in the world, and no one would treat her better than Yan Shanming.When Yan Xue was young, she liked to run behind her eldest brother, but Yan Shanming always let Yan Xue helplessly.This situation changed when Yan Xue was ten years old and Yan Shanming was 15 years old.Yan Xue didn't know why, but Yan Shanming began to hate her own appearance, hated her following, and ignored her, no matter Yan Xue's crying and begging to please her and act like a baby, it didn't work, as if the big brother who loved her changed overnight .Fortunately, Yan Xue is not a supporter of time-travel novels, otherwise she would definitely think that her elder brother was replaced by another soul.

Yan Xue was sad, so she had to silently look up to her elder brother and follow her elder brother.Yan Shanming is still so good, but his attitude towards Yan Xue has changed, because Yan Xue found that Yan Yuyang, his third brother who likes to be with his elder brother as much as himself, has not changed his attitude towards him at all.Because of this, Yan Xue was so sad that she ran to her father, Yan Wenyuan, and cried. After hearing this, Yan Wenyuan just remained silent and spoke for a long time.

"Xue'er, no one will be your reliance, not your father, nor your elder brother, neither now nor in the future, you have to learn to grow up by yourself, learn to handle everything by yourself. You have to learn to be strong, the only one you can rely on is you Myself, don't cry. Crying can't solve any problems, it will only make people who love you feel bad, and people who don't love you will see a joke. My Cher is the best, no one can make you cry, you will make Dad proud Right!" Yan Wen's tone was heavy and gentle, with expectation and distress.Yan Xue is the treasure in his heart, and he hopes that his daughter can live a life of simplicity and happiness without any worries.But in an environment like the Yan family's, it was impossible to survive like this.Yan Wenyuan felt a heavy pain in his heart, some things had to be done ruthlessly no matter how painful they were.

"Dad, do you love me?" Why doesn't elder brother like me anymore, why doesn't elder brother love Yan Xue anymore?Ten-year-old Yan Xue had tears in her eyes, because of Yan Shanming's indifference, she was sad, and her eyes were full of grievances.

"Love, Dad loves Yan Xue the most!" Yan Wenyuan's eyes were gentle and kind.

"Then why do you keep kissing me instead of smiling at me?" Xiao Yanxue's eyes were completely puzzled.Yan Xue likes the smile and closeness of Yan Shan's bright forehead, and likes the happiness and warmth of playing with his family.

"Because my father doesn't want Yan Xue to bear too much parting, because my father hopes that Yan Xue can be independent and strong." Yan Wenyuan said softly and compassionately.

"Is that also the case with elder brother?" Xiao Yanxue asked with her head tilted. At that time, in her heart, elder brother was still the person who treated her best and loved her the most in the world.

"Yan Xue will know this when she grows up!" Yan Wenyuan smiled gently, and the meaning in his eyes was of course little Yan Xue didn't understand.

"Then I want to grow up quickly." Yan Xue put aside all worries and said excitedly.

"Okay, my Xue'er will grow up quickly and make Dad proud." Yan Wenyuan hugged Yan Xue around a few times and said happily.

Just a week after this conversation, ten-year-old Yan Xue was sent to Germany by Yan Wenyuan, accompanied only by a nanny who took care of her daily life.Since then, Yan Xue has been independent and strong, and no longer depends on anyone, including her own father.It's just my eldest brother, I have never known the reason why you alienated me, and I have been waiting for you to tell me.

During those years in Germany, the young Yan Xue didn't understand why she came abroad alone. It was Yan Wenyuan who said that when she grew up, she would know why Yan Shanming no longer loved her, so she grew up strong in a strange country.But now that she understands her father's painstaking efforts, she still doesn't know the reason for Yan Shanming's indifference.

After Yan Xue finished reading Yan Shanming's information, she found that it was all about commercial activities, and her private life was neatly brushed off.Yan Xue rubbed her head, Yan Xue was surprised, the eldest brother who was almost 30 years old didn't even have a close woman, let alone a woman, nor a man.Well, the distressed Yan Xue opened her mind at once.

Brother, what are you up to?The strange thing is that the eldest brother is dedicated to the company, why Dad still did not hand over the company to the eldest brother but restricted everywhere, but left the position of heir to himself in Germany.Don't leave it to your son, but leave it to your daughter, dad, what are you thinking, what makes you dissatisfied with big brother?

These days, Yan Shanming's reply to Yan Xue was always on business matters, and he never gave Yan Xue a second look. The grief of losing his father didn't seem to exist at all.Yan Xue closed the curtain and leaned on the armchair behind her, not understanding what hindered herself and her elder brother, what separated her elder brother and her father.You know, the elder brother who has performed well since he was a child, his father has never praised him.

Thinking of this, Yan Xue misses her third brother Yan Yuyang, who is far away in the United States and has not yet returned.When he was in a foreign country, it was Yan Yuyang's nagging that relieved Yan Xue's pain of homesickness.It’s not that she knew how to be strong at a young age, it’s that she knew that no one would love her troubles anymore, and that her father Yan Wenyuan would never change his mind, so she learned to grow alone, be strong alone, be lonely alone, and be alone. People feel at ease.On such a day, Yan Xue slowly transformed and became indifferent, just as Yan Wenyuan hoped, to be independent, even isolated and lonely.The only warmth is Yan Yuyang's soft and friendly voice.However, Yan Yuyang said that he couldn't get away in the United States, so he came back on the day of Yan Wenyuan's funeral and left on the same day.But Yan Yuyang said that when he finished his work in the United States, he would come back to help Yan Xue.Yan Xue could only smile helplessly, but she still liked that Yan Yuyang could come back sooner. After all, they were her younger brothers. closeness of blood.

It's just that Yan Wenyuan's words have been echoing in Yan Xue's heart, no one will be your reliance, you can only rely on yourself.So Yan Xue no longer trusts people, whether she cares about Yan Shanming or Yan Yuyang who is close to her, she just wants to get the answers she wants and the warmth and family affection she needs, Yan Xue has long since stopped believing.

The author has something to say: I didn’t write the ones about Lin Ke here, my dear, as I wrote in the preparation of the dowry. In fact, I can copy them completely, but I think her narration will be different in different articles.Please don't get too deep into it and let me go.Besides, this is Yan Feifei's territory!