i gave myself away

The cold tone of the camera body made Shi Mo feel very uncomfortable. He was really tired of facing such an irresistible situation when he was in a bad mood.But the sharp sword of professional ethics was hanging over his head, forcing him to face it seriously.

The accumulation of long-term experience and experience has made him eloquent and eloquent, and his words are thought-provoking warning words: "The court ruled according to the law and tried it fairly. We are very satisfied with the result of this judgment. Here I want to remind everyone that now The market economy fluctuates greatly. I hope that everyone and every enterprise can consume rationally. If they need to borrow money, they can borrow rationally on the basis of weighing economic strength and repayment ability. Don't blindly, blindly follow, and overestimate your own repayment Ability, borrowing money is not a child's play, once you are unable to repay the debt, your wife and children will be separated, and your family will go bankrupt at worst. At that time, you will not only harm yourself, but also your innocent family and friends."

He paused for a moment, the miserable times in the past were like a movie, playing scenes one after another, he thought of the day his father owed a huge debt and was unable to repay it, his mother fell ill, and the big debt collector barbarously blocked the door of their house, preventing them from letting him in. They took the mother to the hospital.Later, he called the police in a panic and saved his mother's life in time.After the death of their mother, the heavy debts became a heavy stone on their shoulders, which made them unable to breathe. Every day when they woke up and opened their eyes, they just wondered how the sky would not pay back the money and let him repay the debt.

Day after day, the pain and suffering are like needles stuck in the body, piercing into the bone marrow with breathing and integrating into the cells.It wasn't until the light in his life appeared that he realized that the world hadn't abandoned him.

He faced the camera with a happy smile: "Of course, if you really encounter the day when you can't repay your debts, please don't despair, let alone avoid or avoid debts blindly, be honest, work hard, and be positive. Hold on to hope and believe that one day we will see the sun.”

Like, he met the person who brought him sunshine.

After the TV interview, Li Jiaru warmly extended the invitation: "Shimo, are you free at noon? Let me treat you to a meal. Thank you for your help during this time."

Shi Mo's mood hasn't cleared the clouds and mists to see the sun, but because of his feelings, he had to bite the bullet and respond: "Yes, no problem."

Then he sent Xie Jincheng a WeChat message: I won't go back to cook for you at noon, but I can show mercy and pack a copy for you, how about it, are you moved by me and cried?

Xie Jincheng didn't reply for a long time, so that Shi Mo kept his mobile phone by his hand during the meal, and would look at the mobile phone from time to time, paying attention to whether there were WeChat reminders.

In just half an hour, this was the 20th time he looked at his mobile phone. The long-term black screen made him feel extremely annoyed. The mobile phone that always kept ringing due to work in the past was eerily quiet today.There was no response from WeChat, no phone calls, he opened WeChat uneasily, exited, and re-entered, but there was no new message.He was also worried that it was a network problem, so he disconnected the wifi and connected the data traffic, but it still didn't work.He was about to get nervous, so he simply restarted the phone to see if it was a problem with the phone.

"Shi Mo, are you in a hurry?" Li Jiaru noticed the hot sweat on Shi Mo's forehead, and couldn't help asking. Seeing that Shi Mo was still looking at her phone anxiously, she didn't seem to hear it, so she said a little louder, "Shi Mo, Shi Mo?"

"Ah...ah?" Shi Mo's lost soul temporarily returned, and he looked around in a panic, "What's the matter?"

Li Jiaru said worriedly: "I see that you have been looking at your phone, is there something important? If you have something to do, just eat and do it as soon as possible."

"Ah...oh," Shi Mo smiled awkwardly, put away his phone and scratched his cheek, "It's nothing, just waiting for news from my friend."

Li Jiaru said worriedly: "If you have something urgent, just say it. If you don't say it, I will feel guilty for wasting your time."

"It's all right. Eat and eat." Shi Mo put a piece of beef into his mouth and chewed it. He felt that his taste buds were filled with fishy smell, "Why is this beef so fishy?"

"This is mutton..." Li Jiaru sighed, and slowly put down his chopsticks. It was obviously a delicious meal, but the pungent taste, no matter how salty or hot, became bland in his mouth, "You go to work, Shi Mo .I wasted your time."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Shi Mo looked away from the phone, "I'm really fine."

Li Jiaru had a bitter look on his face: "Are you waiting for news from Lawyer Xie?"

Shi Mo was stunned for a moment, wanting to deny but didn't know how to say it, he nodded silently, even if it was just a gap in the nodding movement, his eyes still moved to the phone uncontrollably, he thought there would be no problem with his quick movements , but he didn't know that Li Jiaru, who had been looking at him all the time, caught his sight.

Li Jiaru's hand was under the table, and she involuntarily grabbed the corner of the skirt. Today she wore a tight black dress with hips and a decent white coat. Her graceful figure was wrapped up, full of the maturity of an intellectual woman smell.She also put on a little makeup to make her eyebrows more three-dimensional and delicate. Last night, she was worried that such a dress would not be charming enough, so she specially asked her model girlfriends for advice. She put on a mask and took a milk bath all night. She is ready to show her best side to Shimo.

However, Shi Mo hardly looked at her directly, nor did he show any surprise at her unusual mature attire.

Shi Mo's gaze has been snatched away, these are the words that Li Jiaru has been tearing at her heart.

"Shi Mo," Li Jiaru gripped the corner of her skirt tightly, her mouth seemed to contain Coptis chinensis, her bitterness was so bitter that even her beautiful makeup couldn't conceal her sadness, "I have something to tell you."

Shi Mo's heart froze, he realized that the atmosphere was not right, he stopped looking at his phone, and said solemnly: "Please tell me."

"I..." Li Jiaru lowered her head, and her voice was soft, like white smoke on tea, which would be wiped out by the wind, "I like you. Are you willing to make friends with me..." Thousands of words choked in his throat , She opened her lips, but suddenly lost her voice and couldn't speak.She didn't know what was wrong with her, if she said it clearly, maybe she could change the status quo, maybe she could get her sweetheart's embrace, but she was actually afraid, afraid that if she spoke, she would lose her last dignity.

Shi Mo stared blankly at Li Jiaru's face that was about to be buried under the table. She was beautiful, with a kind of Xiaojiabiyu's delicacy and refinement. She was also very polite and virtuous, and she was his father's ideal candidate for a daughter-in-law.

Such a good girl, to be able to win her heart, should be a joy and a sense of accomplishment, but Shi Mo's heart is heavy, deeply bound by an emotion called "guilt".She was the one who helped him when he was helpless, the one who led him out of the misfortune of debt repayment, and the second benefactor in his life.

However, she was not the first in his heart after all.

If the time can be like a video, click the mouse, let him meet Li Jiaru first before he meets Xie Jincheng, maybe he can accept this god-sent marriage, get married with him, and give birth to a cute big fat boy , and then passed on to the next generation.

However, life is not a movie, and there is no rewind button. He can only accept the dramatic reality calmly.

"Actually, my heart is just that big." Shi Mo put a clean bowl in front of Li Jiaru, gestured with his fingers along the wall of the bowl, and said in a gentle tone, "One divides into three, and these three divide into three." One is relatives, one third is friends, work and life, and the remaining one third is..."

"Please don't say it!" Li Jiaru interrupted him suddenly, and then covered her lips, her sad eyes were filled with tears in anticipation.She had already expected the ending from her father's reminder, but her unwillingness prompted her to muster up the courage to express her love, but in the end she still didn't have the courage to face it.

"The fate between people is very wonderful," Shi Mo lowered his eyelids guiltily, "I'm sorry" is actually the best answer, but it will hurt Li Jiaru, so he can't say it, "It's like I'm like you, we were just strangers who only met once on the bus, who knows that we became friends and partners by chance, isn't it amazing? Everyone has his fate and destiny, you There will be."

Tears rolled down the corners of her eyes uncontrollably. Li Jiaru covered her face and cried bitterly. Shi Mo declined her confession in a very tactful way. He maintained her self-esteem and gave her the most beautiful answer. Why doesn't such a good man Belongs to her, what did she lose?

"Why, I don't understand," Li Jiaru's eyes were red, and she took the tissue handed over by Shi Mo to wipe away her tears, "Why is it him and not me?"

Shi Mo looked out of the window, and saw a towering building with a height of more than ten floors, magnificent and domineering. He pointed to the building and recalled the heart-piercing night with fascination: "See that building? I I once wanted to jump from the top of such a high building, but he saved me." On that day, if he hadn't thought of Xie Jincheng at the last moment, if Xie Jincheng hadn't rushed to find him, he would have jumped off.What Xie Jincheng saved was not only his life, but also his desperate heart.

"He is my teacher and my benefactor. He took me, step by step, from a poor man who owed a lot of debts to where I am today. Two years, only two years after I met him, but he made my life Turning the world upside down, reborn." Shi Mo's mouth turned up unconsciously, he may never have known that whenever he talked about Xie Jincheng, his smile was full of happiness, "Because of him, I can sit here now and drink with you Tea chat."

The liberal arts student's confession is really unpredictable and terrifying. There are no sweet words or vows, but a trace of affection overflows from the lines, every word.

If it wasn't for him, you'd see a rough guy with a shabby outfit, and you wouldn't notice me without brilliance; if it wasn't for him, you'd see a poor family with huge debts, Your parents will definitely not let you marry me.

Because of him, you can see me now.

"Thank you, you gave me a very good answer." Li Jiaru smiled gratifiedly. She really lost, and she lost very thoroughly. She had no reason to continue to entangle. Blessings, "I wish you happiness."

"Thank you," Shi Mo nodded, "I wish you happiness too."

"Yes." Li Jiaru adjusted his emotions and relaxed his mind, "Are you waiting for his news? Go find him soon after eating, he must be waiting impatiently."

"Uh..." Shi Mo was embarrassed, "Actually, he didn't know why, but he suddenly left yesterday without saying goodbye, and there hasn't been much news since then."

Li Jiaru was taken aback, she lowered her head and pondered for a while, although she really didn't want to push her sweetheart to others, but seeing her sweetheart happy may be an indescribable joy.She raised her head calmly and said with a smile, "Would you mind telling me what's going on? Although I don't have much experience, maybe I can give you some advice."

Shi Mo paused for a moment, feeling so depressed that he really needed someone to talk to. After confirming that Li Jiaru was fine, he told Li Jiaru what had happened, but ignored the competition between him and Xie Jincheng.

Li Jiaru bit her thin lips, thought for a while, and asked a very important question: "It may be presumptuous to ask, I want to know if you have confessed to him? For example, you like him and want to live with him forever. of."

"Say, what's the confession?" Shi Mo's tongue suddenly tied up, "Both of them are men, so it's awkward to say that, okay?"

Li Jiaru sighed, and told the truth: "Don't blame me for talking nonsense and offending you. Although I don't know what love between men is like, if it were me, the boyfriend I am dating has never confessed to me. Saying that he wants to marry me, I must be very insecure, and I will doubt whether he really loves me and wants to live with me."

Whoosh - Shi Mo was nailed to the wall as if an arrow had been pierced through his heart, unable to move, bleeding profusely.He really never thought about this kind of question, he was so used to Xie Jincheng's gentle treatment, he always thought that Xie Jincheng would understand without a provocative confession.

But think about what he did after the two fell in love with each other?He pushed away Xie Jincheng's forced kiss, awkwardly refused Xie Jincheng's hug, and ignored Xie Jincheng's courtship... He thought that this was his character and his way of getting along, and Xie Jincheng should understand and accept it.

He never thought about what kind of return he should give Xie Jincheng, and what kind of thoughts Xie Jincheng would have!

Did he, did something wrong!

Just then, his phone rang.