i gave myself away

Boom, boom—the gorgeous fireworks exploded in the air, like red lotuses in full bloom, dazzlingly covering the entire sky.When Shi Moru was pressed the pause button, he stood there motionless, his mind went blank, he felt as if he was going to be rubbed into his bones by Xie Jincheng, and the chest that was tightly pressed against him was extremely hot.The fireworks illuminated Xie Jincheng's face with extra affection, Shi Mo looked at his tenderness, and suddenly forgot to struggle.

He knew that he didn't like men, and he also knew what he should do at this time - yell at Xie Jincheng, or give Xie Jincheng a fist, but the strange thing was that he didn't feel disgusted, and even enjoyed Xie Jincheng's gentle treatment.

Different from his domineering personality, Xie Jincheng's kiss was jerky and gentle, as if kissing a cherished treasure, gently rubbing his lips.His tense nerves slowly relaxed, but Xie Jincheng boldly stretched out the tip of his tongue, licking and licking his lips, the hot breath made him almost stop breathing, he had to open his mouth to breathe, suddenly, the domineering tongue pried him open His lips, driving straight in and conquering the city, filled every corner of his mouth with the taste of Xie Jincheng.

Xie Jincheng, who was close at hand, closed his eyes in enjoyment, and the long and curly eyelashes were covered with frost, like a sieve, with a slight trembling, beautiful ice beads would be shaken off.And the fireworks ended after the last cluster of flowers bloomed in a high-profile manner, the sky returned to darkness, and night enveloped the earth.No one looked at him, and no one saw him, he was immersed in the gentle embrace and kiss, indulged his fragility to hide, and shed tears silently.

Whether intentionally or not, the big palm holding his face can always change the movement of holding it when the tears fall down his cheeks, just to wipe away the tears for him.

He suddenly lost interest in indulging his emotions, and even thought it was a bit funny, so he pushed Xie Jincheng away annoyed, cursing: "What are you doing?"

Xie Jincheng's gaze seemed to be full of color, and Shi Mo's heart skipped a beat with affection: "As you can see, I kiss you."

"You, what do you mean?" Shi Mo was confused, hesitating and avoiding Xie Jincheng's gaze.

Xie Jincheng suddenly took Shi Mo's hand, and pressed it to his heart: "This is yours, here," he pressed Shi Mo's heart again, declaring his sovereignty, "It also belongs to me."

Shi Mo was dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to digest Xie Jincheng's domineering confession: "You, you, I...I only like women."

"Ah."

Just this reaction?Shi Mo paid attention to Xie Jincheng's expression, he was calm, he was too calm, he swallowed his saliva, and said tremblingly: "I mean, I won't like you."

"Oh," Xie Jincheng pinched his chin, "You enjoyed it just now." He took it for granted that Shi Mo was having a fight, and he didn't expect Shi Mo to be heterosexual, after all, not long ago he saw Shi Mo going out and about gay. .

"It was an accident, I..." Shi Mo was flustered. In fact, he himself didn't know why he accepted Xie Jincheng's kiss. His eyes flickered, "I have a girlfriend."

Xie Jincheng hugged Shi Mo's waist tightly: "Lying is not a good habit."

Shi Mo struggled awkwardly, but was bound even tighter, and felt that the two were breathing closer, he dared not move: "I'm serious, I really have a girlfriend."

If it was before, Xie Jincheng would be sad for this sentence, but after thinking about it carefully, he will understand. "Shi Mo, poor people don't have girlfriends."

Shi Mo was immediately blocked and speechless.Really hit the nail on the head, no money to talk about a girlfriend.

"All in all, it's impossible for me to like a man."

Xie Jincheng had a smirk at the corner of his mouth, he grabbed Shi Mo's hand, and kissed Shi Mo's fingertips lightly: "I'm glad you said you don't like men, on the contrary, I like them very much."

Shi Mo was taken aback for a while, and realized what it meant after a long time, and immediately explained in a panic: "I didn't mean that, I mean I'm heterosexual, do you understand heterosexuality? I just like women... oh, why did you bite me! "

Xie Jincheng let go of Shi Mo's bitten red finger, and licked it ambiguously: "Shi Mo, your sexual orientation has nothing to do with me."

It seems to make sense... No, Shi Mo pulled back his hand and rubbed it: "Since it has nothing to do with you, then we will be good friends again, and you should stop thinking about it."

"Impossible." Xie Jincheng suddenly picked up Shi Mo and hung it on his shoulders. Amid Shi Mo's cry of protest, he walked downstairs slowly, "Whether you like women or men, you can only belong to me."

Shi Mo was carried home by Xie Jincheng and thrown on the bed. He jumped up and protested: "Can we be friends? What do you like about me? Can I change it?"

Xie Jincheng unbuttoned and took off his wrinkled shirt slowly: "I like that you are poorer than me."

Shi Mo choked, this fucking can't be changed.

"I'm so poor, I can't afford you." Shi Mo said arrogantly.

"It's okay." Xie Jincheng threw the shirt on the bed, topless, and took out a bulging leather wallet from his trouser pocket. The polished skin blinded Shi Mo's eyes, "I'm not poor."

"...I don't have a job." Shi Mo gritted his teeth.

"I have."

"I don't like men."

"I like it." Xie Jincheng opened the closet to find clothes.

"I'm a big guy who picks my feet. I like to pick my sweaty feet in summer, and then use my hands covered in mud to dig out the boogers, and then eat the boogers..." Shi Mo suddenly couldn't make it up anymore, and his whole body got goosebumps .

Xie Jincheng couldn't help laughing, and threw a brand new nightgown on his head: "Finished? Go take a shower."

"Your size is too big." Shi Mo paused, seeing Xie Jincheng's ambiguous and bright eyes, and suddenly realized that he had said something misleading, "I mean the size of the clothes is too big, clothes, clothes, not what to say Place, what are you laughing at, don’t laugh! Your clothes are too big, I can’t wear them...uh..." Looking down, the nightgown is not too big. You can tell with a few gestures that the size is just right for him. He scratched his head in doubt , "Why do you have a nightgown of this size?"

"It's for you."

"Why do you help me get ready?" Shi Mo suddenly thought of something, and stared at Xie Jincheng guardedly while clutching his nightgown.

"Without your clothes, how can you call it home?" Xie Jincheng pulled Shimo into the bathroom, handed him a brand new towel, and put a soft kiss on his hair, "Welcome home."

In an instant, the heart was shaken and the waves were ups and downs.Just last night he lost his home, and today he heard someone say, welcome home...

Shi Mo's eyes were sore, he suddenly pushed Xie Jincheng away, closed the door, and slid to the ground with his back against the door, crying uncontrollably.

The next day, Shi Mo woke up to the smell of food.Blinking, the familiar ceiling, bed, and smell... He suddenly sat up and looked around, how could he be on the bed?He remembered that he was taken to the bathroom by Xie Jincheng, and then... seemed to fall asleep.

He immediately lifted the quilt, fortunately, nothing happened, and he was the only one on the huge bed, and the bed sheet next to him was flat, and there was no sign that anyone had slept on it.

He breathed a sigh of relief, after realizing Xie Jincheng's emotions, he could no longer share the bed with Xie Jincheng calmly.

He got out of bed and went out, only to see Xie Jincheng sitting in the hall, still wearing yesterday's shirt, cuffs rolled up, hands resting on his thighs, staring at the big bag on the ground, and a burnt-out machine was placed on the table in front of him. Laptop and several booklets with burn marks.

"My baby!" Shi Mo rushed forward excitedly. His laptop and account book were on the table. Last night, all thoughts were lost. He didn't check his belongings carefully. The account book was placed in a drawer. Fortunately, it didn't burn , You can still see part of the handwriting, but the laptop placed in the open air is not so optimistic.

"The hard disk should not be damaged. I can find someone to fix it for you. You can check the other items yourself, and all the usable ones are here." Xie Jincheng took out something from his trouser pocket and threw it to Shi Mo, "Your house key."

Shi Mo was dumbfounded, and it took him a while to realize: "Did you go to my house to get these?"

"Otherwise?" Xie Jincheng leaned wearily on the sofa, resting one hand on the backrest and rubbing the space between his brows with the other, "You think these things just fell out of thin air?"

"I thought they didn't want to part with me, so they took the initiative to throw themselves into their arms." Shi Mo paused, seeing the faint dark circles under Xie Jincheng's eyes, he muttered in a low voice, "I didn't ask you to go, what are you doing, you are private Break into the house."

Xie Jincheng narrowed his eyes, and suddenly grabbed Shi Mo's waist, forcing him into his arms. He pinched Shi Mo's chin and said word by word: "This is your benefactor who helped you take a bath and helped you organize your property all night. Attitude?"

Shi Mo immediately jumped up: "You help me take a bath? Did you do anything? You... uh, okay," facing Xie Jincheng's darkened face, he took the initiative to admit his mistake, "I mean, thank you for your help , I can actually do all of these myself.”

Xie Jincheng said disdainfully: "You expect a person who sleeps like a dead pig to do it?"

"What's wrong with falling asleep, I'm exhausted physically and mentally, can't I go to bed?" Shi Mo was actually very moved, but he was unconvinced, "Who knows if you broke into a private house to steal my valuable treasure."

"Precious baby?" Xie Jincheng seemed to have heard some joke, and laughed in a low voice. He tightened his embrace, and suddenly kissed the duplicity mouth in his embrace, "Don't steal, he's already in my arms."

Shi Mo struggled and protested: "Don't touch me anymore, my body is very precious, and I will pay for messing with each other! If you keep doing this, we won't even be friends!"

"Exactly, let's not be friends, but lovers." Xie Jincheng kissed Shi Mo's cheek and reminded, "You seem to have forgotten that you still owe me 1000 million."

Shi Mo patted Xie Jincheng's face away, hesitating: "I, I will find a way to pay it back."

"In this way," Xie Jincheng calculated carefully, "hug, touch and kiss me, reduce one yuan of debt at a time, and reduce two yuan of one kiss, until the debt is paid off."

Shi Mo refused without thinking: "I will not sacrifice my innocence just to pay off my debts."

"Well, without a job, reputation, and money, what do you have to pay your debts?"

"..." hit the nail on the head.

Ten minutes later, after Xie Jincheng relaxed the conditions and changed to hugging, kissing, touching for 10 yuan for 1 minute, and kissing for 1 yuan for [-] minute, Shi Mo was defeated by the temptation of money, stiffened his body, and hugged Xie Jincheng's waist .

On the contrary, he is a man anyway, and he won't suffer if he is touched. The uncle is generous, and he rewarded Jin Cheng with a 10-minute hug.

After Shi Mo finished eating the breakfast noodles prepared by Xie Jincheng, Xie Jincheng supported his legs and rested his forehead with his hands tiredly, leaning on the sofa to watch Shi Mo tidy up his things.He knew that Shi Mo hadn't fully accepted him yet, so he wouldn't push him too fast, just make physical contact once in a while, too frequent would easily make Shi Mo feel disgusted.

"What are you going to do next?" Xie Jincheng threw the ledger to him.

Shi Mo put the ledger on the table, and continued to pick things up without looking up, obviously already thinking of a way out: "First lend you [-] yuan to pay back the money, and then publish the audio and video recordings of the Li family online, and then look for rent and a job." , and finally reached the pinnacle of life, marrying Bai Fumei... Alas, why are you slapping me on the head," he raised his head dissatisfied, "Rebellion!"

Xie Jincheng narrowed his eyes dangerously: "Marry Bai Fumei?"

Shi Mo swallowed his saliva: "Then be married by Bai Fumei."

"It's a pity," Xie Jincheng kissed him on the cheek, "You can only be married by Gao Fushuai. I don't agree with what you just said except for the first and second points."

Shi Mo patted Xie Jincheng's hand away: "Why do I need your consent for my affairs, I will do as long as I agree."

"This is your home, you don't need to rent a house." Xie Jincheng saw that Shi Mo wanted to defend, so he said, "If you don't want to admit it, you can rent my house. I won't charge your rent, and I will reimburse you for food expenses. I just cook and do the housework.”

"What's the difference between that and a babysitter? I don't want it," Shi Mo held his head high, "I want to be a man at the top of my career. Besides, this is your home, what if your parents come back to live? Wouldn't that be embarrassing?" .”

"Parents?" Xie Jincheng seemed to have heard some joke, and laughed coldly, "This joke is not funny, Shi Mo."

"Uh, what's wrong?" Shi Mo saw that something was wrong, "Did I say something wrong, sorry, I don't know."

"After my younger brother was born, my parents never regarded me as a son," Xie Jincheng walked to the window, opened the curtains, and looked out the window quietly - the couple next door were playing in the yard with their five-year-old child, and the family of three cheered Laughing, his face is full of happiness - this is his usual action. When he longs for the affection of his parents, he will stand in this position and look at the joy of the neighbor next door from this angle, imagining that he is a child next door, in the arms of his parents Li smiled happily, "Calling me and ordering me have become their way of getting along with me. In their eyes, I don't exist."

The cold wind penetrated along the window cracks, and the biting chill filled the room with sadness.So, he talked endlessly about the past, the days when he was abandoned by his parents, his longing and helplessness, and his helplessness in buying this apartment.

"This family is always very deserted." There are no parents, no relatives, and he is alone, alone, talking to himself when he is lonely, listening to the echo to relieve boredom.

Shi Mo had always thought that a person like Xie Jincheng would be the one whose relatives placed high hopes on him to inherit the family business in the future, but he never expected to be such a poor person.

Even though Shi Mo was always sharp-tongued, he suddenly lost the ability to speak. He didn't know what to say, comfort, comfort?These are all empty words. He grew up in an environment of loving father and mother. He has never experienced this kind of cracked family relationship, and he has never been able to empathize with comfort.

He walked up to Xie Jincheng, opened his arms, and looked righteous and generous: "Come on, give you a loving hug. Remember to hug for 1 minute to offset 20 yuan, and you are allowed to offset [-] yuan." After coming over, he quickly covered Xie Jincheng's lips, "No kissing!"

"I didn't intend to kiss at first, since you can't ask for it," Xie Jincheng grabbed his wrist against the window, locked him in his arms, and kissed him deeply, "I can only sacrifice a little bit."

After Shi Mo protested that the struggle was futile, Xie Jincheng seduced him affectionately, coaxing and deceitfully, Shi Mo weighed the pros and cons, and awkwardly agreed to rent Xie Jincheng's house in the form of contracting housework.

Xie Jincheng handed Shi Mo a cup of freshly brewed coffee: "I'm very glad that you are willing to live with me."

"Pfft——" Shi Mo spewed out a mouthful of coffee, "cough cough cough, I'm co-renting, co-renting, not living together!"

"Same." Xie Jincheng looked at the water stains at the corner of his mouth with a smile, "Need me to give you..."

"No need!" Shi Mo thought that Xie Jincheng would wipe or lick the water stains for him, and refused with aversion.

"Since you don't need paper towels, you can wipe them with your own hands." Xie Jincheng deliberately put away the paper towels, and Shi Mo was so angry that he pounced on one and wiped his mouth casually.

"Okay, let's get down to business." Xie Jincheng patted Shi Mo's head, put away his playful smile, "Arrears, reputation, and family matters have all been resolved, and then it's time for work. What are your plans?"

"Change your career, what else can I do?" Shi Mo shook his head, "I'm not suitable to be a lawyer, and I can't do well, so why stay in this line of work and be wronged."

Xie Jincheng said: "I didn't expect you to be a coward."

"Who is a coward?" Shi Mo said arrogantly, "I am a man who can bend and stretch."

"If you are willing to be looked down upon by others for the rest of your life, then I have mistaken you."

"I'm not reconciled!" Shi Mo was touched, and suddenly said loudly, "How can I be reconciled, but what can I do?" He lowered his head sadly, "I don't know how to change at all."

Xie Jincheng touched Shi Mo's head, looking far away, as if looking forward to the future, as if exploring hope: "Shi Mo, I will only say this once, you seriously think about whether it is right or wrong, whether it is good or bad, Give me your answer in three days."