Every confession will be killed

After finally getting fresh air, my whole body was breathing greedily like a fish that got water. The weight of my elder brother's weight on my body gradually became apparent, and I felt his hand begin to climb up my neck again.

"Because what you said is not right, everything is wrong, wrong, big mistake!!!" Immediately reached out and grabbed my elder brother's arm to prevent him from threatening my neck again.

The eldest brother looked down at me, his eyes dim.

I reached out and stroked my eldest brother's cheek: "I will never leave you."

"Yuanyuan." The eldest brother ignored what I said, "Shall we be lovers?"

what?

I froze for a moment, but I heard my elder brother say word for word again: "We are lovers, not brothers."

At this moment, I suddenly understood why in the past period of time, there was news that my elder brother and Mu Ran were pursuing me together. My elder brother's intention was very simple, maybe he just didn't want to be separated from me.

"Do you... think so?" Although it is unbelievable, it always feels reasonable. Although the three children in the family have parents, they are actually no different from free-range children. I can even be called dependent, but life is not very difficult.

If I chose to be with Mu Ran at that time, then the elder brother would not be able to bear my leaving and the pressure would be too great, and finally lead to a mental breakdown and become what he is now, then it can be explained.

"Yuanyuan, let's be lovers, you promise me, we will be lovers."

Watching the elder brother's expression start to go crazy, I felt that his trembling body was almost uncontrollable, and I clearly felt that if I couldn't do anything at this time, the already dangerous nerves of the elder brother would completely collapse even the last hope .

But I know very clearly that I cannot give this promise.

I clearly know that my feelings for big brother...

Definitely not love.

How can I control the situation in front of me? I feel that my brain is not enough. In the end, I don’t know why my brain twitched, and suddenly I reached out and touched a place that I couldn’t even imagine myself.

That, like mine, symbolizes the masculine part.

"Yuanyuan?" Apparently the elder brother was taken aback by my actions, a trace of bewilderment flashed across his expression, and the full hostility disappeared in an instant.

To be honest, it’s the first time I’ve touched the parts of the same sex when I grow up. It’s unspeakably embarrassing. It’s different from my own. I can feel my body, my senses, my brain and my consciousness. I was so excited, but I couldn't intuitively understand why the object in my hand rose up in such a short time.

"...Yuanyuan." The secret breath overflowing from the elder brother's mouth stimulated my senses, and I was a little shocked when I saw the elder brother's face.

It was the first time I saw my eldest brother, showing such a longing and fragile expression, as if he had completely exposed his softest part to me, but... the current situation seems to be like this.

"Brother, do you know what lovers will do?" Finally sat up, and even occupied a very favorable position with the elder brother, the hot hand in my hand wanted to move unnaturally in my hand, but I completely There will be no action.

When the eldest brother was not satisfied, he opened his eyes and looked at me very unhappy, and stretched out his hand to hold my finger.

"Yuanyuan...Brother is uncomfortable." This low hoarse voice immediately made my head tremble, and a strange feeling flashed in my mind for a moment. Now I am controlling in my hands, it seems to be the normal big brother, And not because of the man who couldn't control himself.

"Okay, big brother." I didn't want to think about unnecessary things, although I just wanted to get around that weird topic at the time, but at this moment I clearly understood what I wanted to do.

Although ridiculous.

But I was unexpectedly tempted to do so.

I exhausted my superficial knowledge, and tried my best to bring the greatest joy to my elder brother. I saw his face flushed slightly, his hoarse voice was like an artist's piece of music, and the heat in my hands seemed to be the two words conveyed. A source of personal joy.

"Hmm..." In the end, I stared blankly at this familiar process, and it was almost a bit tragic that I found that I also felt something, facing a man who was like myself, and that was my close relative.

"Yuanyuan." The elder brother was lying on the bed, seemingly lost in thought, "You did a good job."

At this time, should I show that I am very happy because I am praised?

When I was struggling with what I should do, I saw my elder brother approaching me very actively, and his hand seemed to be about to reach out to a very dangerous place. I was so scared that I lost all thoughts. The first thing Just turned around abruptly.

"Sleep...sleep..."

When I turned around, I was even more confused. I felt that I had exposed a more dangerous place. It’s not right to face the front or the back. Why do I rent such a small one? The house makes such a small bed!

In the next moment, I suddenly pulled off the blanket on the side and wrapped myself tightly from head to toe. I started sweating within 2 minutes, and I didn't dare to move.

The next thing I heard was low-pitched laughter behind me, a very magnetic tone that hadn't recovered after the release.

Every laugh from big brother hits my brain like a heavy note, and I feel dizzy and worried at the same time, I can't control it. Thinking of the possible consequences of my actions, I feel like I will never see the sun tomorrow. .

However, what I imagined didn't happen. I almost didn't cry when I felt my elder brother hug me from behind, but I heard his helpless voice in the next second: "Yuanyuan, sleep, good night."

This good night directly shattered all my fears and anxieties, and the whole thing disappeared, as if nothing had happened, and everything was just my illusion.

I was lying on the bed, covered in sweat, but my heart was cold.

I know I'm stupid, and I'm also stupid. Every time I want to do something, I will screw it up in the end, and I regret it very much, and I will continue to have a short memory next time.

But I didn't expect that my character would finally cause a catastrophe today.

With this behavior, even if the elder brother is mentally ill, he will think that I have acquiesced in the identity of the lover between two people, but now I can't imagine any language that can be explained.

I'm so...

What an idiot in the world!

I didn't sleep well all night, and finally opened my eyes in a daze in the morning, looking at the sun outside as if it was a lifetime away.

When I think of what happened yesterday, I can't help but howl, I would rather not see the sun today!

It was like a death sentence for me.

When I was finally mentally prepared to open my eyes, I was surprised to find that my eldest brother was not in the small room, nor was he in the bathroom as I thought before.

There is a sense of loneliness in the whole space.

Immediately, my heart began to become irregular, messy thoughts flooded into my mind, and fear pervaded the whole thing.

"Brother?" I heard a strong tremor in my voice, it was obviously my effort to use the power of my dantian to make the voice, but it was as thin as a mosquito.

The door was opened at this time, I turned around suddenly, and saw the elder brother walking in with breakfast in his hand, the very old-fashioned sweatshirt, plus the fat shorts I chose deliberately, looked nondescript, At this time, it seemed that the angel who redeemed me came.

"You... where have you been?" I finally found my own voice, and the sudden sense of relief seemed to deprive me of the strength to speak.

"You like this tofu nao very much." The eldest brother lifted the bag in his hand, and you order it every day.

"Ah...en." I sat down obediently, opened the breakfast, and my mind was blank.

"Yuanyuan." The elder brother still called me with a very familiar voice, but I vaguely felt that when he called me this time, the emotion contained in it was different from usual, and I couldn't tell what was the difference.

"What's the matter?" I raised my head bluntly.

"How much savings do you have in total now?"

"En..." I counted on my fingers, "If you do the math, it's less than ten thousand."

"Let's go buy a second-hand computer." The eldest brother said very naturally, "It is not enough to make money by barbecue alone. Although I haven't been in stocks for a long time, it may take a while to understand the current market, so I still need Yuanyuan support for the time being." Follow me."

what?

"I can't let Yuanyuan live in this small place all the time, can I?"

"..." Big Brother means that this is for stock trading?

"Actually, it's not necessary. Big brother, you may not be mentally fit to do such a high-intensity work." I immediately raised my hand to refuse, vaguely feeling that the big brother I was familiar with was returning to the body of the current big brother bit by bit.

"I'm just mentally ill, and I'm not stupid. You don't need to worry about that." The eldest brother smiled and nodded my head, with a slightly ambiguous tone in his casual tone, "If someday I I'm sick again, Yuanyuan can educate me like yesterday."

……

I was dumbfounded.

Don't mention yesterday to me.

Thinking about what I did yesterday...

I really want to die right now!