Every confession will be killed

to be frank.

I haven't planned in detail what to do when I escape.

The boat is naturally straight when it reaches the bridge, and the creed I have always believed in has slapped me hard at this time. This is really a sad story.

Especially after Mu Ran gave me a first-level soft punch so carelessly, I was completely dumbfounded.

I never thought I was stupid, but now I really feel at a loss. I am eager to break free from this complicated relationship for a short time, but I didn't expect that this is a vicious circle that there is no way to break free.

Therefore, since this is the case, doing things naturally requires surprise.

After changing into clean clothes, I took care of my wet hair and looked out the window. This is the first floor. Because it is a hotel, the surrounding environment is very good. There are dense forests everywhere, and I didn’t see it. With a blatant camera, there shouldn't be a problem.

Sorry, little sister, the second brother just wants to see you, as long as you are well, the eldest brother has nothing to worry about.

He jumped out of the window, stepped on the soft grass without a sound, carefully avoided all the cameras and left the campus, and finally climbed over the wall from an inconspicuous corner of the campus.

I feel that I am quite agile in reaching out, and I think the skills honed by skipping classes have not declined, and I am a little complacent when I think about it.

Walking on the road, my heart was actually broken. I really didn’t have any money on me. At this time, the bus was out of service. If I wanted to take a taxi, the little money I had on me would not be enough.

The black car stopped beside me, I subconsciously looked up, and met a pair of equally surprised eyes.

"..."

"leaf margin?"

How can I see this guy everywhere?

I watched helplessly as Qi Ling trotted over and grabbed my hand excitedly: "I never thought I would see you again."

I am not the return of my compatriots from the looted Chinese territory, why are you so excited?

"Well... I'm actually real." I looked embarrassed. After all, I dumped him personally last time, and now he came to talk to me so nonchalantly. To be honest, I was under a lot of pressure.

"I've been worried about you since you suddenly disappeared, wondering if you were abducted by someone. It's great to see you safe and sound now."

Hearing this, I couldn't help twitching the corners of my mouth. I don't know if this guy is telling the truth or just kidding me. I've never seen anyone say that I would get lost by myself at my age. You Is it my brother?

"I threw you away on purpose." I decided to tell the truth, this guy made me instinctively feel that he is not suitable for people who are close to him, and although I don't reject gays, I can't stand the love for a long time, just like the guy named Mu Ran , A guy like me who has no advantages can be regarded as a baby, he must be blinded by love.

"Why?" The surprised look on this guy's face made me feel even more guilty. Maybe this guy really just wants to make friends with me?

"I'm just not used to accepting other people's kindness all of a sudden." This statement is not true, but it is definitely not a lie, it depends on how people understand it.

"That's right." After hearing my answer, he breathed a sigh of relief, "I was too careless. Indeed, no one would accept such sudden enthusiasm."

It's good of you to understand, and I hope we part ways.

"Since you are worried, then you should just pretend that I am familiar with you just to set up Mu Ran." The name Qi Ling is the same as this person's height, it is a very tall name, but I always get it from this The very tall man felt a certain canine feeling all the time.

Probably my illusion.

"Since this is the case, I can't let you talk to me. No matter what, I am in a relationship with Mu Ran now. I don't want my affairs to cause trouble for him."

Probably my words were enough, Qi Ling was obviously wilted like a frost-beaten eggplant, I looked at the gloomy eyes, turned around and left.

"Let me help you." Qi Ling's pitiful voice came from behind, "Maybe you don't understand my mood, but I really want to help you, it's true."

……

I turned my head back, so that my eyes could look very sharp, and looked at him coldly: "Why?"

Qi Ling smiled helplessly: "After all, you are my first gay friend. Around me, I am not allowed to have any possibility of revealing my own sexuality, so helping you, I have the kind of The feeling of helping myself, how should I put it...is a kind of redemption for myself."

This sentence suddenly hit a certain part of my heart, why am I not about my own salvation?

Rebirth again and again, trying to change something, in fact, isn't it just longing for redemption?

How to do.

This kid is obviously so tall, I feel like I have been surrendered.

I can't refuse it at all! It's swollen!

"Where are you going, do I have this opportunity to send you off?"

"...Okay" I can't refuse!

With a completely different style from yesterday's black funeral suit, today's Qi Ling is dressed casually, looking like a very clean college student who just came out of school, especially when he smiles.

It's not that I haven't seen such a person in my life, but at this moment, I deeply felt the bright effect of a sunny friend standing beside me.

It sets off how humble I am, swollen and broken.

After getting into his car, the two of them never spoke. I guess he kept silent because he took care of my emotions. I was too embarrassed to speak up. The atmosphere was too stiff, and I felt like I was going to be hungry. .

"That..." Qi Ling said, keeping his eyes on the front, "I don't know where you are going yet."

Have you taken a detour from just driving to now?

Immediately feeling very embarrassed, I touched my nose with my hand and said, "I want to go to the mental hospital in this city."

"Ok."

silence.

silence.

Be silent again.

so awkward.

"Aren't you going to ask me why I'm going there?"

"If you want to tell me, you will naturally tell me. If it's a private matter, won't I embarrass you by asking?"

Sitting in the co-pilot, I silently looked at Qi Ling's profile, and felt that this kid is really a good kid who is so careful and persuasive. Is this guy a PR guy?

"Why are you wandering around so late at night, why don't you go home?" Thinking about it carefully, it was already midnight when I came out. Although there were not too few cars on the road, it was less crowded than during the day Yes, the night is the time to rest. Could it be said that Qi Ling is actually a night worker?

"I've been back for a while, and now I'm out to relax."

The degree of distraction by driving is quite interesting.

"Aren't you going to work tomorrow?"

"Well... yes, I temporarily lost my job." Qi Ling touched his nose in embarrassment, "The previous funeral was my teacher's funeral. Before that, I was an assistant for the teacher. Not good, probably not suitable for looking for work again."

"Sorry." This topic is too heavy for me to continue.

"No, birth, old age, sickness and death are very normal things. The teacher is considered to have lived a long life, and it can be regarded as a happy death."

"At least it is enough to look back on life as happy when you go."

Qi Ling thought about it, laughed a few times and stopped talking, leaving me alone to make up a long series of messy plots.

Because of the smooth road, the time to arrive at the mental hospital was not as long as other times. However, the mental hospital did not receive guests, which was a bit unexpected.

"Maybe it's because I'm afraid that if someone comes, the patient will be disturbed, and the patient who has finally calmed down will make a fuss again. After all, many of these mentally ill people are very sensitive to external things." Qi Ling Said while comforting me who was rejected.

I don't know why Qi Ling's words are very visual after he finished speaking. It reminds me that after I wake up a lot of mental patients, they are probably nurses who are in a hurry. I still don't want to increase their workload.

"Let's find a place to stay in a nearby hotel first, and we can't talk about other things until dawn tomorrow."

I thought about the current situation and this is the only way I can go. If I were left alone, I probably wouldn't think too much about it, so I could just sleep in the hall.

But since Qi Ling is so generous, then naturally I won't be stingy, besides, this guy doesn't like to take care of others, if I don't let him take care of him, he won't be comfortable, right?I'm definitely not taking advantage, I'm really thinking of Qi Ling.

In fact, sometimes I think that I also have such a little bit of piss, but I don’t know why I attract boys instead of girls?

There must be a problem with people's aesthetics now.

There are hotels everywhere in the city, but this guy chose a hotel instead of a hotel, which reassures me a lot. It seems that he is not a rich kid with nothing to do. After all, it will make me feel relieved to be able to hang out with Mu Ran of.

"Do you want a standard room?" Qi Ling looked at the price of the hotel above and said.