Every confession will be killed

Yu Haiwei did not take Yuanshen to the hospital, but returned to Yuanshen's home.

The original body was paralyzed by alcohol, and had no reaction, lying on the bed and looking up at the gorgeous chandelier.

"..." Yu Haiwei stretched out his hand to hold the original body's arm, and gently wiped away the blood stains bit by bit on the edge. Yu Haiwei handled it very well. Although the original body's wound was still bleeding, it was no longer turbulent.

Through the touch and eyes of the original body, I felt Yu Haiwei's meticulous care.

Yu Haiwei scrubbed Yuanchen's body clean, and finally crawled on Yuanchen's body, lowered his head, and kissed Yuanchen's lips.

A very long kiss, full of despair and pain, I looked at Yu Haiwei in a daze, the face that was too gorgeous when I was young, has been baptized by the years at this time, and the beauty has been completely settled down , with coldness, with sadness.

"I'm sorry, it was already too late when I came to your side." Yu Haiwei lay down, lying next to Yuanshen, close to Yuanshen's ear, and whispered.

Hugging the original body with both hands, that kind of intimacy and dependence made me feel bad.

"I love you, Ye Yuan."

The original body finally reacted when he heard Yu Haiwei's words, and turned around to see Yu Haiwei's tired face.

"In this life, I have done many wrong things." Yuan Chen's hoarse voice sounded in the room, "But I couldn't restrain myself from doing wrong things."

Yu Haiwei leaned against Yuanshen, without saying a word.

"I love Mu Ran, but I can't help but hate him." Yuan body said lightly, "He imprisoned me, controlled me, and covered my eyes. I don't know about my elder brother's illness, I don't know about his death. When my elder brother was buried, I was intoxicated by his tenderness... I am guilty."

"I ignored Mu Ran, let him go, made him suffer, and let him push himself to death step by step. I knew he was standing on the edge of a cliff, but I never gave him a hand...I'm guilty."

"And you, Yu Zui." Yuan body's voice paused, "I was too young and ignorant at the time, and I couldn't help you. When I finally saw you again, you had already stepped into the abyss...I'm guilty."

"What if we do it again?" Yu Haiwei asked.

"That's a fool's dream."

"One more time, will you save me?"

"I will..." Yuan body closed his eyes, "I will make amends."

"Let's die together, Ye Yuan." Yu Haiwei said, "I will accompany you."

The time is very long, so long that it seems that a century has passed, I heard the original body's voice.

--it is good.

The lips were sealed, and a pill was mixed in the water passed from Yu Haiwei, and the original body swallowed it without hesitation.

Yu Haiwei continued to lie back beside the original body.

Gently patted his body like comforting a child about to fall asleep.

"Do you love me?" Yuanchen didn't answer Yu Haiwei's last question before Yuanchen fell into darkness.

Do I love Yu Haiwei?

At the last moment, I seemed to be integrated with the original body.

it hurts...

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts...

When I felt that I could control my body, I suddenly heard a noisy voice next to me.

"80.00% of the patient's body area was burned."

"The casualty's heart rate dropped."

"..."

"Ugh……"

"Sorry, we did our best."

I opened my eyes, the pain in my whole body made it hard to breathe, I wanted to yell, but I couldn't move my whole body.

How is this going?

I widened my eyes, and what I remembered in my mind was the previous scenes. I was not reborn... That paragraph just now is my memory.

I didn't start rebirth from college, but from... the middle age in my memory!

It's just that I forgot it all, I forgot everything.

I was reborn once, I found my eldest brother, and let my eldest brother escape from death.

I am still in love with Mu Ran, and now we can be together in a fair and honest way.

Between us, there is no pain and hatred of that life.

Mu Ran was still shot because of me, but as long as he recuperates well, he won't die so early.

but……

The pain in my body seemed to disappear suddenly, and Yu Haiwei's overly gorgeous face appeared in front of my eyes, and he was still lying beside me, just like the last one I remembered.

He reached out and patted my chest, as if to reassure me to sleep.

"You did a good job." Yu Haiwei sighed softly in my ear, "You got the ending you wanted."

but……

The only thing I can move is my eyes, I want to look at Yu Haiwei, I want to face Yu Haiwei squarely.

"You are the only one who didn't save me."

My pupils shrink.

"I killed you time and time again, and made you reborn again and again, but you never looked at me." Yu Haiwei's painful voice echoed in my ears, hoarse and deep, "From the past to the present, you Only you didn't fall in love with me."

In my first 40 years of memory, Yu Haiwei did not exist...but Yu Haiwei appeared in my world again and again after I was reborn.

"You... reborn..." I struggled to squeeze out a few words.

"I will accompany you to rebirth, accompany you to die, and accompany you to save everyone you want to save." There was a hint of desolation in Yu Haiwei's voice, "Ye Xuan accompanied you for the first half of your life, while Mu Ran occupied you." For the rest of your life, but I have been with you for the rest of your life, and I hate you."

not like this……

When the memory is clear, I seem to understand something.

The person who killed me was Mu Ran.

But I never died.

Every time, Mu Ran stood by, killed me, and then rescued me.

I was imprisoned by him, controlled by him.

Why do I fall in love with Mu Ran?

This is something I've always been unable to figure out.

Maybe it's the desperate pain in his eyes every time he wants to kill me, he hurts more than me.

In the end, I can't help but save, repeat, and torture myself.

Until... Big Brother's death.

That was the last sex between Mu Ran and me.

In the first life, I left with hatred.

But what about after rebirth?

I saw the beauty of Mu Ran, his vividness, all the sides of him that I hadn't seen.

This time, it was my true love.

And the person who killed me changed from Mu Ran to Yu Haiwei.

He did not save me, but just let me die and be reborn, to witness the precious past that I had neglected and forgotten.

He was born again for me, he killed me for me, he died for me.

When I did everything, I was the only one who didn't save him.

He's there for me every time he's reborn, reminding me with little details, wishing I could remember, but never stopping me from saving other people, and I'm always... always... always...

Never looked at him.

"Yes...no... sorry..." I struggled to make these few sounds with my vocal cords.

"Ye Yuan, I love you no less than them, please love me a little bit, okay?" Yu Haiwei whispered in my ear, "They have already got the best, so this time...you save me, okay? good?"

--it is good.

He hugged me, just like the last part of the road he had walked with me.

Same as I remember.

This time, I will do it wholeheartedly, just for you...