Every confession will be killed

It's the first time I've heard the word "stray dog" from Mu Ran when evaluating a person. Obviously, this person is not very popular with Mu Ran.

"Don't sleep here tonight." Mu Ran said softly, reached out and took the initiative to hold my wrist, "Go to my house."

Although it is true that living here may not be very safe, but the thought of living with Mu Ran is more or less strange.

Mu Ran seemed to have seen through my doubts. When he stretched out his hand to hold my arm, I could feel his tough attitude.

Although it is said to be his room, I actually don't even know when he moved here. After all, the relationship between the collar and the neighbors has not been very good in this era. Naturally, I didn't want to go to know the life of the neighbor.

Besides...

Because of the elder brother, I always feel that I don’t want others to know about the elder brother’s situation. In addition, my elder brother and I always do some inexplicable things, which makes me feel as uncomfortable as having an affair, and because of this, I am even less close to the collar. up.

After I went upstairs, I saw the door that looked very unsafe, and it was actually identified by fingerprints. Remodeled?

"The defense is quite strict." I was a little surprised.

"En." Mu Ran walked into the room, and my eyes lit up immediately after entering the room.

My house is on the first floor, and the light transmission is not very good, but the second floor has already gathered all the light, but it is completely covered with thick and luxurious curtains.

The whole room was empty, only a very lonely double bed could be seen, which was as clean as Mu Ran's without any creases, and the snow-white color showed a bit of melancholy.

Outside of this bed, the only thing is the LCD screen installed on the wall.

"Do you still like watching TV?" I remember that Mu Ran seldom watches TV, saying that the information he can get from wasting time watching TV is very limited, so he prefers to browse the computer most of the time.

"En." Mu Ran didn't say anything, but closed the door and locked it. I saw that this place should not be easy for people to come in. After all, this is Mu Ran's room.

"Let me take a look." I turned on the LCD screen, and I didn't see anything like a set-top box. I didn't even see the remote control in this clean room. Is this really not a decoration but a usable one?

However, when I turned on the TV and saw what was inside...

I was completely stunned.

Turning around suddenly, looking at Mu Ran...

"You..." For a moment, an emotion called anger was angry from the bottom of my heart, and suddenly a strong feeling of being betrayed invaded my reason, "I thought you would trust me."

On the LCD screen, my room is clearly displayed, and this is actually a monitor!

I don't know how to install it. This monitor can hardly see any blind spots, and now my room is very dark, but it is still very clear on this monitor. This level is basically a professional monitoring The clarity that the device will have.

"I really..."

Inexplicably, I suddenly remembered all kinds of absurd things I did every night to comfort my elder brother to sleep in those days. After a sudden rise of anger, it quickly dried up like a ball down.

If I could, I really wish I could have a bottle of wine by my side right now, even if it was just to make me relax a little bit.

I am not qualified to say anything about Mu Ran, after all, I am willing to do everything myself.

What's more, if I really like Mu Ran in my heart, I shouldn't do such a thing.

I'm really a... lousy guy.

"I've never opened this..." Mu Ran stood by the door, didn't come over, but just stood not far away and looked at me lightly, as if looking at a child who needed attention.

I looked up and looked into Mu Ran's eyes: "Haven't you seen it?"

"No."

Mu Ran's decisive tone made me startled. Mu Ran never lied, and he didn't need to tell any lies. This was his confidence.

Since he said he didn't read it, he certainly didn't.

In contrast to myself.

For a moment, I suddenly didn't know what qualifications I had to stand by his side.

Mu Ran came over, approached me, sat next to me, and made a slight impression on the snow-white mattress.

"You are afraid." Mu Ran's faint voice sounded from the side, he stretched out his hand, not as cold as I remembered, but with a trace of warmth, very soft strength, "Are you afraid of me?"

"No." I shook my head.

"..." Mu Ran looked into my eyes with a calm expression, and because of these eyes, I didn't know how to deal with them. In silence, Mu Ran said, "You can do whatever you want."

What?When I looked at Mu Ran with puzzled eyes, I saw a calmness in it.

"You can do whatever you want, and I won't stop you." Mu Ran said softly, put down the hand that touched my cheek, and it was rare to get rid of the indifferent look, but only had a serious meaning, " If you need my help, I will help you unconditionally, even if you like someone else, I don't mind, you can be with other people, you can also fall in love with other people, and the only thing I can't compromise... "

I stared blankly at Mu Ran, the young master's words are always concise and to the point, but this time he spoke such a long sentence.

"I absolutely can't lose you."

When these words came out of Mu Ran's mouth, I was beyond shocked. What I felt at this moment was not the so-called moving, but a deep sense of sadness and guilt.

The young master is a proud man.

Even if he has mental problems, he has grown up under the service of everyone since he was a child, and gradually has his own strength, has his own wings, and gradually becomes full enough to support his own world and protect others from wind and rain.

This man is always proud.

Such a proud person.

What is the reason for saying such words that are almost praying?

Is it... my fault?

It's because I haven't given him a sense of security for too long, and I haven't opened up to him for too long. The young master who is always worried about gain and loss, and it is impossible to really let go of what he has already got, this sense of anxiety finally wiped out his temper.

What the hell have I... done.

I never thought about how much influence I could have on a person, so I always thought that being unscrupulous was just my business.

In the final analysis, it was just an excuse for myself to deceive myself and others.

Really...

Too bad.

I looked up at Mu Ran, Mu Ran's expression was still the same, faint, not like the surprisingly possessive child when I was a child, nor was it the silly child who would regard kissing as intimacy, but a person who already knew everything , even the guy who has learned to forbear.

The eldest brother is a relative, and Yu Haiwei became like this because of my relationship, I care about both of them very much.

But only Mu Ran...

Only this person, but I have never really done anything for him.

"Sorry." I reached out to touch his face, if everything was just hazy before, but now I'm very sure.

if it is possible……

I hope that in my future, I can have this person to participate.

"Thank you."

When I kissed him for the first time, I still felt a little apprehensive, a little strange, and a little...determined towards myself.

Hesitation is no longer necessary, what I have to do is to make a decisive decision.

Only so.

So as not to cause unnecessary pain to others.

hope……

can be happy.

I could feel that Mu Ran's lips were the same as his name, numb, trembling after a while, followed by an intense kiss back.

Like a fish with a dry cough in the desert, it strongly needs moisture.

He deprived me of breathing, controlled my rhythm, and tried to indulge me in his arms.

this moment……

Me and him are both confused.

And his hand, at this time, stretched out to my clothes.

Everything is so logical, but what actually happened was in the clouds, and it started like this inexplicably, but I don't know when it will end.

He went from being cautious at the beginning to being rude in the end as if he wanted to confirm something. I could only carefully let go of the suppressed voice and give him some comfort.

to be frank……

It hurts.

I didn't know that the relationship between men and men was so tragic.

Especially the tireless lunatic on my body, I wanted to be in the top position at first, but I was directly frightened by this guy's aura.

The light in the room was so dark that I could hardly see anything, but I saw his eyes in the blackness, and I was so scared that I thought I was watching a horror movie.

This person's physical strength seemed to be preserved for this moment for several years. In the end, I even forgot how I fell asleep.

At the end the only feeling is...

pain……

It's cool.

I really convinced myself.

Silently pay homage to my such a sad first time, just in this cheap rental house, I contributed to it.

It's so sad.