Every confession will be killed

Seeing my elder brother lying on the bed, I reached out to stroke his forehead: "I still have a little fever."

"En." The eldest brother nodded, and rubbed my hand coquettishly, looking a little cute, "My illness will recover soon."

"En." When my elder brother said that just now, I suddenly wanted to understand something. I don't need to hide from anyone at all. If I don't dodge and do my own thing in a fair manner, no one will stop me ,Even……

Not narcissistically speaking, I can even be sure that if I want, I can directly let Mu Ran or Yu Haiwei do it for me!

Since it is such a comfortable life, why do I have to find myself guilty?

"Get better soon." I sat beside my elder brother's bed, "Then I can go to Mu Ran."

At this moment, the elder brother raised his head unhappily: "I don't think my illness will get better."

"If it doesn't work out, you'll die!" I didn't mind threatening him at all.

The eldest brother curled his lips in displeasure.

"Are you already well? It seems that I haven't seen you go crazy for a long time." The huge rock on the heart finally settled, "Maybe I should go check you, maybe it's all right now?"

"No, I have a problem." The eldest brother immediately touched his forehead, "I will definitely not check."

"Why?" Wouldn't it be good to get rid of the status of mental illness early?Is it possible to be addicted to being mentally ill?

"If my illness is cured, will Yuanyuan stop taking care of me?"

"How is it possible!" I answered the question without hesitation.

"But I think you will take good care of me if I'm still sick." The elder brother stuffed his head under the quilt childishly, "Isn't that good?"

……

I go!

Who is this big brother?

I don't know this person!

"Yuanyuan sleeps here." The eldest brother saw that I was silent and lifted the quilt, and then made room on the bed, "Let's lie down together."

I glanced up at the bottle, stretched out my hand and pressed the bell to call the nurse over, and watched the nurse change the bottle for him with a grin on my elder brother's unhappy expression.

Finally, after hanging in the bottle, the eldest brother's fever seems to have subsided, but because of the high fever, the already pale face lacked a bit of blood, and even the lips were abnormally white. Looking at the elder brother who is thin and weak body, I am very distressed.

The eldest brother was sleeping quietly on the bed, looking like a fragile glass doll, as if it would dissipate at any moment.

I never thought that even if I was alone in bed, I would feel distressed seeing others like this. I really, my heart hurts a lot!

"You will be fine." I leaned on my hand and hooked the big brother's little finger. This kind of action, like a child's promise, made me feel at ease.

Now that I have figured out the matter of Mu Ran, I am not in a hurry to meet you at this moment.

But in order to express my sincerity, what needs to be said still has to be said.

I found the very cheap classic phone I bought, looked at the big name on it, was stunned for a long time, and finally made up my mind to dial the number.

The phone rang three times, no more, no less, and the other person answered it.

All I could hear was the quiet breathing of the phone, no sound at all, and I...

I don't know why at this moment, I actually felt timid, and I didn't say a word.

The person on the other side seemed to know it was my call, and was not in a hurry to speak.

It was already late at night, and the bright lights outside could be seen in the hospital. The strange colored lights illuminated the entire hospital in a gloomy manner, which looked very eerie.

I don't know if Mu Ran is standing in his office now, or sitting on the sofa at home, alone, quietly.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that ever since I woke up from this era, Mu Ran's house was just me and Mu Ran. In such an empty house, I could always make it a mess, and then Mu Ran When I come back, I will silently clean the places that I can’t see.

Every time I come to this kind of time, I will consciously go up to accompany Mu Ran to clean the messed up house. Usually at this time, Mu Ran will raise his head and show me a faint smile.

very light.

But thinking about it now, that smile may be filled with happiness.

Yu Haiwei has never set foot in the space between Mu Ran and me, as if there is another paradise separating me and him.

Then if...

I'm not there anymore?

Huge house, empty space, only patches of cold, depressing air, just thinking about it, I feel a lonely cold.

"Where are you?" I said to the person on the other side of the phone. After I made my voice, I realized that my voice was trembling. I don't know if it was because of being too nervous.

The other side didn't reply for a long time, so long that I thought he wasn't listening at all.

"you……"

"Home." Just this one word, I seem to feel my soul is burning.

I left this man behind and let him sit in a huge house, looking at the empty air, and feeling the unimaginable loneliness of ordinary people.

I am his lover, I am his relative, even I am his indispensable pillar.

however……

I forgot.

I have forgotten many things, and I use the excuse of forgetting to avoid the responsibilities I need to take.

"Am I..." I said, and I seemed to be able to see Mu Ran sitting in a lonely space opposite me, holding the phone and waiting for me to speak, "Am I a big fool?"

"No." There was no emotion in the clear and cold voice, but I felt inexplicably sour.

"Then who is the fool?"

"Me." Mu Ran's voice has always been so indifferent, as if the whole world doesn't care, but only I know...

"Ah..." Only I know that under this voice, there is a hidden fear of this world, "You are a big fool."

Don't say anything, don't do anything, just let me fool around like this, you say you are an autistic young master, you are nothing but a mental illness!

"I may go back in these two days. You pack up the house."

"it is good."

"If I go back and see a little bit that I didn't mess with, I'm going to be pissed."

"..." Mu Ran's faint voice came from the opposite side, "Don't be angry."

"My eldest brother is hospitalized, thank you."

"kindness……"

"Would you like to come and see?" I asked, but thinking about the respectful but not intimate relationship between elder brother and Mu Ran, I felt that there was no need for the two of them to watch, "Forget it..."

"Shall I take the flowers?"

……

With flowers?

Suddenly, a scene of the young master bringing a huge bouquet of flowers to the elder brother's hospital bed and giving it to the elder brother suddenly appeared in my mind...

What kind of horror movie is this?

"No need, just come here."

"it is good……"

"Then... hung up?"

"..."

"I hung up..."

There was no response from the other side for a long time, and just as I was about to put away the phone, I heard the young master say softly: "Yuanyuan, let me hear your voice again."

For a while, a strange feeling came to my heart, and I hung up the phone suddenly, but only after I did it did I find out what I had done.

Looking at the black screen of the mobile phone, I was stunned for a long time.

Why should I hang up the phone in such a hurry?

"..." When I didn't admit it, but I was actually looking forward to Mu Ran's call, a sudden chill came from behind me, and I immediately turned around, and saw the man standing not far away. , looked at my Yu Haiwei coldly.

I go to this dead boy.

Big night!

"Are you pretending to be a ghost here to scare people, the whole person almost peed out of fear!"

"Mu Ran's phone?" Yu Haiwei lowered his head, saw the phone in my hand, his eyes were gloomy, those beautiful eyes seemed to be coated with a layer of frosted glass, it was very uncomfortable to look at.

"Ah, yes." I squeezed the phone, dispelling the weird feeling in my heart, and inexplicably wanted to explain something, but after thinking about it, I felt that there was no need to explain.

"Are you reconciled?" Yu Haiwei came over and wanted to grab my arm, but I dodged it.

"In fact, there was no quarrel, but I was unilaterally making trouble."

The most troublesome person right now can only be said to be this dead child.

This dead child, I have been the most sorry person in Ye Yuan's life since I was a child, and I have been the most sorry person in Ye Yuan's life. Logically speaking, I should get closer to him and love him just like I love my elder brother.

However, such complicated feelings are suppressed by a strange instinct, like the intuition of a beast, which will not let me relax in front of him, on the contrary, I will still be extremely worried.

"You've been a little abnormal for the past two days." I just finished calling Mu Ran, and I'm in a good mood. I just want to go to sleep now, instead of continuing to spend one here so that I don't know how to get there for the time being. face people.

Everything that Yu Haiwei did to me before is still vivid in my mind, just thinking about it makes my chest feel like it’s on fire, this kind of psychological repulsion cannot be eliminated.

I always thought that Yu Haiwei's yin and yang strangeness was caused by his voice being damaged and he couldn't speak well, but now my thinking is different from before.

he looks like……

It is the temperament from the inside to the outside, which has completely undergone another transformation.

It's like the hearty dead child I knew had a new heart.