Goddess, I bent again

There is always weight in the past, and I am willing to carry it forward, never abandoning it, never forgetting it.

"Xiyou Diary"

"Time has transformed us into better people, and now we have learned to sit down and solve problems calmly, even when we could light a barrel with a few words.

The abandonment, betrayal, and separation that were so brooding in the past are just a small episode that makes people smile.

We all grew up learning to protect ourselves, to make ourselves invincible, or to let go of those people or things that could hurt us.

But no one has ever taught us how to say goodbye to our past selves in the process.

Because we are always on guard against the outside world, always putting our hearts into the arms of others, but always ignoring ourselves.

We have ruthlessly abandoned the useless and ridiculous self in the past, but the beautiful person in the future may not be us at all. "

After pressing the Enter button, Xiyou sent out the update of the day at 59:[-].

After closing the computer, she fell back on the bed, staring at the ceiling with some blank eyes.

Through the lens, everything in the line of sight becomes very clear, even the slightly floating dust becomes distinct.

Twelve o'clock passed quietly, the sky was still dark blue, but the time had already entered the second day.

Xiyou took off her glasses, turned off the lights, and got under the covers.

The flock of sheep has been running wildly on the grassland in his mind for a century, but Xiyou's consciousness is still very clear.

She wailed, turned over, and covered her head with the quilt.

But to no avail.

There are still a few words in my mind that are arrogantly swiping the screen like a barrage——

Today you are about to become a colleague of your ex.

After breaking up for a long time, I became a colleague with my ex. What kind of life legend is this.

Xiyou dared to say that even if she was asked to write, she would not be able to write such a bloody plot.

But the reality was to slap her hard. The first time she went out to look for a job, she found Jian Shunan's company by accident.

Is it okay to not go after finding a job?

She wanted to get back together with Jian Shunan, but she couldn't work together under the same roof every day.

especially.

Jian Shunan's attitude towards her now is so...

So it's not like the old Jian Shunan.

After rolling to one o'clock, Xiyou still couldn't fall asleep.

She took a look at her phone and found that her only reader group was still very lively.

One part was chatting about the novel she just updated, and the other part was chatting about another late-night flirting topic.

The news piled up one by one, but the two groups of people chatted without any obstacles, without disturbing each other.

Xiyou couldn't sleep, so she sent a message to the group.

[Seeking the correct posture for compounding? 】

The group huffed and fell silent.

After three seconds of silence, the news of Chongtian came up, just like setting off fireworks, Hulala pushed the news of Xiyou up.

[What the hell!I haven't slept yet! 】

[Haunting in the middle of the night, I actually came here to ask for a pose/rolling eyes]

【complex?The recent article is about compounding, not that novels come from life! 】

【With whom】

【Scissors/smirk】

【…】

"..."

Xiyou knew that she shouldn't ask, this group is only suitable for readers, she should stay away from readers' lives, and just write with peace of mind.

A few years ago, this group was also a clean and pure readership.

Just because when two old readers had an argument about a certain character in the book, she stood up to persuade them to make peace, but the reconciliation failed, and she was scolded for a while for being innocent.

However, the wonderful work and the miracle came together.

The two readers, the two temperamental girls, went from being friends on the Internet to becoming a couple in reality.

When they made it public in the group, the photos of kissing and holding hands were all shown openly.

Since then, this group has become a dedicated Jiyou group for Xiyou's readers to flirt and make friends.

Xiyou seldom speaks anymore, but today she couldn't bear it anymore.

Thinking about it carefully, the only ones who can discuss these issues with her now are these friends who are separated from the Internet.

A bunch of messy suggestions were put forward, and Xiyou's sharp eyes screened them one by one.

Sell ​​yourself for glory?What the hell!

Daiyu possessed?What a shame!

Trumpet test?I did it earlier!

Slowly approaching?Don't want to be slow!

……

At the end, Xi You said goodnight, threw away the phone and continued to lie dead.

What the hell.

Getting back together is serious business, okay?

Compared with starting a new relationship, the difficulty of getting back together is five stars.

You can't be aggressive, too anxious will scare people away, but you can't be slow, or you will be snatched away.

Thinking of her potential rival in love, Xiyou had a headache, why is she in such an embarrassing position now?

The rival in love is the boss, and the ex is a colleague. There is no one who is lucky to win the lottery.

Because of thinking about it all night, Xiyou didn't have much energy when she woke up in the morning.

Su Yunke has also woken up. The people who are usually shouting outside are very quiet today, and they seem to be walking with their shoes on.

Xiyou just changed her clothes and went out to make breakfast without makeup.

Su Yunke was holding a piece of toast, when the hand pouring milk turned a corner, "Pour you a glass?"

Xiyou handed over the quilt, "Thank you."

The two sat down opposite each other at the small dining table, Xiyou couldn't open her eyelids, Su Yun's mind was in a mess.

"Grapefruit."

Su Yunke clasped her hands together, her fingers moved uneasily, she looked at Xiyou, hesitated to speak.

"Say."

Xiyou raised her lower eyelids, closed them again, and continued to chew her own toast.

"You, is it true that you are going to work in the company of your female ex?"

On the day Xiyou was drunk, a classmate of hers brought it back. He was about to leave, so she dragged him to ask some gossip.

In fact, the phrase "the ex is a woman" brought too much stimulation.

Xiyou is actually gay, she has been with her for four years but she has never noticed it, Su Yun feels that she is a failure.

Xiyou scratched her neck, "Well, it's pretty bad."

Su Yun could not focus on this, "What does your ex-girlfriend look like?"

What does it look like?

Xiyou opened his eyes, and thought carefully about the Jian Shunan he had seen the last few times, for a moment he didn't know how to describe him.

"Very temperamental, very mature, looks easy to get along with, and most importantly, super beautiful."

Xiyou waved both hands, wanting to show Su Yunke a good gesture, but her ability is limited.

"Anyway, he is definitely an excellent predecessor, as long as you know this."

Su Yunke immediately pictured the appearance of a woman with an urban temperament in her mind, and immediately got up excitedly, and her two feet under the table quickly stomped on the ground alternately.

"Grapefruit! You must get back together!"

Xiyou got up, "With your kind words, I'm going to work."

When she went out, she specially sprayed on some perfume, which has a woody scent, which is quite abstinent and smells good.

INT is about an hour's drive away from Su Yunke's house, so Xiyou took a little extra time to come out, but as expected, she was stuck in the morning rush hour.

The morning sun just broke through the sky and emerged from behind the clouds.

The golden light shone on Xiyou's face, she lowered the car window, and she was in a bright mood.

When she arrived at the company, the manager responsible for contacting new employees was already waiting for her.

Xiyou glanced at her watch, she was not late, but she was later than the manager.

As soon as she approached, she said, "Sorry, I'm late."

The manager is a man with a gentle temperament. Seeing that Xiyou has a good attitude, he didn't intend to make things difficult for her.

"Mr. Jiang said that in the first month, you should familiarize yourself with the company. There are too many things involved in being a secretary. You have to understand the basics first."

Xiyou expressed her understanding and nodded.

"Let me show you around first, our company is quite big."

It's really quite big, Xi You recalled the few times she went to Xi Enci's company, and found that the scale of INT was even bigger than her father's company, and more modern.

"Mr. Jiang specifically asked me to take more care of you. Are you relatives?"

When entering the elevator, there was no one around, so the male manager couldn't help but gossip.

"No, I didn't know President Jiang before."

Xiyou thought to herself, she doesn't know President Jiang, but Vice President Jian does.

"Well, I heard that it seems that Mr. Jiang personally ordered you down, and Mr. Jian has no objection. Usually, it is difficult for them to agree, but this time they are very unified."

The male manager's character is really gentle, and he didn't feel disgusted when he talked about behind the scenes.

But Xiyou felt a little uncomfortable.

The interaction between Jiang Mingnan and Jian Shunan is quite loving, and they work hand in hand for her.

After sorting out the general departments and leisure and entertainment places, the male manager asked Xiyou to find her desk first and simply arrange it.

"New employees will be trained when they enter the company, but because of their position, Vice President Jian has been working as an assistant to President Jiang, which is similar in nature to your job, so she will do your training."

Xiyou grabbed him and pretended to be stupid, "Wait, I met a woman during the interview before. Is she Vice President Jian?"

"The one with President Jiang is Vice President Jian."

"Oh." Xiyou pretended to be ignorant, "I used to be an assistant, but now I am a vice president? This level is a bit far away."

The male manager returned her an inscrutable smile, smiled and left.

Xiyou was a little discouraged, fell into the chair all of a sudden, covered her head with her bag, and didn't really want to see people.

Jian Shunan, and Jiang Mingnan.

what happened!

Before she didn't believe there was anything between them, it was because she believed in Jian Shunan.

But now...

Reality slapped her in the face again.

Xiyou suddenly hated her self-confidence all along.

She just believed too much that Jian Shunan would always be hers, she just believed too much that Jian Shunan would not change his mind even after a long time.

But how can someone not change their minds for seven years?

They have been together for less than two years in total, but they have been separated for seven years.

For such a long time, those memories should be ground and turned into ashes after repeated grinding.

Xiyou was extremely annoyed.

Someone walked up to her and tapped her knuckles on the table.

"Xiyou."

The author has something to say:

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In this day when the grass is growing and the birds are flying, and the dead wood is in the spring, we and Er Ye ushered in Chapter 1 of the third and final volume. Here, I would like to express my warm congratulations. In order to celebrate this important event, I decided to sacrifice a hundred comments! !

Ok.

Ok.

The third volume is quite easy. I have already written tens of thousands of words.