Rebirth: Truth Does Not Dig Coal

Xu Hao put his hands on the steering wheel, changed to the left lane, and overtook another car on the highway with one kick of the accelerator.

Xu Hao didn't speak.

Yan Ze paused for a while, but didn't hear a reply. His slender fingers fiddled with the lint thread on the side of Xu Hao's seat.

The car drives on the expressway around the city, and the street lights are cast on the side of the car repeatedly.

Not long after, Yan Ze changed his sitting position rather dejectedly.He stretched his two long legs forward, put his right elbow on the window sill, and slid down the seat, thinking a little depressed.

Xu Hao was still in a good mood when he was playing.But Xu Hao is like this. When he is good, he can say anything, but when he is bad, it is useless.Getting angry is like waking up a sleeping lion. He will stare at you for a moment like hunting, and then roar at you with a louder voice than you, very fierce.

Yan Ze supported his temple with his right hand with well-defined phalanges, and turned slightly sideways.

He sized up Xu Hao from the corner of his eyes.

Xu Hao held the top of the steering wheel with one hand, and the other hand rested loosely on the bottom. His arms were strong and his movements were clean and neat.He kept his eyes on the front, occasionally glanced at the mirror, played the edge ball on the edge of the speed limit, and overtaking was never muddled.

His playing style is very similar to his. At first glance, his approach is very stable, but in fact, he has a hidden killer move.

Yan Ze watched for a long time, seeing that Xu Hao didn't respond at all, he gradually stopped avoiding his gaze.

It's been five years, I've thought about it more than once, and I've dreamed about it more than once.

Every time I wake up from a dream, it seems that I am always at the age of 17.There was a burst of heat in the brain, and every bone was saying, I want to see him, I want to find him immediately.

But when reason regains control of the brain, the situation becomes more and more embarrassing every time.

Even if she was impulsive once, so what if she really found him?

Yan Ze looked away from the window again, silently and sarcastically curling the corner of his lower lip.

The only time in life, a restless and hopeless heartbeat.

Just such a layer of window paper, pointing to Xu Hao's virtue, it's really broken, no good friends can be made.

Just as he was thinking, Xu Hao suddenly said, "By the way, there is something I haven't asked you for a long time."

Yan Ze looked over.

Xu Hao said, "We had a fight at the school gate five years ago. I heard it was on the top of the list. Do you know about it?"

Yan Ze was obviously not very interested, and said slowly, "I don't know."

Xu Hao glanced at him sideways, saw that the kid looked like he couldn't support himself, and said, "I haven't asked yet, we were both dragged to 120 at the time, and I wanted to say thank you to you, but I couldn't find you." Man, how were you hurt?

Yan Ze looked a bit decadent. He opened the car window and leaned against the edge of the car window with his face close to his arms. The wind rushed in quickly, whistling on his face, while Yan Ze half-opened his eyes, and his hair hit his forehead. Turning over again, the brain vaguely looked through the memories of five years ago.

But for no reason, Xu Hao's back was turned up at a certain moment before he bid farewell.

Wearing a school uniform, his feet had already stepped down a flight of stairs. Xu Hao was holding a book full of books in one hand, and raised the other hand. The gap, just showing a misty Tyndall phenomenon.

Yan Ze rubbed his hair and said after a while, "It's nothing."

Xu Hao held the steering wheel with his left hand, turned off the air conditioner with his right hand, and then opened his window a little. The warm summer air poured in. Xu Hao took a breath out of the window and said, "At that time, the whole school was just the two of us. When I was lifted to 120 degrees, I went to the operating room and got several stitches, and you are not going to be too light."

Yan Ze snorted indifferently, and said, "Hey, I'm fine." In fact, his right arm was beaten and broken at the time, and he couldn't start school quickly in Cambridge.

Xu Hao drove off the expressway, crossed the boulevard, and stopped at the next red light. Seeing that there were still about twenty seconds left before the red light, Xu Hao put his arms on the steering wheel and said, "If you really don't want to mention it, forget it." , anyway, I'm not the kind of ungrateful person. Yan Ze, although it's a bit late to say this now, but..."

Xu Hao paused, as if sorting out his next words, when the red light turned green, Xu Hao started the car again, and said, "When we went to school, we had a good relationship. Bad. I know what kind of person you are, you think highly of me if you ask me for a phone call, if there is anything you can do to help in the future, do what you can, feel free to call me, I owe you a favor."

Yan Ze grabbed a handful of broken hair in front of his forehead, buried his forehead with his arms, and didn't want to say a word.

Tonight, because of the small flame that rose from the meeting, I poured a large basin of water from the beginning to the end, and even the smoke was extinguished.

Xu Hao suddenly saw that Yan Ze was sitting there as if he had been slapped with frost, with his head buried. Subconsciously, he felt that he might not like to listen to what he said just now, so he simply asked, "What's wrong?"

Yan Ze leaned on his arm and said, "Don't tell me this."

Xu Hao didn't hear clearly: "What?"

Yan Ze pulled off the sports headband, looked at the moonlight with ugly eyes, and said, "I help you fight because I like it, listen carefully, I'm fucking happy! You think I broke an arm because I want to fight with you!" You borrow a favor? Didn’t Zhang Xusheng also help you fight at that time, can you say such a thing to him? He thinks highly of me and owes you a favor? Oh, can you, you definitely can’t.”

When Xu Hao heard that Yan Ze's arm was broken, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty, but the more he heard it, the more he felt that his tone was wrong, "No, okay, why did you drag Zhang Xusheng into it?"

Yan Ze didn't listen to what Xu Hao said at all. He buried his head on his arm, and his voice was lowered, "You don't pay attention to me at all. You just said it nicely. I didn't tell you If you want something special, Zhang Xusheng and the others can do it, but I can't."

Xu Hao hit the right hand with one hand and stopped the car on the side of the road.

Right now, there is still a little distance from the urban area, and the street lights are sprinkled on the road, as if an orange filter has been added.Xu Hao looked out, the moon was especially clear tonight, and he could see small stars twinkling faintly in the sky.

After a while, Xu Hao turned his body to look at Yan Ze, "Okay, then what do you say? How can I put you in my eyes?"

Yan Ze lay there motionless and did not answer.

Xu Hao reacted for a while before asking again, "You want... we two to be brothers?"

Yan Ze got up, leaned forward, put his elbows on his knees, and clenched the headband with his left hand until his knuckles turned white. It took him a long time to answer, "Yes."

Xu Hao fell into silence until a hot and humid summer air rushed over from the window, Xu Hao couldn't tell what it felt like for a moment.

Xu Hao said, "I really didn't expect this, but there is one thing I can't figure out, why don't you give me a reason, why do you want to be my friend?"

Xu Hao's eyes fell on Yan Ze, as if he was looking at him, and seemed to break through the barriers of time and space, and saw someone from before.

The same silhouette, the same facial features, the same domineering.

What's the comparison with Zhang Xusheng? Their relationship was so good that everyone was surprised.

Being friends is so easy.

But then?

Xu Hao is not stupid, he has made friends with so many people, it's not that he can't tell whether they are sincere or not.

Five years ago, Yan Ze came to help him fight, and the first one rushed over, his arm was interrupted. Thinking differently, if Xu Hao was there, would he be able to charge up without hesitation?

No, he weighs something.

So if you want to say that Xu Hao is completely untouched, it is impossible, but the more you think about it, the more you don't understand.

Some things don't just start in this life.

One could say that Xu Hao did treat Yan Ze with all his heart and soul in his previous life, but did Yan Ze treat Xu Hao badly?It's actually pretty good.

What was their relationship?Three summer vacations, traveling around half the world, no one else, just the two of them.

Go skiing in Switzerland, go diving in Indonesia, skydive side by side at an altitude of more than 1 feet in the Great Barrier Reef, and shout to the universe in New Zealand, where there is the purest and most transparent Milky Way in the world.

Yan Ze forced so many people to do things alone, squatting on the road with Xu Hao in the summer, eating popsicles, drinking mineral water mixed with each other, sometimes the real disagreement quarreled, and it was impossible to say who took the initiative to make peace first.Xu Hao thinks that he is not mentally handicapped, so that others will not think it is fake if they show their sincerity in front of them.

But the more this is the case, the more I don't understand.

Why did it end up like that?

Okay, if you say that Yan Ze has grown up, his vision has widened, and he feels that there is no need to waste time with people like Xu Hao, Xu Hao can understand, but at least this kind of mental journey has a process, right?Okay, even if there is no process, no matter how weird a person is, and he is not mentally ill, at least he has to do things logically, right?

Xu Hao didn't recruit him, and he didn't provoke him, because he had a girlfriend during that time, which forced him to turn his face overnight and deny anyone.Sometimes when Xu Hao calms down and thinks about it carefully, he only thinks that Yan Ze and his fucking split personality are sick.

Yan Ze ruined Xu Hao's love, is it because Yan Ze likes Lin Xiao so much?

It's not like Xu Hao doesn't know what it's like for a man to really like a woman. He Yan Ze likes a few, and he can't even count as an early adopter.Later, because of such a woman, she got into a violent fight, and this guy was about to run out of Xu Hao's father's company, so what now?The school gate was blocked twice, and the arm was interrupted. Why didn't they kill everyone.

The more Xu Hao thought about it, the more he realized that Yan Ze had a fucking mental illness.

Yan Ze hung his head between his arms, Xu Hao moved his eyes from his hair to his clenched hands, seeing that he was still holding his ground and not letting go, Xu Hao gradually became irritable, and asked, pressing his anger, "What should I ask you?"

Yan Ze didn't look up, but suddenly rubbed his face very hard, rubbing his fingers like rubbing his eyes there, a big man who is more than 1.8 meters tall, mumbled when he opened his mouth, "You have to ask .”

Xu Hao pointed at him, "What the hell..."

After holding back for a long time without saying a word, Xu Hao carefully poked Yan Ze's shoulder with his finger, "Fuck...don't cry for me here."

Yan Ze rubbed his face hard, then put two fingers on his eyes respectively, "Fuck, you idiot, I didn't cry."

There was no room for evil fire, and Xu Hao fell into a state of being completely lost and speechless, "...I'm so f*cking." I convinced you.

At this moment, Xu Hao would rather Yan Ze fight him violently again.

After thinking about it for a long time, there was really no good way, seeing Yan Ze burying his head and still rubbing his eyes, Xu Hao had to start the car again in order to save some face for Yan Ze.

As the car drove into the spacious and evenly spaced three-way road, Xu Hao said with a big head, "OK, OK, count me in from now on, okay? Don't cry, I beg you."

Yan Ze let go of his hands and raised his head.

Both eyes were swollen as if someone had been beaten, and a lot of redness, two lines of clear tears gushed out from the dark and cold eyes, and dripped down along the way.

Sensing that there were tears streaming down, Yan Ze looked hasty for a moment, and quickly started rubbing his face with his arms again.

Xu Hao who silently retracted his peripheral vision: ...