Double heart

"So I heard that at one time, the Buddha, in the country of Sravasti, only (qi) trees were given to (ji) the lonely garden. He and the big bhikkhu monks, thousands of 250 people, are all big arhats, and everyone knows: Elder Shariputra, Mo Hemuqian (qian) Lian, Maha Kasyapa (she), Maha Kazhan (zhan) Yan, Maha Juzhen (chi) Luo, Li Poduo,

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If so, wait for the great disciples.And all Bodhisattva Mahasattvas: Dharma Prince Manjushri, Ajita Bodhisattva, Qianduo Heti Bodhisattva, Chang Jingjin Bodhisattva, and such other great Bodhisattvas.As well as Shi Tihuan Yin, etc., all the countless heavenly people are there.

At that time, the Buddha told the elder Shariputra that from the west, across ten billion Buddha lands, there is a world called Ultimate Bliss.In its land there is a Buddha named Amitabha..."

I woke up to the rhythmic sound of wooden fish knocking, and I touched myself, which was cold all over my body. It was already April, and the weather was gradually warming up. Logically speaking, this should not have happened.The scriptures resounded in my head, and the sound of knocking on the wooden fish seemed to be hitting my chest heavily, which made me very uncomfortable.I got up and looked at Hei Chi and Rhubarb who were sleeping inside, put on a coat, opened the door and went out.

It was only dawn, and the dew in the courtyard was heavy. I took a cloth to the stone table, wiped the table and chairs, and sat down.Looking back on everything I have experienced since I first came here, including other things that seemed real and fake, these things that actually happened made me feel a little unreal.Master, Ah Xue, Hei Chi, Rhubarb, Dabai, Liu Changyi, Nangong Muyun, Tu Zicheng, and Tu Ziqi.They appeared in my life, making me no longer lonely, making my life colorful, and I am grateful to them.

I tap my head, what am I doing?How do you feel about saying your last words next?bah bah bah...

I gathered up my clothes, looked up at the sky, and after throwing away all my thoughts, there was only Ah Xue's figure that I couldn't shake off, and it became clearer and clearer.

I miss him, even though we are basically together every day, the miss still engulfs me like a tide and surrounds me.Suddenly I felt that Nangong Muyun was very pitiful, but I couldn't respond to him.

"Hey." I sighed, got up and went to the garage, and pushed out the bicycle that Ah Xue had brought me.Just in case, I gathered two small wooden wheels to the left and right of the rear wheel and braced them with wooden poles so I wouldn't lose my balance.

I hung a thunder lantern on the front of the bike for light, and then I hopped on the bike, and of course, I just went around town.

The roadside flowerbeds were full of flowers, and the willows were out.No longer the depressed scene when I was catching frog ghosts, they looked full of life.

Just as I lamented the passage of time, I heard a sound like chiseling iron.

I took out my phone and looked, it was only [-]:[-], who would be busy at this hour?

I got off the bicycle, parked the car aside, and followed the sound lightly.But when I got closer and closer to the source of the sound, the sound stopped abruptly.I quickly searched left and right to see if there were any traces left, but I couldn't find anything.His head suddenly hurt, as if something was about to break through.

"Kill him!" "Kill him!" "Kill him!" "Kill this damned person!"...

The sound that kept ringing in my ears was deafening, like something was tearing my body.

"Kill him! Kill this crazy ghost!" "Kill!" "Kill!" "Kill!"...

The scene in front of me suddenly changed, and shouts sounded around me. I was squeezed in the crowd and couldn't move. Not far in front of me was a high platform with a person kneeling on it, all in pure black.

"Kill it." Following his words, the people around me became even more crazy.The man raised his head gradually, but he couldn't see clearly, it was very blurry, like looking at flowers through a fog.I tried to stare at him, I want to know who he is, desperate to know!

The punishment of gouging out the heart.

Something fell off that person's face, and when I finally saw that person's face clearly, my expression froze for an instant. It was either me or who was that indifferent but seemingly unwilling to let go!

I wiped my eyes hard in disbelief, yes, that's me!

No, how could this happen!how so!

Gradually, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't see anything, and it was dark all around, as if I had fallen into a bottomless abyss.

I no longer think, darkness surrounds me.

So everything is just Nankey Yimeng, I have never been out, so am I still in the seal?

"Ann! What's wrong with you! Ann!"

install?Oh, yes, I am Zhong Li'an.

What's wrong with me?Oh yes, I saw myself executed.

"Master, Ann's situation is a bit like a soul out of his body, but he is in a state of soul body."

"He looks a little poisoned, and his complexion is a little black."

"Poisoned?"

"Normally speaking, he shouldn't be able to eat anything other than Rainbow Beans."

"Master, do you suspect that he has food poisoning?"

"My guess is that he has always been very greedy, don't you know? But he is in a special situation now, I guess he can't help stealing something."

"By the way, An ate a piece of something in the secret realm, which is considered soil there. He brought a piece back to me, and I'll go get it now."

I listened to their conversation quietly, but I couldn't open my eyes.

Not long after, Ah Xue's voice sounded again: "Master, that thing has evaporated."

"Have you checked the container? Is there anything unusual?"

"No. It's like disappearing out of thin air."

"This thing should be the key, you go out and wait, I will try other methods."

"I'm here as your assistant."

"No need."

After a long while, I heard Ah Xue's voice again: "Yes."

It was quiet all of a sudden, and the time passed by.

"Zhong Li'an." The master paused, "If you are awake now, move your right thumb."

Are you awake?All this is not a dream, and am I back to reality now?I tried to move my fingers. I thought it was just that I moved my fingers unintentionally and was seen by Master, but why did I push Axue away?

"Try to see if you can talk, if you can, just say it, if you can't, just move a few times."

I didn't react at all, and I didn't know how to face Master.

"Did you remember something?"

I dare not take any action.

"You don't dare to reply to me, do you? Let me guess, if you really think of something, but dare or refuse to respond to me, it must be related to me, is it because you think of Ziyang? That's it." The man in the coffin."

Master knows that I have been to Huahai!He... definitely knew that I killed the person in the coffin, but why did he still wait for me with Ah Xue?

"I'm not sure which paragraph you think of, it should be a bad one. If my guess is correct, then you are avoiding now, you want to shirk responsibility? Don't want to take responsibility? So you don't want to wake up and face me? Or someone else? Or yourself?"

"Master...Master..." I finally spoke out anxiously and with difficulty, the sound was broken.Some were able to move, and when I opened my eyes, there was darkness in my vision.

No one answered me, I couldn't sense anyone, but I guessed that Master was by my side.

I tremblingly said, "He... he, really... is... my master?"

After a long time, maybe the waiting is long, I heard a sentence: "Yes."

Yes……

"Master, I...I..." I couldn't make a sound, and the one I'm most sorry for is Master Qi Luo.

Flowers on the other side, open on the other side, the flowers do not see the leaves, the leaves do not see the flowers, the two do not meet each other, eternal reincarnation...

The other shore flower in the forbidden area... so it is, so it is!

"Zhong Li'an, it's all over."

"Master, I'm a sinner, I'm sorry." Master Wu Ziyang, I'm sorry.

"You are indeed a sinner."

"If killing me can relieve your pain, please kill me." I groped and was about to kneel.

"Kill you?" He swung me back to lie down.

"Yes." I said decisively.

"Looking for you for so many years just to find you and then kill you?"

I said in pain: "But I killed Master! You shouldn't save me... you shouldn't... save me..."

"It turns out that you remembered this passage. You didn't kill him, so you don't have to blame yourself."

"Really?" At this time, I was like a pool of stagnant water, suddenly being poured into a fresh mountain spring, I wiped my eyes indiscriminately.

"I thought something was wrong with your eyes. As for him, it's probably because we have nothing to do with each other."

This is the first time that Master has told me about his personal affairs, and it is also the first time that Master has said so many things to me. "The masters are a good match."

"Hmph, that's right, back then I was the most beautiful in the world... Cough, why are you talking so much!"

"Sorry Master, I'm so happy."

"Do you have a heart?"

"No." Yes, here it is.

"Okay, what should I do, don't hinder my research!"

"I'm in Master's research institute?"

"What research institute? Oh, yes, research institute. Alright, let's go!"

"But I can't see the way now."

"Ah Xue! Come in and get him away! It's so noisy!"

"Yes, Master." I heard Ah Xue answer.Then someone picked me up.

I... I was carried out by Ah Xue? !

"Ah Xue, let me down quickly."

"Why?"

why?How can I let others hug me like this, a man of eight feet! "My legs are numb."

"Get away, both of you!" Master roared from behind.

"Yes, Master." After Ah Xue answered, I felt my body vacated for a while, and there was a sound of wind in my ears, presumably Ah Xue flew out.

"Ah Xue, I want to go to the forbidden area, just outside, I won't go in."

"it is good."

Love is not causal, edge destined to death.

Yuan, doomed to life and death...