I was pampering others when you scummed me
Chapter 114: Sure enough, I still have feelings for me. ;
On the way back to Shengxi Palace, the two of them didn't speak. Lin Hui was still digesting the news that Lu Xihang had cultivated the Ruthless Dao, and Lu Xihang...he seemed to be angry.
I don't know what the anger is, but Lin Hui can feel that he is indeed angry.This is not right, doesn't it mean that if you practice the ruthless way, you will have no emotions or desires?How could he be angry.
But Lu Xihang was really angry, and expressed his anger with such a silent attitude.
"how did you find me?"
Lin Hui had no choice but to take the initiative to talk to him. If Lu Xihang kept silent, he couldn't help but wonder if what the dead fox said was true. He wasn't like this before.
Lu Xihang hesitated for a moment, and tightened his arms around Lin Hui's waist: "I can feel the spiritual power on your body... After all, it's my spiritual power, so it's not difficult to find it."
Lin Hui nodded slightly: "Then... are you angry?"
Lu Xihang was silent for a while, seeing Lin Huizheng looking up at him, Lu Xihang frowned slightly: "Did you go with him by yourself?"
Uh...it seems to be true.But he just wanted to know what went wrong with Lu Xihang, and he didn't want to elope with this stinky fox.
Lin Hui didn't speak, and Lu Xihang didn't say any more, the arms holding Lin Hui slowly tightened.With Lin Hui being hugged like this, he could just see Lu Xihang's expression from the side of his head. He suddenly put his arms around his neck, and kissed Lu Xihang's face sideways.
"..."
Lin Hui looked at him: "Don't be angry, because Tu Shanshe is an acquaintance, I just left with him, and I will never do it again."
Lu Xihang seemed a little helpless, he just silently hugged Lin Hui tightly, and the latter was gently lying on his shoulders, with a lot of thoughts in his mind - just now he judged that what Tu Shanshe said was false because Lu Xihang would be angry, it seems that he also No, this guy isn't really angry, he's just unhappy... But what happened to Lu Xihang, when he transmigrated into the book, he was clearly normal, but in the main space, he didn't have love?Then in the book, did he regenerate the emotions and desires?
Lin Hui couldn't figure it out no matter what, so he returned to the palace with such a heavy heart. There were a bunch of delicious food on the table in the living room, all of which were bought by Lu Xihang from the lower realm.
"Let's eat something first."
Lin Hui gave him a complicated look, and finally nodded—although he told himself in his heart that this was all a conspiracy by Tu Shanshe, and that the other party told him so on purpose, but after hearing what he said, Lin Hui still couldn't help it. With this thought, is he really just playing Lu Xihang now?
Lu Xihang didn't sit down to accompany Lin Hui, saying that he had something to deal with and asked him to eat first, and then left in a hurry.Lin Hui looked at his back and felt more and more uncomfortable. He didn't know what his attitude was towards him now, but no matter how he looked at it, he didn't feel like he was treating a couple...
Alas, if he knew that he would not leave with that dead fox, he would be so entangled now that he would think about little things in that direction, even Lu Xihang would think in that direction if he didn't eat with him.
……
But why didn't he eat with him? !
Lin Hui suddenly threw his chopsticks away and became angry—he lost his appetite!
Lin Hui didn't want to stay in the palace, so he ran to the small waterfall in the backyard, and instead of swimming, he sat beside the waterfall in a daze.He took out the photo in his arms, stared at the two people smiling like idiots, and suddenly felt sad.Now although Lu Xihang can satisfy any material desires of his own, he always feels that there is something missing. Unlike before, even if they are in a dirty relationship of money and sex, they can still feel each other's love.
After all, he is still different from before...
Lin Hui was so immersed in the memories that the breeze blew by, and the corner of the robe wrapped in white silk lifted to the top of his head, only then did he realize that someone was standing behind him.He hurriedly raised his head, and sure enough, he saw Lu Xihang staring expressionlessly at the things in his hand, and he didn't know how long he had been standing here like this.
Lin Hui subconsciously hid the things in his hand, Lu Xihang's eyes moved slightly, although he still had that cold face, the expression in his eyes seemed to be very hurt.
Lin Hui suddenly felt guilty.
"I'm not dead yet, I already have to rely on photos to miss me."
——It's strange, no matter what he has become, his mouth is still as poisonous as before.
Lin Hui recalled the jokes they said back then. Lu Xihang pointed to the plots in fan fiction written by fans and asked him to do to his own photos. At that time, Lin Hui beat him hard. Now he thinks of these shameless The past has become a sad memory.
He hid the group photo in his hand into his sleeve: "Don't get me wrong, I just think this photo was taken well... I don't mean anything else."
Lu Xihang is obviously very dissatisfied with his explanation - but even if he is dissatisfied now, he doesn't show any exaggerated expression, his whole body is like a sculpture made of ice and snow, cold and hard, he doesn't seem to have experienced those so-called seven emotions and six desires at all.
...Maybe he shouldn't have thought of him as the same person from the beginning?He is Xi, a powerful and lustless god. Because of his lack of desire, he is powerful, inviolable, and majestic... As for Lin Hui, as a lover who has those memories with him, his existence seems very embarrassing.
Lin Hui also didn't understand, if this was the case, why did Lu Xihang keep himself here? Is role-playing really interesting?
Thinking back, Lin lowered his head and avoided Lu Xihang's sight. He knew he shouldn't think so, and knew that this was not Lu Xihang's original intention, but he still couldn't help feeling depressed.
Lu Xihang stood behind him silently. He couldn't hear Lin Hui's response. He felt more and more aggrieved, so he asked unwillingly, "I'm different from before...what is it?"
Lin Hui shook his head: "I didn't say that."
Lu Xihang is not a fool, so he naturally understands that Lin Hui is lying: "If it's the same as before, you don't have to look at that photo and think about Lu Xihang. I have received all his memories, and I am the same as him. Why do you... Think of us as two people."
Lu Xihang didn't expect that one day he would be jealous of himself, but when he thought that Lin Hui would rather look at the photos and recall their past than care about the living self around him, he became angry.
"What does this mean? You have received his memory...then you are still different?"
Lu Xihang didn't speak, Lin Hui subconsciously held the photo tightly in his hand, afraid that he would take his photo away.Of course he knew that this kind of worry was unnecessary. Although Lu Xihang became cold now, he never hurt him, and he didn't even say anything serious to him.
On this point, Lu Xihang is the same as before.
He decided to speak out, and Lin Hui couldn't bear to torture Lu Xihang, even though he couldn't feel all this now, but...he also understood that his current attitude was a bad signal for him.
Lin Hui took a deep breath: "I...I already know."
Lu Xihang's heart suddenly turned cold, as if he had cheated on an exam and was caught by the invigilator. He had a premonition that what Lin Hui said would be the truth that he tried his best to conceal, so it took him a long time to ask, "What do you know?"
"I know, you practice the ruthless way... and I heard that you have cultivated to a very powerful level, and no one in the three realms can match it."
Tu Shanshe told him that Lu Xihang now holds several positions, he is the supervisor and also the god of war, and if there is any chaos in the Three Realms that cannot be suppressed, he will definitely solve it if he goes there.It all depends on what he cultivated... Ruqing said.
Lin Hui doesn't understand the world of their gods, but as the name suggests, he also knows what Ruthless Dao is.There is no greed, hatred, ignorance, and no love, lust, and sorrow.Lu Xihang practiced very well, he was a top student in the training class, no one could beat him.In contrast, he is now a humanoid weapon with no desires or desires, and naturally he will not love anyone anymore...
All gods are like this. Only by being ruthless and loveless can one become a god.
When Lu Xihang heard his words, he felt as if he had been struck by thunder from Tianling Gai into the sea, and his whole body was in chaos.He was afraid that Lin Hui would say that he would leave in the next sentence.
Lu Xihang suddenly asked in a cold voice: "Did Tu Shanshe tell you?"
Lin Hui sighed helplessly: "Is this important? I just want to know if this matter is true."
Lu Xihang was silent for a long time, looked at him and nodded, "Yes."
"Then you still sleep with me?!"
Lin Hui looked at him in disbelief—why did he do that? !
Lu Xihang was suddenly speechless, Lin Hui was right, he did practice the way of ruthlessness, and the person who fell in love with Lin Hui in that small world before was the incarnation of the five evils and five desires he had cultivated. There was a ray of spirit on it, I said earlier that he was Lu Xihang, and he was indeed, but if he insisted that he was not, he could not be.
In terms of practice, that "Lu Xihang" is useless dross that needs to be discarded in order to succeed in the way, but for Lin Hui, that Lu Xihang is his lover.
Although the current self has received their past memories, he can't feel the feelings between them. He remembers everything that happened between them, and even knows the details of every sexual encounter between them. Without that kind of feeling... His heart has long been a delicate and tough empty shell. In order to put the living beings of the three realms inside, Lu Xihang spent 3 years digging out everything inside bit by bit. It was too difficult to put Lin Hui in.
When Lu Xihang thought of this, he didn't even feel sad—it was precisely because he couldn't be sad that it made him suffer even more.He was silent for a long time before opening his mouth with difficulty: "Baby..."
"do not."
Lin Hui raised his hand to interrupt him, he bit his lip and said softly, "Don't call me that, you can't learn it either."
"..."
Lu Xihang slowly clenched his fists, his ruthless heart was as firm as a rock, no matter how painful he was, he couldn't feel the slightest shake, which made Lu Xihang feel like a monster even more.He has become the most powerful god in the world, but he no longer has a heart worthy of falling in love with Lin Hui, and Lin Hui's meaning is very clear, he still feels that he is not that Lu Xihang now, even if he is like before Calling him is tantamount to parroting his tongue and imitating Dongshi, which makes people feel ridiculous.
"Wait for me, okay?"
Lu Xihang squatted down behind him, and Lin Hui turned his head at the same time, and saw Lu Xihang's indifferent and beautiful eyes staring at him, and a strand of long silver hair hanging down slightly, making Lu Xihang's face extremely noble and lonely.
...Looking at his face, I really lost all thoughts, he could go straight to become a monk.
But he is also very good-looking, even more beautiful than before, he can be regarded as a real face now, he is high above, captivating all living beings, but making people not have any evil thoughts.
Lin Hui stared at him, his eyes slowly turning red: "If you cultivate the way of ruthlessness, will you not be able to fall in love?"
Lu Xihang lightly patted his head: "Cultivating the ruthless way originally requires self-control to control one's emotions, but I am different from others, the watcher of the astrology disk must have no emotions. In order to prevent this kind of thing from happening, I draw Lost the five desires and five evils and sealed it in a certain sub-world, but some things happened in the middle, and I found him by accident."
"He... huh? You mean that world?!"
Lu Xihang nodded, Lin Hui was embarrassed—then who was he dating before? !
"I didn't expect him to turn into a dragon again, and I didn't expect him to meet you... You know how precious this opportunity is. I thought I would never see you again."
Lin Hui looked at him in astonishment, while Lu Xihang gently stroked his face, his eyes very focused.Lin Hui suddenly realized that things were not as simple as he thought. No matter what he said, they seemed to have known each other before.
"What is our relationship?"
"It's a Taoist companion."
Lin Hui shook his head subconsciously: "Why do you have a Taoist companion?"
"I'm not born without feelings."
Lin Hui was even more puzzled: "But what do you mean? Did we know each other before?"
"Yes, we knew each other before, a long time ago."
Lin Hui stared at him, turning his eyes slightly: "I don't remember..."
"It's okay, I'll remind you."
Lu Xihang frowned slightly, with a trace of sadness in his eyes: "It's all my fault, just wait for me, I will definitely..."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Hui suddenly covered his mouth with his hand. Lin Hui stared at Lu Xihang for a long while, feeling very sad, he couldn't hear what he said, "It's all my fault".
"That's enough, why are you bad? I don't want to hear everything that I say is bad."
——After hearing this, he also understood that the reason why Lu Xihang wanted to practice the ruthless way was to control the astrolabe, otherwise, who would have nothing to do to practice the ruthless way? Do you want to build yourself into a machine that has no desires or desires?
Lu Xihang's mouth was covered, but his eyes were fixed on him. For some reason, Lin Hui saw a trace of pitiful emotion in his eyes.
... pretending to be pitiful again!
Lin Hui's heart softened when he saw him. He gently put his arms around his neck, and then pressed his face against his face, slowly tightening his arms.Lu Xihang hugged him back forcefully, sometimes he felt that he was not without emotion, for example, now, he had that kind of strong emotion, and absolutely didn't want Lin Hui to leave him.Lu Xihang also hated himself for being emotionless, he hugged Lin Hui tightly, and didn't want him to have any disgusting emotions.
Lin Hui lay on his shoulders, gently stroking Lu Xihang's back: "I watched you die... guarding your corpse, and tried everything, but I couldn't bring you back to life."
Lu Xihang frowned - it was their catastrophe, it was destined, but it seemed that Lin Hui had endured more pain.Lu Xihang no longer felt evil desires, but he still hated Heaven because of Lin Hui's suffering.
Lin Hui closed his eyes, inserted his fingers into his hair lightly, and whispered into his ear, "I'm only angry because you didn't tell me earlier, but let me know about it from someone else. I'm a mortal , I don’t want to experience that kind of pain again, so...it doesn’t matter what you become, you’ve survived now, and I have no other demands.”
After Lu Xihang heard what he said, his heart suddenly seemed to be hit hard, and there was a clear and heavy pain. He even couldn't help frowning, but then he felt as if something poured into his chest like...
Lu Xihang hugged Lin Hui tightly, and subconsciously murmured: "Baby..."
Lin Hui heard that his breathing rate was disordered, and he wanted to raise his head in doubt, but in the next second, Lu Xihang held his head and held it tightly in his arms: "Don't move."
Lin Hui didn't move, but he heard a faint sound of thunder above his head, and Lu Xihang's voice rang in his ears along with the thunder: "...stay by my side, okay?"
Lin Hui thought to himself that he didn't have any place to go now, so he nodded lightly, Lu Xihang's breathing became more and more chaotic, I don't know if it was an illusion, and the thunder above his head became more and more obvious.Lu Xihang still seemed dissatisfied, and hugged Lin Hui in his arms.Lin Hui felt that he might not feel safe, so he raised his hand and pinched his earlobe: "Okay, I'm not going anywhere."
Lu Xihang lowered his eyes to look at him, slightly hooked the corners of his lips, as if he wanted to say something.
"Crack-!"
A thunderbolt struck right above their heads, and Lin Hui shrank his neck reflexively in fright—this was really not his illusion!Sure enough, there was thunder!What... What do you mean, hugging Lu Xihang violated the rules of heaven?
Before he could figure it out, Lu Xihang suddenly raised his head. His face was filled with displeasure, and he flicked his sleeve lightly. Then Lin Hui saw a purple thunderbolt as thick as a bucket coming straight from his sleeve. He was thrown out and slashed towards the dark clouds above his head.After this lightning struck up, it broke through ten thousand clouds, and collided with the thunder in the cloud, making a loud noise.
"Crack—! Boom—!"
After the explosion, the thunder was gone, and the dark clouds were gone, as if nothing had happened.
"..."
Lin Hui was stunned and didn't understand what happened, but Lu Xihang squeezed Lin Hui's chin with his beautiful hand like a jade carving, looked at him and asked softly, "Let's go back."
"This...what's going on in the sky?"
Lu Xihang showed a shallow smile: "The weather is bad today, let's go back to the bedroom."
...what a load of bullshit.
It's not like he hasn't seen this kind of situation before, the last time he was with Lu Xihang, thunder fell from the sky, and he vomited blood... Now thinking about it, it must be because he practiced the way of ruthlessness, he was tempted by himself, and he was punished by heaven?
...Then why were they all right when they went to bed?Is going to bed just the so-called way of heaven judged as a simple biological activity? !
Lin Hui nodded with a complicated expression, Lu Xihang suddenly leaned over and hugged Lin Hui by the waist.Lin Hui originally wanted to say that he could walk by himself, but in the end he didn't say anything. He tilted his head and leaned against Lu Xihang's arms, staring at the top of his head which had become clear sky, feeling a little apprehensive in his heart.
He really seemed to vomit blood that time, but Lu Xihang said that he was "accidental" and was struck without precaution. Now that he is prepared, he is not even afraid of the power of heaven.
From this point of view, Lu Xihangxiu's ruthless way should be at the level of being invincible in the world.
Lin Hui was thinking about messy things, but he didn't realize that he was carried back to the bedroom by Lu Xihang. He put him gently on the bed, and then leaned over.Lin Hui came back to his senses, and his cold lips were pressed to his lips, feeling very complicated.
I don't know what kind of ruthless Dao he is practicing, but I know... I always feel that it is a bit strange to do this kind of thing again.Lin Hui felt that Lu Xihang's hand was touching his waist, and he hurriedly held him down: "Don't, don't...you..."
Looking at his face, he was suddenly a little embarrassed, and felt like a goblin who insisted on forcing him to break the precept.Lin Hui was silent for a while, then whispered: "No need to do this..."
But Lu Xihang didn't make a sound, just lay on Lin Hui and stared at him quietly. After a long time, Lin Hui felt embarrassed, and suddenly turned to the side to avoid it, but Lu Xihang immediately blocked his way with his hand, Lin Hui wanted to run to the other side opened, and the other side was also blocked by Lu Xihang.
He held Lin Hui in his arms, forcing him to look at him. Lu Xihang just stared at him with a very gentle voice: "Can't you? Do you mind if I..."
Lin Hui blushed when he asked, shook his head and explained softly: "You don't need it."
Isn't he wanting nothing?In fact, there is no need to force...
Lu Xihang seemed to understand, but he got closer. Lin Hui felt as if he was being bullied by a snowstorm, cold and beautiful: "It's because there is no need for emotion, but it's not without feeling. Or do you despise such a I?"
Lin Hui raised his eyes to look at him, Lu Xihang was staring into his eyes calmly and intently, but his question was so weird, it reminded him of Lin Pingzhi's conversation with Yue Lingshan after he had practiced the evil sword manual overnight... …
……
There's no fucking comparison at all!
Lin Hui was embarrassed by his own brain, and hurriedly denied: "I didn't."
"Then let me hug you, okay?"
"..."
Lin Hui looked at him for a long time, and couldn't bear to look away - but he was still affected, looking carefully at Lu Xihang's current face... In fact, he was very cold, and he didn't know how he could really talk to him a few times before When going to bed, normal people will feel that they are not interested in being purified.
As if seeing through Lin Hui's thoughts, Lu Xihang forced him to look at him: "Am I not good-looking now?"
"No...it looks good, it looks better than before."
"Then why don't you want to see me?"
Lin Hui hesitated and couldn't speak, Lu Xihang suddenly lowered his head, and kissed Lin Hui gently, Lin Hui paused, and opened his mouth to respond to him before he kissed him deeply.
He smells so good.
"Baby, you really have feelings for me."
"I didn't say no!"
The author has something to say: milk dragon: I know, because I am the incarnation of the five desires, so I am so yellow (.)
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I don't know what the anger is, but Lin Hui can feel that he is indeed angry.This is not right, doesn't it mean that if you practice the ruthless way, you will have no emotions or desires?How could he be angry.
But Lu Xihang was really angry, and expressed his anger with such a silent attitude.
"how did you find me?"
Lin Hui had no choice but to take the initiative to talk to him. If Lu Xihang kept silent, he couldn't help but wonder if what the dead fox said was true. He wasn't like this before.
Lu Xihang hesitated for a moment, and tightened his arms around Lin Hui's waist: "I can feel the spiritual power on your body... After all, it's my spiritual power, so it's not difficult to find it."
Lin Hui nodded slightly: "Then... are you angry?"
Lu Xihang was silent for a while, seeing Lin Huizheng looking up at him, Lu Xihang frowned slightly: "Did you go with him by yourself?"
Uh...it seems to be true.But he just wanted to know what went wrong with Lu Xihang, and he didn't want to elope with this stinky fox.
Lin Hui didn't speak, and Lu Xihang didn't say any more, the arms holding Lin Hui slowly tightened.With Lin Hui being hugged like this, he could just see Lu Xihang's expression from the side of his head. He suddenly put his arms around his neck, and kissed Lu Xihang's face sideways.
"..."
Lin Hui looked at him: "Don't be angry, because Tu Shanshe is an acquaintance, I just left with him, and I will never do it again."
Lu Xihang seemed a little helpless, he just silently hugged Lin Hui tightly, and the latter was gently lying on his shoulders, with a lot of thoughts in his mind - just now he judged that what Tu Shanshe said was false because Lu Xihang would be angry, it seems that he also No, this guy isn't really angry, he's just unhappy... But what happened to Lu Xihang, when he transmigrated into the book, he was clearly normal, but in the main space, he didn't have love?Then in the book, did he regenerate the emotions and desires?
Lin Hui couldn't figure it out no matter what, so he returned to the palace with such a heavy heart. There were a bunch of delicious food on the table in the living room, all of which were bought by Lu Xihang from the lower realm.
"Let's eat something first."
Lin Hui gave him a complicated look, and finally nodded—although he told himself in his heart that this was all a conspiracy by Tu Shanshe, and that the other party told him so on purpose, but after hearing what he said, Lin Hui still couldn't help it. With this thought, is he really just playing Lu Xihang now?
Lu Xihang didn't sit down to accompany Lin Hui, saying that he had something to deal with and asked him to eat first, and then left in a hurry.Lin Hui looked at his back and felt more and more uncomfortable. He didn't know what his attitude was towards him now, but no matter how he looked at it, he didn't feel like he was treating a couple...
Alas, if he knew that he would not leave with that dead fox, he would be so entangled now that he would think about little things in that direction, even Lu Xihang would think in that direction if he didn't eat with him.
……
But why didn't he eat with him? !
Lin Hui suddenly threw his chopsticks away and became angry—he lost his appetite!
Lin Hui didn't want to stay in the palace, so he ran to the small waterfall in the backyard, and instead of swimming, he sat beside the waterfall in a daze.He took out the photo in his arms, stared at the two people smiling like idiots, and suddenly felt sad.Now although Lu Xihang can satisfy any material desires of his own, he always feels that there is something missing. Unlike before, even if they are in a dirty relationship of money and sex, they can still feel each other's love.
After all, he is still different from before...
Lin Hui was so immersed in the memories that the breeze blew by, and the corner of the robe wrapped in white silk lifted to the top of his head, only then did he realize that someone was standing behind him.He hurriedly raised his head, and sure enough, he saw Lu Xihang staring expressionlessly at the things in his hand, and he didn't know how long he had been standing here like this.
Lin Hui subconsciously hid the things in his hand, Lu Xihang's eyes moved slightly, although he still had that cold face, the expression in his eyes seemed to be very hurt.
Lin Hui suddenly felt guilty.
"I'm not dead yet, I already have to rely on photos to miss me."
——It's strange, no matter what he has become, his mouth is still as poisonous as before.
Lin Hui recalled the jokes they said back then. Lu Xihang pointed to the plots in fan fiction written by fans and asked him to do to his own photos. At that time, Lin Hui beat him hard. Now he thinks of these shameless The past has become a sad memory.
He hid the group photo in his hand into his sleeve: "Don't get me wrong, I just think this photo was taken well... I don't mean anything else."
Lu Xihang is obviously very dissatisfied with his explanation - but even if he is dissatisfied now, he doesn't show any exaggerated expression, his whole body is like a sculpture made of ice and snow, cold and hard, he doesn't seem to have experienced those so-called seven emotions and six desires at all.
...Maybe he shouldn't have thought of him as the same person from the beginning?He is Xi, a powerful and lustless god. Because of his lack of desire, he is powerful, inviolable, and majestic... As for Lin Hui, as a lover who has those memories with him, his existence seems very embarrassing.
Lin Hui also didn't understand, if this was the case, why did Lu Xihang keep himself here? Is role-playing really interesting?
Thinking back, Lin lowered his head and avoided Lu Xihang's sight. He knew he shouldn't think so, and knew that this was not Lu Xihang's original intention, but he still couldn't help feeling depressed.
Lu Xihang stood behind him silently. He couldn't hear Lin Hui's response. He felt more and more aggrieved, so he asked unwillingly, "I'm different from before...what is it?"
Lin Hui shook his head: "I didn't say that."
Lu Xihang is not a fool, so he naturally understands that Lin Hui is lying: "If it's the same as before, you don't have to look at that photo and think about Lu Xihang. I have received all his memories, and I am the same as him. Why do you... Think of us as two people."
Lu Xihang didn't expect that one day he would be jealous of himself, but when he thought that Lin Hui would rather look at the photos and recall their past than care about the living self around him, he became angry.
"What does this mean? You have received his memory...then you are still different?"
Lu Xihang didn't speak, Lin Hui subconsciously held the photo tightly in his hand, afraid that he would take his photo away.Of course he knew that this kind of worry was unnecessary. Although Lu Xihang became cold now, he never hurt him, and he didn't even say anything serious to him.
On this point, Lu Xihang is the same as before.
He decided to speak out, and Lin Hui couldn't bear to torture Lu Xihang, even though he couldn't feel all this now, but...he also understood that his current attitude was a bad signal for him.
Lin Hui took a deep breath: "I...I already know."
Lu Xihang's heart suddenly turned cold, as if he had cheated on an exam and was caught by the invigilator. He had a premonition that what Lin Hui said would be the truth that he tried his best to conceal, so it took him a long time to ask, "What do you know?"
"I know, you practice the ruthless way... and I heard that you have cultivated to a very powerful level, and no one in the three realms can match it."
Tu Shanshe told him that Lu Xihang now holds several positions, he is the supervisor and also the god of war, and if there is any chaos in the Three Realms that cannot be suppressed, he will definitely solve it if he goes there.It all depends on what he cultivated... Ruqing said.
Lin Hui doesn't understand the world of their gods, but as the name suggests, he also knows what Ruthless Dao is.There is no greed, hatred, ignorance, and no love, lust, and sorrow.Lu Xihang practiced very well, he was a top student in the training class, no one could beat him.In contrast, he is now a humanoid weapon with no desires or desires, and naturally he will not love anyone anymore...
All gods are like this. Only by being ruthless and loveless can one become a god.
When Lu Xihang heard his words, he felt as if he had been struck by thunder from Tianling Gai into the sea, and his whole body was in chaos.He was afraid that Lin Hui would say that he would leave in the next sentence.
Lu Xihang suddenly asked in a cold voice: "Did Tu Shanshe tell you?"
Lin Hui sighed helplessly: "Is this important? I just want to know if this matter is true."
Lu Xihang was silent for a long time, looked at him and nodded, "Yes."
"Then you still sleep with me?!"
Lin Hui looked at him in disbelief—why did he do that? !
Lu Xihang was suddenly speechless, Lin Hui was right, he did practice the way of ruthlessness, and the person who fell in love with Lin Hui in that small world before was the incarnation of the five evils and five desires he had cultivated. There was a ray of spirit on it, I said earlier that he was Lu Xihang, and he was indeed, but if he insisted that he was not, he could not be.
In terms of practice, that "Lu Xihang" is useless dross that needs to be discarded in order to succeed in the way, but for Lin Hui, that Lu Xihang is his lover.
Although the current self has received their past memories, he can't feel the feelings between them. He remembers everything that happened between them, and even knows the details of every sexual encounter between them. Without that kind of feeling... His heart has long been a delicate and tough empty shell. In order to put the living beings of the three realms inside, Lu Xihang spent 3 years digging out everything inside bit by bit. It was too difficult to put Lin Hui in.
When Lu Xihang thought of this, he didn't even feel sad—it was precisely because he couldn't be sad that it made him suffer even more.He was silent for a long time before opening his mouth with difficulty: "Baby..."
"do not."
Lin Hui raised his hand to interrupt him, he bit his lip and said softly, "Don't call me that, you can't learn it either."
"..."
Lu Xihang slowly clenched his fists, his ruthless heart was as firm as a rock, no matter how painful he was, he couldn't feel the slightest shake, which made Lu Xihang feel like a monster even more.He has become the most powerful god in the world, but he no longer has a heart worthy of falling in love with Lin Hui, and Lin Hui's meaning is very clear, he still feels that he is not that Lu Xihang now, even if he is like before Calling him is tantamount to parroting his tongue and imitating Dongshi, which makes people feel ridiculous.
"Wait for me, okay?"
Lu Xihang squatted down behind him, and Lin Hui turned his head at the same time, and saw Lu Xihang's indifferent and beautiful eyes staring at him, and a strand of long silver hair hanging down slightly, making Lu Xihang's face extremely noble and lonely.
...Looking at his face, I really lost all thoughts, he could go straight to become a monk.
But he is also very good-looking, even more beautiful than before, he can be regarded as a real face now, he is high above, captivating all living beings, but making people not have any evil thoughts.
Lin Hui stared at him, his eyes slowly turning red: "If you cultivate the way of ruthlessness, will you not be able to fall in love?"
Lu Xihang lightly patted his head: "Cultivating the ruthless way originally requires self-control to control one's emotions, but I am different from others, the watcher of the astrology disk must have no emotions. In order to prevent this kind of thing from happening, I draw Lost the five desires and five evils and sealed it in a certain sub-world, but some things happened in the middle, and I found him by accident."
"He... huh? You mean that world?!"
Lu Xihang nodded, Lin Hui was embarrassed—then who was he dating before? !
"I didn't expect him to turn into a dragon again, and I didn't expect him to meet you... You know how precious this opportunity is. I thought I would never see you again."
Lin Hui looked at him in astonishment, while Lu Xihang gently stroked his face, his eyes very focused.Lin Hui suddenly realized that things were not as simple as he thought. No matter what he said, they seemed to have known each other before.
"What is our relationship?"
"It's a Taoist companion."
Lin Hui shook his head subconsciously: "Why do you have a Taoist companion?"
"I'm not born without feelings."
Lin Hui was even more puzzled: "But what do you mean? Did we know each other before?"
"Yes, we knew each other before, a long time ago."
Lin Hui stared at him, turning his eyes slightly: "I don't remember..."
"It's okay, I'll remind you."
Lu Xihang frowned slightly, with a trace of sadness in his eyes: "It's all my fault, just wait for me, I will definitely..."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Hui suddenly covered his mouth with his hand. Lin Hui stared at Lu Xihang for a long while, feeling very sad, he couldn't hear what he said, "It's all my fault".
"That's enough, why are you bad? I don't want to hear everything that I say is bad."
——After hearing this, he also understood that the reason why Lu Xihang wanted to practice the ruthless way was to control the astrolabe, otherwise, who would have nothing to do to practice the ruthless way? Do you want to build yourself into a machine that has no desires or desires?
Lu Xihang's mouth was covered, but his eyes were fixed on him. For some reason, Lin Hui saw a trace of pitiful emotion in his eyes.
... pretending to be pitiful again!
Lin Hui's heart softened when he saw him. He gently put his arms around his neck, and then pressed his face against his face, slowly tightening his arms.Lu Xihang hugged him back forcefully, sometimes he felt that he was not without emotion, for example, now, he had that kind of strong emotion, and absolutely didn't want Lin Hui to leave him.Lu Xihang also hated himself for being emotionless, he hugged Lin Hui tightly, and didn't want him to have any disgusting emotions.
Lin Hui lay on his shoulders, gently stroking Lu Xihang's back: "I watched you die... guarding your corpse, and tried everything, but I couldn't bring you back to life."
Lu Xihang frowned - it was their catastrophe, it was destined, but it seemed that Lin Hui had endured more pain.Lu Xihang no longer felt evil desires, but he still hated Heaven because of Lin Hui's suffering.
Lin Hui closed his eyes, inserted his fingers into his hair lightly, and whispered into his ear, "I'm only angry because you didn't tell me earlier, but let me know about it from someone else. I'm a mortal , I don’t want to experience that kind of pain again, so...it doesn’t matter what you become, you’ve survived now, and I have no other demands.”
After Lu Xihang heard what he said, his heart suddenly seemed to be hit hard, and there was a clear and heavy pain. He even couldn't help frowning, but then he felt as if something poured into his chest like...
Lu Xihang hugged Lin Hui tightly, and subconsciously murmured: "Baby..."
Lin Hui heard that his breathing rate was disordered, and he wanted to raise his head in doubt, but in the next second, Lu Xihang held his head and held it tightly in his arms: "Don't move."
Lin Hui didn't move, but he heard a faint sound of thunder above his head, and Lu Xihang's voice rang in his ears along with the thunder: "...stay by my side, okay?"
Lin Hui thought to himself that he didn't have any place to go now, so he nodded lightly, Lu Xihang's breathing became more and more chaotic, I don't know if it was an illusion, and the thunder above his head became more and more obvious.Lu Xihang still seemed dissatisfied, and hugged Lin Hui in his arms.Lin Hui felt that he might not feel safe, so he raised his hand and pinched his earlobe: "Okay, I'm not going anywhere."
Lu Xihang lowered his eyes to look at him, slightly hooked the corners of his lips, as if he wanted to say something.
"Crack-!"
A thunderbolt struck right above their heads, and Lin Hui shrank his neck reflexively in fright—this was really not his illusion!Sure enough, there was thunder!What... What do you mean, hugging Lu Xihang violated the rules of heaven?
Before he could figure it out, Lu Xihang suddenly raised his head. His face was filled with displeasure, and he flicked his sleeve lightly. Then Lin Hui saw a purple thunderbolt as thick as a bucket coming straight from his sleeve. He was thrown out and slashed towards the dark clouds above his head.After this lightning struck up, it broke through ten thousand clouds, and collided with the thunder in the cloud, making a loud noise.
"Crack—! Boom—!"
After the explosion, the thunder was gone, and the dark clouds were gone, as if nothing had happened.
"..."
Lin Hui was stunned and didn't understand what happened, but Lu Xihang squeezed Lin Hui's chin with his beautiful hand like a jade carving, looked at him and asked softly, "Let's go back."
"This...what's going on in the sky?"
Lu Xihang showed a shallow smile: "The weather is bad today, let's go back to the bedroom."
...what a load of bullshit.
It's not like he hasn't seen this kind of situation before, the last time he was with Lu Xihang, thunder fell from the sky, and he vomited blood... Now thinking about it, it must be because he practiced the way of ruthlessness, he was tempted by himself, and he was punished by heaven?
...Then why were they all right when they went to bed?Is going to bed just the so-called way of heaven judged as a simple biological activity? !
Lin Hui nodded with a complicated expression, Lu Xihang suddenly leaned over and hugged Lin Hui by the waist.Lin Hui originally wanted to say that he could walk by himself, but in the end he didn't say anything. He tilted his head and leaned against Lu Xihang's arms, staring at the top of his head which had become clear sky, feeling a little apprehensive in his heart.
He really seemed to vomit blood that time, but Lu Xihang said that he was "accidental" and was struck without precaution. Now that he is prepared, he is not even afraid of the power of heaven.
From this point of view, Lu Xihangxiu's ruthless way should be at the level of being invincible in the world.
Lin Hui was thinking about messy things, but he didn't realize that he was carried back to the bedroom by Lu Xihang. He put him gently on the bed, and then leaned over.Lin Hui came back to his senses, and his cold lips were pressed to his lips, feeling very complicated.
I don't know what kind of ruthless Dao he is practicing, but I know... I always feel that it is a bit strange to do this kind of thing again.Lin Hui felt that Lu Xihang's hand was touching his waist, and he hurriedly held him down: "Don't, don't...you..."
Looking at his face, he was suddenly a little embarrassed, and felt like a goblin who insisted on forcing him to break the precept.Lin Hui was silent for a while, then whispered: "No need to do this..."
But Lu Xihang didn't make a sound, just lay on Lin Hui and stared at him quietly. After a long time, Lin Hui felt embarrassed, and suddenly turned to the side to avoid it, but Lu Xihang immediately blocked his way with his hand, Lin Hui wanted to run to the other side opened, and the other side was also blocked by Lu Xihang.
He held Lin Hui in his arms, forcing him to look at him. Lu Xihang just stared at him with a very gentle voice: "Can't you? Do you mind if I..."
Lin Hui blushed when he asked, shook his head and explained softly: "You don't need it."
Isn't he wanting nothing?In fact, there is no need to force...
Lu Xihang seemed to understand, but he got closer. Lin Hui felt as if he was being bullied by a snowstorm, cold and beautiful: "It's because there is no need for emotion, but it's not without feeling. Or do you despise such a I?"
Lin Hui raised his eyes to look at him, Lu Xihang was staring into his eyes calmly and intently, but his question was so weird, it reminded him of Lin Pingzhi's conversation with Yue Lingshan after he had practiced the evil sword manual overnight... …
……
There's no fucking comparison at all!
Lin Hui was embarrassed by his own brain, and hurriedly denied: "I didn't."
"Then let me hug you, okay?"
"..."
Lin Hui looked at him for a long time, and couldn't bear to look away - but he was still affected, looking carefully at Lu Xihang's current face... In fact, he was very cold, and he didn't know how he could really talk to him a few times before When going to bed, normal people will feel that they are not interested in being purified.
As if seeing through Lin Hui's thoughts, Lu Xihang forced him to look at him: "Am I not good-looking now?"
"No...it looks good, it looks better than before."
"Then why don't you want to see me?"
Lin Hui hesitated and couldn't speak, Lu Xihang suddenly lowered his head, and kissed Lin Hui gently, Lin Hui paused, and opened his mouth to respond to him before he kissed him deeply.
He smells so good.
"Baby, you really have feelings for me."
"I didn't say no!"
The author has something to say: milk dragon: I know, because I am the incarnation of the five desires, so I am so yellow (.)
I am preparing for the exam, and the update may become irregular... There was originally an easter egg in the back, but it was written very early, and it was not finished, hahaha, wait for me to see if you want to complete it
感谢在2020-09-0109:24:52~2020-09-0209:22:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Mimier; I will have a cat! ! ! ! 5 bottles; Long Qianyue 1 bottle;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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